I Made a Bet, You decide the Outcome

This is not a fictional story. This is a bet I made where you will decide the outcome with your comments. I'm straight (as far as I know) and I hope this doesn't offend anyone. Thanks!

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Hello Literotica Readers,

So I made a bet with my girlfriend, one that now seems insane, and I need you to determine who wins.

First, a little about myself, I've been writing stories on Literotica for quite awhile now. Most of my stories have centered on CFNM—Clothed Female Nude Male—a concept that has always intrigued me.

I love strong, smart and funny women. Not I-am-woman-here-me-roar-types, but women who know who they are, what they want, and are not afraid or ashamed of it.

You know—the kind of girl who will stick her hand down the front of your pants when she feels like it!

I find that very sexy. I've dated women who have been difficult to get anything going with and it is the most frustrating thing in the world to be so attracted to someone who is also attracted to me, but is too reserved or has some hang up about initiating intimacy.

Now enter the girl in my life saga. I won't use our real names, so I'll call her Dana (a name from my "The Naked Filmmaker" series). She is not my stepmother, nor is she older than I, but she was very much the inspiration for the Dana character and continues to be so.

Dana is smart, super funny, sensitive and an absolute joy of a person to be around. She glows, she lights up a room, and everyone likes her. She is super hot and the love of my life.

She also provides me with a lot of inspiration and motivation to write these erotic stories. Which is what led me to this.

With "Dana" I got my wish, I found a woman who knows what she wants and isn't afraid to get it. Of course, as is standard operating procedure in my life my wish came with a hitch—what Dana likes is gay porn.

Now I have nothing against gay porn, I am not uptight (okay, maybe a little uptight) and I totally understand the attraction, I like watching two women nude and all over each other, so therefore why shouldn't she enjoy two naked dudes doing the same thing?

I get it.

When I told her about my stories on Literotica—she read them with fervor and gave me a lot of great feedback. Something I'm always disappointed in with Literotica, I get a lot of views on my stories but not nearly the feedback I want, or truthfully, need. So it was awesome to get her input.

This led to us sharing our favorite fantasies and porn sites. We like showing each other what we like and what we're into. So for several months now she has encouraged me to check these gay tumblr sites that she frequents and I eventually gave in.

In my early days of internet porn I have to admit I cringed at the sight of two guys together. In truth, I wasn't even interested in seeing a guy in the video at all; it kind of bothered me to see a penis. I was pretty uptight back then. Now I'm used to it and I have even fully embraced it (stop smiling). Eventually I started imaging that it was my penis being lusted after by all those horny females in the porn videos.

My point is that it was a big step for me to casually watch gay porn with her and in the interim I have come to actually appreciate it. I will now fully admit that gay porn (male-on-male) seems a lot more intimate and sexier than straight porn where the actress either doesn't know how to properly use a penis or they just seem downright bored.

Any day now I feel like I am going to see one of these porn actresses start yawning while taking it in the pooper!

So there you have it okay? Sometimes I watch gay porn and it gets me hard! I can't help it. I realize, at this point, most of the people reading this are probably gay (as I'm going to post this in the gay male section) and thinking 'what is this idiot's point? Big deal!'

On a side note, one of the games we play is I'll give her a number (usually between 1 & 10). Then she opens a Bisexual tumblr site, and whatever picture corresponds to the number I said is the picture we imagine me doing—she loves it and I have to admit I've gotten pretty horny playing this game. That glimmer in her eye when I see her looking at those pictures and imaging me in those positions really makes me want to blow one in my jeans every time I think about it.

My point is that I am straight and I am certain that I am straight. But my girlfriend's attraction to gay porn has rubbed off on me (everything sounds like a double entendre!) And she has, as I feared, begun encouraging me to try it. Not try watching the porn, but taking part in a gay act.

In short she wants to watch me suck on a cock!

Now the old me would have run away and changed my identity if she had asked me to do that, but lately it doesn't seem as weird a concept as it once did.

Now for the record I have never in my life met a guy that I am attracted to. I know you're thinking 'Oh, come on straight boy, no way!' Seriously though, I have never met a guy that I thought 'Yeah, I could maybe . . ."

Never.

However, I will admit that I have seen guys on these websites that I secretly thought 'Okay, yeah, I might put that in my mouth for her.'

Writing this I feel like I am talking to a therapist!

By the way, "Dana" will also be reading this to make sure I was as honest as possible, so I can't hide anything like I would want to.

So that's the back-story, now here is the reason I am telling you all of this.

