Guilty Pleasures: A Part of the Fam

Robert nodded. He took a deep breath and then finally resolved that he needed to stop treating Kendra like shit as if she had done something to him. She was one of the nicest people he had ever met and she had been nothing but kind and honest to him.

"Okay Kendra. I apologize for everything. I want us to work on our relationship too."

A bright smile adorned her face and she gave him a hug being careful not to knock his food out of his hand.

"Enjoy your food."

She smiled and walked off. He looked down at his plate feeling his mouth salivate. He would never tell her but she always made his food the best.

***

The next few weeks went by fairly well. His father was the happiest he had seen him in years. Kendra and him actually were getting along and able to talk. He rarely ignored her and actively engaged in conversation whenever she spoke. His father had no idea what caused the drastic change of events but he relished in it. His family was finally coming together.

Robert was leaving school early because his father wanted him to stop by the office for lunch. He pulled up to the office building and made his way to the 10^th floor where his father's office was situated. Once there he flirted with the secretaries that were there. After a while his father retrieved him and they made their way towards his office. Once inside he saw his father had already ordered pizza. He sat down and took a few slices and began eating while he waited on his father to get situated.

He knew something was up because his father looked tensed. He figured it had something to do with the conversation he eavesdropped on Kendra and his father having. His father took a deep breath before intertwining his fingers together on his desk.

"I'm really glad to see you and Kendra's relationship improving so significantly. I really feel like we all are a real family now."

Robert nodded as he waited for his father to get whatever he needed of his chest.

"You may not have known this, but Kendra and I have been trying to have a baby."

Robert immediately lost his appetite. He put down the pizza he was currently munching on and leaned back in his chair. Was his dad serious right now?

"Now I know that I should have brought it to your attention earlier, but Kendra and I had to discuss particulars and make sure this is something she really wanted. I'm 36 and she's only 28 and I don't want to deprive her of having children. I actually wanted to have more after you but I was never presented with that opportunity."

Robert felt empty. But then that emptiness gave way to anger. So this was the plan all along. She wanted to get on his good side so that she could start her own perfect little family. He couldn't believe his dad actually wanted to go along with this.

"Children? You've only been married a year. Don't you think it's a little early dad?"

"We've considered that, but she's ready and I'm not getting any younger. Plus you will be going off to college this year and we'll need a little extra activity in the house."

She planned this out perfectly. Robert couldn't believe he'd actually given her the benefit of a doubt. He'd tried to be more accommodating and nicer because he felt she wanted them all to be a family when in actuality she just needed him complacent so that she could move on to putting children in the house and getting rid of him. His thoughts felt irrational even to himself but that bubbling hate began to make its way up his spine.

"This is complete bullshit."

"Robert!"

"No father! She has you wrapped around her little fingers! How convenient that she wants kids when I'm on my way out! How convenient that she magically wants us to be a family after all these years of being okay with me not liking her. Well you two will be a family with YOUR children! I won't be a part of that."

"You are as much a part of this family as—"

"No I won't be! These kids will all grow up together with both a mom and a father. I never got that opportunity and I'll just be the stranger. The fucking outsider!"

"They will be your brothers and sisters!"

"Half-brothers and half-sisters father! Let's not forget that my mother is not a part of this equation. But she didn't have a choice seeing as you couldn't keep your dick in your pants. I bet Kendra helped in messing up your marriage too!"

His father rose and had his hands firmly planted on the desk's surface.

"You know nothing of what happened so I suggest—"

"I know enough! You are a cheater! And who's to say once you've used Kendra for all she's worth, although God knows she probably deserves it, who's to say you won't go and cheat on her!"

"Your mother cheated on me Robert!"

Robert couldn't believe his father would lie about something like this. He stood abruptly and pushed his chair away from the desk.

"Mom wouldn't do that!"

"You act like you were aware of our relationship! I fucking lived it Robert! The phone calls, the late night texts, the weekend visits to her parents. She was fucking cheating on me! I caught her. I hired a private investigator and I caught her red handed. The pain was too much and the affair had went on to long. I couldn't do it and she was not going to force the issue."

