Mothers and Daughters Ch. 16

As Felicia saw it her hold on Jed consisted of three elements: her beauty, her social skills and the fact that Jed truly loved her. All of the bimbos lacked her social skills so that even those who were as pretty as or prettier than her were truly no competition and she was safe.

In contrast to them, Vera was a formidable threat. Although Felicia believed she still had superior social skills to Vera, still Vera was a professional and owner of her own accounting firm. At the celebratory party, Felicia could see that Vera could hold her own in high society. Thus Felicia's superior social skills would not be discernible enough as a factor for Jed to unequivocally prefer her over Vera on that basis alone.

Besides, Felicia knew Vera to be at least eight plus years younger and in addition she had to admit that Vera was probably prettier. Such current physical beauty would negate Felicia's perceived advantage in social skills. So it boiled down to that Felicia's overall advantage over Vera was the fact that Jed still loved her but Felicia could see that such advantage was in peril and could easily slip away.

Vera's obvious ace in the hole was that she was sexual; not just sexual but smolderingly sexual. And it appeared that Jed was enchanted by the sexuality of Vera. Although Felicia was appalled at the brazenness of the sex in the video still she could sense that Jed was eager for it. So it does not take rocket science to deduce that the longer the affair between Jed and Vera lasted then Jed's love for her would start to diminish. Eventually all of his love would naturally transfer to Vera and then she, Felicia, would be toast.

To avoid such an awful outcome, Felicia knew she would have to have a sexual relationship with Jed to combat what he got from Vera. And it had to be way better than the passive non passionate sex that she had previously experienced with him. To save her marriage she knew she had to rid herself of her frigidity. She turned to Dr Janet Bivens, as a last ditch effort to change her outlook and reaction to sex.

Felicia had previously consulted Dr Bivens, a renowned psychiatrist specializing in sexual dysfunctions. Felicia had undergone in the past some very intense sessions in an effort to become more sexual but had failed. Nevertheless Felicia kept seeing Dr Bivens on an infrequent but regular basis, and kept her fully apprised of everything going on in her life.

Dr Bivens used some unusual treatment techniques some of which were not approved by her professional peers. Still Dr Bivens had a remarkable success rate. Felicia believed her sexual problems were so acute that if anyone could help it could only be Dr Bivens. If she could not help, then there was no hope.

So after the initial greeting at the therapist's office, Felicia said:

"I have brought with me a copy of a video showing my husband having sex with two other women simultaneously at a sex club he belongs to. In light of my frigidity problems, as you know I had made a pact with Jed that I would not object to him having sex with other women so long as he does not bring scandal upon us. Not to leave anything to chance I retained a private investigator, a certain Ellery Snodgrass, so that I would have information I could use to ensure the preservation of my marriage."

Dr. Bivens replied:

"So I gather that this video contains a problem you had not anticipated?"

Felicia continued:

"Exactly! I want you to watch this video which has been edited down to 15 minutes from the total copy my investigator had obtained. There is enough in it for you to discern the concerns I have as it relates to my marriage."

Dr Bivens' consulting office contained a TV and accompanying DVD player, so the video was duly played.

When it was over, Dr Bivens asked:

"One of those women seems to be Pamela Rose, the famous singer. Is it indeed her?"

"Yes it is indeed Pamela Rose and actually as I understand it, it was she that ordered the recording. Apparently this sex club offers such service for its members."

"I see. So is that your concern that your husband is having sex with Pamela Rose, which might jeopardize your marriage?"

"No I'm not concerned about her at all, as I think it is quite obvious in this video there is no chemistry between my husband and her. Besides as I understand it, Pamela is a long standing member of this club and has no favorites. It is the other woman I'm worried about."

"Oh, is that so? Who is she, and why your concern?"

"Her name is Vera Starikovich and she is my husband's accountant. When I made my agreement with Jed I was not overly concerned if he had sex with a lot of women. If he continued having sex with a variety of women with no obvious preference, it would mean he would not develop a romantic interest in any of them. In such cases I believed my marriage would be safe.

