Little Tish Ch. 10

"Oh, and try not to worry about your relationship with my little sister," I said with a warm smile, "I have no desire to keep you two apart. I know she loves you as much as you clearly love her, Okay?" She could only smile and nod in amazement as I turned to go into the house to deal with my little sister.

~~~~~~~~~~~~ Part 3 ~~~~~~~~~~~~

LITTLE TISH:

'Serious family drama,' I thought, fretting. 'Our entire lives could be decided in the next few hours. Holy crap!'

I was nervous and excited as I mounted the stairs and headed up to my bathroom. But I was still insanely horny as well. I really love being naked and I took a moment to enjoy the cool air against my skin, hot from the summer sun just outside. And there is something about the soft weave of the carpeting on the stairs and in the hallway that feels particularly sensual and wonderfully sexy against the sensitive soles of my little bare feet. All this sweet sensuality made me shiver with need and repressed anticipation. And that just made things worse.

As I climbed the stairs, I was acutely aware of the slippery-wet girl-juice that continued flowing from my tingling, ever-needy little sex. It had been like this quite a bit lately, I realized.

Normally I love the way my slippery-wet nether lips feel, sliding and squishing delightfully as they slip and slide and tease their way back and forth as I walk, in that special little place between my legs; it's like a fringe benefit of walking around naked. But just then, the normally exciting tingles I love so much were so much stronger -- more like a demanding, hungry itch that was crying out to be scratched.

I could feel them tingling madly with every step I took as I mounted the stairs. Slip-tingle, slide-tingle, slip-tingle, slide-tingle, slip-tingle, slide . . . It was making me crazy.

As I reached the top, the intense sensations pulsing from between my legs were making me gasp and tremble with every nagging little tickle and twitch radiating out from down there. And, to make matters worse, I couldn't stop envisioning my big brother's beautiful cock. It just looked so sexy and my unhappy pussy was ravenous for it.

'It felt soooo fucking good on my pussy down there.' I exulted.

I felt like screaming with frustration as I stopped on the landing and tried squeezing my thighs together. It only made things worse. Squeeze -- "TINGLE!" Fuck!

My pussy was really letting me know just how unhappy she was just then, especially since Jackie hadn't been home to help make that empty aching go away. Also, while I had been taking care of the sexual needs of my wonderful little friend Billie and of my mother for the last hour or so, neither of them had yet gotten around to me and to my bratty, slippery little puss that currently was throwing it's own version of a hissy-fit. At the moment, it was thoroughly pissed off at the world.

So, as I walked into my room, all I could think about was getting in a nice warm shower and spending a little quality time "tickling my kitty". Usually I love the naughty tingles emanating from that slippery little pleasure place between my legs, but just now it was screaming for attention and being impossibly needy and cranky.

But I knew that my big brother was going to show up any minute now and that I was going to have some explaining to do to set things right with him. Damn!

I had no time to dampen the raging fires currently blazing in my ravenous, liquid center so I just jumped in for a quick shower and brushed my teeth. That done, I headed into my big brother's room, climbed naked onto his bed and settled in to wait.

But waiting was beyond difficult as I was constantly at the mercy of my ever-needy little puss. I was frustratingly distracted and almost delirious with my aching hunger.

'Hell,' I fumed. 'I'm going to have one of the most important conversations of my whole life shorty and there is no way I can even concentrate with my soaking wet, itchy little slit mewling and crying for attention like some starving, spoiled little kitten.'

'But Jack is probably on his way up here right now.' I figured. 'I'm a little nervous I suppose, though that's to be expected. But I can't believe just how beyond horny I am! My pussy is on fire and I am just dripping. God, I'm so slippery-wet, Jackie could slip his beautiful cock into me right now just as easy as could be.' I mused.

Distracted, I Lay my head on the soft, fluffy pillow and began mindlessly rubbing the palms of my hands up and down my thighs and across my lower tummy as I absently watched his celling-fan spin round and round.

'Damn, I am aching so bad inside it hurts! Oh, please hurry baby.'

