My Little Angel

"Bob Jnr has had it rough since I asked him to move out, maybe he just feels like I am to blame."

"Now don't say that, Sophie is wonderful, I bet his father has had some major influence on Bob Jnr, there like peas in a pod."

"I know I should not be so harsh on myself, Sophie reminded me that I have tried hard to help but sometimes when things become a lost cause, you have to let go."

"She is right, so what happened when Sophie rang Bob."

"She rang his mobile and Monica answered, Sophie pretended to be a secretary and she got Monica to tell her that Bob was in the shower and that they had just gotten back from the beach, she also gave her name and address to where they were." I told him the address and he said nothing at all for a few minutes, I tried to break the silence during this time, just to rub salt into the womb, I knew this address, it was Harry's personal beach house, that he allowed no one to use ever, and the fact that Bob and his daughter were probably doing more than taking showers in his private sanctuary would really piss him off, even his daughter knew better than that. "Well I just was afraid that he might be having an affair, I mentioned Monica's name to him at the restaurant, and he was very angry, I had to demand several times for him to leave, now I am too afraid to go home and so is Sophie who is here at dinner. So she is off to find a hotel." Sophie then arrived and sat opposite me, refilling both our glasses. "So tomorrow I think it would be a good idea to start divorce proceedings against Bob, I am afraid that our marriage is over, but I really don't want to feel like after everything I promised him, that he has also been sleeping with someone else behind my back, and never with Monica, we may never have seen eye to eye, but I never thought she would be so cruel towards me, so I was wondering if you know if he had some sort of business meeting with her."

"Leave it with me Amy, I want you or Sophie to try not to worry about this and have a fun night together."

"I don't want to be a bother Harry, it's just tonight has been pretty rough, I just wanted piece of mind, I hope I haven't caused any problems."

"Never Amy, just don't worry, I am sure in the morning things will just work themselves out, but call me tomorrow if you want to talk more."

"Thank you again Harry, for all your support over the years, especially when dad died, you really helped me deal with that, that's why I decided to call you. Goodnight Harry."

"Night Amy, and say goodnight to Sophie from me." And with that I ended the call.

"What was all that about?" Asked Sophie.

"That was Harry; he is your dad's and brother's boss, and also Monica Graves's father. I just told him that I was worried about Bob cheating on me after the phone call you had with his daughter, so I was seeing if he knew anything, he said he would sort it out."

"But that might get dad into trouble."

"Really, I never thought of that." And smiled, wickedly.

"You meant to do that, didn't you?"

"Yes I did, a bit naughty of me to seek revenge, but after he spoke to you in such a nasty way, I had to do something, he does not talk to you like that, and I will never let anything happen to you."

"It is nice to have you protect me."

"Always, not to say that I don't think you can do it yourself, but sometimes I feel so protective of you."

"Same for me mom. Enough of this, let's order our meal, we have been sat here drinking and talking for 30 minutes, I am starving."

"Ok." And I looked around before grabbing the attention of a waiter. Who quickly took our order and we were soon eating and also started our second bottle of wine.

"So Sophie, what have you been doing today?"

"Oh I saw Stacey, catching up on old times."

"You must miss her a lot?"

"More than you know."

"What do you mean?" This seemed to have stopped her mid chew. After a moment she finished and put her fork down. "Whatever is own you mind, just say it, I don't want you to be afraid of talking to me about anything?"

"Mom after everything tonight I do not wish to ruin your night any more with distressing news."

"Sophie, we are friends as well as mother and daughter, nothing you could say would ever distress me, even if you said you were pregnant I would support you."

"What if I tell you I am gay?"

"Are you?"

"Yes." I thought about it for a moment, was it really so bad. It was a shock, but for some reason, it was more about her telling me something unexpected and not about her being gay.

"So are you and Stacey lovers?" This shocked Sophie, but at least she was now comfortable to continue eating.

"Not anymore, we agreed to separate last year before we went to different colleges."

"But you are still friends though?"

"Yes, which is nice, we decided that a long distance relationship was nothing that either of us wanted, plus if I was honest, I like her more as a friend, then a lover."

"Have you got a girlfriend at the moment?"

"Been looking around campus, but nothing that takes my fancy, I seem to be stuck on a specific type of woman, and so my choices are limited."

"That's a shame; maybe you should just find someone to have sex with."

"I can't believe how cool you are about all this, I tell you I'm gay and you try and give me dating advice, what's with that?"