However with this whore, I am most concerned. For one thing she is not empty headed and Jed regards her professional skills highly. So highly that he switched his accounting needs from Price Waterhouse, a highly respected and well regarded accounting firm, to her as she started her own firm from scratch as a result. I've also met her at a party she gave celebrating the opening of her firm and I was most impressed by her business acumen.

At this party I was lulled into believing there was no sexual attraction between them, but this video shows otherwise. As they both have offices in the Sears Tower, Ellery has kept up surveillance in the past several weeks. Every Wednesday morning they are seen to enter the building for their business day, but Ellery swears that neither of them exits the building subsequently, until the end of the business day Thursday.

I know for a fact that Jed has a special extra room adjacent to his office with private shower facilities as well as containing a futon that can be converted into a bed. I infer that they are having sexual relations every Wednesday night/Thursday morning; although I have no such actual proof given that security measures of the building and of Jed's office preclude Ellery from getting concrete evidence of the same."

Dr Bivens sought clarification:

"I take it that his staying at his office overnight on Wednesdays is a new development in his day-to-day routine?"

Felicia replied:

"Indeed! I noted it was the very first Wednesday after the visit to this TLR orgy that Jed informed me that he would not be henceforth coming home on Wednesdays. I know he hates to lie to me outright, so he gave no reason for his absences, as I did not probe.

As some three months have since passed, I can with certainty say that he has now had more sex with this bitch than with any other woman except me. I fear if there is no let up in this affair he will want and demand a divorce in favor of marrying her."

Dr Bivens responded:

"I see! Judging by the video clip you've shown me I can see that your fears are justified. So how do you feel about it?"

"I can't allow that slut to steal my husband from me. I believe my husband still actually loves me but if he keeps fucking this bitch exclusively I'm going to lose his love. If he was fucking other women as well I would not be so overly concerned but I notice he has foregone his quarterly visit to Dallas to participate in a TLR orgy. He has rarely missed such a quarterly visit. In addition Ellery reports that as far as he could tell, Jed has unlikely had sex with any other woman since that visit; his sexual activity seems to have been confined to Wednesday nights."

Dr Bivens asked:

"I see. This does sound very ominous indeed. What do you intend to do about it?"

"I've given careful thought on this problem. The only solution I can come up with is that I must be prepared to have meaningful sex with Jed. That really is the only true hold this cunt has over me. If I can fuck just as reasonably well as her then I'm pretty sure I can get Jed back. So that's why I'm here. I want to get rid of my aversion to sex so I can have my husband back again."

Dr Bivens asked a little skeptically:

"We have tried intensive sexual therapy before. And we have had prolonged therapy over the past several years as well; but all to no avail. So what makes you think this time you'll be successful?"

Felicia earnestly replied:

"I think in the past I felt totally secure of Jed's love for me. When we first had sex, and Jed saw how abysmal I was at it, I explained my horrible past that accounted for my frigidity. His first reaction was to swear revenge on the three men who had raped me during my junior year in high school. From Ellery's services I have discovered that Jed did indeed exact revenge. Those men today are penniless homeless vagrants needing to rely on charity for their existence. That Jed was instrumental in the downfall of these men reinforced my impression of his solid love for me.

His devotion to me lulled me into believing that no matter how many other women he might have sex with, he would always ultimately love me. With such mindset I believe I had no sense of urgency in my previous therapy sessions. I was content with my lot. Yes the fact that Jed would make love to other women did indeed hurt my self esteem, but I knew I could live with that so long as I remained Number One in his heart.

However I recognize that this Vera Starikovich bitch can change Jed's feelings towards me. I have the impression that I've only a few months window of opportunity left to get Jed back before he falls hopelessly into that whore's clutches. I'm prepared to do anything I must do to keep Jed, and as I see it I must become sexual.

Therefore, I know I'll succeed this time in therapy. I have the necessary resolve"

Dr Bivens responded:

"Fair enough Felicia. In this video I note there's a scene where this Starikovich woman has planted her mouth covering Ms Rose's anus. She sucks up all the semen ejaculated by your husband's sodomy. Then she proceeds to orally exchange the sperm by kissing Ms Rose, while your husband looks on. So tell me what is your reaction in watching this?"

