Life Goes On Ch. 05

"Of course!" Lucas exclaimed.

"I just had to make sure. I know you're not like all the other guys out there Luke, but as a rape councilor ..."

"I get it Suzie, it's okay, I understand. I know I shouldn't feel hurt by it, but I do. It kills me that I can't make love to my fiancee without her imagining him raping her!" Lucas exclaimed, his emotions getting the better of him.

"It's nothing you did," Derek said from the doorway. Suzie and Lucas looked up to see Derek and Blythe standing there.

"I figured from the way you've been acting today that something had happened," Blythe said with a shrug.

"She sees you, Olivia knows it's you, but her subconscious is taking over. It's going to take some serious counseling," Derek added.

"How long will it take for Olivia to get past this?" Lucas wanted to know.

"There's no way of telling that. It's a start that she was okay with the massage and oral sex, and she will get better. Just don't lose your patience with her, if she feels like she did something wrong, she'll regress," Derek warned.

"I hate this. I hate that she's hurting and there's nothing that I can do," Lucas' voice was full of pain and his eyes were filled with unshed tears.

"There is something you can do." Lucas looked up at Derek in disbelief. "You can keep doing what you're doing; you can keep loving her and supporting her. You just need to give her time," Derek told him.

"Now, pull yourself together and go get Olivia and that beautiful little girl of yours," Blythe said gently, feeling for his friend. Lucas nodded, walked across the hall to the bathroom, washed his face and headed for the car.

Olivia looked up and grinned when she saw Lucas walking over to her. "Hey," she murmured, laughed when he pulled her into his arms and spun around with her.

"When can we get her out of here?" Lucas wanted to know.

"They're getting her paperwork together as we speak. I already got her dressed," Olivia answered.

"I can't wait to have her in the house and we can get our lives back," Lucas said, excited despite his obvious nervousness.

"I love you," Olivia murmured, hugging him close.

"I love you too Livvy, more than you'll ever know," Lucas told her, kissed her softly. They pulled apart as a nurse walked into the hall way.

"The paperwork is ready now," she told them, holding the door open for them. Lucas and Olivia looked at each other, smiled and walked into the NICU hand in hand.

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Lucas knocked softly on the door to the nursery and smiled when he saw Olivia sitting in the rocking chair, Callia in her arms, sucking on a bottle, Mozart playing softly in the back ground. "Mom's here," Lucas said softly.

"We'll be down in a few minutes, she's almost done with her bottle," Olivia replied. Lucas nodded, crossed over and knelt down in front of the rocking chair. "What?" Olivia murmured.

"I've never seen a more beautiful sight as this," Lucas told Olivia. Olivia smiled at him, looked down at Callia, pulled the bottle out of her mouth and burped her. "I'll take her," Lucas said softly when Olivia pushed herself out of the chair. Olivia placed the baby into Lucas' arms and followed them both down the stairs.

"Hi Kelsey," Olivia said, giving her future mother in law a small smile.

"Hey Liv. I didn't want to intrude on your first night here, but I remember how hard it was when the kids were first born, so I wanted to make your life a little easier. I brought over a roast," Kelsey said with a soft smile.

"Thank you," Olivia murmured, glancing over at Lucas, her heart melting at the sight of him with their daughter.

"I was so excited when Luke called and said you were bringing her home," Kelsey said as she and Olivia started put the finishing touches on dinner.

"I'm nervous. I've been there with her in the NICU every day since she's been born, but there were nurses and doctors. What if I mess up?" Olivia asked, tearing lettuce for salad.

"Everyone messes up at some point Olivia, parenting isn't an exact science, all you can do is the best that you can. I'll be near by to help when you need it, you aren't alone," Kelsey answered. She studied Olivia carefully. "What else is bothering you?" Kelsey wanted to know.

"I can't have sex with Luke," Olivia admitted, blushing. "Every time we've tried, I keep seeing Pat in my head. I've tried not to, but I can't help it," she whispered.

"Olivia, it's okay." Kelsey put the carving knife down and gave Olivia a tight hug. "Luke will wait until you're ready, you just need to let him know. He won't rush you, and you shouldn't rush yourself either," Kelsey told her.