"As I said were friends, we can tell each other anything, you did not shock me really, not about being gay anyway. Hearing it did, but let me tell you a little secret that nobody knows. When I was 16 I was in love with my best friend for 2 years before she left for university and I got married."

"Really?"

"Yes, she was so beautiful and kind; I loved her very much but never had the courage to tell her. In my younger days, gay or lesbian was a term that was still a bit taboo."

"So did you like any other women? Do you think you might be gay, and if so why did you marry dad?"

"I don't know if I am gay, it certainly would point towards that, especially how much I felt about my friend and how little I felt for your father. But life has ways of making choices for us. I met your father, got pregnant, kind of forced into marriage and here we are."

"How were you forced?"

"Bob's parents put enormous pressure on me; they said unless I married Bob and gave his child a decent home, they would take my baby away from me."

"No?"

"Yes, tonight I have thought a lot about the way life has gone for me, and how I just let Bob win most of the time, a part from the time I wanted to work and about protecting you from him. Your father always got his way, but no more, tonight just proved how much I do not deserve such hurt, he pushed me too far."

"Good for you mom. So after we move, do you want help finding a girlfriend?"

"No, I don't think I want to rush into anything just yet, I need some time to adjust to being alone and try and discover who I really am and not what I thought Bob wanted."

"You will never be alone mom, I will always be by your side, no matter what." Now I did cry and smudge my make up and so did Sophie. I stood and pulled Sophie up in a big hug, thanking her. We managed to finish our meal and Sophie took us to the hotel she had booked. It wasn't until we had entered the room that we forgot and important detail. Clothes. We had nothing for tonight and for tomorrow either. Sophie said not to worry, we were both wearing a bra and panties, and she would be happy to get us something to wear in the morning. We both showered and got ready for bed, once we were both settled, my mind still wondered to the question Sophie had asked me. Was I gay?

"What are you thinking about mom?"

"Since you asked me if I was gay, it has been on my mind ever since."

"Well a good indicator is the sex with dad, was it any good? You don't have to answer that, it was a bit personal of me to ask, but just think about that?"

"Well I only ever had sex with Bob, no one else, so no one to compare it to. But I only have had sex with Bob about 5 or 6 times a year, mostly on special occasions, and to be honest, I never once had an orgasm. Basically masturbation was better sex than your father."

"Well either dad is shit in bed or you are gay. What made you go out with him in the first place?"

"I was confused about what to tell Ellie, my best friend, about liking her, then your father asked me out and I thought if I had sex with him, I would forget about Ellie and stop liking her. A bit of a silly thing to do really."

"Not really, you got me."

"Yes I did, and I am extremely glad I have you." I thought about things again before I asked Sophie a personal question.

"You don't have to answer this but how did you know?"

"How did I know what? That I am a lesbian."

"Yes."

"I kissed Stacey."

"That was all it took?"

"I knew I liked Stacey as more than a friend, but I did not understand why. So I asked Stacey and she said I could be gay, like she was. She said a kiss might help to affirm it. She was seducing me and I didn't even know it. But I did kiss her and we were together for over a year."

"So just like that you knew, maybe I should just find a woman and kiss her."

"Maybe you should, if you want you can kiss me?" Now this really did shock me, and if I weren't already sat dead still, I would have frozen. "Sorry, should not have said that." Sophie added. But she had offered and if I knew one thing, I did really want to know. So I had a choice, go to sleep and forget what she said or start doing things for me and take chances in order to be happy. Now that I had my own life to lead, could I really be gay, how important was it to know. Very.

"Sophie." I said as I turned to look at her. "I would like to know, part of me feels guilty for even putting you in this position to test a theory. But could I kiss you to find out." She nodded as she stared into my eyes. That was all it took for me to lean towards her and kiss her full lips. It started out as a simple chaste kiss but it soon built into something I had never experienced before. My tongue of its own accord slipped out between my lips, gaining entrance between Sophie's and into her mouth. And she let me in, she even helped as she sucked my tongue into her mouth. Then there were moans, from both of us as we pulled each other closer together. I felt a shock as my exposed skin touched hers; producing a thrill so electric and new that my body shuddered and I moaned loader. My bra covered breasts touching hers. I was experiencing pleasure in a way I had never felt before. I felt so wet between my legs and as I moved closer, my leg moving between her legs, I felt Sophie's arousal as my thigh touched her most intermit area. My lips parted from Sophie's, my eyes closed as I held onto the warmth and arousal I was feeling while I laid against Sophie, even more so when her thigh rubbed against my vagina. I moaned again as I opened my eyes and looked at Sophie, her eyes locking on to mine as she stared back. For anyone else this should have never happened, never gone this far, we were as close as lovers and way beyond the boundary of mother and daughter. Yet for once in my life it felt right. And for once in my life if Sophie let me, I was not going to stop this now and I was going to make love to my daughter, the love of my life, my life blood and precious, my little angel.

