Meant To Be Ch. 03

"You're being really selfish," she said sharply.

"Sorry that I'm not fucking thrilled with the idea of you leaving, Kelsey."

"Don't be a smart ass. I don't expect you to be happy about it, but you don't have to make this any harder for me, either."

Nathan pulled up to the Lowe's house and shut off his truck. Kelsey looked around. It looked as though their families had beat them home from the restaurant. He leaned forward and put his head on the steering wheel.

"So, where are you now, Kelsey? What do you think you should do? Because if you're thinking that New York is the best decision, then I need to walk away."

"Are you fucking kidding me?"

"I'm not kidding. I was a fucking mess while you were at college. Yeah, I saw you from time to time, but I was with Amy and I was miserable. These last few days with you, have been the best that I can ever remember. Everything has just felt so...right. Like this is all...meant to be. Now, you're telling me that you might leave? I just don't want to get hurt, Kelsey. Alright?"

"I...I-" Kelsey stuttered, not believing what he was saying. "What about long distance?" Kelsey looked at him hopefully.

"Long distance, but for how long? Who is to say that you won't be there for good? Then what? I'm not leaving here, Kelsey. I want to take over Dad's company someday. You know that."

Kelsey sighed. "I don't know what to say, Nathan."

"So, you want to go?"

"I just don't know."

"I'm going home, Kelsey."

She looked at him. His eyes were tired. She could see the sadness behind them and it made her sick.

"Nathan. I'm sorry that I didn't tell you sooner. I didn't know how."

He nodded slowly and started his truck.

"Please. Just talk to me."

"I don't know what to say, Kels."

"Tell me that you love me."

Nathan sighed. "I do love you. But it's just going to make things worse if we keep saying that and then you decide to leave. Maybe we should just back off until you make a decision."

Kelsey swallowed and picked up her purse. She could feel tears pooling in her eyes. She leaned over and kissed him softly on the cheek before getting out and shutting the door behind her. She started to walk to her parents house, listening to Nathan back out of the Lowe's driveway and pull away. By the time she made it to the front door, she had hot tears streaming down her face. She went inside and went straight to her bedroom.

Her Dad had laid all of her camera equipment on her bed. She dropped her things by the door and collapsed next to it. She ran her hands over the cases. She tried thinking about what to do, but she simply couldn't focus. She needed to distract herself, so she grabbed her camera and decided to start editing the photos that she took of their families.

Kelsey started up her computer, and put her memory card in the slot. The photos started to load and Kelsey began looking through them one by one.

She couldn't help but smile as she scrolled through each photo.

The pictures of their parents were fantastic. Both the Bradford's and the Lowe's looked so happy and in love. Kelsey laughed as she scrolled through the photos of Nathan and his brothers.

Kelsey clicked and scrolled, then caught a glimpse of a picture that she didn't recognize from that evening. She enlarged it and the photo immediately brought tears to her eyes.

It was a picture from the day before. She was leaning back against Nathan and he was kissing her temple. His eyes were closed and she was smiling. They both looked relaxed. They both looked happy. It was obvious that they were in love.

Something inside Kelsey snapped. She had to see Nathan.

She grabbed her keys and her purse and ran outside to her car. She dialed Nathan as she pulled out of the driveway and headed for his house.

"Hello?"

"Nathan, I'm coming over."

"Kelsey, I told you-"

"I don't care what you said. I need to see you."

"All the guys are here."

"I don't give a shit. I'm coming over. Now."

Kelsey hung up and drove the short distance to Nathan's apartment. She let herself in without knocking and walked straight to his bedroom, closing and locking the door behind her.

Nathan was laying on his bed. He sat up when she entered the room.

"Nathan. I need you to listen to me, ok?" She held up her hands. "Don't talk. Just listen. I don't know what I'm going to do about New York. Maybe I shouldn't have told you that I loved you, and I probably shouldn't have had sex with you, but I'm not sorry that I did. I do love you. The idea of spending any amount of time away from you hurts. I just can't write off this opportunity without at least considering it. I need you to understand that. I need you to respect that. Please, Nathan. Don't make this decision any harder for me, ok? Please?"

Kelsey walked towards Nathan's bed and sank to her knees between his legs. She grabbed his face.

"Nathan, whatever happens, it is not going to change the fact that I love you."

He nodded. "I know. I'm sorry. Fuck, I'm sorry. I've been a dick."

"Don't apologize. I should have told you sooner. This is my fault."

Nathan leaned down and kissed her swollen lips.

Kelsey closed her eyes and let her lips melt against his. She stayed on her knees below him until she felt his hands grab her waist and lift her onto his lap. She kicked her shoes off, then wrapped her long legs around him and kissed him like their love depended on it.

His large hands cupped her face, his thumbs brushing against her cheeks as they kissed. Kelsey pulled away from him. Her eyes were heavy with lust.

"Fuck me, Nate."

"I don't want to make things more difficult, Kels."

Kelsey shook her head. "I don't care about that. All I care about is you and me. Right now. Right here. Please just fuck me."

Nathan didn't need anymore convincing. He laid back and pulled her down on top of him, crushing her body down against his. She laid on top of him, feeling his erection grow against her stomach. Their lips found each other once again as Nathan started to pull her shirt up over her head. Kelsey sat up and straddled his body. She pulled her shirt off and threw it on the floor. She unclasped her bra. Nathan's fingers reached up and pulled it off, revealing her creamy breasts. She watched as he drank in the sight of her. His fingers traced circles around her stiff nipples, eliciting a long moan from her lips. Nathan sat up and wrapped his lips around the end of her right breast. She felt his tongue flick against her hardened nipple, then jerked as his teeth sank into it firmly. Her hands gripped the back of his head, pushing him into her cleavage, begging him for more.