I noticed my hands and realized I was just trying to keep my needy aches at bay. I sighed and swept my little hands up my tummy and slipped them up over my aching breasts. I wasn't really surprised to hear myself groan out loud as I gave them a little squeeze and pinched my hard little, puffy nipples.

'Please hurry Big Brother,' I pleaded silently. 'Your little sister's goodies need some serious attention here.'

I thought again and again about playing with myself a little but I really just wanted all that to come from Jackie. So all I could do was to lie there and ache for his touch.

And that's just how he found me a little while later, just lying there naked on the bed. My need must have been plain on my face but I was smiling uneasily. I knew he could see the love that was clearly glowing in my eyes for him as I looked up expectantly.

But as I looked deeply into his bright blue eyes, my smile wavered as I took in the expression on his face. I could see his love for me but also a strong determination to deal firmly with me. I was really afraid of his possible reaction when I told him about my sneakiness, my dishonesty and mostly about my snooping into his computer behind his back. All of a sudden, I found myself seriously worrying for our future, as his determination seemed to reassert itself.

He began this very important conversation with a serious tone in his voice and a determined look in his eyes.

"Okay Little Sis, we gotta talk," he said firmly. "I love you more than anything in this world but if we are ever going to stand any chance at all to make a life together, we can't start with lies and secrets, okay?

Overwhelmed with guilt, I sighed in mortification and nodded, hanging my head as tears of shame began leaking from my eyes and running down my cheeks.

"Okay Big Brother -- my love -- I've been meaning to come clean with you about a few things and now that you're here I finally can start." Without waiting for him to respond, I sniffled, wiped my eyes with my fingers and then began. "I have a confession to make.

"But first, Big Brother, we both owe a lot to Billie," I began. "The first night she spent with me, I guess you've figured out we were a little naughty." I said with what I hoped was a cute little blush. I needed to see him smile at me and I was starting to get really scared. He just nodded non-committedly and allowed me to go on.

"Jackie," I said, "I was a complete basket case. You know I was simply beside myself with pent up sexual frustration and I had no idea how to deal with it, right?" He just looked sternly at me, so I just swallowed and went on.

"I guess you know now how totally horny I was. Remember how I was telling you that my little kitty was being really naughty? Well, she got so bad it was almost painful; I was beside myself with some sort of crazy, empty aching inside me. Well, that maddening tingly itch was -- is -- driving me completely fucking bug-shit! It's so bad I can't ever seem stop squirming and sit still!" He just stared at me -- pitilessly and I felt ice begin to form in my tummy.

"Well," I forged on, "Billie was almost as innocent as I was but we compared notes and she told me about masturbation, surprisingly something I knew absolutely nothing about. She sort of showed me how to do it but neither of us knew about orgasms or how to get them."

As I explained about our first mutual masturbation session, I began to sense his resolve beginning to break down. It looked like he was feeling some sort of discomfort and I started to wonder.

'Is my little story about Billie and me turning him on? I'll bet it is . . . It is! He is super horny and his eyes are wandering hungrily over my needy little body. O god, He's looking at me now with that hungry look that just melts my pussy to mush. He's looking at me like I'm dessert! Yay! Now,' I cautioned myself, 'just stay cool.'

'I can clearly see his erection; it looks like it's painful but he's doing his best to ignore it and maintain his serious expression. So I think I'll just continue to spread it on real thick and hope he'll just get so horny he might take some pity on me.'

"We never really managed to make ourselves cum but we did manage to relieve some of the worst of our aching." I explained.

"Then, Billie said something that really opened my eyes. She said that it was obvious to her what the trouble was with me -- and with you -- well, with the two of us! She said that you and I didn't just love each other, but that we were in love with each other.

"Well, what an eye opener that was for me!" I exclaimed with a happy smile. I went on then with a sigh and a disbelieving shaking of my head.

"Jackie, I can't believe we couldn't figure this out on our own. It seems so obvious now."

"Yeah, it really does . . . now," Jackie agreed. "But remember just how unthinkable that conclusion would have been to us at the time. We both thought that would be sick. Remember?" He reminded me.

