Journal of an Agent Ch. 28

Arriving at the hotel right behind them, I took a spot away from the row of rooms. The place was about as sleazy as you could imagine - the sign out front didn't work, half the rooms looked run down and the manager's office had bullet holes, probably from past robberies. Even in my intoxicated state I knew that this wasn't the best motel to be at, but nevertheless I followed them inside.

"Give me just a minute before you two get started, I want to take a quick shower," Matt said, walking right into the bathroom and closing the door. I closed the door to the room and watched Neve pace around nervously in front of me.

"Thanks a fucking lot Dean," she said angrily. "I probably could have gotten out of this thing without having to do this but then you had to go and agree!"

"Hey, woah. You knew what you were getting into with this just by being at the bar. And if I hadn't shown up, you'd be in this same spot with a total stranger," I replied, slipping off my shoes and getting more comfortable.

"Well, I can't argue there. But I still don't like being in this position," Neve said.

I walked over to her and placed my hands on her arms. She was trembling slightly.

"Look, let's just go along with it. I think you are a very beautiful, sexy woman and obviously you wouldn't have chosen me if you didn't feel at least somewhat the same way about me," I said.

Neve giggled. "What, that you are a beautiful sexy woman?" she said with a smile.

"Hardy har. You know what I mean. Am I right?" I asked.

"Yeah, I suppose so. But look, we can't let on that we know each other, alright? And please, for God's sake, wear a condom," she said.

"Of course," I replied, kissing her lightly on the forehead. "This will be over before you know it and hey, you might have fun,"

Neve nodded and then turned away from me. With a heavy sigh, she reached down to her waist and lifted up her shirt, revealing her smooth back to me. Reaching her hands around, she unclasped her bra and slid it off her shoulders, tossing it onto the ground. Next, she pulled down her skirt and then proceeded to turn around, giving me a view of her standing there in only a pair of light blue panties and a set of fishnet stockings. Neve's nipples were hardening in the air of the room but she still looked like she felt awkward doing this whole thing, as she wasn't sure exactly where to place her hands. I sat down on one of the two double beds and took off my pants and shirt, leaving me sitting there in only boxers.

Neve finally calmed down a bit and came to sit next to me, albeit not too close. I slowly moved my hand out and placed it on her thigh. She flinched for just a second but didn't try to push it away or move. I knew that if she were a little bit aroused when we started this thing, it would go smoother.

"You know that he is going to just sit there and watch us while he jacks off," Neve said, turning her head away from me as my hand fingered it's way through the netting of her stockings.

"I know. But just pretend that he isn't here. I'll be as gentle as you want, regardless of what he wants, ok?" I said.

Neve nodded again and we both heard the water in the shower turn off. A minute or so later, Matt walked out of the bathroom, stark naked, as he toweled off his hair.

"Hey! Now that's what I like to see, you two are just horny as hell aren't you?" Matt said, moving a chair away from the table in the room and pulling it near the bed. He took a seat. "Well Betsy, you ready to get started?"

It took a moment for Neve to recognize that she was going by "Betsy", but she quickly shook her head yes.

"Good. Jacob my man, you may begin," Matt said, waving his hand toward us. I noticed that he had the beginnings of a hard on and though he was adequately equipped, probably about 6 inches when hard, I wondered in the back of my mind what he would think when I achieved full length. I didn't dwell on it long and instead turned towards "Betsy" and moved my hand from her leg to her shoulder. My fingers trailed down her arm and onto her chest, touching first the top of her breast and then moving one finger at a time slowly down her nipple, making sure my thumbnail brushed against it.

Neve had gone rigid the moment that Matt had walked out, but now that things were starting she seemed at least a little bit more at ease. She continued to sit very still but allowed me to continue stroking her breast with one hand, then the other as I felt the heat from her skin becoming more and more intense. I slowly moved my mouth to her breast and took it in between my lips, feeling her hard nipple brush against my front teeth. Sucking lightly, I took a large part of her hefty C-cup breast into my mouth. Her skin tasted salty and sweet, the smoothness of it creating a great contrast against my rough tongue and lips.

