My First (Time) Taboo Ch. 36

"No," Monica said maybe more loudly than she should have, but she didn't look as freaked at least as she had a few moments earlier. "No, thanks, we can talk more about it some other time."

I said, "I'd like that."

I hopped up stairs, just out of site and then listened from around the corner. Kristen was standing there too. Jill was still standing in front of the door as planned so Monica couldn't just walk out. Jill looked so hot. She was dressed to kill. She had this very low cut shirt that she would normally wear a camisole under, but she was instead showing off her ample cleavage. She had on these amazing tight pants and these sexy boots and I loved it that Kristen whispered, "Mom looks hot," as soon as I got there.

First Jill started talking small talk with Monica, but it seemed totally natural, and I was a little surprised I'll admit that Jill seemed so confident. Then Jill said, "I think my niece might have a little crush on you."

Monica sounded defensive, "What makes you say that?"

"Oh, I can just tell, the way she spoke to you there at the end, the fact that she was trying to show her body off to you."

"I didn't notice," Monica lied.

"Oh now don't fib," Jill said. "No one could miss that body."

Monica let out a little chirp of a laugh and said, "Well that much is true, and it looks like it runs in the family."

This was going so amazing, but it was short lived. I don't know what happened, but soon Monica was leaving. Jill later said she just chickened out, but I think Monica was too afraid as well. They had seemed to flirt for a while though. We talked to Monica later and she admitted she found Jill attractive, but she was not about to get involved with her. I think the four of us were all disappointed, but it wasn't the end of the world for sure.

Okay so the very next day Candice shows up at our house. All four of us were there. She said she just stopped by to say hello because she was driving by, but I don't know, she seemed different. I can't explain it. The five of us all sat and talked for a while in the living room and then Kristen and I went upstairs. I was certain that Candice would have liked to talk to either mom or me alone, and I was also certain that my mom wasn't about to let Candice know that Kristen and Jill were in on the whole thing, or that they were a part of it really. So I had Kristen call for Jill to come upstairs.

As soon as Jill did Kristen explained why to her, and I actually lay down on the balcony listening to mom and Candice downstairs. They talked small talk for a bit longer, until Candice finally said, "I haven't been able to get what happened last with us out of my mind."

My mom said, "Well I hope you don't think less of me or Lucy."

Candice was quick to say no. But then she was quiet for a bit before she finally said, "I never thought it would happen. Have the two of you been okay?"

My mom lied, "We just act like it never happened, not that we didn't both enjoy it. We did. We were both happy to do that for you."

"It seemed like it was more than just for me," Candice said.

I peeked up and saw my mom smiling. I was a little nervous for her, but she seemed totally calm. Finally my mom said, "Well I know Lucy and I had a special experience for sure."

Candice leaned forward and put her hand on my mom's leg. "Have you . . . been tempted to do anymore together?"

My mom put her hand on Candice's hand. "No I haven't Candice, and I doubt Lucy has either. We've hardly talked about it since. It was just a magical night that we shared with you, one that I will never forget. It was just this lustful fantasy."

"I understand, it was magical, I haven't been able to stop thinking about the two of you. I've been dating Gabi now for a little while, and we've been intimate, but . . ."

My mom rubbed her hand and said, "Candice, I'm seeing someone else." I couldn't see Candice's face, but I could tell by how her shoulders lowered that she seemed defeated. And then my mom said, "If the three of us did something again, it could only be sex, and nothing more."

I was instantly wet.

Candice said, "Oh Patty, I wouldn't want to force you two, I mean, I care for both of you. I realize that a relationship now between us, what with all that Lucy . . ." She trailed off and actually took her hand away from my mom's. I think she was regretting even bringing it up. "Maybe this was a bad idea coming over here."

Then my mom surprised me and said, "Candice, I've thought about that night a lot. I admit I have been tempted to touch Lucy again. I've even had fantasies about catching her with someone and joining in."

"With Kristen?" Candice asked.

I think my mom got scared for a second. Her eyes definitely showed her nervousness. She must have wondered if I had told Candice about me and Kristen. Not knowing, my mom simply said, "Oh now that is a very dirty thought." She said it smiling, but acted surprised.

