In My Dreams Ch. 01

'Knock, knock' went the door behind me. I stared for a moment in frustration at my computer before sighing to myself and moving towards the door.

"Coming!" I shouted, unnecessarily loud. I reached for the door handle expecting to see one of my neighbours, asking me if they could borrow my internet connection or some technical question about why there computer wasn't working, directed at me simple because I worked with computers.

So needless to say, my reaction was complete surprise when she was stood there.

"Oh my god, wow, how are you?" Were the first words that jumped out of my mouth. I leaned towards her and kissed her on both cheeks.

"I'm not too bad thank you, I'm sorry to just appear like this but I needed to get away and I thought you might be about tonight, is this ok?" She questioned.

My mind slowly moved over the work I'd hoped to get finished but I didn't expect that she'd be here for too long. Plus I hadn't seen her in person for over a year and I at least owed her an hour of my time to catch up.

"No please, its absolutely fine, a nice surprise actually, please come in." I opened the door wider and she moved inside, smiling at me sweetly as she passed. "Would you like a drink? I have a beautiful Sauvignon from New Zealand, its got a great Quincy after-taste."

"I'm driving but one glass won't hurt, if you're sure that's ok," she asked me.

I smiled at her and left the room to fetch the wine, when I came back she'd taken off her coat and was sat on the edge of the bed. I could now absorb her appearance and noticed she was wearing leather-faded brown boots, with a black skirt that went past her knees and had that jagged effect with un even cuts made into the material. She wore a white top and I couldn't help but notice she was wearing a black bra underneath. She had always had beautiful breasts, the perfect shape and they always had the power to turn me on. I would often marvel at them when we'd been together before.

She sat with one leg crossed over the other, rocking it slightly and her hands behind her supporting her on the bed. She leant back slightly which caused her chest to stick out more and I felt a slight shot of electricity run through my crotch.

"Thank you honey," she smiled at me as I handed over a nice full glass of wine.

"So..." I began, as I sat on the computer chair and moved it to face her. "What brings you to my neck of the words?"

"Oh nothing much, I just needed to escape for a little while, you know, have some time to ponder about one's life." She quietly chuckled to herself. I laughed a little too.

"I see, are these the musings of a certain boy?" I smiled gently at her.

"How did you guess?" She mock questioned me.

"Well I know things have moved quite fast between the two of you, so I'm not surprised you have to take time to re-adjust yourself." She looked at me thoughtfully for a moment then dropped her head. When she looked back up she was smiling.

"You must think it strange that I venture all that way out here to see you and then to talk to you about another man?"

"Well," I turned my head slightly and scratched my chin "Is it strange you seeking out your ex-boyfriend to talk about your current one? I guess it might be strange for some people, but I'm not some people, so no, its fine with me." She smiled and again dropped her head. I felt like she was putting on some kind of brave show, her many smiles covering some hidden truth that was trying not to seep through the cracks.

"Is everything alright sweetheart?" I asked her gently. She nodded but her face didn't rise his time. I looked a little closer and started to see drops falling and landing on her lap. I instinctively moved next to her and placed my arm around her.

"What's happened?" I almost whispered. She sniffed a couple of times and I reached over for he tissues and handed her the box.

"Thank you," she sniffed at me "I'm so sorry, I promised myself that I wouldn't get upset, but it just started to come out."

"Please, there's absolutely no need to apologise, it's no good keeping it locked inside, you need to let it out."

"I know, you're right (sniff) I just wish I didn't feel like this, its just silly (sniff)."

"Well it's clearly not silly if its making you upset, is it?"

"I worry sometimes that its just me being too sensitive. He can be very stuck in his ways and stubborn, it makes it really hard to communicate with him sometimes and I end up getting frustrated at him and then myself. And you know what I'm like, I let it all boil up inside of me and I just blow up."

"Listen babe, I know you already know this deep down, but maybe it helps to hear it from someone else. You just have to sit down and talk to him about it. He quite possibly doesn't even know all these things that are driving you crazy, bothers you, especially if you bottle it up until you reach that point of no return. Maybe it sounds cliché but you two just need to talk to each other, otherwise you'll just doom your relationship."