"I don't believe you!"

Robert began making his way towards the door to leave. This anger he experienced was something he never felt before. He felt like his heart would burst out of his chest and his vision was colored red. As he touched the doorknob his father left him with parting words.

"Whether you accept it or not, Kendra and I will have children. Now you can be mature about this and decide to be in your future siblings lives or you can go on having this chip on your shoulder at the world. The choice is yours."

Robert sent a glare his father's way. He was met with a similar glare before exiting the office and slamming the door behind him.

Once in his car he was flying down the highway in a rage. He couldn't calm himself and needed to get to the bottom of things. He wanted to speak to his mother but his mind kept driving him towards images of Kendra evilly plotting for HER ideal family. He pulled up to his house and felt a fire began to start in him when he saw Kendra's car in the driveway. They were about to have the argument of a lifetime and he gave no fucks if her feelings were hurt.

He made his way inside and heard soft music coming from the master bedroom. He briskly made his way towards the room and opened the door. His mind seemed to blank at the scene before him. Kendra wore a see-through gold nightie. Her breasts were cupped and pushed up to give the illusion of being larger. The sheer material glittered with every move she made. Her body seemed to glow and glitter and she hummed softly as she went about the room lighting candles and placing roses everywhere. She looked stunning and her hair was loose and in soft curls around her shoulders.

His anger only increased at the fact that his cock was slowly swelling at the sight of her. He remained still and when she finally turned and saw him he enjoyed the startled gasp as she dropped an unlit candle.

"Oh my god! Robert!"

She scrambled for a nearby towel and wrapped it around herself. The image was still burned into his head and it didn't help that her long delicious legs were still on display.

"I'm sorry I should have locked the door. Do you need help with something?"

She was apologizing for him barging into her room? Why the fuck was she so nice and calm about this! He took a few steps in and slammed the door behind him. He knew she could read the resentment on his face. Her smile became nervous as her eyes timidly darted from his angry green orbs to the door.

"You are very convincing."

Her nervous smile instantly dropped and he was left to see confusion mar her features.

"W-What are you talking about?"

"You wanted so badly for me to include you in my idea of family just so you could then manipulate my dad into having babies with you. You knew he wouldn't want to start a family unless I liked you."

"That's not it at all. I wanted—"

"You're a fucking liar!"

Kendra shut her mouth tightly. She'd never seen him angry except for one other time and that led to him kissing her. She didn't want to think about what could happen if she continued to agitate him.

"Listen Robert, you don't understand! I wanted us to get along not just so your dad and I could have kids but because—"

She couldn't finish her statement. Robert had already marched towards her and ripped the towel away from her. She tried to pull away from him but he had grabbed a hold of both her wrists in one of his hands.

"S-Stop Robert."

Robert's mind seemed to be clouded by his anger and lust. He didn't want to be anywhere near Kendra but his dick badly wanted to be planted firmly in her. His other hand rubbed down her side reveling in the soft silky texture of the negligee molding to her body.

"I bet you were setting this all up for my dad to walk in and fuck the shit out of you. I bet you wanted him to finally put a baby in you."

"Robert please—"

His hand snaked its way under her nightie bunching it around her waist. He went further up until he could feel her soft mound in his hand. He found a nipple and tweaked it hard. A gasp escaped her as she tried to pull away. He jerked her against his chest and looked down into her scared eyes. His cock pulsed at the sight and he crushed his lips into hers. She wouldn't open her mouth and he pulled harder on her nipple until she relented. She opened her mouth slowly and he pushed his hungry tongue in to seek hers out. When he felt the silkiness of her tongue and her breath pant out he damn near came in his pants. He moved her back until she bumped into the bed and fell onto it. Robert looked down and saw the fear written on her face. For a split second he asked himself what he was doing but once his eyes landed on her body all rational thought left him.