"I hate it. I want to be with him, I miss it and I'm sure Luke's getting fed up with it," Olivia sighed.

"No, I'm not. I hate that you feel that way, but I'll wait for you, forever if I have to," Lucas said from the doorway.

"Where's Callia?" Kelsey asked.

"Asleep in her pack and play in the living room," he answered. Kelsey nodded and slipped out of the kitchen. "Livvy, why didn't you tell me you were still feeling that way? I love you. I want to help you through this, but you have to let me. I'm going to wait for you, for as long as it takes. I don't care if you're never able to have sex again, I'm not going anywhere," Lucas told her. Olivia hiccuped as she burst into tears, Lucas pulled her into his arms and held her close. "It's okay Livvy, everything's going to be okay, I promise," he soothed. Lucas looked up as Kelsey appeared in the doorway.

"I'm leaving guys, call me if you need anything," Kelsey said softly. Lucas nodded and Kelsey turned and left the house.

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-Six Months Later-

"Livvy?" Lucas called, opening the door to the house. He frowned when he heard nothing, and fearing the worst, pulled his gun from the holster and began checking rooms for an intruder. Lucas breathed a sigh of relief as he saw Olivia asleep in their bed and locked the gun in the case before walking over to the bed, sat down carefully.

"When did you get home?" Olivia asked sleepily.

"A few minutes ago." Lucas' mouth went dry as Olivia sat up. "Is that new?" he wanted to know.

"Yes, I got it this afternoon. Your mom and Sammy has Callia for the night," Olivia answered. "Do you like it?" she asked innocently. Lucas swallowed when he saw the full front of the garment; it was a lavender, sheer with lace around the top of the night gown and the bottom hem.

"You look stunning," Lucas answered. "What's the occasion?" he wanted to know.

Olivia smiled. "Kiss me and find out," she whispered. Lucas groaned and kissed her hard, his hands slipped under the gown and cupped both of her breasts. "Luke," she murmured when he tore his lips from hers so they could catch their breath.

"You're beautiful," Lucas said, nibbling on her neck. He looked surprised when Olivia pushed him away gently. "Am I moving too fast?" he wanted to know, groaned when Olivia's hands flew to the button of his jeans. Quickly, Lucas helped Olivia pull his clothes off of him and then helped her out of her night gown. "I love you," Lucas told her, his voice husky with desire. His eyes widened in surprise when Olivia smiled, kissed him then pushed him onto his back. "Olivia?" he asked. Olivia smiled again as she straddled him, his painfully hard cock pressed against the delicate flesh of her folds. "Livvy, are you sure?" Lucas asked, concern all over his face.

"Shut up," Olivia whispered, sliding her fingers down his chest. Lucas groaned as Olivia curled a hand around him, slid it up and down his shaft, closed his eyes as she lifted herself up, placed the pulsing head of his cock just inside the lips of her pussy and sank down on top of him, they both moaned with pleasure.

"Livvy," Lucas groaned as she sat with him deep within her, readjusting to his size.

"I love you Luke," Olivia murmured, her breath hitching when his hands slid back to her breasts and he tweaked a nipple.

"I love you too beautiful," Luke told her, sliding his hands to her waist. He let her control the the first few thrusts then he rolled over, pinning her beneath him and thrust into her hard and fast. Olivia moaned at the sensation of him sliding in and out of her, his thick bulbous head pounded against her g-spot, Olivia bucked against him, meeting him thrust for delicious thrust; Lucas bent his head and nibbled gently on a nipple. Olivia whimpered, closed her eyes. Lucas groaned and slid his hands under her hips as he pounded into her. Olivia threw her arms around his neck and screamed as her orgasm slammed into her, Lucas groaned loudly as his cum burst from his body and into hers. Lucas lowered himself carefully until his face was right next to Olivia's, his cock still buried deep within her, kissed her passionately before rolling off of her. "I love you Livvy," Lucas murmured, kissing her again. Olivia smiled softly and snuggled against him.

"I love you too Luke," Olivia said quietly, sleepily. Lucas smiled back and wrapped his arms around her tightly.

