Memoirs Of Visual Delight Ch. 02

"So we were making out, right... Then, he made me lay on the bed, and told me to spread my legs... I mean, really spread my legs! He stood there and just looked at my pussy... it was as if he was bloody worshiping it, or something! He took his time, he teased the hell out of me! He kissed and bit my skin slowly, starting from my neck, then my breasts- he spent more time on there! Ha-ha! Then he went down and settled between my legs! I swear, Ally, he had this look in his eyes... it was like he told me to stand still, without saying a word! You know that I would have been over and done by then, if it were with the other guys, but he was doing things I only read about... Let me get some water."

I always listened to her talking about her sexual encounters. We were open about this kind of stuff. She knew I used to ask her for advice on how to expose myself and what looked good or not on camera. She had far more experience with men, than I ever did.

"Right! Where was I? Oh, the moment he looked straight at me. Ally, I connected to him, I felt so overwhelmed! I mean, it was as if he had hypnotised me or something. He was definitely in charge! And when he took my pussy and ate me out...fuck me! He was amazing! I mean fucking amazing! Damn it, I'm getting all hot and bothered only thinking about it!" And she definitely, was. Her cheeks were rosy, her lips turned red from all her nervous biting and she was moving in the chair... oh, I knew those signs, so well!

"He had different moves. I've never had a guy eat me out that way. I mean, I was on fire! I have no idea what he did to me!" She paused when I giggled.

"Hon, I think it's still called eating pussy the right way... He must practice it allot, then. Ha-ha!"... I barely managed to hold my laugh. She was so embarrassed!

"How old is he?"

"I think he's 28 or 29, I'm not sure. He told me but I forgot." She blushed profusely.

"I can imagine, you'd get some memory loss from all that fucking! Ha-ha! He fucked you into oblivion!"

We both laughed for some time, and then she told me he stopped all of a sudden, right before she could cum- that detail... I knew it already, but couldn't tell her. I was not sure she would take it well, since they were to keep in touch, so I kept it to myself.

"So he grabs my hair, with one hand, and he bloody puts the tip of his cock on my lips, and then tells me to suck it! He said some nasty things, but that turned me on! Massive turn on, I mean, I opened my mouth and just let him fuck my face! Ally, I've never done this before, but it felt amazing! I was already worked up, he didn't let me cum and he fucked my face till he came! In my mouth- actually, my throat. He went deeper than any guy I sucked so far... Oh shit, we're gonna be late for class!" I looked at the clock and she was right. I sighed and she promised to let me in on the details when we'd be back from class.

We had a mutual understanding- it all stayed between the walls of the apartment. She never spoke about this stuff in public.

While Andrea drove and went on about a new waitress that came in the other day at work, I thought about how the two of them fucked- the sounds, the way she moaned... The dirty talk... The guy's grunts as he came. I loved the way he fucked her. It wasn't tame and cute, it was primal, full force! I realised that was something worth trying at least once.

One regular member had this bondage fantasy, where he would tie the woman up in ropes, spread eagle and then tormented her. I would act on his instructions and try help him live out his kink.

It was kind of hard to act on this type of fantasy while I had to use the toys as well, so I tried my best to make it work for him. He was always pleased with my performance and kept coming back for more. I enjoyed the fantasy itself and acting on it while being watched, but I never imagined this could be so intense, in real life.

Truthfully, dear readers, on camera, you use your imagination 50% of the time. The rest is experience with the angles and practice, mostly. Your eyes never leave the screen, because most of the members either type or want you to watch them as they cum. Customer satisfaction standards really matter in this world too...funny, huh?

Mainly, if you look at it, as a performer, you are selling a fantasy. Men imagine you being there with them, servicing them, pleasing them. I really enjoyed the latter. I would always get a kick out of watching men's expressions the minute they were close. Not necessarily the distorted grimace, as they came- the expression before that. The minute they surrendered to it and stopped holding back.

While remembering the bondage fantasy private chat, I made a reminder on my phone- "Two-Way audio!" I would be trying that after the holidays.

Oh, that is a feature performers can provide. If the member wishes to be heard as well in private, it can happen- for a fee, of course.