I just nodded with amazement as comprehension of our new "reality" started to settle into my mind. So I just continued my story.

"As Billie explained the things she could clearly see going on between us, I finally came to realize that she was 100% right on the money.

"I had no idea how to approach the problem of getting us together but she had a very interesting suggestion. She suggested that I should do some research on you to see what turned you on. So, major confession number 1: I sneaked onto your computer and looked into your browsing history and some of your files." My face flared red with pure, unadulterated shame and mortification at my behavior.

"I'm so embarrassed about that Jackie." I said and then looked into his eyes and continued with more conviction. "And I know I should be sorry but Big Brother if I hadn't done that, I probably never would have known how to attract you. I hope you can forgive me but I think that was the worst thing I did to you.

"Oh Jackie," I wailed, truly repentant, "I am sooo sorry to have violated your confidence in me and your privacy. Please, please, please find it in your heart to forgive me -- please? Just try to understand how much pain and heartache I was enduring and that I had no other ideas for how to make you love me. I was desperate."

"Well, that explains a lot." He said nodding his understanding. "But it's damned embarrassing to have my sweet little sister snooping into all my dark corners and learning about all my embarrassing hidden turn-on's."

Then looking at me sternly, he sent chills through my body as he added, "So, you know you're in big trouble, right?"

I hung my head in shame and I could feel tears begin to flood my eyes once again. This wasn't for show. I was really scared that I had permanently damaged our relationship and if that were the case, I never would forgive myself. He appeared to waver momentarily but he set his jaw and continued. I was terrified.

Maintaining his stern expression, he continued to glare into my eyes with a mask of serious irritation and gestured for me to continue.

'Well,' I figured, 'in for a penny, in for a pound.' So I just returned his glare with a soft loving smile and went on.

"Well, I don't think you really have all that much to be embarrassed about." I said with a voice full of excited understanding. "I have to admit that I was relieved and very excited to see that your favorite turn-on's seemed to involve tiny little 'spinners' like me," I admitted with a needling, mischievous smile.

"And you know, the idea of being a 'spinner' for you caused me to have to change my panties I got so wet." As I admitted this, I couldn't help but notice one of his little embarrassed but understanding smiles, which I returned.

'We're going to be alright,' I thought, partially relieved.

"I also learned that recently, you started downloading pictures of cute little redheads as well. So," I went on with an impish little challenging grin, "is Billie a 'spinner' too?"

Blushing furiously, my big brother couldn't help but flash an embarrassed little smile of agreement.

"But the most exciting thing I learned," I continued, buoyant now, "was your interest in incest—especially incest among siblings. I have to say that little discovery made me very, very happy and made me realize that you've probably been fantasizing about me for years just like I have been fantasizing about you," I added with a happy little chuckle.

"I am sorry Jackie, but can you think of any other way except coming right out and blatantly asking you if the idea of fucking your own sister excited you? The risk of totally alienating you if I had been wrong was simply too great. You can see that, right?"

"I guess so," he replied reluctantly, no longer really embarrassed but still striving mightily to maintain a severe countenance. "Is that it then?"

"No," I answered still pretty frightened about having possibly injuring, perhaps permanently, the most important relationship of my life -- my relationship with my big brother, "but it's the worst thing I did."

"Okay, what's the rest?"

"Well, the rest turned out to be pretty fun for both of us and turned into probably the best night of my life so far."

Jackie knitted his brows with expectant curiosity and just waited for me to explain.

"Remember that night when it all began? When I came down to our movie night wearing next-to nothing and asked you to teach me about kissing?" He nodded knowingly as I continued my story. "Well, all that was an act. The whole thing, well at least in the beginning, was entirely an act. But, I was pretty convincing, wasn't I?"

When he failed to respond, I intended to just push on. But, remembering my reaction to his 'kissing lesson' I couldn't mask the note of awe that came into my voice.

"But Big Brother, you took my breath away and changed my life forever when you really kissed me for the first time that night. Jackie, when you kissed me, my little body just melted. I completely forgot about my little charade and I just melted into you."