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"Are you ready?" Shawn asked, knocking on the door. Olivia turned and gave her father an excited smile.

"I'm ready," she answered.

"I'm not," Sara said with a sigh.

"Mom, don't cry," Olivia pleaded.

"Yeah, you'll ruin your make up," Mackenzie added.

"You all look beautiful," Shawn told them. Olivia gave her father a tight hug. "Are you scared?" Shawn wanted to know.

"No, not at all," Olivia answered.

"Sara, Shawn, they're ready to start," David said from the doorway. He looked at his soon to be sister in law and smiled. "You look great sis," he added. Olivia smiled back at him and watched her mother and sister leave the bride's room.

Shawn turned back to Olivia, smiled at his oldest daughter who stood before him in an ivory satin wedding dress with pale blue lace trim. "You look absolutely beautiful," Shawn said, extending his arm to Olivia, who took it and allowed her father to lead her out of the bride's room to the sanctuary of the Shul where Lucas was waiting.

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Shawn stood up and tapped his wine glass. "I want to first and foremost thank you all for coming to see my daughter Olivia and Lucas exchange their vows today. As most of you know, it's been a difficult year for both of them. Olivia and Lucas were reunited while Olivia was hiding from an ex-boyfriend who was far from right for her. They fell in love and had this beautiful little girl who is asleep over here." Shawn gestured to Callia who was in Sara's arms, her head on her grandmother's shoulder. I'm pleased to say that everything has worked out and I have a new son in law that had better take care of Olivia or he'll have to deal with me," Shawn said, giving Lucas a menacing look that was neutralized by the smile on his face. Olivia laughed and glanced at her mother and daughter as Lucas slid his hand in hers. Shawn turned to Olivia. "I love you Olivia, I wish you all the happiness that your mother and I have had in our years together," Shawn said. Olivia smiled, stood up, crossed the distance to her father and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

"I love you too daddy," she whispered, her eyes filled with tears.

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"Livvy, are you okay?" Lucas asked, his eyes full of concern when Olivia returned from the bathroom, looking wan and pale.

"I'm fine," she said with a small smile.

"I have a wedding present for you," Lucas said once she had sat down.

"What's that?" Olivia asked, running her hands over his naked chest.

"I had another genetic marker test done." Olivia stopped, stared at him. "I just wanted to be sure of what they said in Newberry." Lucas took her hands in his. "I don't carry the gene for CF," Lucas told her. Olivia looked stunned for a moment then sighed in relief.

"I have a wedding present for you too," Olivia murmured.

"I have all the presents I need right here," Lucas said with a wicked grin as he began pulling on the ties of her night gown. Olivia laughed and batted his hands away playfully. "What?" Lucas asked, a little surprised. Olivia smiled and whispered something in his ear. "Are you sure?" Lucas wanted to know. Olivia nodded and squealed when Lucas kissed her hard and lifted her into his lap. "I love you Livvy," he whispered, eased her to the bed and slid inside her. Their moans filled the air as they moved as one, thrusting hard and fast, hands teased and slid across naked flesh.

-Years later-

"Cooper, damn it, come back here!" Blythe shouted.

"I hate you!" Cooper shouted back as he ran further and faster away. He ran until he reached a small forested area, surprised to find a young girl sitting in a little hut. "What are you doing here?" Cooper wanted to know.

Callia looked up at him. "Daddy built this little play house for me last year. What are you doing here?" Callia retorted.

"I'm hiding from my dad," Cooper admitted.

"Why?" Callia wanted to know.

"Because he's a tool," Cooper answered.

"He's a tool? Like a screwdriver or a hammer?" Callia asked, confused. Cooper laughed at that, forgetting that she was only seven, four years younger than he..

"You'll figure it out when you're older. C'mon, I'll walk you home, it's getting late," Cooper said. Callia said nothing and allowed Cooper to lead her out of the play house and back to the house.

I want to thank you for reading my stories and for the feedback, I really appreciate it. This is the end to Olivia and Lucas' story, however, I am writing Callia's. I'll update as often as I can.

Ashira