I could tell from her slightly hidden expressions that some of what I was saying was making sense to her. I came to realise over time that even the simplest words from an external 'party' could make the difference. Pretty much everyone knew the truth, it wasn't some big realization, but it took someone to spin your head around in the right direction.

"You're right (sniff), I just find it so difficult sometimes, I just hate confrontation."

"Most people do, but its the lesser of two evils as they say. It all comes down too how much you value you're relationship."

"Oh gosh, when did you get so smart about relationships huh?" She looked at me, grinning under her watery eyes.

"Haha," I laughed. "Well I guess its always easier advising others as opposed to one's own relationship."

"You're sweet... Thank you." And she wrapped her arms around me and pulled me tight, It was obvious she was in real need of a hug and it occured to me that her new guy might not be that affectionate.

"I miss how affectionate you are, not many guys are into it as much as you." It was almost as if she read my mind.

"Thanks babe, it's important to me you know, I just hope the next person appreciates it as much as you did."

"You're not seeing anyone at the moment then?" She queried. She seemed to squeeze me tighter. I felt her breasts push against me. Again, I felt that surge of power rush towards my lower regions.

"Nope, no one, too busy if I'm honest, lots of things need my attention at the moment, and unfortunately that doesn't involve someone's body." She did a kind of sharpe in-take of air and giggled at the same time.

I thought about what I'd said, realization hitting me of how funny it must have sounded and began to laugh. "I'm sorry, what a thing to say," I explained.

"No, it's fine, it was just funny the way you put it. Don't worry, I know you'll find someone who needs your attention soon."

"You really think so?" She lifted her head from my shoulder.

"Absolutely," her eyes seemed to wander all over my face and without warning she leant in and kissed me.

It was a warm yet wet kiss, I couldn't help but feel a inch of passion as those lips touched mine. She had amazing lips, big and sensious, the type that could turn any sane man on with just one kiss.

She pulled away and looked a little surprised at herself, and was now looking into my eyes. I tried to hide the lust that I could feel pulsating in my face. "I'm so sorry, I don't know what came over me."

"No it's fine, I kind of enjoyed it" I smiled, confident now I had managed to gain composure in my eyes, the fear of giving myself away slowly fading. She also smiled and I think appreciated that I hadn't been strange about it.

"So what are you working on?" She asked as she glanced towards my computer.

"Oh just some bits and bobs, I've been asked to ghost write for a project so I'm just looking over the details and seeing at which angle I should attack it first."

The project was a script for a mutual friend of ours and was hopefully going to be the next big talked about play in London.

"You mind if I take a look at it?"

"No at all, I haven't written much myself yet, but there's plenty of narrative in there to give you an idea of the direction." Normally I was fiercely protective over my written work, but this was different. Firstly because it wasn't just mine, I was lending a friend a hand and secondly it was her. I had always valued her opinion on most things and although it had been two years, things didn't really feel too different in that respect.

She sat down on the chair and began to read it through. "What does this bit mean" she asked me after a few moments. I leant over her shoulder to look at what she was pointing at and explained that particular section to her. As I was drawing my head back my eyes moved down and saw with surprise, right down her top. The bra she was wearing wasn't doing a fantastic job of concealing everything and I could almost see the darker skin around her nipples. I felt my cock pulsate for a second and I must have lingered there for longer than it seemed.

She slowly whispered "See something you like?" There was fun in her voice and I could tell she wasn't offended, but still I apologised and moved back. She re-focused herself on the screen and continued to read. After a few more moments she spoke up again. "I don't think that's technically correct."

"What's that?" I queried, this time moving around her as opposed to over her so I wouldn't suffer the same temptation again. "Are you sure" I turned to her.

"I think so, it may be worth checking out."

"Hmmm, ok, I'm gonna check it now." She moved off the chair so I could sit down and stood behind me, her hand resting on my shoulder as I made to open the browser.

To my horror, there was one already open and it was showing a half watched porn video.

"How did that get there?" I exclaimed, trying to feign surprise.

"Oh yes, I wonder," she laughed.

