"I haven't stopped loving you, and I miss you very much. But it doesn't feel as though anything is different, at least not yet. I'm still absolutely furious with you, and I still don't want you around. If you thought this talk would end with me asking you to come home, you can forget it."
All this was said in such a matter-of-fact way, it was chilling. In the six weeks since he'd thrown me out, his white-hot rage had changed into something even more scary, a kind of grim determination.
I cried some more, trying not to make too much noise. Finally I calmed down a little, and I sort of whispered, "will you at least...think about it?"
He looked at me for a long time, coolly, as though I were some sort of unpleasant object unexpectedly in his path. Then he got up to put our coffee cups in the sink. Without turning back to look at me he said, "yeah, I'll think about it."
That was clearly my dismissal. I managed to make it back out to my car without breaking down completely, but once I was behind the wheel I just lost it. I sat and sobbed for twenty minutes. I don't think Danny saw me—he'd gone back into the house and closed the door.
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Swinging wife?
I loved your story so forth. I think its been beautifly written. Only thing is I hope Dennis and Amy are made to pay for their part in this destruction of a marriage.
"will you at least...think about it?"
I'll think about giving you a fuckin black eye in a minute if you don't fuck off. Fuckin women man, they've got this ugly fuckin knife wound between they're legs and think we bastardwell run our lives round it. I don't recall all these tears and begging goin on about the horror of attending a swingers party?
In fact, say to her, ok i'll take you back but i must warn you, this erectile dysfunction thing is permanent, but as you say, that shouldn't matter if you love me as much as you claim to do, that ok with you dear?
Ha, then stand back and watch her taking off like a fuckin greyhound outa gate two at the races. Of that i am in no doubt!more...
Now I am scared.
I am agreeing with HarryinVa completely.... AGAIN
In both his comments
Titanic bitch! 5*
Everyone involved needs to receive some pain for this. Not just Martin.
STILL Re-Reading,LOL!
Dennis and Amy were trying so hard to get Eileen and Danny because Dennis wanted to fuck Eileen and Amy wanted to fuck Danny, so how did it help them to wait till Danny was out of town?
"but didn't know how to say No without being rude," - I thought that "nobody could be made to do something against their will"? So just say NO! And as I think I said before, she's worried about being "rude"to a man that wants her to cheat on her husband? And I know asking her to think is asking a lot, but she and Danny socialize with these people - she isn't worried about the knowing smirks that Danny is going to suffer from these assholes?
"It was as good as sex with Danny sometimes is." - In other words,BETTER than sex with Danny USUALLY is!
"But he was patient and gentle, and kept teasing me, saying it was only lunch." - If it was "only lunch" he wouldn't have kept pressing!
To the Anon who said a "Real Man" wouldn't have thrown her out, but would have left himself! Why? Forgetting how a judge might rule,and with the kids out of the house all bets are off, but why should HE leave? He's the injured party, why should he suffer more?more...
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