Joyful Joyful

"Robbie, I wasn't there, but I watched you from the bedroom window upstairs. It was so loving and sweet I couldn't help myself."

"I watched the two of you by the pool from that window many a time myself, May. You were both so beautiful. I was so afraid because you were both so wonderful, and I wasn't."

"I think we knew, because sometimes we'd change positions so we could be seen from that window, and sometimes Jenn or I would flaunt something that way, just to make you happy. It wasn't like showing off to someone in person, you know. That would have been embarrassing. Flaunting ourselves for the window was different, impersonal somehow, even though we sort of thought you might be up there watching. Besides, it was for you, and you really were good to us, so we wanted to give you a little something back."

"That was nice of you, May. What you gave me back were some really painful erections. I wouldn't have missed them for the world, though. In fact, that's what I was doing when I walked in on Jenn that day, getting rid of the erection seeing your beautiful bodies by the pool had given me. You are one beautiful doll, May. I don't think anyone could ever choose between you and Jenn, the two hottest items in the university. I'm glad you're my sister, so I don't have to choose."

"About that, Robbie . . ." May tailed off.

"What, sweetheart? Being with Jenn has helped us to connect again, and I'm so glad for that. I do adore you, you know. It's great to be friends again."

"Yeah, I hustled you into Jenn because I wanted to do something special for you, Robbie, and for Jenn, too. Looks like I did!" She laughed. "I'm ever so pleased it worked out for Jenn, too. Getting the two people I love best in the world together was a good thing, a great thing, and I'm proud of myself for having done it. But it's given me a problem I can't solve by myself."

"What, May? You know I'd do anything I could for you."

"I'm jealous, Robbie. I thought I could bask in the light of your romance with Jenn and take pleasure for having brought that about, but it's not enough, Robbie. I'm a selfish old sow, Robbie, but I want you, too." She was crying now, and I've never been good with tears. Guys don't cry, you know. Well, maybe some of us do. May was hurting real bad; it would have taken terrible stress to get her to admit her longing, and I was tearing up too.

"God, May, you're wonderful, but you're my sister! Even if I could get over that, May, you know I could never do that to Jenn, and you wouldn't want me to, and you wouldn't do that to her either. I'm sorry for you, kitten, I truly am."

"Jenn wouldn't mind." That low voice came from behind me.

"Jenn, how long have you been there?" I was appalled that she'd walked in on this.

"Since the two of you started on true confessions, Robbie. May told me she was going to talk to you, and what about. I thought I'd better hear what was said, and what wasn't said, too."

"Oh, Jenn, it's a hell of a mess. I love you and I love May, too."

May's face lit up when she heard that. It was the sun rising in whatever direction she was. She grabbed me tighter - remember I was trying to hug away her hurt - and Jenn moved in to hug the both of us.

The hugs were great, but what a hell of a mess.

"Robbie, I've been with a couple of guys. I know what it's about. It's about scoring with the Homecoming Queen. I want some of what you and Jenn have. It's different stuff. They don't do what you two do anywhere else. Oh, Robbie, I want that so much. I want that with you." May was wailing again. I didn't know what the hell to do. Jenn was beginning to cry in sympathy with May's pain. The only thing worse than a crying woman was two crying women. I'd do anything to ease their pain, anything at all.

"May, May, I want to help. I don't know any guys I'd trust with you. I can't get you a boyfriend like me. What can we do, May?"

"I don't want a boyfriend like you, Robbie," May wailed. "I want you! And I can't have you, and it hurts, it hurts awful, Robbie. Help me!"

I had no idea what to do. Mom wouldn't be home for hours, Dad even later. Jenn's low seductive voice shoved a bomb into the mix:

"Why not, May?"

May hiccupped and stopped crying. There were tearstains all over her face, and I longed to kiss them away. I could see her mind working, almost smell the rubber burning.

"Jenn, Robbie's my brother." May's voice was level and stern. "He's your boyfriend. I can't date my brother and I can't steal my best friend's boyfriend. I can't have Robbie. And it's tearing my heart out!"

"May, what if I dropped Robbie? If we broke up?" I jumped some myself. Jenn had her hand over my mouth and one hand near my cock, threatening, not loving. I wanted to protest, but shut up. It was self-preservation. May could tell I was getting ready to burst, even so. Jenn was implacable.

