Jacuzzi Ch. 04

"Well, you certainly know now that it's more than an innocent desire on her part to help you enjoy yourself - which is no surprise. Now, you know that I have no problem with you showing off to them; completely naked for that matter. I don't even have any problem with Bryan fucking you again if that is what you want. I just think that you need to know just what it is that you really do want."

"That's the problem - I don't know what I really want. I've been thinking about exactly that. I have no particular desire to be fucked again, but, and I'm shocked to be saying this, I certainly wouldn't fight against it if I were in that same situation. As you know, after the first embarrassment faded away, I really enjoyed being naked with them last time. I don't think I've said this before specifically, but I liked knowing that you were watching. I think that I felt safe that you were there and, obviously, not upset. It would be even better now that I know that you approve.

"The thing that I've had to come to terms with, to accept, is that I really liked her being interested. I knew when her hands replaced his on my pussy. While Bryan was fucking me, I was aware of her hands on my tits - and I liked it, even when it hurt. Good god, this is hard to admit but I think that I would like her to do it again! I think that I said what I did to her today because I wanted her to know that I would take my pants off if she wanted me to! I wanted to admit that I was not doing it because it felt good under the water."

"This is unexpected! You haven't said anything like this before! Do you want to have sex with her?"

"I'm a hell of a long way from saying that! No...well... I'd like to have my legs spread open again, showing my pussy to her. I'd like her to put her hand on my tits and pussy and feel me, maybe even finger me. I guess, in a way, that is having sex with her with me just being seen and played with - rather one-sided, but that does appeal to me. Maybe this is just an extreme form of exhibitionism, but it excites me! The thing is, she's changed so much in this brief period of time. For whatever the reason, she is much more open, particularly about sex."

"That wouldn't take much!"

"Yeah, I know. But...look, we've been friends, good, close friends, for years but we've been much closer since that night. I think that the things we did would either drive us apart or move us closer together. I was afraid that it would be the former - and she feared the same thing - but we definitely are closer. I would have expected to be repelled by having another woman touching me but I certainly wasn't! Of course, I would have been horrified at the thought of another man screwing me, but I wasn't. Maybe I'm just depraved!"

"Don't be ridiculous. You may be immodest by normal standards and you have certainly have engaged in a surprising level of sexual activity with enthusiasm, but you hardly are debouched - let's say that you are adventurous, not morally depraved! Regardless, I have to admit that this comes as a surprise. Combining sex and Marianne in the same sentence never would have occurred to me, although, she did seem different when they were here last time. Maybe there's some sex appeal there after all. In any case, I certainly have no objection if there's mutual attraction. Go for it and see what happens. There's one important thing, though. Your concern about Doug looking down through the water when he gets out was valid. Other than that, it should be fun knowing that you are sitting there with no pants on. Now, if Susan were to take Marianne's place, I might join in!"

"If it were Susan instead of Marianne, I'd probably keep my pants on! I've been thinking about the problem with Doug and I think that I should be safe if, before you turn the lights back up, I spread my suit pants over me. It won't be long and, through the water, it should look normal."

"Ok, that should work. Tomorrow night it is, then."