Moving her hand over to my boxer-clad crotch, Neve placed her hand on my growing cock. Moving very slowly over the material, she grasped my shaft lightly and began to jerk me off slightly, her motions slow and methodical. I lifted my mouth from her breast and looked in her eyes. The uneasiness seemed to be mostly gone, as I got lost in her deep brown eyes. They were glazed over now with a sexual desire that let me know that she was willing, but nothing too fast. I moved my mouth to her lips and we kissed, first gently then her tongue slipping into my mouth to explore. I returned the kiss and pulled her closer as Neve reached into the fly on my boxers and pulled out my cock. She ran the palm of her hand over the head, oscillating it back and forth under her small, delicate hand. The tips of her fingers touched me lightly as she gripped the base of my now hard nine inch cock and began to tug more forcefully. We continued to kiss and I saw out of the corner of my eye Matt quite content to jerk himself off.

Neve broke the kiss and stood up from the bed, not saying a word. She reached down to the front of her panties and slipped a finger behind the flimsy material, testing herself to see how wet she was. Obviously content with her own arousal, she pulled the panties aside and moved towards me, straddling herself on top of my legs. Her cunt was shaven with just a slight patch of hair, extending in a narrow line above her entrance and the base of her pussy was flushed with arousal. Moving up my thighs, I felt her hot sex touch my balls, causing them to tighten slightly from her moisture and heat. Neve again locked eyes with me and mouthed "Ready?"

I nodded as she slid further up my legs, lifting herself slightly off my thighs so that her entrance was open and ready for my hard cock. Reaching over on the bed to a small traveling-bag, she took out a condom and sexily rolled it over my shaft, making sure that it fit nice and firmly. It was one of those "skin tight" condoms, so the feel of it against me as I prepared to enter her was like having nothing at all. I entered her completely within a moment as I felt her legs come to rest on my own. Neve sighed in contentment and leaned into me, her breasts pressing against my chest and her head on my shoulder. I felt her long brown hair slide over my shoulder as I wrapped my arms around her, pulling her closer. I began to lift my hips off of the bed slowly, pushing and pulling myself in and out of her, my balls brushing against her firm, tender ass cheeks. Neve kept her head on my shoulders but I could tell by the slight squeezing of my prick by her inner walls that she was enjoying herself.

"Hey, move where I can see!" Matt said loudly. Neve and I couldn't help but laugh as I scooted sideways on the bed, giving Matt a full on view of our bodies. Neve was matching my strokes now, the lips of her pussy stretching and sliding up and down on my rock hard shaft. We achieved a great pace, one I had rarely ever gotten to with any of the other women I had made love to, and it felt like bliss for both of us, if the trickle of sexual juices on my legs were any indication.

Neve pulled away from my chest now and lifted her arms behind her head, folding them so that just the bottom part of her body was moving on me, her firm tummy flexing in and out as we fucked. Rocking back and forth like she was riding a horse, Neve's body moved hypnotically - she was an expert lover, that was for sure. It made me wonder why someone like Matt would want to share her with other men.

I placed my hands on Neve's legs and held her steady as she continued to buck against me. Her body had a slight sheen of sweat now, a few accumulated drops sliding down between her breasts. The rest of her body was flushed from the excitement and she seemed 100% committed to the act in which we were doing.

"Now talk dirty to her man," Matt said, but I barely listened. Neve and I were lost in a world of complete sexual nirvana, her eyes closed tightly as she rode me and my entire body focused on making sure that I wouldn't be the only one to cum from this encounter. Heeding Matt's request though, I whispered hoarsely. "Yeah Betsy, that's it, ride my cock!"

"Betsy" opened her eyes to a squint and shot me a devilish grin. Then she began to moan as she moved her hands from behind her head to rub them on my chest.

