Losing It

"Chuck?" I called out my boyfriend's name as I entered his dark apartment. I switched on a lamp on a nearby table and made my way towards the back of the room. "Chuck?" I called again, a little louder. "I'm back here baby!" came his answer, from the direction of his bedroom. I walked down the hallway and pushed open his door. He was stretched out on his bed in the dark, wearing nothing but his dark green cotton boxers.

This wasn't unusual; he usually laid out in front of the fan after his shower. I gave his body a good once over - he was, by far, the sexiest man I had ever gone out with. He was 6'1, 190 lbs, very muscular but not bulky, light brown hair that he wore feathered down to his shoulders and a neatly trimmed goatee. His body was a golden brown color from his days on the job site as crew foreman of a construction company. As my eyes wandered down his body, I couldn't help but notice the bulge in the front of his shorts.

Chuck and I had been dating for a few months, and our physical relationship wasn't up to his standards. I knew he was getting frustrated with me, but I had my reservations about sleeping with him. It had nothing to do with my self-confidence - I think I'm fairly attractive. I'm 5'9, 140 lbs with a runner's physique, shoulder-length dark brown hair that is layered and hazel eyes. I'm very curvy with a slim waist and 44D tits. I knew I received appreciative glances from the male population, but I didn't go out looking for the attention. I dressed conservatively, and I didn't flirt a lot. I had Chuck, and I was happy.

Unfortunately, he wasn't. He knew he was good-looking, and he knew he could have any woman that he wanted, and he wanted me. But I wouldn't give in to him. This isn't to say that our physical relationship was null and void; we had been making out since our first date. We kissed and touched each other, but it hadn't gone beyond that. We hadn't seen each other naked. And I knew that irritated him. But he told me he understood, and he would wait until I was ready.

That's why I didn't think anything of him lying in bed half-naked, calling me over to him. I loved moments like this, when he just wanted to hold me and cuddle. It made me feel safe and loved. So I happily crawled in next to him and snuggled close, breathing in the intoxicating scent of his soap and aftershave. He kissed me lightly on the forehead as he held me, and I laid my hand on his chest. I loved the feel of his chest...the way his muscles tensed as I lightly dragged my fingernails up and down, playing with his hair. He reached his free arm across our bodies, cupping my chin in his hand and raising my face up to his, catching my mouth in a tender kiss.

I returned it, gently running my tongue across his lips. He accepted my invitation, opening his mouth wide on mine, darting his tongue quickly into my mouth, running it over my teeth, tongue and lips. He was an expert kisser; when we started dating, I was very innocent and inexperienced. He quickly changed that, teaching me how to use my tongue and teeth to pleasure him. He crawled on top of me, and I wrapped my arms around his neck, allowing him greater access to my body. His tongue filled my mouth and danced with mine. He used his strong legs to spread mine apart, and he positioned himself so that his growing erection was nestled in my crotch. He gently rocked his hips back and forth, up and down, slowly humping my fully-clothed body as his kisses became harder and more needy.

I ran my fingers through his hair and my hands up and down his bare back, completely enjoying the sensations he was causing. He had one hand behind my head, holding it steady, while the other moved down to my breasts. He began to fondle my tits roughly, kneading the soft flesh in a way that made my pussy tingle with excitement. He pinched my nipples, causing me to moan against his mouth. He broke our kiss, moving his mouth down my neck. I rolled my head to the side, allowing him access to the nape of my neck. He began to kiss, lick and suck my flesh, and it felt so good. His breathing had become shallow, and the grinding of his pelvis into mine was harder. I spread my legs wider, raising my hips slightly. He groaned, and his ministrations on my neck became rougher. I knew we had to stop...it wasn't fair to get him so worked up and not help him relieve his pent-up desire.

"Chuck...mmmm...baby, we've gotta stop..." I said breathlessly. He groaned again, but this time from frustration, not pleasure. But he didn't stop; instead he picked up the pace, pushing his cock harder and harder into me, so hard it almost hurt. "Chuck..." I said again, but he placed his mouth back over mine in a rough kiss, stopping me from voicing more protest. I began to get a little nervous; in the past, he would stop with little or no complaint. I quickly put my fears in check, telling myself that this wasn't bad, that if he wanted to do it this way that it was okay. But I quickly found out that it wasn't.

