Miley: When Innocence Was Lost

"Let's give it a week or two before we do this again," I said from beneath the pillow. "It'll be easier next time. Let's not rush it."

She staggered out into the hall and down toward my bathroom. I thought to myself, "Fuck...I can't wait to see her again."

Sadly, though, that never happened. Just days afterward, she signed on to play the lead in a movie being shot far away. With that, she packed up, took off and did the movie star thing for several months. After that was a worldwide tour to promote her most recent CD, which had dropped right around the time the movie started filming. I was happy for her success, I guess. I just didn't expect our first time was gonna be our only time.

She's such a sex kitten and party chick now that I don't know whether the innocence that once attracted me to her is even there anymore; maybe it's been lost to time...to fame. But now, every time I share my bed with a woman, Miley's the benchmark. She's whom I measure them all against.

And when a woman asks why I've got deep scars on my back, I have a story to tell.