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I'm straight.
I'm married.
I'm a man.
I'm not gay.
Yet...
Eventually...the hunger returns.
I try to ignore it.
I try to resist it.
But once I am on the road again, my other head controls my thoughts and the cycle begins again.
As I drive over to suck a eighteen year old high school student in his garage while his parents are asleep in the house (the risk an added dimension of excitement), with a big eight inch dick if the photo he sent me is real (they usually are)...I don't feel guilt...only hunger.
The reality is impossible to refute.
I'm
A
Straight
Married
Cocksucker
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!
!
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The End
- COMMENTS
Slaveslutpatty69about 1 month agoSo am I . Very well written and researched. This slut so loves Your stories
Anonymous4 months agoI have known since I was 20 that I desired hard cock, but never acted on it until nearly 40 years later. But in the past few years, I have indulged my desire — no, my need — to periodically get on my knees and thoroughly suck a nice, hard cock. If I'm honest, I don't much enjoy sucking smaller ones; only 6" and above for this cocksucker.
This piece perfectly describes me, minus CL, which doesn't work any longer for us cocksuckers. I have fantasies about being able to do this more openly, of becoming known as an excellent cocksucker, or even better, finding a scene where I can be naked (I always prefer to be naked, though it's not always possible) and sucking cock after cock after cock.
It's a bummer that society still considers married cocksuckers like us shameful. There are a LOT of us out here, and a LOT more who would try it if they dared. I have almost started to think it's a part of normal, older male sexuality.
Feel free to email me at bluechamisa (at) proton (dot) me if you'd like to swap sexy stories or chat.
Anonymous7 months agoThis perfectly describes the experience. How did you write it so well? I recently got on PREP in case this happens to me again. I never want my stupid addiction to put my gf at risk.
Anonymous9 months agoAs you mentioned STDs are always the biggest concern to anyone in a stable relationship. Any casual encounter is risky, even if they are regularly tested. There’s no way to be sure.
I remember a guy that told me: if you want to enjoy other women, avoid picking up girls, hire an escort. Their body is like the car of a limo driver: if the car is not perfect, you may still ride a few customers but when it stops so is your cashflow…
In the case of our urges, is more complicated, specially because the emotional rush, we won’t take the cum donor to bathroom and wash and check the cock before sucking. And sucking with a condom is really disgusting…
Play safe, your health first, married or not
Anonymousabout 1 year agoSomeone commented on here that no one discusses STD's in the comment. This was the #1 reason for many years that I never acted on a long time fantasy of experiencing oral with a guy. If you are married, it should be a very real worry, unless you have ZERO sex at home! After years of thinking about sucking a cock and not acting on it, it only took 6 encounters, with 3 cocks (2, 1 & 3 times). Only one guy I swallowed the three times. One guy was married, the other two gay. I suspect the one I swallowed gave me the STD, it is possible that one of the other two had something in their "precum" and I got it that way. They all claimed they were negative when I let then know...which is impossible as I had never been with anyone outside of them in the past 30 years, it had to be one of them. In any case, I gambled based on feed back from the partners that they were safe and careful etc, but the fact of the matter is that even if the partner feels they are safe and STD free, if they cannot tell you when their last test was and how many partners they may have been with since their last test, the odds are STD's/STI's will catch up with you as they could have something and not even know it yet. It only took me these 3 partners...but how many encounters did those guys have? Needless to say I'm now much more direct if an opportunity arises and if a guy can't tell me when he last tested and how often he tested and won't share how many partners he has been with since his last test...I move on, especially if he admits to anonymous encounters, too risky for me. Of course, the guys can always lie, and so you have to have some faith they are being truthful, but it is still a risk you take. If you don't feel comfortable with a potential partner, then trust your thinking head (and don't follow the swollen head) and stay safe. I haven't been with a partner since my diagnosis and treatment (lucky it was treatable) and it gave me pause for thought. If my wife had all of a sudden decided to become amorous again before I realized I had picked up an STD and I had passed this on...well let's say, I was very lucky. So be very careful and take precautions. A question I ask myself is whether a married guy would be safer to be with or are they more likely to not be forth coming with testing etc? Not really sure if they would be more responsible in taking precautions or would a gay guy who is open and probably tests more regularly and perhaps takes more precautions such as anti viral drugs, uses condoms etc. I do suspect it was one of the non married guys who infected me, but I'll never know for sure. I so wish we never had to worry about this nasty aspect of sexual pleasure! All this said...the urge remains strong and I'll probably act on it again at some point. Wouldn't it be great to have a very close long time friend who felt the same way and we could work something out to exclusively help each other out...what a dream that would be. Stay safe gentlemen!
