Lost in the Wind Ch. 04

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Xantu
Xantu
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As the months passed, Cassy found herself retreating into her mind more and more often. She no longer needed pain to push her there. Books had lost their ability to pull her into the worlds between their pages. She no longer needed their escape, time no longer weighed on her mind.

She found that the grayness never really went completely away. She could exist on the edge of it, one foot in the world with her Master, one balancing on the brink of oblivion.

Even thinking became muted and dull. She was aware that she was no longer as perfectly graceful when he tested her, but even her anxiety at his displeasure was muted. She endured harsher and harsher punishments but they had little impact beyond pushing her further and further away from him.

When she began to leave the food on her plate uneaten, her fork just hanging in her listless hand, needing his prompt to take each bite, he sent her away to the clinic.

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Thank you for reading this prequel to the "Finding Home". If you enjoyed this story you may like to find out what happens next. "Finding Home" is the story of Cassy's recovery from her depression and disassociation. Do not despair there is a happy ending, if anything ever really ends.

Please don't be shy about giving me feedback and rating my stories. I am such a feedback slut.

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ColorofLoveColorofLoveover 13 years ago
Good characterization

Cassy dissassociation was realistically handled, and the relationship with the two was really explored in a believable manner, you get hints that her Master cares, and his feeling of responsibility too. I liked that Cassy was given a chose, and he kept her job and apartment available for her which totally means he respects her as a person, very well done plot wise I do hope Cassy recovers.

AnonymousAnonymousalmost 16 years ago
oh i am sadden,

to read how cassy has sunk so deeply into herself. very hard to read,after chapters full of her joy at belonging to nathan. i felt depressed,i hated that her world was silent and filled with cruel pain.i am hoping that nathan was as distressed by her depression as the rest of us were. i will have to read on,i need to find cassy's HEA! annay

LadyOcean73LadyOcean73about 16 years ago

I am with a lot of others and look forward to a sequal to Finding Home. You are a great writer and understanding more and more about the characters and getting even more addicted.

It would have been good to have more idea about Nathan's thoughts and feeling and explain more about His darkness and pain. The need for all the testing and His past as well.

Look forward to reading more of your work and hope that this story does not end.

AnonymousAnonymousabout 16 years ago
last chapter? :(((

I'd like to read more about them...i feel like some important details were left out. Mainly i'd like to know more about Nathan's thoughts and feelings...

ms_magdalenems_magdaleneabout 16 years ago
More please!

i agree, i would love to read more of Cassy's adventures after "Finding Home"! You write very well and i really enjoy reading Your work

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