"Tell me, May. What would you do with Robbie if we broke up?"

"I'd screw his brains out, tell him what an asshole he was for losing you, tell him what an asshole you were for letting him go, and screw the rest of his brains out and his socks off until neither one of us could walk. Then I'd probably try to get the two of you back together again. At least I'd have memories."

I suppose I shouldn't have been surprised. May had certainly made it clear enough what her problem was.

"So, the brother thing really isn't a problem for you, is it?"

"No, I guess not. I don't feel that making love to Robbie is going to send me to hell, but if it does, that's where all my friends will be anyway. 'Cept maybe you, Jenn."

"Wait until I'm finished, girl, I'll be right there with you shovelling coals. Now Robbie." Jenn turned to me, incidentally pushing one of those marvellous breasts into my chest. "Suppose you and I weren't dating." Jenn had seen how distressed I was at the thought we might break up. "Suppose, say, I'd been run over by a truck. What would you do with May?"

"I guess I'd love May, since she's the only other person in the world I love like I love you, Jenn. We'd probably make love, too, and make a life together, somewhere, both of us bitterly regretting our loss."

"So, the sister thing isn't your problem, is it, love?"

"No, I guess not, or it's an excuse not to focus too much on how hot May is and how much I love her. After all, I love you, and you were kind of like a younger sister to me, too, before we got together."

"Okay, Robbie." Jenn was making me do the next step this time. "Suppose instead of being killed I was just hurt bad, crippled, say, so I couldn't move."

"Jenn, I don't like this. I don't like to think about maybe losing you, Jenn, or even you being hurt."

"Come on, Robbie, pull yourself together. There are gains to be made here if you work at it."

"Jenn, I don't like to think of losing you, either." That was May.

"Let's just keep going, guys. There's an end to this road, maybe, and if it's where I hope it is, we're all going to be happy, horny and hell-bound. Robbie, I'm still alive, completely unable to move. What do you do about May, now?"

"I can't do anything, Jenn. I'd look and I'd want and I'd hate so much to do anything at all to hurt you."

"What if I asked you to make love to May, so I could see what I used to have, happening before me again. So I could see you happy, and my best friend happy, together."

"I guess I'd do that for you, Jenn." I was drawing my answer out, real slow. Was Jenn pushing this where I thought it was going? Was anybody in this life that good? That unselfish? Jenn could tell what was going through my mind, or at least that something was.

"C'mon, Robbie, finish your answer."

"Well, Jenn, if I knew I couldn't make love to you, and you wanted me to, I'd make love to May, yes, and enjoy it, too."

"May, your turn. I'm totally incapacitated. I ask you to make love to Robbie, for my enjoyment and his, to let me see the two people I love best in all the world happy together. What do you say?"

May didn't hesitate.

"I'd say yes, Jenn, I might scream yes. I'd be getting what I want most, like Christmas and my birthday wrapped into one, without hurting my best friend, and even with her blessing."

Then the killer. Jenn was going to be a hell of a prosecutor or a hell of a therapist one day.

"Why do I have to be hurt for this to happen?"

Total silence.

May was staring at Jenn, her mouth agape, stunned.

I was no better. Jenn had gone where I'd dimly seen her heading. I tried to formulate a protest. I couldn't think of a way to phrase "Because I'm too stupid" in a way that didn't make me seem even dumber than I felt.

May was sharper than I was, maybe because it had been gnawing at her longer.

"Are you sure, Jenn?"

"If it will bring happiness to you, May, and it will, and it won't hurt Robbie, or me, and with you it won't, then I'm sure. But can you share, May?"

"No. I can't share Robbie with anyone but you, Jenn. He's ours!"

"I just meant with me, dear."

"For how long, Jenn? I want Robbie on any terms I can get, but for how long, Jenn?"

"For as long as it lasts, dear, or forever, whichever comes first."

May grabbed Jenn, kissed her and started to hug the life out of her.

"Forever, Jenn, the three of us!"

"Yes, May, forever."

I finally broke through my confusion.

"So, we're all going to hell?"

"If there is one, yes." Jenn was solemnly accepting.

"Hell, yes!" May was jubilant. "I'm bringing the marshmallows!"

Mom would be home too soon for anything romantic between us, and I wasn't going to make my first time with beautiful May any less enjoyable than my first time with Jenn had been. So the three of us sat on the couch together, and hugged and shared skin and just let the love flow over us. It was even better than sex. Truly.

