My Initiation

One of the girls from upstairs came up to me and said "Get your ass outta here". My long coat was lying in a corner. It was dirty. Somebody used it to clean his cock with it. As I bent over to pick it up she grabbed me by the hips and pushed my butt plug back to where it belonged. My sphincter was burning but it felt so good to be filled again.

She said "It was pretty hot watching you getting gang banged. If you weren't such a dirty mess, I'd fuck you too ... But you wouldn't like that, would you? You're gay and not attracted to chicks, right? You only like cocks, don't you, faggot?"

Looking at her beautiful feminine body, I realized she was an extremely good looking woman. But she was absolutely right. My mind was fixed on mens penises and their hot masculine bodies now. I had absolutely no more interest in having sex with a woman.

"Yes ... I am 100 % gay ... But thank you ..." It was so obvious, after all that happened tonight. But actually saying it was a bit strange. One year ago I thought I was a normal heterosexual man. Period. Tonight changed everything. I was a very feminine cross dressing gay faggot. There was absolutely nothing masculine about me anymore. I lived out my darkest fantasy and although it was all about the pleasure of others and I got totally degraded ... I had to admit that I loved it.

She just smirked and before I left the bookstore she made me give her my e-mail adress. She promised she would tell me where I could download the video they made of me getting gang banged. And she also said that I could come back anytime again. There were so many men paying entry for the gay area that they made some good cash tonight. That's why I wouldn't have to pay anything, if I should come back.

I knew I surely would ...