Felicia warmly replied:

"Yuk! It's disgusting and depraved! It is hard to imagine Jed enjoying this. And I thought until now that Pamela Rose was a decent woman."

Dr Bivens observed:

"Well Felicia now you know how far you must go before you're ready to win back your husband sexually. When this scene is no longer disgusting in your mindset; when you actually enjoy the notion of acting sexually like this; when you actually wish to participate in sex in such a way, then you will be ready to attract and secure your husband back.

Contrary to the approval of the American Psychiatric Association, I have devised a thorough sex therapy program designed to change the sexual outlook of women who are frigid. It includes viewing extensive sexual videos produced under strict clinical guidelines. These videos are not the typical ubiquitous porno videos meant to simply titillate the viewer.

Instead these videos were produced under strict supervision at the 'sex' laboratory of the psychology department of the University where I acquired my PHD. These videos are instructional and the participants are not porn stars or professional sex workers, but student volunteers.

The videos give detailed and graphic instructions on the optimum sexual techniques and sexual positions. They include commentary by the participants detailing what they found pleasurable and what they did not. These videos are meant to dispel sexual myths, fears and phobias to help the patient viewing them establish a desire to obtain ultimate sexual pleasure free of any needless inhibitions."

Felicia interrupted:

"I don't recall you having me look at such videos in past sessions."

De Bivens continued:

"I know Felicia. These video aids are the cutting edge for treatment of sexual dysfunction. They have not yet been approved by either the American Psychiatric Association, or the American Psychological Association. However in due course, as I and likeminded colleagues hopefully achieve clinical proven successes with the aid of these videos then I believe the use of such videos will become standard therapy."

Felicia exclaimed:

"Oh so I'm going to be a guinea pig for new scientific breakthrough research. Kind of makes me feel special! I like that idea."

Dr Bivens continued:

"In addition to watching the videos you will be given lots of homework assignments involving utilizing sexual toys to assist in masturbation for the purpose to revitalize your latent libido. And of course there will be extensive one-on-one therapy sessions with me as well as what I would deem useful group therapy sessions depending on how you respond to the proposed treatment. I expect if you do make the sincere effort, you should be able to function sexually to your husband's satisfaction within six months. I can't of course guarantee it but given your motivation success is a realistic prospect."

Felicia replied:

"OK let's get on with it. I'm ready as I'll ever be. I'm determined to secure my husband and not let that whore steal him away from me. She will soon find out that it will not be so easy to get him for herself!"

With such ambition, Felicia devoted all her energies to conquer her frigidity under Dr Bivens care and treatment. The breakthrough came as she was able to subconsciously accept she was not in way responsible for her sexual misfortunes. She was a victim to worthless men and it was a pity one of them was her father. Her mind had always intellectually and consciously accepted Jed's love but always in the back of her subconscious mind was the feeling that she was unclean for him; damaged goods.

Dispelling that notion completely more than anything else paved the way for her to regain a healthy sexual desire. She realized her sexual desires were kept hidden under layers and layers of disgusting and unpleasant sexual memories of what had happened to her.

Viewing Dr Bivens' videos were very helpful. The fact that the participants were not paid sex workers but every day ordinary individuals who enjoyed their sexual participation planted the seed that sex was wonderful. With the masturbation assignments, Felicia discovered the presence of her libido. She developed and nurtured her sexual desires and she actually experienced her very first orgasm! And it was wonderful!

After some six months therapy she felt herself healed. She no longer viewed Vera's cumswapping with Pamela as disgusting and she knew without a doubt that she was now capable of committing equivalent erotic sex acts. And better yet, she was eager to try it! Felicia knew she would have to act soon as Jed and Vera's affair had now lasted nine months and there was no let-up in sight. If she delayed much longer the goal of luring Jed back might not longer be possible.

