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Click hereCaydn fought the urge to grab her and shake her, wanting to break down the wall she'd silently built around herself without his being aware of it.
"So you think by deciding your not going to think about it, that it'll magically go away?" he asked, failing at keeping the deep sarcasm from his voice. "Had I known that was all it took to make feelings and events go away, I would've done that the night we met. Maybe then you would've been spared all of the shame and embarrassment that seems to be oozing from you," he snapped, disgusted.
Gypsy refused to let him see how deeply his words stung her, her hands twisted in the hem of her sweater absently. "I guess the best thing for us to do, is just act like nothing ever happened. With any luck Lucien can figure out what to do about Barton so I can find my own place and be out of your hair," she said before turning on her heel walking out the door.
She hesitated at the hallway, hoping she be able to make it up the stairs without anyone seeing her. Fighting the tears threatening to escape she took the stairs two at a time, taking a deep breath only when she closed her door behind her, the lock falling into place.
Her body cringed, when she heard the thundering slam of the door beneath her room. The echo of the kitchen door slamming soon after made her jump. Closing her eyes she listened as the motor of the sleek sports car roared to life, tires squealing as she knew Caydn was leaving.
She made it to her bed before she collapsed, tears running down her face as she felt as though her insides were being ripped apart. Shaking her head, she took a ragged breath. She'd over come anything life had thrown at her so far, she wasn't going to let this stand in her way anymore than she'd allowed anything else. Pushing off the bed she walked into her bathroom, turning on the shower before ripping her clothes off, needing to wash the smell of him from her skin even if it wasn't possible to remove it from her mind.
- COMMENTS
I_Shadowabout 15 years agoAuthorYou're standing up for her, thank you.... but if you think about it, where has the woman Gypsy originally was gone?? She was a strong, steel spined woman who had over come a life time of adversity dished out by the people in her life that should have loved and protected her, her family.
Her sexual adventure with Caydn and Lucien was not violent; it was not physically nor actually mentally harmful since all parties involved do have a close bond.
Her worry is not a violation that happened to her, it is worrying about what others "think" about her. She has yet to internalize what took place and find peace with it due to all of the extra worry of peoples outside perception of her.
I fully understand this since I am severely bi-polar and what I find crippling is my own mind telling me that people are looking at me, judging me. I can be in a small store and suddenly after meeting someone's eye who is preoccupied have a panic attack that they thought I was dressed funny, or I was beneath what they found as acceptable. It's all I can do to not run and hide under a parked car until everyone is gone so I can crawl out of my shell.
Gypsy and I both have to find the steel we know we have inside of us and remember "who we are" and not worry about what others thinks :)
I will drop a hint... there is no worries of Gypsy having Lucien's child. But she does have a very good friend who would give his life for her with the added bonus of sexual tension with a "to die for" hottie.
cantfightfateabout 15 years agoShe's not a cry baby. She's just recently found out about this whole world and has gone from living a relatively normal live to living in fear for her life. Very few girls who have recently lost their virginity would be up for a forced threesome. And as much as she needed to do it to break the spell, it WAS forced because it was not her choice for Lucien to be involved. While not exactly rape, she didn't have a choice in the matter, so she would be experiencing similar emotions to rape victims. It is a traumatizing experience for anyone and to want to forget about it and be the person you were before is normal. If that were me, I would not want to talk to either of them and I definitely wouldn't want them to joke about it as if it were a trivial every day occurrence. I think that Gypsy is being very true to her character and very true to real life. She's even brave enough not to hide and to try to deal with them normally. Honestly, people, put yourself in her place. I'm actually still reeling after chapter 10...even after the rewrite. Instead of just enjoying it, I'm trying to figure out where in the world you're going with it. I still don't see the point of Gypsy having sex with Lucien. Although, I suppose I will if I'm patient. I really hope she's not going to have his baby. That would ruin it for me. Anyway, nice chapter and good character work.
ladyjessicaabout 15 years agoanother wonderful chapter. Im really enjoying this story! keep up he great work and i cnt wait till chapter 12
I_Shadowabout 15 years agoAuthorYou've been reading my mind...lol
Gypsy has become a cry baby and someone I myself have the urge to slap as I'm writing it ;)
She'll find her back bone again no worry in that it's just going to take her some soul searching and realizations, but it'll be back, strong as nails.
Anonymousabout 15 years agoThis one started out so good but and the end all I wanted was to tell Gypsy to suck it the hell up and to quit being such a big ass crybaby. I hope in the next chapter she acts her age and quits acting like a defensive little cry baby and to quit acting like she's ashamed of Cadyn or at least anything they've done. Before anyone else tells me she's young I know it.