Candice said, "I could be wrong, but I'm pretty sure the two of them have been involved. I don't know anything though. Just a feeling, and maybe a desire on my part."

"Ooooh, you have a thing for Kristen, huh?" my mom asked.

"Well I've always thought Jill was hot, to be honest, and Kristen is just a young version of her, just like Lucy is a little you."

"Maybe we should have a huge five person orgy," my mom teased.

Candice put her hand on her own chest and let out a little sigh, "That would be unreal. Now who is being the dirty girl now?"

My mom leaned forward and kissed Candice and they started making out. They kissed for a little bit and then Candice broke it off and she stood up.

"What's wrong?" my mom asked.

"It's just that anyone could come down stairs," Candice said. She put her hand to her lips. It was cute. It was like she was savoring my mom's lips against hers. I could see it in her face.

"What if I said I didn't care?" my mom said standing. "What if I told you I've lusted for my niece and would love to watch you make love to her?"

"Oh Patty," Candice said. They started kissing again. I realized then that I had been rubbing myself for a little while. I wanted so badly to see them both make love as I watched from the balcony just like years ago. They took a breath and Candice asked, "And you join us?"

"I'm not sure if that could ever happen, but . . ." my mom started, but then they started kissing again.

I about couldn't stand it. I rolled over and sat up and put my hand on my breast and felt my heart beating so fast. I jumped up and walked down the stairs, and when I came around the corner into the living room, Candice and my mom were still making out and Candice was squeezing my mother's breasts above her shirt.

I coughed and they stopped and looked at me. "Sorry I didn't realize," I said pretending to be surprised.

Candice looked embarrassed and my mom was giving me a funny look. She knew I was up to something. I walked up between them and put my hand on their shoulders. "Doesn't this just remind me of a wonderful night not too long ago. Actually come to think of it, it also reminds me of a sexy night many years ago." When I said that I took my hands down and tugged on their shirts right at their cleavage.

Candice looked at my mom and said, "Oh shit, we're busted."

And I said, "And busty," and my hands gently squeezed both their breasts.

My mom pulled away and said sternly, "Lucy, your Aunt and cousin could come down at any moment."

I stopped what I was doing and just leaned into Candice and said, "Sorry, but I got so horny when I saw the two of you kissing.

Candice put her arm around me and held me tight to her and said, "It's my fault Patty, I probably should have never come over tonight."

"I'm glad you did," I said.

"Me too," my mom said and reached out and took Candice's hand. We all sort of stood their staring at one another. No one wanted to say it, but we were all thinking it. Finally my mom said, "If Jill and Kristen weren't here I think we might have another wild night."

"I'd really like that," Candice said.

We decided to make plans to do it again. To speed things up I'll say nothing much happened that night, but mom and I walked her out to her car and it was dark by then. We talked out there for a long time and when my mom wasn't close (as she saw something messed up with one of our shrubs out front) Candice asked me if I had ever done anything with Kristen. I told her I had, but to not tell my mom. I loved pretending to have all these secrets it was fun.

Then the three of us stood outside and talked for a while until Candice finally said, "I just can't wait to make love to the two of you again. That was absolutely the most exciting amazing night of my life."

"It was definitely crazy," my mom said.

I looked at my mom and said, "And wonderful."

"Yes," my mom said and she looked like she was getting horny. "It was wonderful."

Candice let out a big sigh, sensing the sexual tension and we both smiled at her. She said, "You two touching one another made me lose my mind." She kissed my mom goodnight, and then she kissed me. It was sort of daring, though it was late and dark, and no one seemed to be around, but still daring. It made me horny enough that after I kissed Candice I put my arm around my mom and squeezed her boob again.

My mom said, "Lucy," like she was shocked, but Candice said, "Oh shit, that is such a turn on."

When we went inside I found out my mom was actually shocked. She reminded me that we needed to be careful so no one would find out our secret. I said, "I love you mom. I wish we didn't have to keep that secret." I moved in close to her and put my arms around her. She did the same.

"I can't wait to make love to you in front of Candice again," Mom said.

I didn't say anything I just kissed her.

We went upstairs to have sex and walked in on Jill fucking Kristen. Kristen was on her back with her legs spread and Jill had the strap-on sliding in and out of her. They were both completely naked and looked so sexy. I stepped to join them, but mom took me by the hand and led me out. She said, "Let them have their time alone."