A short while ago she had been really pressing the issue. She keeps telling me she wants to watch a hot guy strip me naked and fondle me. She wants to admire the way he explores every part of my naked body, until I finally get so hot that I kneel down in front of him and put his hard dick in my mouth and . . .well you get the idea—it has become an obsession with her. She won't relent on this even though I've done everything to try to deflect her.

So I eventually caved in.

No I did not give a guy oral, but instead I allowed my main character in "The Naked Filmmaker" series to go through what I am going through in real life and I had him become convinced to blow his best friend.

Okay, it was a bit of a cop out doing it through erotic fiction, but what can I say? I am a coward!

The way I see it is since that character (Sam) was basically me, and the Dana character was basically her it would be LIKE I did it without having to actually do it.

And I will say she enjoyed the hell out of that story claiming to have read it over and over. But instead of satiating her instead it only added fuel to her fire. Now she is absolutely obsessed with the notion and she feels like she has to make this happen as her greatest accomplishment in life.

Now a few weeks ago, during a moment of unfettered passion, she was giving me a blowjob. Very much like in my story that I wrote she began teasing me about how she wants to see me to "this" and then "that"—all the time enacting on me what she wants to see me do to some other guy. She really knows how to push my buttons and in that moment I swore to her that I would try it!

Now that the moment has passed I can't believe what a chump I am. I feel for my own story!

I tried to talk her out of it by trying to get her to understand that I would basically say anything when horny, but she isn't going to let me forget that I swore to her that I would try it.

So I'm stuck and looking for a loophole! Like I said, Coward.

Then I thought of a way out, I'll tell her she won't find another guy that will be into this. Unfortunately she works in a very fun and easygoing place where she actually knows several guys who are gay, one of who is single and into me apparently. I have met this guy a few times and he is a good guy. I like him, not in that way, but as a good, decent dude. She has already talked to him and he's in!

Just writing that last line makes my stomach drop out a little.

Then I said I want full medical records from him, thinking to myself that this will be a way to stall, but of course this guy is a health nut and only recently had his annual physical and blood test—clean bill of health!

I can't win! Not that I wish any harm to him, but you know what I mean.

So then it struck me—Literotica! The place that basically started this whole thing could be my salvation. So my plan was this: As I said earlier I don't get the kind of feedback (number of comments) that I would like on any of my stories, so I came up with the brilliant plan of writing this interactive story.

I am asking you, the Literotica Reader, to decide my fate.

The deal I worked out with her was that I would come here, tell my take and ask your opinion.

If you think I should blow this guy then please comment and let us know what you think.

If I get more than 10 comments (telling me to do it) within 30 days of this posting I will . . . (uh!) . . . put another man's penis in my mouth and blow his mind for my girlfriend's pleasure. If not, then the deal is off and it will remain a fantasy of hers.

She loves me enough to understand how freaked out I am by this and that is why she agreed to this deal. Also because she is the greatest!

So it's time to make a choice Readers, do you vote for her to get what she wants and watch me place another man's hard cock in my mouth after letting him violate my nude body, or do you vote for me to maintain my heterosexuality?

Quick note—I realize this won't make me gay or even bi.

I DO NOT mean to insult anyone with that heterosexuality comment.

But try to look at it from a straight guy's point of view. It is hard to blow another guy and consider yourself straight afterwards. And I think we straight guys are way more uptight about our sexuality than gay guys are.

I know I am!

So as I said my girlfriend is going to read this to make sure I was honest and upfront and didn't beg you guys to get me out of this. And I swear to you, "Dana" (you know what your real name is) that if you win the vote then I WILL do it and I'll make it the hottest thing you've ever seen if the readers say I should.

It's also worth pointing out that she has agreed to play fair and not have all her friends register as Literotica readers and leave comments. So neither of us are going to cheat on this!

Also let's be honest this is sort of a game for us—something fun to do. I am basically rolling the dice and waiting for strangers to decide my destiny which is kind of a turn on itself.

Full disclosure I am banking on the idea that the readers won't leave more than 10 comments and even if they do they won't all be in the positive so I may have weaseled my way out of this (sorry honey!)

Either way, you the Reader will decide my fate.

I don't know how to feel about all of this. I am excited in a way and terrified in another. I kind of look at this whole thing as when you meet someone that is super attracted to you it makes you attracted to them—know what I mean? The idea that anyone cares enough what I do with my dick or mouth makes me excited and horny in some visceral way.

So I guess this whole thing is totally self-serving and kind of arrogant, but at the same time leaving my fate up to a bunch of strangers on a kind of "gay chicken bet" does get me hard as a rock!

So with that I will say Thanks for your time and my virgin lips are in your hands!