"Babe, I'm sorry, I didn't realise it was still open, I..." She leant around me and clicked play "What are you doing" I questioned as the moans of the porn girl filled my speakers.

"I haven't watched porn for years!" She said "Is this one good?"

"I...errr.. I guess, errrm, we really don't have to watch this you know" I stammered.

"No, I want to watch it, see what I've been missing out on," she winked at me.

So we both watched the porn on my computer, it was surreal to put it mildly, two people that would have been doing the same thing a couple years ago ourselves, now watching some complete strangers moan in ectasy as they fucked each other on camera.

I could feel myself getting hard through my jogging bottoms and hoped that she wasn't able to see it, I looked up at her and she was focused on the video, her mouth hanging open slightly. Her eyes travelled to mine and she gave me a warm cheeky smile.

"This is hot!" And her eyes returned to the screen.

It wasn't long before the video ended, the guy cumming on her chest and the screen going blank.

"Ummm, I enjoyed that" She said, in a slightly aroused voice "Still, I always feel bad for the guy when he has to pull out, surely he'd just want to bury all his cum inside her."

"Sure, but she might not have been on the pill" I said back

"And?" She said excitedly. "When you're near the end, there is nothing better than a guy filling you up with his cum, and although it's incredibly naughty, it's even better if you're not on the pill. If the guy cums inside you and fills up your unprotected pussy, the sensation is amazing."

I could feel myself straining against my joggers now, her words lit a fire inside that hadn't been ignited for a long time. Was she doing this on purpose?

"Let's watch another, but try and find one where the guys cums inside her." I immediately spun round and started to search, before long I'd found one and sat back. Then she did something I did not expect. She sat down on me facing the screen, her crotch lined up over mine.

"I want to see it better," was her only explanation as she turned her head slightly towards me, then back to the screen. The video was actually a really good one and we both seemed to enjoy it.

At first I thought I was imagining it but pretty soon I began to feel her rocking slightly on me, clearly aroused by the video we were both watching. At first it felt a little awkward, what with the porn playing and her sitting on me, but then I could feel her grinding into where my cock lay, and pretty soon it started to feel really good. After a few moments her motions became more pronounced and I could hear small sighs leave her lucious lips. Now I began to moan slightly and her arm moved behind her and behind my neck, like she was holding on to it for support.

"You like that baby?" She hadn't called me baby in a long time, and it just made my hard on surge more

"You like it when I grind myself down on you like that?" She asked me.

"So, so much, it feels so good." My eyes slowly closed and I lifted my hands to her breasts, kneeding them slowly with both my hands. Loader moans now escaped her mouth and she ground down harder on me. Already I could feel my cock desperately wanting to push through the material inbetween us and slip inside her. It was heavenly; a deep itch, being scratched at last and meeting nothing but pure pleasure.

"Baby, do you mind if I try something?" She asked

"Of course, what ever you want" I responded. She moved off my lap and bent down on her knees, she then slipped under the table my computer was perched on and moved back. She grapped my legs and pulled me hard towards her so that my stomach was touching the table.

"I want you watch the porn movie whilst I suck your cock, but I don't want you to see me doing it, is that ok." Was that ok??! Was she really asking me if that was ok? I couldn't think of anything in that moment that would be more ok!

"Sure baby" I said back to her. I felt her easily pull down my joggers and then my boxers, and in one pure moment of bliss I felt myself being slowly pushed into her waiting mouth. She began to slowly jerk me off with one of ther hands (couldn't tell you which as I really couldn't see her) as she purposefully licked and sucked at my head in her mouth. I could hear her moaning and occasionally she would pull her mouth off before telling me how big I was and how wet I was making her.

The porn guy was now cumming inside the porn girls pussy and I too felt myself about to cum with the amount of stimulation I was getting under the table. She must have noticed, because she stopped and pushed my computer chair back. I could now see her face and she looked at me directly as her amazing lips covered and traced back and forth along the head of my cock. Without warning she leant all the way in taking all of me down her throat and kept me there.

It was absolutely bliss, I nearly howled out and could feel that I was going explode any second. She pulled me all the way out now and twisted her hand around my cock jerking me off furiously.