Chuck removed his hand from behind my head and drew my arms from around his neck. He lifted both arms above my head, pinning them so that I couldn't move. He stopped humping me, moving his body up onto my waist, totally incapacitating me. He looked me in the eyes, and I saw lust and rage. "Chuck, please..." Before I knew what was happening, he was holding my wrists together with one hand as the other came crashing down across my face. The blow stung, tears instantly sprang to my eyes.

"You've been nothing but a tease." he said fiercely. "But not anymore. I'm gonna fuck your brains out, and you're gonna let me." I struggled against him, but he was too strong for me. "Please Chuck, stop!" I was on the edge of hysteria. He saw the look of fear in my eyes, and he laughed menacingly. He let go of my wrists, bringing both of his hands down onto my tits, grabbing and pulling the flesh. I pushed against his shoulders, fighting him, trying to get him off of me, but to no avail. He laughed again.

"Go ahead, tire yourself out...it'll be even easier for me to shove my dick up your tight pussy!" I started to cry, because I knew he was right. Then I remembered that his roommate, Kyle, was right next door. I set myself up to scream, but he clamped a hand tight over my mouth. "Don't even think about it, bitch!" he whispered, his face right up next to mine. "You try to make noise, Kyle will come in here...but he won't come in here to rescue you! He's wanted to fuck you for a long time, too. So I wouldn't call attention to this if I were you!" I knew my fate was sealed. I relaxed my body. He chuckled. "Good girl. Now just stay that way. You might just enjoy this!"

He lifted my shirt up, uncovering my sore tits. He licked his lips hungrily, and began to devour my bra-clad boobs. I turned my ahead away and shut my eyes tightly, trying to ignore his teeth and tongue on my bare flesh. I was horrified at what was happening in my mind, but my body was becoming excited. He lifted my bra up, totally exposing my breasts. My hands began clenching the sheets; damn my body for reacting this way! I didn't want this...I wasn't ready! But the burning wetness I felt between my legs said otherwise...

After my tits were red from his attentions, he made his way down my flat stomach, leaving a trail of wetness with his tongue. My body let out a sigh, and I could feel his sinister smile against my skin. He traced circles around my belly button as his hands undid the button and zipper on my jeans. He lifted my hips up with little effort; my body was like jello to his touch. He slid my jeans down my long legs, and my underwear quickly followed. I felt violated, but at the same time extremely turned on. I noticed the approving gaze he was giving my pussy - I kept it almost completely shaved, with a small patch of hair at the top and along the edges near my lips. He pulled me to a standing position beside the bed none-to-gently, pulling my shirt completely off and disposing of my bra. I stood before him completely naked.

"Take off my shorts." he demanded huskily. He pushed me down to my knees and I timidly raised my hands to the waistband of his underwear. I hooked my thumbs around the elastic and slid them down slowly, fear and a little excitement causing my hands to tremble. His cock sprung out of it's confinements, standing straight up just inches from my face. He had told me that he was about 7 inches long and 2 inches wide, but I knew he was bigger than that. The bulbous head was three shades of purple and throbbing from his massive erection.

"Take it in your mouth..." he whispered, pushing his hips toward my face. I clamped my mouth shut, my instincts taking control. He forced the head on my lips, but I refused to open my mouth. Suddenly, I felt a pain sear through the back of my head - he had reached behind me and yanked a handful of my hair. I cried out in pain, giving him enough time to shove his cock deep into my mouth. I gagged and almost bit down, but I caught myself in time.

He was choking me, but I knew he would not pull out, so I forced myself to relax. He grabbed the back of my head and forced my face up and down his long, thick shaft. I was totally disgusted, but there was nothing I could do. He was plunging his dick in and out of my mouth, face-fucking me for all he was worth. He quickened his pace, and I just knew that I was going to throw up if he forced himself any farther down my throat. I felt his body begin to tense and with one final thrust, he shoved all 7 inches down my throat.

