My Birthday Romance

Then he vanished again. I was not going to pursue him. Last week he contacted me again and asked if he could send me something. I said yes. He didn't ask me how I was, didn't offer any social or personal niceties. He just sent a URL to a new porn video site with a guy rimming a chick and fucking her from the rear.

It didn't impress me in the least. In fact, it turned me off. Same old. I've changed since Adam and his trick backfired. It made me grow up. It made me value myself, and it taught me boundaries and standards. And it left him alone, again.

Oh I still intend to do all of those things, every single one and more. I'm still looking for a special guy to give me more than I can imagine. But this time, I know it will happen. I'm grateful for what happened - I got an education about guys, about sex, about myself. I know so much more how to please a man, how to ask for what I want. Make no mistake: That's exactly what's gonna happen from now on.

As for Adam, I didn't even email him back. He played with fire and got burned. I imagine him as some poor fat sweaty slob with a potbelly and bulging eyes from watching too much computer porn. But I do wish him well.

Me, I've moved on - not in anger, either. It wasn't personal, I know that now. I'm hotter than ever, wiser than before, and ready for new adventures. I'm sexy, confident, lusty, open-minded, intelligent, and sassy. I can handle the fire this time. Just you wait; my next birthday, I have plans. Big juicy plans. Mmmmm yes.

My name is Lilith. I am a cougar. You know it, babe.