Idiots

"Feeling better?" He has pretty eyes. They're light blue. Pretty blue eyes.

I nodded. I did feel slightly more alive than last night. Not that that's saying much.

He ate while I stared at him. Fuck politeness.

"It's not your fault, you know."

"I know."

"Then stop blaming yourself—"

"You have pretty eyes."

He stopped with the fork halfway to his mouth. The egg landed on the toast. It covered some of the burned parts.

"What." He stared like I was crazy.

"They're blue. And pretty. So are you, in a masculine way."

He slowly sat the plate on the table.

"Are you sure you're alright?"

"Positive."

"Why would you say that?"

"Because I'm fine."

"No, about..." he gestured towards his face.

"Because it's the truth."

He reached around to the back of my neck and pulled my head so hard I thought it'd snap. He was hard and aggressive. His lips were soft. Tasted like bacon.

I was already lacking a shirt, so undressing wasn't too difficult for me. He spun in a circle trying to get his sweatshirt off while I tried to undo the jeans of a twirling man.

"Hold fucking still!" I laughed at the absurdity of how he looked. Hair all fucked up, jeans undone, and a sweatshirt seemingly tied in a knot on his head. We can't all be doctors.

I don't know how or why I never tried to get him in my bed before. God, he's aggressive. There's nothing like a small top. I'm pretty versatile. Depending on who I'm with, I can top or bottom. I enjoy both, though bottoming is my favorite.

He's not the biggest I've had and I'm sure I'm not the biggest he's had. Not that it mattered. Something told me right away he'd never had anything bigger than a finger or two up his ass. Maybe I'll fix that one day.

I was playing with his chest hair while looking over his shoulder. He fits like a fucking puzzle piece in my arms. A puzzle piece that put my arm to sleep, but still. I love holding him. I looked to the nightstand. Four o clock. That didn't take long.

"How many times did we come?"

"I counted two all."

"Not bad for an hour."

"Nope"

We laid still for a while.

"Wanna watch a movie?"

"Sure. I've got the day off."

"Cool."

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It's been a while, but time has a tendency to slip away. Anyway, this is just something i wrote in a couple of hours of boredom. Comments are appreciated. Enjoy!