The class was doomed. The professor was not able to keep the lecture, so we had to listen to his clumsy assistant. She had an insipid air about her, in my opinion. I could look through her and just see the wall behind her. If this woman had any femininity, whatsoever, she was doing the best job at concealing it. She made Human Rights Law sound painfully boring, while she went through the Professor's notes.

After the dreadful class, Andrea and I barely dragged our feet to the coffee shop where we met some of our colleagues and decided to skip the next two classes. We were all leaving home for the holidays, so proper good bye over a long gossip was in order.

We spent the afternoon with the girls, and then, as the dark descended, we went shopping for some lingerie for Andrea. She chose a skimpy lace teddy which, she said, she had to have. That was code for she will never have the courage to wear it, but it looked sexy. I flirted with the idea of buying a fishnet full body suit but changed my mind when I remembered my mom's turkey and the loads of goodies I would be indulging in.

I settled for an under bust corset that had the simplest detailing. It was a front lace up and zipped back. It worked with all my online outfits and it was on sale- I think the sale tag won me over, at the end.

The evening went on in Andrea's room, where I listened to her going on with her story, as she packed her bag. She was done within the hour. She's that well organised. I for one, had nothing prepared, as usual. But she was kind enough to help me, so we went on with our chat, in my room.

She confided in me completely. The guy had told her, he would never visit her if someone could see his face. I found that particularly odd, but she told me, she thought he was married, so I didn't ask for more detail about him. She was already hooked and it wouldn't end well for them. I decided to sit and listen, avoiding any encouragement on the matter.

It was still early, so we decided to have a little fun before the both of us would go home for the holidays.

We knew, Alex, our next door neighbour was home- his full base surround system gave him away. A short text and half an hour later, he was in with the goodies. He whipped up some fancy cocktails, and after some Blue Lagoons, we danced like no one was watching- Alex had suggested that. It was so liberating! None of our moves had anything to do with dancing whatsoever!

Truth or dare followed as we were cooling down. Alex confessed to have been kissed by a guy friend of his, and admitted to have been too scared to face the poor lad, for two weeks after.

Andrea told us about the crush she used to have on a girl, who went to the same school when she was 17. She was all red when she spoke about it- the awkwardness on her face, as she was telling us about their make-out sessions, was priceless.

At one point later in the night, Alex hinted towards the way I looked at Andrea's ass whenever she turned around and I denied everything. They both made fun of me and Andrea started showing off her ass bending over. I got furious. They both knew I had only kissed girls before and I was uncomfortable in actually admitting that.

To my surprise, Andrea leaned towards me, caressed my jaw line with her hands and placed her soft lips onto mine. I was too stunned to react, but I was immediately caught up in the mixture of her sweet scent, her lips brushing mine softly... A tingling sensation was taking over me as her tongue parted my lips and darted inside my mouth, swirling gently as her hands were now caressing my neck. My tongue met hers in a slow dance that made me lose myself completely as a soft moan escaped my lips. Her taste was spiralling through my senses; my hands met her thighs and caressed her lean muscles, until I cupped her ass cheeks. A little oomph was followed by a light sigh, as our kiss intensified.

"Oh, my god!" Alex's voice interrupted the most intimate kiss I had ever experienced.

Andrea rose smiling. Her gaze was lustful and her eyes were flickering as she would try to find her composure.

We both met Alex's look of horror. He had realised that it would have gone further if he hadn't spoken.

"Well, I'm an idiot. Don't mind me, ladies. Carry on, I'll be on my way now." He got up and made a step forward, but then Andrea stopped him.

"You can watch, Alex. But you're only gonna watch! No touching yourself or any comments." His jaw was to the floor, his eyes met mine. I shrugged slightly, threw him an 'obey' look, and he complied. He sat back on the sofa, not making a sound, while his eyed widened, as he saw Andrea approaching me.

"Are you okay with this? It won't leave these walls, will it, Alex?" She threw him an inquisitive look.

He nodded enthusiastically. His chest was rising and falling rapidly, his arousal obvious.