I understood. In fact I was happy to have my mom alone too.

Mom and I had the best sex that night. It was very slow and loving, but that night I dreamed that my mom fucked me with a strap-on, at first in front of my cheer squad while they watched and yes cheered, it was so dumb, but then suddenly I was at a basketball game and I was sitting in the stands fucking my mom and all the crowd around us was watching and it was scary not sexy. Weird dream.

I told mom when I woke up and she thought it was sexy.

Speaking of cheer, so the older sister of one of the girls on my squad was at one of the last basketball games and she was sort of flirty with me. Now this girl had gone to the same school where I teach, but it was before I ever taught there and so I figure she is free game. Problem is her sister is still running track for me now and I wouldn't want her to even know I am a lesbian so, yea real problem there. Now that said I didn't even know if she was really interested in me or not, but she had been hanging around at the meets and she definitely was giving me a lot of attention. I mean maybe she just wants to be friends, but I was sensing more. So one meet I decided to try and get her to admit something to me. I know I have a girlfriend, and in all honesty I was not looking to do anything more than maybe get her excited for me (her name is Tabitha by the way), but yea I love flirting and teasing so, I just wondered you know. That said if she did want to do something I wasn't sure I would turn her down either LOL.

It took me a while to figure out how, but I brought up the fact that I had a lesbian on my cheer squad. I thought that might be a way to get the conversation going, but no luck. So then I asked her if she ran track just because I was running out of things to talk about and you know what she says to me. She says, "Yes I did, I was a senior when Kylee was a freshman."

Yea, I sort of freaked right then, but was doing everything I could not to show it. So obviously she knew Kylee, the same Kylee that I sat in a car with and masturbated. (Now remember the girl was out of school and I never touched her.) But did this girl know that happened. I really hoped not, because I really thought I could trust Kylee with that, but at the same time I was wondering if Tabitha was bringing this up because she wanted to do the same. So stressed right then.

So I said, "Oh yea I loved her. She was such a great kid, great runner too. And her friend Jordan, did you know her too?"

Tabitha smiled at me so cute and said, "Oh yea, Jordan, she was super sweet. I wish you would have been my coach in school. Sam thinks you're amazing."

Samantha was her sister. I smiled and said thanks, and was still really nervous about what she knew, but I got busy timing for a while and she left me alone for a bit. But then she said later when we were alone, "Kylee's dating someone now."

"Oh is she, that's great," I said faking a smile and hoping it wasn't obvious.

"Anyone I know?" I asked.

She said a girl's name, but it was no one I knew. Still the fact that it was a girl led me to believe that Tabitha was probably into girls if not a lesbian.

She continued, "I actually sort of had a crush on her and never knew she was into girls at all, until it was too late."

"Oh we've all been there," I said, "Seems like the good ones are always taken."

"Are you taken?" Tabitha asked.

Right then Samantha ran up to me and asked me about warming up. I talked with her for a bit, but I kept finding myself looking at Tabitha. I felt so nervous. When Sam left I sort of ignored Tabitha's question and asked her one instead. "So does Sam know you are a lesbian?"

Tabitha smiled at me and then moved in close to me. We were both leaning on the fence that circled the track. Both of us were looking out at runners who were running by, but we'd glance at each other from time to time during our conversation. "Yea, well she knows I have messed around with girls yes. She also suspects you are." I guess I wasn't as good at keeping a secret as I thought. Also I wasn't as good of an actor as I thought as she read my thoughts right then. She continued, "Oh I don't think most of the girls know. But Sam and Megan talked with me about it one day."

Megan was the lesbian cheerleader I have.

I guess I was off my guard, because I suddenly asked, "What did Kylee tell you?"

Tabitha said, "Well she always talked about how sexy you were." I looked at her and I actually blushed. I felt so defenseless and nervous, but when I looked at her smile I felt a sort of comfort in it. I was normally the confident person, but she was disarming me for sure. "And how beautiful," she laughed for a second and when she looked away from me I saw her blush when she added, "and how blessed you were."

I don't know why, but seeing how she was reacting made me feel confident again. She was obviously into me. I didn't say anything. I was starting to feel bad for leading her on. There was this strange awkward silence then, and I looked down at my clip board and wrote a few things down preparing to take times for the next race of my runners. Then we both started to talk at the same time and then both said, "You first." It was totally cute.