"Ohhhhh Jacob, yeah that's it! Fuck my tight pussy with that big cock!" she half-giggled, half-moaned. I sped up the pace and we began bouncing so hard on the bed that it made the mattress squeak. I could hear Matt's own ministrations speeding up too, the entire room now filled with gasps, moans and the sound of skin moving against skin. Abruptly though, Neve slid off of my cock and onto the floor, getting on her hands and knees just a few feet from Matt. Her ass was thrust in the air and I needed no further instruction as to what to do.

Moving behind her, I placed the tip of my now glistening prick against her pussy, sliding in with the same ease of when I first entered her body. It too didn't take very long for me to bury myself completely inside of her once again, dropping to my knees to make sure that I could stabilize myself. Neve was on all fours, her breasts swaying seductively beneath her as she gasped with my re-entrance to her body. I rested my head on her back and closed my eyes, facing the wall now as I began to hump her doggy-style on the floor of this sleazy, pay-by-the-hour motel.

Neve's ass pressed against my stomach as I rested part of my weight on her back, holding her tightly as I sawed in and out of her pussy. She began to grunt as my speed began to increase, my balls tight as they slapped against her pert little ass. Whatever motivation Matt had given her was gone now, Neve was in her own world.

"Unnggghhhh....ahhh...yeahh....don't stop!! oooooo" she said as I fucked her, feeling my balls begin to tighten more as my orgasm approached.

I opened my eyes to see Matt's hand moving at a lightning rate, his ass bucking off the chair in which he sat as he squirmed around, tossing himself off. Glancing down at Neve's face, I saw that she was now staring straight at Matt, her eyes locked on his. This was the slut that he had wanted, and it was evident that this was the slut he had gotten. In watching her intense stare at him, I felt something animal inside me, something primordial. This was more than just sex, this was raw animal lust, put on for the display of an audience by two willing participants.

Bucking back against me, Neve shook her ass slightly and I felt her orgasm hit her, causing little goose pimples to form on her back while the wave of sexual pleasure washed over her.

This torrent of sexual energy by her caused my own load to arrive, and I shot deep and hard into the condom as I buried myself inside of her. I felt my dick get coated with my own jism as I held myself inside of Neve's body, not wanting to withdraw from her. As I felt myself soften a bit, I carefully lifted my prick out of her deep snatch and rolled the condom off, holding it up so that no semen escaped. I was about to throw it away when Matt stopped me.

"NO! Don't throw it yet, I'm close!" he said, extending a hand to take it from me. I gave it to him as he stood up, holding his prick open at the base of the condom. Sticking the head in slightly, his own orgasm erupted and he filled the condom to it's brim with the mixture of his and my own juices. Shuddering, he pinched off the last little drop of cum and handed the condom to Neve.

"Drink it Betsy, slurp it up!" he said to her. Neve took it in her hand and looked at it for a moment. I thought for sure that she wasn't going to do it, but the sexual hunger in her was still raging and she held the latex to her lips, allowing the slimy fluids to slide into her mouth and down her throat. A little bit escaped from her lips and ran down the corner of her mouth sexily as she drank the entire contents of the condom, not hesitating one bit to swallow it's contents. Tossing it aside, she laid down on her back, her chest heaving and her mouth sticky with cum. I sat down on the bed and pulled my pants back up, watching her lost in her own sexual bliss.

"Dean, that was amazing," Neve said softly. I froze.

"Dean? I thought you said you're name was Jacob?" Matt said, a bit of anger rising in his voice.

"It's Dean, and I knew him from a long time ago. You were just too dumb to see it when we were at the bar," Neve said, still in a bit of a dreamy state.

"What? God damn it Neve, you set me up!" Matt screamed. I knew that I had to get out of there quickly so I pulled my clothes to the other side of the bed and dressed hurriedly. Neve had sat up now and was clutching her knees with her arms, her freshly fucked pussy soaking the carpet beneath her slightly.

Putting on my shoes and shirt, I moved along the wall towards the door. Matt's body was heaving with anger now and I knew that he could go off any second. For her part though, Neve seemed to be enjoying this.