Andrea then glued my body to hers as our lips met again. She was so soft and gentle; I was in awe with her determination to take things further. I contemplated the thought of telling her I had never gone further with a girl before, besides the occasional making out and slight grinding. Her fervent kiss made my uncertainty dissipate within seconds. She kept her hands on my waist, gripping at it gently as our kiss intensified. Her soft wet lips made me weak at the knees. Her tongue exploring my mouth as she moaned softly felt so velvety and sweet. I indulged in the pleasure coiling at the centre of my chest, warmth spreading through my skin, making my nipples sensitive to the friction caused by her breasts pressing on mine as she went on licking my jaw line, her teeth sinking in the skin on my neck, followed by feathered kisses. She knew what she was doing to me! Her right hand found my breast. She cupped it slightly, keeping still for a second and then went on as my gasps for air would count as permission.

Her lips would rest on my clavicle, followed by a gentle bite as she would trace its line. Her index finger was waking my nipple with little circling motions. She was taking her time in making me go insane.

A deep intake of air followed her tweak at my nipple. I hissed and bit my lower lip, leaning my head back in the process. She motioned me to the sofa facing the one Alex was now squirming. His breathing was audible now.

She kept me standing as she knelt gently to remove my leggings. Her fingers peeled them off along with my lacy panties. I was then exposed to her direct vision. She looked up at me, smiling and licking her lips, and then made me lay on the sofa. She kissed me once more, passionately as her hands found the hemline of my tank top. Her fingers rolled the top upwards, towards my breasts, where they lay for a few seconds and her hands fondled at my globes as her index fingers applied pressure on my nipples.

I was panting, by the time she peeled the top off. I lay there exposed, shaking while our eyes met. She pressed her body onto mine as her lips found my left nipple. Her tongue lapped at the nub which was begging for her attention as my chest heaved. Her teeth grazed it slightly, making it more sensitive, the sensation running down to my clit within seconds. I kept my eyes closed as she was playing with my nipples, taking her time in making me squirm and try to cause a little friction as my hips would rise and fall instinctively.

She then removed her top, exposing her gorgeous breasts. She threw her top back, in Alex's direction, who barely managed to grab it while his eyes were fixed on mine. I was in a daze, consumed by my intense arousal which was now being contemplated by both Andrea and Alex.

"Alex, what do you want Ally to do? Do you want her to touch herself while I play with her nipples?" She was removing her leggings, distracting Alex's gaze, making his eyes widen at the sight of her exposed ass. She then went round the sofa I was laying on, gazed down on me as I met her eyes. My head was leaning back, so she would kiss my lips as her hands grazed my shoulders, reaching down to my breasts.

"Touch yourself... "She whispered in my ear, biting at the lobe.

My right hand met my mound the instant her tongue licked at the base of my neck. I was no longer concerned that Alex was watching me from across the room... Andrea's hands were sending my senses into overdrive, as she would play with my nipples.

Alex was obviously enjoying the view of my body displayed so shamefully, while Andrea's hands were roaming running down from my breasts towards my tensed abdomen. My fingers were urgently sliding on top of my folds, spreading my wetness as I would repeat the movement, in feverish anticipation.

Andrea remained there, bent over the top of the sofa, pampering my breasts and biting my neck softly.

My index finger found my clit and circled the sensitive nub, tension coiling through my lower abdomen.

"Alex, wanna taste Ally's pussy and make her cum?" Andrea asked sheepishly as she was nibbling at my earlobe.

A shaking Alex approached gently, and then sunk to his knees, resting between my legs. He looked up as if asking for my permission. I nodded, lost in ecstasy, removing my fingers, allowing him to send me over the edge.

The tip of his tongue grazed the flesh, from the base, sliding slowly up to the hood of my clit, where it flicked for a few seconds, sending jolts of pleasure through me.

His tongue lapped at the folds, repeatedly, concentrating on my clitoris. The swirling effect made my moans louder and louder as Andrea's fingers were tweaking at my nipples.

He parted my pussy lips and slid a finger, starting the 'come here' motion as his lips were sucking greedily at my engorged clit.

"Come, come for us, Ally!" Andrea's words sent me over the edge and I crashed into million pieces as my screams filled the room. The shockwave hit my body so hard. I was shaking furiously as Alex's lips stayed glued to my pussy, sucking as the aftershocks would make me shudder.

