Love Bites Ch. 08

A/N: So yeah I have a lot of explaining to do I know, I know. I really have no excuses just a sincere apology. There are some sensitive subjects in the chapter so be wary.

Chapter 8: Healing....

~Aleca~

The next morning I awoke to the blinding rays of the sun and an unfamiliar soreness. I laid there for a minute just thinking. My life had changed so much in the short time that I'd known him. I knew without a doubt that André was the one for me. The more unsettling thought was: Am I the one for him? I mean with all my flaws and my slight lack of character how COULD I be the one for someone of his caliber. I even took his innocence when I myself was only an innocent mentally. My flower had long been tampered with, against my will yes, but a virgin I technically was not. I was dying from my own troubled thoughts when I heard a loud convincing

"You were always meant to be mine babe!" in my head. I gasped at the intimacy of such a form of communication.

"Is this possible because we have been fully mated?" I asked in our newly found method of communication.

"Yes." he said simply. His voice sent shivers down my spine to my nether regions. My thoughts started to drift away from my previous worries to our previous night together and all of the deliciously new sensations he created in me.

"I see someone's up for round two." he chuckled before he dove into my folds once more.

~Andréa~

"I'm happy that twin has finally found his peace." I said with a huge smile on my face.

"So they mated huh?" Alecsander said "How can you tell?"

"I can feel his happiness through our bond."

"You sound happy, but I can tell that something is bothering you. You've been this way since yesterday. Mi amor, what troubles you so?" he asked with a quirk of his right eyebrow

I was in a bind. I didn't know if I should just reveal all or just try to forget it. The more sensible side of me thought that the shame of him knowing would be better than the pain of hiding a part of myself from him. For once in my life I decided to believe in myself, in love; to believe in a man.

"I think it's time you knew how I lost my lioness." I said and then I let all my pain out through my words.

~Alecsander~

An array of emotions assaulted my mind as my mate; my love told me what happened to her when she was just a mere child. They ranged from to helplessness. I was rightfully pissed that somebody would commit such a crime against an innocent, that a man could feel those types of- of cravings for a child. I shuddered with the disgust at the thought of it.

"Please don't look at me like that." she cried out with despair. I was so caught up in my thoughts that I almost forgot that she was there.

"What way my sweet?" I asked confused.

"You have this look of pure disgust on your face." she sobbed "Like you're disgusted with me. I'm so ashamed."

"Mi amor look at me," I said tilting her chin towards me "You are not the one who should be ashamed. That monster who did those horrendous things to you should. I am not disgusted with you; it's that bastard that disgusts me." I said fiercely.

"What kind of man can do that to a five year old? Mi amor I am truly sorry that I was not there to protect you." I said hoarsely as the tears ran freely down my face.

We sat there for what seemed like hours crying into each others' arms. Hours of healing and understanding, thinking and loving. I cried because I couldn't bear nor cope with the thoughts of what she went through, my sweet little Andrea, my precious mate; she cried because she did.

"Alecsander," She cried out

"Yes, my love?"

"Make it stop. Stop the pain; take it away, save me from the anguish." She pleaded, tears cascading down her face.

"I wish I could love, but I don't know how."

"Replace it with a different feeling; make me feel something other than the pain. Make me yours!" She begged.

I didn't know what to do. I wanted her, but I wasn't sure if this was the best way to help her. She mistook my hesitation as denial and started to cry again. At that point I could take it any longer. Slowly I started to kiss her tears away making my way down to her lips. She melted into my kiss with a sigh, pulling my love out through the kiss. My hands travelled down low to the hem of her shirt. I slowly started to lift her shirt over her head, unclasping her bra, feasting on the sight in front of me. Her skin was a soft caramel mocha, her jeweled peaks standing proudly begging to be kissed. And so I did. Her gasp was sharp and the sweetest sound I had ever heard. Her hands gripped my hair and she pulled gently as I suckled her taking her deeper into my mouth. My fingers trailed lower to her stomach resting there as a thought of the young she would bear for me crossed my mind. I tested her readiness and could feel her juices flowing. I lowered my head yearning for a taste of her sweetness. She wriggled and screamed in pleasure as my tongue delved deep within her folds, nipping at her pleasure button. I devoured her for what felt like centuries before she shattered, pull me away from her moaning my name, begging me to take her and claim what was mine.

"Are you sure?" I asked

"Just do it!" she moaned

I plunged deep to the hilt in one stroke, taking her hard and fast like I knew she wanted me to. My pleasure built with each stroke and passionate kiss as she clawed my back mumbling and screaming incoherently in pleasure. I felt my impending release and reached down to stroke her nub, there was no way in hell I was going to peak before her this was for her, she needed this. Then it happened; simultaneously we released together, my seed washed her walls as I roared biting her neck claiming my mate, marking her as mine. She gasped realizing what I did as tears filled her eyes yet again.

"I love you" she said

"You're my heart, my love" I replied and realized that I finally finished the dream, it was now a reality, I had my mate she was mine. I couldn't contain the tears of joy that spilled from my eyes. We sat there in each other's embrace connected by more than just my shaft but by our hearts. As I withdrew from her warmth, I never felt a feeling so pure, so joyous in all of my life. I was finally complete. That's when the unbelievable happened, the unimaginable; she shifted.