"Ahhh, don't stop. Please!"

Nathan's mouth traveled back and forth between her heavy tits, licking and sucking every inch of skin he could. Her hips were grinding into his crotch, humping against him as he teased her sensitive nipples with his lips. She felt his fingers pop the button on her pants. She smiled and stood up next to the bed.

Her hands slid into her pants, pushing them down her legs and letting her damp panties follow. She stood in front of him naked and shivering with need. She grabbed his hands and pulled him off the bed. One by one, she unfastened the buttons on his dress shirt and slid it off his arms. She kissed his chest as she worked his pants and boxer briefs off. He stepped out of them and kicked them to the side. Kelsey stepped back and admired his thick erection. She let her palm slide along the underside of his cock, watching as it bounced and throbbed against her hand. When she wrapped her small fist around it, his hips jerked and a deep moan escaped his lips.

"Fuck. Oh fuck, Kelsey."

She worked her hand up and down his rigid shaft, watching as his body reacted to the sensations. She watched a thick bead of cum form at the head of his cock. She rubbed her thumb against it, spreading the wetness around. She lifted her thumb to her mouth and sucked on it while Nathan stared at her with a lust that she'd never seen before. She squeezed her thighs and knew that she was more than ready.

Without a word, Kelsey bent over the side of Nathan's bed. She raised her round ass high in the air and looked back over her shoulder at him.

"Please come fuck me."

Nathan groaned as he positioned himself behind her. She felt his hands squeeze and knead her flesh possessively. His cock bounced behind her, unintentionally dragging itself against her wet slit. They both moaned.

"Shhh. All the guys know you're in here."

"I don't care anymore," she whimpered. She reached between her legs and found Nathan's cock. She pumped on it a few times before lining him up with her pussy. She sank back onto him slowly. Her head fell forward and they both groaned in unison.

"Fuck!"

"Oh fuck, Kelsey," he growled as he pushed his entire length into her. She felt his balls press against her. Neither of them moved. They just enjoyed the moment of pure sexual satisfaction.

"God, you're so big. You feel so fucking big, Nathan!"

Nathan's breathing became heavier as he started to inch himself out from between Kelsey's tight pussy. Her fingers clawed at his bed sheets and her eyes pinched shut as she waited on him to push back into her. All that remained inside of her was his thick, throbbing cock head, but he didn't move. He didn't rush to fuck her. He just held still.

Kelsey whimpered and tried to push back on him, but Nathan grabbed her hips and kept her motionless. She groaned.

"Please! Please just fuck me. What's wrong? Fuck me Nathan!"

"Tell me that you love me."

"Oh God, I do! I love you."

"Tell me that we'll work this out somehow."

"Of course! Oh God, Nathan...yes. I want to be with you. We'll figure this out!"

Nathan reached down and lifted Kelsey's torso off the bed. He turned her head and kissed her deeply, then pushed his entire length into her forcefully. They moaned into each others mouths.

One of Nathan's hands wrapped around her waist and the other around her neck as he pushed into her over and over again. The room was filled with a chorus of hushed groaning and breathless panting. Her body jerked as his hand abandoned her waist and came in contact with her engorged clit. He massaged her until her pussy started to clench around him. She worked her way out of his grip around her neck and pushed her face into the mattress. She let the bed absorb her cries as Nathan pounded her pussy from behind. He pulled an orgasm from her, then pushed her straight into a second without giving her a single moment of rest. She could feel him swelling inside of her, pushing her to the edge, emotionally and physically. She gasped as he jerked his dick out of her, then rolled her onto her back.

He climbed on top of her and started sucking on her swollen nipples.

"Please don't stop fucking me," she begged helplessly. Her hips jerked up beneath him, searching for his dick.

"I need a second, Kels. I'm about to cum already."

"I don't care! I want you to cum!"

Nathan laughed around her nipple. He was trying desperately to take his time and to make it last, but Kelsey wasn't having it. She reached her hand down between their sweaty bodies and found his cock. He groaned into her neck as she rubbed the head against her warm, sticky slit.

"Don't worry about making it last. I just want to feel you cum inside of me," she whispered into his ear. "Mmmm...just shove yourself into me and cum."

His hunger for Kelsey consumed him and he did exactly that. He pushed his length into her with one forceful thrust. Kelsey's head fell back against the bed and her mouth opened, but she was unable to breathe. Once Nathan was in her, nothing was going to stop him. He fucked Kelsey with a strength he didn't know he had. He closed his eyes as they panted and groaned, trying to fuck away their fears and anxiety. Nathan grabbed her hair and pulled her down onto him with every thrust. Kelsey's body stiffened as a third and final orgasm started to build within her.

"Nat-Nathan...I'm going to cum again. Please cum with me...fuck! Please...cum...with...meeee!"

Nathan tensed his body and crammed the last pulsing inch of his dick into her. He felt his cum shoot through his shaft, into her quivering pussy.

Kelsey tried to suck in deep gulps of air, but just found herself gasping for precious air beneath him. Her fingernails were dug into his sweaty back. She moaned as his heavy weight collapsed on top of her.

They were silent for, what felt like, an eternity. Nathan slipped out of her and fell onto the bed beside her. He nuzzled his face into her neck.

"Fuck. We have to make this work, Kelsey. Somehow. We have to make this work."

Kelsey closed her eyes and felt another fresh set of tears pool behind her eyelids.

"We will," she panted. "We'll figure this out, Nathan. I promise."