Michelle's Continuing Affair Ch. 04

After that, I was pretty much spent. Jacqui and I lay in bed snuggling and kissing, our arms wrapped around each other. That's how I woke up the next morning, my arm was around her and her head on my chest. I very gently pushed her off of me, trying not to wake her. I scooted myself down under the covers and very gently pushed her legs apart and buried my mouth in her sweet pussy lips. I licked, stretching my tongue as deeply into her as I could, finding her clit and nibbling on it gently. Jacqui started to moan and move her hips up to meet my searching mouth. I continued to toy with her until I was pretty sure she was fully awake from the moaning and thrusting she was doing. Then, I scooted back up and kissed her passionately, our tongues in each other's mouth.

She finally broke away from me and said, "Wow, what a way to wake up. I like it!"

"I try to please. I love you!"

"Mmm, I love you too." Then we kissed again. I couldn't help but think about Michelle and wonder if this would be the last time I'd be making love with Jacqui. Last night had been so filled with lust and need but this morning was slow and very erotic. We kissed, I nibbled and sucked on her nipples, she sucked on mine, I explored her inner folds with my fingers until neither of us could stand it any more and I rolled over her in the missionary position so we could kiss while we made love. As opposed to the raw sex from the last two nights, that morning we made long, very slow and passionate love, both of us building our orgasms gradually to a fantastic height. Jacqui's pussy was pulsing and pulling me as she always did, giving me that pleasure that only she could! Finally, after what seemed like an eternity of pleasure, Jacqui's hips locked onto mine and she shuddered and erupted around me, causing my release as well. I spurted over and over into her, feeling like it would never end. Nor did I ever want it to!

But all lovemaking does eventually have to come to an end. Again, I wondered if that was the last time I would be inside her. That thought was nearly unbearable, but not nearly so much as the thought of losing my wonderful wife, Michelle! The possibility of that was simply unimaginable that I couldn't even contemplate.

After showering and getting dressed in reasonably conservative clothes, Jacqui and I walked downstairs and had breakfast in one of the many restaurants in the Peppermill. We still had about four hours before our plane left for home, so we wandered around the casino, holding hands and putting a few dollars in an occasional slot machine. I was surprised when I actually won a fairly good jackpot, the first time it had ever happened to me. Three diamonds showed up, paying 10,000 credits. It was only a nickel machine but still, it was five hundred dollars! I hadn't ever won that much in my life, probably all together. Michelle and I went to the Wildhorse Casino out of Pendleton every so often and if we were lucky we'd come home with as much money as we took, never winning more than thirty or forty dollars. I felt that winning a jackpot like that must be a good omen for things to come!

We drove back to the airport, dropped off the rental car, went through security an hour or so ahead of our departure and then waited for our flight to load and take us home. Jacqui and I talked about our weekend, laughed about Friday night in Virginia City where she pretended to be my prostitute (she still had my thousand dollars too, or at least most of it!) I told her again how beautiful she was in the gold dress we bought Saturday. She said she doubted if she'd wear it to another square dance, which caused both of us to laugh. Her wearing it to that dance was about the most outrageous thing either of us had ever done.

After we boarded and on our flight home, I couldn't help but think about Michelle, Jacqui and myself. I was confident that Michelle was mine, but where was that going to leave me and Jacqui? If Michelle told Mike goodbye and didn't see him again as I was sure she would do, I assumed I would need to do the same with Jacqui. I turned and looked at her, sleeping beside me, her head on my shoulder. How was I going to tell this beautiful, wonderful girl goodbye? I had been honest with Jacqui and she knew this very likely may be our last time together, but that wasn't going to make it any easier when the time actually came. I took her hand in mine and closed my eyes, trying to get a little rest before we arrived back in Pasco.

After the plane landed, we picked up our luggage and I drove Jacqui home. When I dropped her off, I kissed her and said that I'd call her in the next couple days. Before I left, she handed me an envelope. I opened it, finding over $900 cash. Grinning at me, she told me, "I never intended on keeping this. Besides, I had too much fun!" I tried to get her to keep it, but she told me again that she didn't want it. I do have to admit that it was a bit of a relief that I didn't have to explain the thousand dollars to Michelle.

I drove home by myself, again thinking how I could tell her goodbye. I simply hadn't any doubt about what Michelle was going to do and I loved her deeply and couldn't imagine losing her. When I got home, her car was in the driveway, which I was very glad to see. I parked and walked in to see my wife sitting on the couch with tear streaks on her cheeks. That didn't particularly surprise me since she had just told Mike goodbye and I was sure it had been very difficult for her. I went to her, putting my arms around her to comfort her when she turned toward me and said "I love you"

"I left him. He wanted all of me, all of the time and I couldn't do that. I love you too much."

"Come on hon, let's go to bed. You know how much I love you!"

She was sniffling, trying not to cry, "How was your weekend with Jacqui? I want to hear all about it."

I couldn't help but smile at the thought of Jacqui and I that weekend, but saddened too, since I thought it was undoubtedly all in the past and I was going to tell Jacqui goodbye as well. "Let's talk about her tomorrow, right now, I just want you."

So we went to bed together. We held each other, we kissed, Michelle rested her head on my shoulder until she finally dozed off. I lay there, wondering about our future, my future with Jacqui and how I was going to talk to her. I loved her, but not enough to hurt my Michelle.

To be continued...