She said, "And she did say also how amazing and sweet you were, and how much she looked up to you. And I guess when I saw you for the first time and now after talking with you, I can totally see why she had a crush on you."

I blushed again, darn her. "Tabitha, I do have a girlfriend."

I could see the disappointment in her face and it made me feel super sad.

"Of course you do," Tabitha said.

"But believe me if I didn't . . ." I paused and she looked at me square in the eyes. "You seem great. I would totally go on a date with you if I wasn't taken."

"Is it the same girl you were seeing when you and Kylee had your fling in the car?"

SHIT!! Wow I didn't see that coming at all. I wasn't about to let her have the upper hand though. "Yes same girl, and I wouldn't call it a fling. We never did anything together."

I think she could tell I was being defensive, because she said, "Oh I wasn't suggesting that you cheated on your girlfriend. Kylee didn't go into details either, she just . . . sorry."

"It's okay," I said, not really sure what else to say.

"Well your girlfriend is a very lucky girl, and so was Kylee too, I guess, just not as lucky." Tabitha smiled at me and I could tell how awkward she felt right then, because I felt it too. And then she went and made it even more awkward. "I just wish I was Kylee so I could at least have seen what I'm missing. Hell even Sam has seen your boobs and I haven't."

Very awkward and I gave her a WTH look and she started laughing. I think she realized how dumb she must have sounded.

I got serious and said, "Well I hope you will never tell Samantha about what I did with Kylee."

"No," she said simply and shook her head.

"Thanks," I said and smiled.

Tabitha took a deep breath and said, "Kylee told me you like to be watched."

"Well shit, is there anything she didn't tell you?" I said sort of showing my displeasure. Tabitha looked sorry and I actually felt bad for being upset, though I'm not sure why. Everything just sort of fell apart right then and I got busy and she left, and I was stressed the rest of the meet.

When the meet was over a bunch of girls, including Sam, were just hanging out in the parking lot and talking to me, and as one by one they strolled off Sam was the last to leave and she asked me, "So you and Tabitha seemed to hit it off."

"You're sister is nice."

She bluntly said, "She wants to date you."

Obviously Tabitha had told this to Sam before the meet had even started and just as apparent Tabitha had not told Sam how the conversation had gone. I didn't even pause very long and Sam said, "Don't worry I would never tell anyone."

I just said, "Sorry Samantha, I'm not interested in your sister."

She looked disappointed. We did some small talk and she left and when I walked to my car I ran into Tabitha who was clearly waiting around for me. She apologized and I told her it wasn't necessary. I actually really liked her and hated how this had all turned out, so I said, "I know a few girls. If you are looking for someone, I'm sure I could maybe hook you up."

I was surprised at how eagerly she said, "Really, yeah, I think I'd like that." So we exchanged numbers and she left smiling. I wasn't exactly sure who I would even try to set her up with yet, but I had a couple people in mind.

Okay so then it was date night. Mom and I were going to go be with Candice again. I tried to talk Kristen and Jill into have Lyndsey and Denise over, or even Mandy and Stephanie, but they said they just wanted mother daughter time. I think that is so cute. Kristen told me later all about it, and she said that her mom is trying to be more like my mom lately and using strap-ons on her and such. I think it's great that she wants to please Kristen so bad, but also I think she needs to just be herself. That said, maybe that is who she wants to be and has just never fully given into her desires.

Anyway I was so excited about being with Candice again. We met her at a restaurant and we had a super fun night. We mostly just talked about old times and of course about our new fun, and my mom even got a little frisky at the restaurant. (Okay a lot frisky.)

I think I made a comment about how amazing her boobs looked and that got my mom horny. Candice was sitting on one side of the booth and mom and I were on the other side and soon mom had her hands up my skirt and was rubbing me. I was on the inside of the booth, but still it was super daring. Candice knew what we were doing and it made her so hot for us. I think my mom loves to tease people. Candice had her bare foot up on my thigh in no time and soon was rubbing it against my mom's hand that was rubbing against me. I was surprised my mom was being this bold, not just at the restaurant, but also showing Candice that she was into me so much.