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"Oh, God, give me the strength to say no for I am destined to lead my son astray down that dark road that I never wanted to take but was forced to travel."
As if being bitten by a sexual vampire, no doubt, my uncle and cousin helped to make me into the sexual predator that I am today. Having never even seen a cock, never mind touched a cock until that fateful day, they forced me to touch their cocks, hold their cocks, stroke their cocks, and suck their cocks before fucking their cocks. Now that I know all the damage that happened to me, am I willing to pervert my son for the sake of my selfish sexual satisfaction? Looking for a shred of justification, being that I've experienced the twisted lust called incest from both sides, I should know better but don't. Instead, I tell myself that it's just as much my son's fault for teasing me as it is my fault for teasing him. I tell myself lies for the comfort for me not to think that I'm the incestuous slut that I am. By justifying the incestuous act as the right thing to do, I lie to myself so that I'll have sex with my son.
"How dare I! I'm no good. I'm evil," I whispered to myself so that my son, James, wouldn't hear his mother chastising herself as he slept on the couch before me.
Wearing just a light, thin, tee shirt and pajama bottoms without underwear, clearly, I could see the outline of his cock. Unable to stop myself from staring at his bulging prick, he was starting to get an erection.
To be continued...
- COMMENTS
Foxterot7aabout 1 year agoThis is an unusual opening. I rated this Chapter 5 stars because of the strong psychological, sociological and psychiatric impact that a forced incestous relationship can have on an individual. In real life, I have no problem with mutually consensual incestuous relationships. A mutually consensual relationship is one in which each individual willingly and freely enters upon. There is no positional powerplay, There is no fear of emotional abandonment if one chooses not to enter into the relationship. There is no threat or fear of emotional and/or physical harm if one chooses no to enter into the relationship. Finally, each person must be self-aware, self-confident, possess a solid ego and id to the extent that guilt, shame, self-loathing, self-doubt, self-recrimination and jealousy can be overcome with resulting psychological damage. Each person must be of legal age. Finally, there must be adoration, chemistry. respect, emotional and sexual sensitivity among the participants.
dgowrealmost 11 years agoYou have such a way with words, Susan, which seem to flow endlessly and effortlessly from your pen. I have to fight for each single word! How I envy you.
Biensonanteover 11 years agoRegistered just because of you, very nice story, wanting the next chapter so bad
michs28over 11 years agoSusan you but so much of yourself into your stories, But guess what, you are a good person. Others abused you, you didn't do anything wrong! You are not broken!