He unbuckled his belt and unzipped his pants stepping out of them. He pulled his shirt over his head and saw Kendra's wide mouth gape at his cock. He was not overly huge but he was never told he was small. He was a pretty average size at six inches but he was very wide and was told by many girls he always could reach spots in them they had no clue existed. He shot a predatory smile her way and he saw her began to scramble to the other side of the bed. He grabbed her ankle pulling her back to him effortlessly.

"Robert please. Just stop this now and we can forget this whole thing ever took place."

"Quiet Kendra."

He grabbed her other ankle and pulled her legs wide, lewdly showing her chocolate pussy to his hungry eyes. Robert had never been with a black chick before but now regretted never having done so. He stared at Kendra's hairless pussy and immediately felt the need to bury his face between her plump lips. They were almost as plump as the lips on her face and he wanted to feel them squeezing around his cock.

He pumped his cock a few more times as he worked this memory of Kendra spread before him like a slut into his brain. He was sure he could masturbate for years from this image. His cock had never been this hard in his young life and it was to the point where it actually began to hurt. Kendra tried one more time to talk some sense into him.

"R-Robert please d-don't."

He saw the tears running down her cheeks and almost felt bad. Until his mind started to paint a picture of little crumb snatchers running around the house. He immediately lost any inkling of guilt he had. He climbed onto the bed and now hovered over Kendra. He pulled her nightie down exposing her chocolate tipped nipples to his hungry eyes. He grabbed one pinching it between his fingers. He heard a small whimper leave her and felt his cock jump. He bent down taking her other breast into his mouth. He sucked hard and then licked lazily over her puckered nipple.

He teased her breasts for a while before finally having enough. Pushing her legs up, he settled in between her legs. His cock nudged at her entrance and he reveled in the velvety softness of her pussy lips. He grabbed his cock rubbing it up and down her slit. He was surprised to feel she was soaking wet. He looked up at her and she looked away shame evident in her eyes.

He began pushing his cock into her and felt a deep surge of desire shoot throughout his body. He could hear the quiet moan of Kendra as her back arched from the bed. Without waiting to see if she was accommodated to his girth he shoved the rest of his cock into her leaving his balls to sit nestled against her plump ass. Kendra let out a whimper and tried to push him away.

"Stop fighting it Kendra. It's already done."

Her eyes were screwed shut and after a while of no movement from either of them he watched her open her eyes. Tears rolled down her cheek. He began thrusting in and out of her. Each time he hit her cervix his cock would flex and she would intake a sharp breath. Before long he had a steady rhythm and he knew he would cum soon. He began pounding into her harder as he felt his balls tightening. He kissed her neck before biting hard against it. He heard a moan escape her and this caused him to thrust into her harder.

"R-Robert..."

Robert pulled away and looked down into her worried face. He sat back and pulled her onto his lap as he continued to jack hammer into her pussy. Her breasts bounced in his face and he couldn't help taking one of her chocolate peaks into his mouth.

"R-Robert please, d-don't cum in me!"

He released her breast and looked down between them. Seeing his white cock spear in and out of her pussy was undoing his resolve.

"What?"

"D-Don't cum in me. I'm ovulating!"

Robert's mind was in a different place as he felt his balls tightening. Kendra could feel the difference in his pace and she tried to pull away from him.

"Don't cum in me! Please!"

"Fuck!"

Robert let out a growl that sounded savage to his own ears. He pulled Kendra down hard onto his lap biting down hard on her nipple. He felt her flutter around his cock then clamp down hard. A loud moan escaped her and he felt his semen shooting deep against her cervix. He'd never came this hard in his life and couldn't believe his cock was still spurting more of his juice inside of her.

He felt a calm settle over him as he heard Kendra began to cry harder than before. He removed her from his lap and watched as she scurried away from him and pulled her knees to her chest. He sat dumbfounded at what actually just took place between them. For the life of him he couldn't feel guilt for what he'd done. In fact he felt a peace he couldn't remember ever feeling.

Kendra sat sniffling as her crying subsided. She couldn't believe Robert had done this to her but worst yet that she'd actually had an orgasm from it. She wanted to take a hot shower and forget this had ever happened. She flinched as she felt warm hands pull at her ankle.

