Me (And You)

Masturbation is a deeply personal subject that many people, especially men, would not admit to, even to their closest friends, let alone the public at large.

Not having read any other (male) "stories" on this subject, I may be taking a different path than others have in the past. In addition to what I do and how I do it, I will go into a great deal of detail about what I am thinking about before – what gets me going as well as my thought process during the act. When I re-read it, it appears to jump around a bit but this is the way it works... The line will surely be blurred between what I am doing and what I am thinking. I apologize in advance for any confusion!

Forward...

Lying in bed, I'm thinking about you. What I would do and more important, what I wish you would do. Thinking about making some noise that could stir the silence and let you know I was awake and that my penis was growing harder. I thought I heard a muffled sound; could it be a yawn and maybe the ruffling of the covers? I can faintly hear movement under the covers.

I wonder what you would want me to wear on our first 'time' together. Should it be a surprise for each other – what we think we look sexiest in? Boxers for me and a teddy for you? Something simpler? If I had my way, you would simply have a very long t-shirt on with nothing underneath. Things that are very easy to feel through and slip off of each other. Things that don't hide anything because we won't be hiding anything from each other tonight.

My fingers have slipped under my waistband and are just beginning to touch my swelling member. The skin is still wrinkled and the veins are just beginning to come to the surface as blood pumps in. I gently caress my head and play with the opening at the tip, looking forward to when my pre-cum begins to arrive. It feels so slippery like what I can only imagine your pussy would feel like if I could only touch it ever so lightly, just on the outside.

In my mind I am hearing some muffled sounds of slippery flesh being probed by anxious fingertips coupled with the sound of your breathing getting deeper. I'm not sure what to do. Should I 'go for it' and find out if what I am hearing is right or... I reach for the lube and get some on my hand. It feels wonderful as I smear it on my now fully hardened cock. Once it is spread on my cock, I go a little lower and spread it on my balls and my asshole. My legs are now spread wide and both hands are starting to have their way.

I imagine hearing your breathing turn to soft moaning as the sound of your fingers digging into your vaginal slit is becoming more pronounced. I wish I could kiss you now, the deep tonguing kiss that only lovers who can do this by each others' sides can do. I imagine your fingers on one hand are now digging in a little deeper, reaching for your special place while the other hand's fingers are circling around your clit.

Slowly I encircle my cock at the tip with my slippery hand and pretend that your mouth is opening in front of my penis as your tongue just touches the tip. As my hand slowly moves down my shaft, it's your lips and tongue that are sending a shiver down my spine and making my cock jump. I feel my blood rushing to fill my penis up and my head gets larger with the rush. My other hand is playing with my balls and moves in between my balls and asshole to feel my flexing muscles. I feel my hips rise off the bed as the cheeks of my ass flex as if I am pushing inside you. I imagine that the cheeks of your ass are doing the exact same thing as you accept me and take me in.

As my hand gets down to the base of my cock, I slowly start my up-stroke. I hear the crackle of the lube and imagine I am feeling your muscles tightening around me as I withdraw. As my fingers slide over the edge of my head, I hope that as the edge emerges from you, that it properly caresses your clit as it passes by.

After the first stroke, instead of just moving onto the next, I want to rub my now very slick cock over your slit. As you reach down and spread your lips for me, I start just above your clit and begin rubbing downward. Before I get any further, I imagine your hand around my cock, using me as if I was a toy. I imagine your hand taking my penis lower, below your vagina and rubbing the tip between your asshole and your dripping slit. Then you bring it up and slowly push it inside your slit until just the head is inside. You pull me back out and continue bringing me up to your clit where I feel the nub entering the tip of my cock. My cock jumps at the thought of being penetrated by your clit and I feel my muscles tighten again with the sensation of you inside me, if even just a little. You move me in tiny circles and I feel you getting wetter. My hand grabs my cock and thrusts downward as I imagine you pushing me all the way into you.

I start a very slow rhythmic dance with my hand and as it is coming up the next time, I feel the little bubbles associated with my pre-cum. I instinctively take a finger across my tip and smear as much as I can on the next trip down feeling the wonder of what our bodies make to aid in our pleasure. As my hand continues its slow-motion up and down, my other hand moves a little lower and I feel the same rhythm as my asshole tightens and releases with each cycle. As I feel this, I imagine feeling your asshole doing the same thing as my tongue licks across your vagina and circles your clit.

My hips are now starting to buck each time my hand moves down and back up along my shaft and my imagination shifts back to a few moments earlier when I wanted to kiss you. Now I imagine your breathing is very heavy as your hips buck in unison with mine. Your fingers are rubbing down your slit and dipping into your vagina while your other hand caresses your erect nipples wishing I could be sucking on them.

All these thoughts and feelings are making my hand go faster now as my other hand slightly squeezes my balls that are beginning to tighten and draw up closer to my body. With every down-stroke, the hole at the tip of my head opens slightly and pulls my pre-cum back inside my cock. Every up-stroke brings my pre-cum bubbling back out the tip.

My moans are now audible with every stroke and I can clearly hear yours. I imagine our mouths coming together for the most passionate of kisses. Both of us are turned-on and nearing our climax while our tongues entangle.

As my body nears orgasm, I get the familiar feeling that I have to pee. I know I have reached the point of no- return. I feel my balls tighten as my cum starts to fly out of the hole at the end of my penis in several long spasms. I wonder how you would like it if my cock was in your hand, rubbing your clit when it exploded. Do you think that would that feel good to you? Write me and let me know what you think.