*****

"So how are we going to make this work?"

Jenn was, as ever, practical, but she was the one who had pushed us into our new relationship, and our new relationship hadn't even happened yet. May, my sister, and I both hoped that this was one of Jenn's rhetorical questions designed to get us to all agree on a sensible solution, not a true call for help.

"Before you guys conclude that this is just me, pushing your buttons, I don't have a clue how two women who love each other but aren't really physically attracted to each other, and a guy they both love, and who loves them, and who they both want to screw blind, can make a go of it. Love's all very well and I'm pleased to say there's a lot of it but I still don't have any answers to the practical questions."

May and Jenn were best friends, but even closer than that, almost as if they were twin sisters.

"My parents aren't going to be any too pleased about me shacking up with Robbie," Jenn went on, "but they'll probably put up with it. Maybe. Your parents are going to have a shit fit if you two shack up." Jenn was right. May was my younger sister, nineteen, gorgeous like Jenn, who was maybe a month older. We were of age, but what we were doing - well, thinking of doing, since we hadn't actually got to the good bits yet - was illegal pretty much everywhere we'd looked, so far. Mostly it was very long jail terms. I couldn't remember where it was burning at the stake, and I have a vague recollection of impalement somewhere. You can imagine why I didn't keep these little tidbits on the surface of my mind.

"Jenn," I said, more interested in taking her to bed again than I was in this, no matter how important. Or maybe May, equally lovely, just as much in love with me.

"You two were always going to move out of the dorms this year, right?"

"Yeah, Robbie, that's always been the plan," May confirmed. What a happy soul, compared with the misery she'd been in yesterday. No matter how difficult this was going to be, I couldn't regret anything that put the smile back on her face.

"I've got an apartment, three-bedroom, and I have to find roommates to help carry the rent."

"Robbie," Jenn almost squealed. "That's super wonderful. It's just what we need."

"How the blazes are you going to sell that to our parents?" May asked.

"Your parents are going to have a fit if you room with Robbie anyway, Jenn, especially the way you two have been carrying on. They won't believe in the end of a summer romance the way you were planning to tell them."

"Simple," I said. I'd been thinking even though I was in major lust. Lust times two is major, trust me. "All we really need to do is have my parents force May on me. She can be the unwilling roommate, the one who'd rather have her own place where she can be as sexually active as she wants without her big brother hanging over her shoulder, keeping an eye out for little sister's virtue."

"Great, Robbie," May added. "I can be as resentful as hell (which is where we're all going) at least until we're out of the driveway. I told you I'd bring marshmallows. The really good part is that your little sister, the reluctant roommate, will be a close chaperone of her good friend Jenn and make her older brother keep his hands off her. If she can't have any, neither can he!" She dissolved into laughter.

It was a good plan as long as our parents didn't decide that the two of us were more likely to be co-conspirators than not. I was pretty sure that it would never cross my parents' minds that the three of us were shacking up together. I didn't think they were too upset by me and Jenn being together. She was pretty good long-term material. She was bloody fantastic long-term material. She was a whole lot more than they ever thought I'd end up with. They hadn't much liked the short fat girl, either.

Jenn was a whole lot more than I'd ever expected out of life. Jenn and May together was so far above anything I'd even fantasized about that I was still wandering around in a daze.

"I think that's a start, guys," Jenn said. "We're going to need a lot more talk on this if it's going to work. I really, really want this to work."

***

Three or four days later we were sitting around the pool again. It was the first time we'd had time alone for a while, actually since May and Jenn had decided they were going to share me. May and I had not had a chance to make love, much as we wanted to, but a lot of wandering hands and other parts and some really heated kisses had both of us on the boil.

"I've got errands to run, sorry," Jenn smirked. "You'll have to make do without me for a couple of hours. I wonder what you'll find to do."

Jenn's unselfishness was showing up again. She'd had me tied up, her own special property for as long as the world would go on, and she knew it. She found out May was pining for me, too. I still don't know why. Maybe there isn't a why. Maybe it just is. Anyway, she forced all of us to face the fact that we were madly in love with each other, all of us, and she was prepared to share me with May so that all three of us could be happy. Now she was ducking out so we could have our first time together without her inhibiting presence. I hoped she'd be with us, later, but May was on my mind now.