"Robert just leave me alone."

"I'm just cleaning you Kendra."

Kendra allowed him to pull her down until she was flat on her back. He pushed her legs up and she felt an odd sweep of embarrassment cross over her. She didn't like him looking at her most delicate parts.

Robert looked at her swollen pussy lips. He pushed her legs further back causing her lips to involuntarily part showing him her dewy pink insides. He saw her pussy quiver and then a gush of his white cream began to leak out of her. He felt his cock stir but knew he wouldn't touch her again. He took the warm wash cloth he had and began cleaning her. Once done he moved away and Kendra brought her legs up to her chest again.

"I'm sorry for what this might be doing to you but I'm not sorry for what I did Kendra."

Kendra looked up and saw a face that resembled so perfectly the man she called her husband. The only startling difference the green eyes that seemed to peer into her soul. She looked away and felt ashamed at the wave of arousal that seemed to go straight to her core.

"Just get out Robert."

Robert left quietly and without a fight. He made his way to his room feeling an exhaustion he hadn't felt since football tryouts his ninth grade year. He passed out onto his bed.

A few hours later Robert awoke to hushed sounds. He made his way downstairs and heard Kendra and his father fucking. He felt like he should be mad since he knew what the end result would be but for some reason the peace from before still settled within him.

***

Kendra's swollen belly looked about ready to pop. She sat at the kitchen table hungrily wolfing down a pizza her husband made. She glanced over at the two men staring at her like she had grown a second head.

"What?"

She said around a mouthful of food.

"I just have never seen you so ravenous."

"I'm eating for two Philip!"

Robert watched on in fascination as Kendra ate the entire pizza by herself. She let out a satisfied sigh as she sat back and rubbed her hand lovingly over her stomach. Robert's dad gathered up the trash and made his way into the kitchen. Kendra smiled sheepishly at Robert.

"Sorry I'm being a pig."

"Stop Kendra. You're pregnant you're supposed to eat like that."

She smiled and tried to stand. Robert rushed over helping her up and over to the living room area. Ever since that faithful night that transpired between the two Robert and Kendra had been on amazing terms. His father loved it and asked no questions while Kendra and he ignored the big elephant in the room. When they all found out two months later that Kendra was pregnant an excitement filled the house as they started making preparations for the baby. Robert was even active in researching the best products and safety features to install around the house for the baby. Once they found out it was going to be a girl the room was immediately painted a lavender color and anything that even looked remotely girly was bought and added to the already stuffed room.

"Philip!"

Robert's dad made his way into the living room.

"Yes honey."

"Chocolate triple fudge ice cream and a can of sardines please."

Robert laughed at the disgusted face his father wore.

"Jesus Kendra, that's a very peculiar taste you have."

Kendra smiled brightly and patted her stomach.

"What baby wants, baby gets. Now hurry up, the grocery store closes in thirty minutes."

Robert heard his father gather his keys and then the click of a door as he left out. Robert stood to go to his room but was stopped by Kendra's hand on his.

"Robert, we need to talk."

Robert already knew what she wanted to talk about and he felt a nervousness envelope him. He sat back down and made sure to have some distance between him and his stepmother.

"Sure Kendra. What's up?"

"I know it's been a huge change for you with all of this excitement around the baby. And I also know that we have been tip-toeing around each other. I just want you to know that everything is swept under the rug. I want this to be a new beginning for us and the family and I don't want either of us harboring past grudges. The past is the past and can't be changed and for everyone's sake I think we should move on."

"I agree."

He sheepishly looked over at Kendra who wore her pregnancy well. He knew she would make an amazing mother and he felt pride at the fact that he could call her his stepmom.

"I'm sorry I ever did what I did. I try to justify it by saying I was angry and that my hormones were all over the place but I know now there's no excusing what I did to you. I hope you can forgive me and I'll do anything to make sure that the baby and you feel welcomed."

He saw the tears trickling off of Kendra's face and had no idea if it was really due to what he said or due to her erratic emotions. She pulled him into a tight hug and then he felt her stiffen.