I opened the door and stepped out into the night air as Matt finally noticed me and bolted from his chair towards the door, still naked. I darted out towards my car, grabbing my keys from my pocket and inserting them into the driver's door in one fluid motion as Matt ran out into the harsh light of the motel parking lot, naked. I paused for a moment when I saw Neve standing in the doorway - part of me screamed that she might be in trouble, but from the powerless look on Matt's face I felt that she would probably be pretty safe. Matt stood, shivering a bit in the air as he turned from watching me to watching Neve.

"Thanks again Dean, that was much better than I thought it would be," Neve called to me. I smiled, but still watched Matt hesitantly.

"So, how's it feel to be made a cuckold Matt?" Neve laughed, her naked body framed by the fluorescent light behind her in the room. Matt just stood there, shaking his head. Finally, Neve had had enough. "Oh baby, I'm just teasing you. So what if Dean was a better fuck than you'll ever be? You can have me anytime you want. Now get your ass in here and make love to me!"

Matt gave me one final look and then trudged back into the hotel room, slamming the door. I got into my car and headed home, laughing to myself that Neve, who had seemed so docile through out the whole encounter, had more spunk (no pun intended) in her than I imagined.

Getting home, the house was still dark and the memories of what had happened came flooding back. The effects of the alcohol had worn off early on during my encounter with Neve and now it was back to reality. As I walked in and set my keys on the counter, the phone rang. I was going to ignore it, but something inside me told me to pick it up.

"Hello?"

"Dean? Are you ok?" the other voice said. I recognized it immediately - it was Natalie Portman, my girlfriend. Just hearing her voice brought back memories of what Jacob had said, about her turning on me. It was time to find out the truth.

"Yes, why wouldn't I be?"

"Well, I've been calling your house all night, I was afraid something might have happened to you," Natalie said.

"Something did happen. Something has been happening this past week. But I'm sure you know nothing about that, right?"

"What are you talking about?" Natalie said, confusion in her voice.

"Don't play games with me Natalie, you are a terrible liar. Just confess to what happened with Jacob and maybe we can still be friends," I said bitingly to her. The moment of truth had arrived. There was a long silence on the other end.

"You...you don't understand Dean. You haven't been in this business long enough to know when things are going sour. I...I know that it may seem like I betrayed you but it was all about," she said but I cut her off.

"It was all about business?" I replied coldly.

"Ye...yes. I never meant to hurt you. In fact, I fell in love with you! But when Jacob came to me and told me what you had done and had been doing, it was just too much to ignore," she said, her voice shaking now. I felt a lump in my throat as I finally realized just how much of a poison my half-brother had been on my life.

"So you signed with him, turned your back on me and were probably fucking him whenever you got a chance, is that it?" I said angrily, hoping my fierceness covered over the heart break I was going through with each agonizing second.

"No, I never slept with him. It was strictly business," she said, her own voice leveling off a little.

"Strictly business huh," I said wistfully. "Well, here's some strictly business for you. You're fired from my firm and consider yourself dumped,"

The words hurt to say, but after everything that I had been through, and how the thought of Natalie staying true to me had kept me going through all the pain and confusion, to hear her say that it was a business thing, nothing more, crushed me to the core.

"Dean, don't do this! I love you!" Natalie blurted out.

"It's too late for that Natalie. See you around," I said, hanging up the phone on her.

A moment later she called back, but I just let it ring and ring and ring. She continued to try for another half an hour as I sat on the couch, watching the phone ring. Finally she gave up and I was left in the silence of my massive, lonely mansion once again.

I showered and trudged into bed. Laying awake, I tossed and turned for a few hours. I was incredibly hurt - I felt more pain physically, emotionally and mentally than I could ever think possible. But, as had always been the case when a long relationship ended in my life, I began to feel a ray of hope. Tomorrow was a new day, and I was now officially unencumbered by anything and anyone to try and stop me. I would miss Natalie, that I knew. But time would make things easier, time would allow us to be first civil then to be friends with one another. And in the meantime, as the healing continued, there was a whole world out there waiting for me to conquer, waiting for the Dean Simonds of my early days here in Hollywood to return. I would be alright.

Chapter 29: Cameron Diaz