"May, would you like to join me in my boudoir?" I wasn't too sure what a boudoir was, but I thought it sounded kind of sexy.

"Right now, Robbie?" May asked. "I'd sort of planned on washing my hair." I must have looked devastated. She laughed out loud.

"Robbie, there's nothing more I want in all the world."

May and I hugged, pretty tight. I patted her bum and she patted mine. Then we both ran for my bedroom.

I purposely held back. Anytime I could see that ass in motion I was going to look. It was something special.

I dropped my shirt as I entered my bedroom and was trying to kick off my shoes while I was undoing my pants and I almost fell on my head. That wasn't likely to do any damage.

May had shucked her blouse and shorts and was undoing her bra. I froze. Seriously, that was such an amazing sight I simply couldn't move. My beautiful younger sister was stripping off for me. She was giving herself to me.

May obviously noticed my rigor, because she slowed her frantic movements to tease me as she undid her bra and let the side straps flutter. She slid the straps off her shoulders. She held the cups over her breasts while the straps dangled. She was grinning at my reaction. She dropped the bra to the floor and threw her hands high.

"Ta da," she announced.

"Oh my god, May, you are incredible. You're one of the seven wonders." I was in lust and irrational, but she was bloody gorgeous standing there in her panties, her elegant fantastic body displayed almost completely to me. Her breasts were round and white and beautiful, with light brown areolae, fairly small, and slightly darker nipples standing pert and aroused.

I woke up enough to shuck off the rest of my clothes and take her in my arms.

"May, I don't know what I did to deserve you, but whatever it was I'm going to do a lot more of it. I love you so much, and I never thought it would be possible. We owe Jenn for this, princess, and I owe you for Jenn. You two have been awfully good to me."

"Robbie, it's not a matter of deserve. You're wanted and loved by both of us. It's because you're you, a super nice, super caring guy, who maybe needs a little help from us, but who we both think is the hottest item in town. Now Robbie, stop talking and make love to me."

What could I do? I kissed her hard. My tongue invaded her mouth like a conquering army. She bit my tongue. Hard.

"Robbie, stop fooling around and make love to me."

I kissed her gently, letting my tongue circle her lips, darting into her mouth, loving her mouth and tongue, while my hands caressed her back and bum. Somewhere along the way May had lost her panties. My hands registered the news, and so did my penis. May caressed my bum, drawing me forward to her so my erection nuzzled her pussy.

"That's more like it, lover. Love me good, Robbie. I've been waiting for this so long."

My first time with May was sort of like my first time with Jenn had been. Sweet and loving, yes, but strange. My darling Jenn had urged me to love up the other most important woman in my life, the one who'd done the exact same thing for me with Jenn. I thought I had enough love in me for two women, at least for these two women. They both loved me, and they loved each other, too.

I felt surprise and honour. Surprise because it had never occurred to me that these two sweet, beautiful women could ever find me attractive. Honour, because they had.

May had decided that she wanted to follow Jenn's path as closely as possible, if it was all the same to me. I told her I wanted her to feel loved and comfortable.

We'd aroused each other quite thoroughly as we kissed and hugged, our bodies naked against each other. We slid onto my bed. We kissed again, our bodies pressed against each other.

Being with May was as marvellous as being with Jenn had been. Oh, I knew that I shouldn't be comparing them, that they were each wonderful in their own ways, that they were each fantastic. They really were. But they were two different people as well. I think it was right of me to want to appreciate them for their differences as well as their similarities.

May lay here beside me, her limbs an alabaster contrast to her long dark brown hair. We were sharing our bodies as well as the love that had possessed us for so many years. For a couple of minutes I just looked, taking her in. Her breasts were magnificent, just on the light side of full and definitely not overfull, with dusky brown nipples. She had a flat stomach, leading down to a wonderful pussy. Her thick brown pubic hair disguised her most private parts, though she had shaved back a good deal for her bikini. I wanted to gorge on her breasts and her pussy.

I had to see the rest of her. It was different seeing her in her bikini, when she was on display for the world. Now she was only on display for me, as part of her gift of herself. I wanted to touch her, run my hands up and down her marvellous legs, feel as well as see the strong muscles and the wonderful curves. Seeing her naked body as a whole, given to me, was ever so much more erotic than seeing some of it cut off by her bikini, no matter how enticing she was partly clad, as well.