"Oh Jesus...oh fuuuuuuck..." he moaned as his body jerked violently, his cum shooting down my throat. "Swallow it all bitch!" he whispered, as if I had any choice. He held his body still, his cock still deep in my throat, my nose pressed against his stomach. Just when I thought I was going to suffocate, he slid his member out of my mouth with a sickening "plop". I fell forward, gasping for breath, coughing and gagging. He fell across the bed, chest heaving. "Not the best blowjob I've ever had, but you'll have it down in no time."

The room was silent save for the sounds of our breathing for a few seconds, until he climbed off the bed and picked me up off the floor. He threw me onto the bed unceremoniously, my ass on the edge and my feet on the floor. He kneeled down between my legs and dived into my hot snatch. The feel of his tongue on my pussy was incredible. My body began to squirm beneath his touch, and I could feel my juices flowing freely down my legs.

He sucked on my lips, slid his tongue in and out of my hole and breathed lightly on my clit, bringing me closer and closer to the edge. My hips began to rock up and down, and he wrapped his arms under my legs, resting his hands on my hips. He positioned himself so that his tongue was deep inside me and his nose was resting lightly on my clit, so that every time I moved a tingling jolt shot through my body.

"Oh Goddddddddddd..." I moaned. He withdrew his tongue and shoved a finger up my cunt. I was caught by surprise and let out a squeal. He worked his finger in and out, then shoved another in. I had finger-fucked myself in the past, but his fingers were much larger than mine, and my pussy walls were stretching around them. The pain was intense, but it felt so good. I began to ride his fingers, my juices pouring down his hand. He was still licking and sucking my pussy lips, teasing my clit, holding me right at the edge of orgasm.

"Please...oh please..." I cried.

"Please what?" he asked innocently, still sliding his fingers in and out of me.

"Please...oh God...please make me cum!" I choked out the words. This was all the encouragement he needed. He removed his fingers from my sopping snatch and in one fell swoop, he buried his cock inside my steaming hole. I felt my cherry burst and cried out in pain, but it only lasted a brief moment. It was replaced by an electric sensation coursing through my veins as I instantly began to climax.

"Oh fuck yesssssssss!" I said as he began to pound fervently. I could feel his balls slapping my ass. My pussy was stretched to the max.

"Christ you are tight!" he said hoarsely. My back arched as my body was wracked by yet another orgasm. He wanted to go deeper, so he pulled me up to a sitting position, and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He picked me up and held me tight to him, his cock pushing against my stomach. I thought I was going to die from the intense feelings shooting through my entire body. My fingernails dug into his shoulders as he began to walk around the room, causing his cock to bounce ever so slightly.

His mouth encompassed my tits, nibbling and sucking, sending me over the edge for the third time. The exertion of holding me up and fucking me at the same time soon took it's toll, and he walked back over to the bed. This time he laid down, keeping me on top.

"Ride my dick baby!" he said lustily. I placed my hands on his chest to hold myself up and I used my legs muscles to slide myself up and down his thick shaft. I leaned forward slightly so that my clit rubbed against his skin as I rode up and down. He played with my swinging tits as I impaled myself again and again. He was ready to cum, so he flipped us over and shoved himself into me with renewed force. I

thought for sure that he was going to rip me wide open. He pushed his cock into me harder and harder, his hands clutching my breasts in a death-grip. With a thunderous groan, he buried himself to the hilt and his body tensed, his seed pumping into me. He rode his orgasm through to the end, stream after stream of hot goo pouring down my love canal. This caused me to cum once again, my pussy clamping down on his rod, pumping him dry. When we were both finished cumming, he collapsed on top of me, crushing my tender flesh, his dick quickly softening inside me. I had never felt anything so intense.

"That was amazing." he whispered in my ear as he began to kiss and lick my face and throat. He caressed my body as my breathing returned to normal. I finally looked him in the eye, and this time I didn't see the frustration or the anger. But the look of lust was still there, and I knew that this would not be the last time this happened.

The thought of his massive cock buried inside of me sent another bolt of fire between my legs, and I knew it was going to be a long night...