"Cum in my mouth baby, cum for me," she said as she positioned her mouth just under the head of my cock.

I shot my first load directly into her mouth, her mouth quickly covered my head sucking out my cum and swallowing it all down, three more powerful blasts erupted from cock into her mouth and she kept swallowing, it was pure bliss, her eyes were still looking into mine; her hungry, lust-filled eyes pushing me even further over the edge. Her hand was still twisting and jerking me off except she was now moving it further up my shaft towards my head where I was really senstive, but the sensation seemed to pull even more cum from my balls and into her now waiting open mouth. After another minute of her pumping and me shooting, she finally slowed down and gently licked all around the head.

I felt absolutely amazing, in a daze, and my cock was still throbing slightly. I couldn't let a gesture of goodness like that go unthanked so I pulled her out from under the table and moved her over to my bed where I lay her down and pulled down her knickers. She moaned in anticipation as my hot breath touched her pussy, I wanted to tease her, to move slowly, but I felt pocessed by something and began licking up and down her pussy almost uncontrollable. Her taste along with the sounds of her moans were intoxicating. She was incredibly wet and making a mess all over my bed sheets but I didn't care in the slightest, I could tell it had been a while since she had had someone go down on her and she was loving each second of it.

I licked around her clit a few times then thrusting my tongue as deep inside her as I could stretch, before coming back up and softly licking her clit again.

She was in fits of ectasy, as her body flailed around the bed, writhing in the pleasure. She began to pull off her top and then her bra, she grabbed my hands and forced them on to her breasts, my head and tongue still licking away inbetween her legs. I lifted my head for a moment to look into her eyes and to take in the sexy view from her naked chest. She looked back at me and smiled the sexiest smile I had ever seen her give.

"Feels so good, please don't stop, I want to cum for you."

I went back down on her, this time licking a bit faster, her moans increasing to compensate. I remembered from before that she loved it when I sucked her clit gently, so I placed my lips around it and began to suck.

"Fuck," she exclaimed loudly. "Don't stop doing that, keep playing with me there baby."

I continued to suck, occasionally moving down too slip my tongue inside of her then back up to her clit. Her skirt it transpired was a buttoned type and she was now desperately trying to un-do the buttons so she could pull her skirt off. A few moments later she's succeeded and I had a beautiful, sexy woman, laying naked on my bed, my lips and tongue french kssing her lips and clit.

"So close, baby, please, don't stop." I sucked a little harder now on her clit waiting for her to cum any second. Suddenly she grabbed my head and began to moan, I could feel her cum spilling out all over my face, she was cumming like crazy and screaming my name as she came over and over again. Her legs locked around my head as I continued to suck on her clit as she came hard, her hands now thrashing their fingers through my hair as she orgasmed repeatedly.

After a minute or two, she slowly started to move my head away from between her legs as she reached that 'can't take anymore' stage.

I moved my hand over to the side of my bed where I found a discarded t-shirt and wiped her cum from my face.

"Kiss me," she said lightly. I looked at her a for moment and then moved over to her, my body now laying on top her. I wished I'd taken my top off so I could feel her naked breasts push up against me. My mouth found hers and seconds later she opened her mouth and let her wet tongue slip into mine.

Her passion was intangible, her movements warm and confident, her tongue was nice and big, it massaged and carrassed every detail of my own and more moans escaped both our mouths. This girl really new how to kiss.

"Someone's excited" She said. My cock was coming back to life and was bigger than ever.

"Well," I said "It's watching you cum hard and listening to you moan."

"Really," she said, kissing me hard, planting short wet kisses, that teased me. "You like to hear me cumming for you baby?" She asked, her lips still attacking mine over and over again "Would you like to hear me cumming more for you?" her lips not leaving me alone, almost not allowing me to get my words out. She was now pulling at my t-shirt and it came off in one fluid easy motion. I pushed my body down and felt her breasts against me, it was divine.

"I think you need to listen to me moan even more don't you baby?" This time I moaned loudly, her hand had traveled down to my cock and she was pushing me inside her. "That's it baby, shove inside me"