"You could have done anything to me that night. For better or worse, I was yours -- I am yours," I added sincerely.

"However, despite what I told you, I never really intended to go out with anyone else. I never had ever really given it a moment's thought. For my whole life Jackie, even though I was in full denial mode, the only person to own my heart completely has been my big brother."

And then, I just looked at him with wonder as I continued.

"And then you touched me. You touched me Jackie and -- well, your hands were magic! I've never felt so wonderful before in my life. You just made my poor, sex-starved, horny little body sing!

"And you made me cum, Jackie! You fucking MADE ME CUM! Oh God, Big Brother, I just love you so muckin' futch for that!" I exclaimed followed by a sudden fit of the giggles as I realized my slip of the tongue. Jackie just couldn't help shaking his head and chuckled right along with me.

"The rest of that night was just the most perfect, magical night of my life and I'm sorry, but after that, it is simply impossible to hang on to much guilt because we finally found each other," I said defiantly.

"Thank God, we finally found each other! And that's pretty much it. I am just so totally in love with you I can hardly stand it," I concluded with tears of happy relief running down my face.

"So what about having sex with first Billie and then, of all things, with our mother?" He asked firmly but with no real anger.

"Oh," I said, mildly shocked that there might be more I should perhaps feel a little guilty about. "I don't know Jackie," I said, just thinking out loud. "Being with Billie just never felt like I was doing anything wrong. I know I love you and I knew you loved me. I guess it just never really occurred to me that you wouldn't understand and not want those wonderful experiences for me. You're not really the jealous type, are you? I'm pretty sure I'm not."

"Well then, what about having sex with our mother? Don't you feel bad or maybe a little guilty about that?"

"I don't know Jackie. Do you think I should be?" I asked thoughtfully, again thinking out loud. Without giving him any chance to respond, I just pushed ahead.

"I think after all those wonderful things we have done together and especially after reading all those hot stories about other siblings and family members who chose to have sex together, the idea of incest just doesn't seem all that big a deal to me any more. Does it to you?"

"I suppose not Tishie," he replied. "But I've been trying to see it all through Mom's eyes. I know she finds it pretty disquieting, and really, really scary."

"But for me," I continued, "giving her pleasure was just a beautiful expression of my love for her; it didn't make me uncomfortable at all. It just seemed, well -- perfectly natural -- not wrong at all. Am I wrong? If you say I am then I will never do anything like that again. You have my word."

"I don't really know for sure, Tishie. But I do know I don't want us having sex with just anyone at all. I would hate that and I hope you would too. So from now on, I think we should talk things over together before we have sexual relations with anyone else. Don't you agree?"

"Yes. Of course I do." I answered in complete agreement. "You are right, of course Big Brother. I would hate that.

"And," I continued, "I know that I want you pretty much all to myself too . . . well, with a few special exceptions," I added with a sparkling, excited little grin.

"But there is something you should know, Big Brother," I said seriously. "Mom doesn't want us to fuck. After all that has happened lately, I don't really know for sure. But, she really doesn't want us to. I think I managed to argue down all her reasons why we shouldn't, except for one."

With real anger now, my big brother coldly asked, "And what is that?"

"Well, she makes the valid point that my birth control hasn't had enough time to be effective yet. She's very worried about you getting me pregnant. Now, while l personally think that would be absolutely wonderful, we do have a lot going on right now—me finishing high school and both of us finishing college, our little business and her real fear of the ramifications of my half-brother getting me 'preggers'. I told her I would wait a while."

"But I thought you really wanted -- 'needed' -- for us to make love. I know it's your body Tishie, but those decisions should be ours and ours alone to make."

"I know, Jackie and I'm sorry. You have no idea how badly I need you inside me. God, I just need you soooo bad! I am literally aching to have your beautiful cock filling me up right now! Hell, I'm practically obsessed by it. Look at me; I'm so wet I'm dripping!"

I spread my legs wide to show him my swollen, beyond-excited little pussy and slipped a finger down there to show him some of my girl-honey. That caused me to shiver with the heavenly touch of my finger.