Their 17th wedding anniversary was coming up the following Thursday night and she decided that was the time to act. Jed had agreed to an at home special dinner to celebrate. She could sense his reluctance as no doubt he could foresee no enjoyment in it. Of course he agreed to participate probably as a result of a guilty conscience especially since it would follow immediately presumably after his regular weekly sex encounter with Vera.

There is no traditional anniversary gift associated with one's 17th wedding anniversary. However some modern merchant retailers have tried to instill the notion that furniture would be an appropriate gift idea for such anniversary. This gave Felicia the idea of how to seduce her unsuspecting husband and win him back to her arms.

Despite the fact that they rarely if at all had any sex between them, they still slept in the same bed in the same master bedroom of their mansion. As Jed would be away all Wednesday night/Thursday morning engaged in philandering with Vera in his office, Felicia had the opportunity to redecorate this bedroom more suitably to accommodate an old fashioned four poster bed complete with curtains. She had found this bed several weeks previously and determined this was what would suit her plans perfectly.

When the evening arrived, Felicia had dismissed the household staff until Monday. She arranged for their children to stay at Jed's sister's home. Her sister-in-law ensured that she would see to it they would go to school the next day. She further agreed to keep the kids for the weekend and see them off to school Monday morning before Felicia would take over again.

Felicia was obviously banking on success of her seduction of her husband. It might have been optimistic on her part, but Felicia was of the view that nothing kills successful planning faster than the lack of preparation for success.

Felicia had ordered a specially catered meal. She had carefully planned the menu to include ingredients that were known to enhance one's sex drive: such as celery, pumpkin seeds, sauerkraut, bananas, almonds, avocados and figs. The meal was very sumptuous and put Jed into a great happy mood. The conversation was sparkling and witty and reminded Jed why he was married to Felicia in the first place. His predominant thought throughout the meal and conversation was that if only Felicia could be half as sexually satisfying as Vera he would have no problem staying faithful to his wedding vows.

As the meal ended, Jed presented Felicia his anniversary gift: a beautiful diamond necklace from Tiffany's. It was very stylish, sophisticated in beauty but not gaudy or garish. The gift pleased Felicia very much. As Felicia estimated that this necklace was worth in excess of $20K in value, she reasoned if he cared enough to still gift her with such expensive jewelry, he must still have regard for her and still could be won over.

'Well here goes' she thought to herself. After thanking him profusely for his gift, she said:

"Jed darling I've obtained a special gift as well which I hope you'll like. However it will take a little time for me to properly present it to you. Will you be good enough to take five minutes to finish your wine and desert, and when the five minutes are up please come to the our bedroom where I'll have it ready for you to show it.

Please don't come before the five minutes are up, but then come as quickly as you can. Also please knock on the door before you come in so I'll know you've arrived, but you need not wait for me to verbally ask you to come in."

Jed was naturally intrigued by her mysteriousness, but he was prepared to obey her instructions so as not to spoil whatever her intentions. Having spent the previous night in Vera's company, he was not inclined to disappoint Felicia on their anniversary; a tiny bit of guilty conscience had crept into his brain as he had to admit he was having a very pleasant evening with his wife.

When the time limit expired, he got up to the room, knocked on the door and entered. Once inside he immediately saw that the room had been redecorated and the familiar king size bed was replaced by an ornate four poster bed complete with curtains drawn. Jed was a devotee of antique furniture and the changes effected by Felicia were to his liking. He was especially enamored of the bed as he had occasionally mentioned to Felicia his partiality towards them. He just had not ever bothered to acquire one since furniture purchases had not been a priority to him.

He did not see Felicia, but he assumed she was on the bed invisible to him because of the drawn curtains.

Sure enough he heard Felicia say as her voice emanated from the bed: "Welcome Jed to your new bed. I've consulted modern etiquette suggestions and guidelines to elegant living and I find that the appropriate anniversary present associated to one's 17th wedding celebration is: believe it or not, but furniture. I know you've always indicated you have loved antique four poster beds but we've not for one reason or another got around to getting one. This bed I found is a modernized replica of what the monarchs of France had at the palace in Versailles. I hope you like it."