I was barely coming back from my high, ears buzzing, barely able to comprehend Andrea's giggles as she told Alex she would go back to her room and leave us.

I was lying on the sofa in a complete daze, as Alex was bringing my bath robe.

"You were amazing, Ally! Thank you!" He whispered as he rose to leave. I stopped him for a second as I would find my composure.

"So, I'll see you tomorrow?" I stared at him for a second.

"I'll be here at 4 PM, to drive you to the airport, remember?" He smiled as I nodded idly.

I couldn't find any words as I walked him out. Before I closed the door, he told me he was sorry that he couldn't see me on Christmas day. That comment made me realise he meant it and somehow I realised he was fond of me. We got along really well. I was always comfortable around him.

He knew about my 'job' and never said anything about that. He was the one taking care of my tech issues and I trusted him. He made me feel like I could be myself around him.

But, his timing!

I slept unturned that night. The alarm woke me up and finally, the departure day had arrived!

I had some coffee with Andrea. We were both giddy and sad at the same time. Andrea would go back to France, to visit her family and I was going home, too.

We had never parted since moving in. Once in the hallway, Andrea's eyes got all watery and I hugged her good bye.

I went back to my room, had a look over the items I needed in handy for the trip and decided to take a shower.

I closed the glass doors of the shower to let the hot water create a little steam inside as I would remove my clothes. Setting the clothes aside, I slipped into the shower, sliding the door behind me as I tiptoed swiftly under the warm stream.

The water ran down my body as I would idly lather my skin. Slow circled motions would pattern my curves as my mind would unfold a new fantasy. I would see myself teased by soft lips dancing on my neck as hands would reach from behind and started dancing slowly on my feverish skin. The hands would trace circles around my breasts... tracing wide patterns decreasing gently as the fingers would close in on my nipples. A gasp would escape my lips as the fingers would pinch gently at first, then increasing the exquisite pressure, closing in to a sweet as well as painful tweaking.

One hand would part from my left nipple, to reach up and with a swift movement; a firm grip would pull my hair back as teeth would sink into the flesh of my neck, followed by tantalising swirls of a soft tongue.

The hand tormenting my nipples in agonising successions would lower its path towards my wanting pussy. The hand would cup my mound, press firmly and a voice would whisper into my ear "I want to make you cum."

My body shuddered as my hands would replicate the hand movements displaying in my mind. The words would be whispered by Alex's voice... I used his voice in a demanding tone, to emphasise my arousal... and it worked, so well, as I would tease my folds tracing on the underlines of my labia, applying pressure. The urgency of my fingers would spread ripples of pleasure through my entire body, causing it to curl slightly as the tension would build rapidly, bringing me on the edge of an orgasm that would send my senses into overdrive. I would hold in my urge to cross the edge, increasing my desperation for that glorious release. The "cum for me, Ally, cum for me now!" command would be produced by my insatiable mind. The thought itself would make me cross the edge and let my body crash into the most powerful orgasm! The shower walls would reverberate my cries of relief as I would slowly come back from my high!

Although Andrea was in charge of my body the night before, I chose to imagine Alex manhandling me.

I knew he had a dark side. He had an impressive erotica collection, both books and pictorials he would buy from dark fetish photographers.

Imagining him giving the command itself had triggered my orgasm, even though my arousal had reached levels I had never imagined possible. The memory of him between my legs was printed in my mind.

With a long sigh, I let the thoughts go back into their darkness. I stopped the water from running and turned to exit, unaware of the soap that had fallen to the tiles under my feet. My right foot barely touched the bubbly trail, when I lost my balance, while my leg slid in a fraction of a second. Everything went dark after that.

I remembered Alex's voice calling my name, small flashes of light would make me close my eyes, subdued to a sharp pain I felt at the back of my neck.

My gaze met the powerful light on the ceiling. The brightness sent a shockwave of pain through my forehead. It was unbearable so I closed my eyes and dozed off.

A female voice talking about home care woke me up from my slumber. I could hear Alex responding to the female voice. He was telling her he was shocked when he found me lying on the floor, shattered glass all over the bathroom floor. I struggled to open my mouth but no words were formed. I couldn't stand the pain in the back of my neck...