"I don't want to stop Sophie."

"I don't want to either Amy." What?

"What?"

"I don't want to be just your daughter anymore, I want to be your lover, before Stacey you were the only woman in my life, and I never loved Stacey because I only loved you. I can't help it, I tried not to feel this way, but everyday when I was at college, all I could think about was you. I love you Amy, I know it is wrong, but I can't help that, please don't stop, if only for tonight, I want to make love to you, at least once."

"I feel that way too Sophie, when you came down the stairs tonight, I know now that I was aroused, you are the only woman I have ever loved, even more than my friend at school. I need this too, and I will never stop. I love you my little angel." She smiled as I rejoined our lips together and started a journey together, that for now would not stop for a long time, I hoped. We moved against each other, our thighs still held against each others center. Stimulating each other, but Sophie needed more contact as she unhooked my bra.

"You are so beautiful Amy, stunning, dad was a total fool." She said as she removed my bra and leaned in to suckle on my nipples, it was another new exciting feeling, I was now beginning to increase my movements, as I rubbed my self harder and faster against her thigh, then Sophie stopped me as she moved me onto my back. She removed her own bra, hers were so pert, small but perfect for her body. If I wasn't so lost in the arousal and the need to orgasm soon, I would have sucked them for hours. She pulled back the blanket that still partly covered us and she managed to slip her panties off. "Look at me Amy." I did, as I stared at her vagina. There was a bedside light on, and in the light I could see her bare pussy and the wetness as it glistened. "I am so wet for you; my pussy has never been so wet." God her voice was so deep and sexy, it sent a shiver down my spine. She slipped her fingers inside he pussy and then offered me her coated fingers. This was Sophie, this was just her. I lifted myself onto my elbows as I moved forward as best as I could to take her fingers into my mouth. I moaned and closed my eyes as I tasted her. It was an acquired taste, which I most definitely acquired. After I finished I said.

"You taste wonderful, I am definitely gay."

"Well soon you can have more, but for now I need to taste you too." And she removed my panties, she looked for a moment, I did not let my pubic hair grow too much, but enough so there was at least a bush there. But Sophie did not seem to mind and dove right in. Within seconds I was a goner, once I felt her mouth and tongue in my most private area, she had me. I moaned loudly as I fell back on to the bed my eyes closed. I was so close as her tongue licked around my pussy and then inside. Her thumb was stimulating me as my moans grew louder.

"Oh Sophie, oh my baby, my little angel, please suck me, on my clitoris." And she did, and for the first time ever I cursed in front of my children. "Oh fuck me, Sophieeeee." I screamed as I finally had my first orgasm, produced by another. She kept licking and sucking until I had another before I was too sensitive for her to continue and I stopped her. She crawled up my body and kissed me, my juices on her mouth, I did not mind what it was I just wanted her naked against me.

"Did you enjoy that Amy?"

"God yes, I want more."

"Only the first one is for free, but the second I need something in return. So if you don't mind?" I opened my eyes at a smiling, little devil. I pushed Sophie on to her back and started kissing her with gusto. My tongue taking delight in her tongue, mouth, teeth and lips. Before I moved down to suck on her pert little breasts. The nipples were already hard and erect as I started to ravage them, sucking and biting, I had never felt more aroused. I moved downwards towards her center, to her essence. Even if I had not done this before I knew what to do, I kissed down slowly, a little nibble on her clitoris, before I moved to her slit. I stuck my tongue out and licked all the way up to her clit, hard rough and very slow, it drove her a little mad as she tried to force my tongue into her. I held her body down as I began to lick fast and harder, my jaw began to ache, so I used my fingers instead. Two went into her pussy searching, moving until her moan told me I had found what I was looking for. Then I used my index finger to stimulate her clit, but then I had to suck her clit. So I put my mouth around her clit and sucked it between my teeth before gently biting it, my fingers moved faster inside her as her lower body moved harder against my face. Until she screamed. "Oh fuck mom, aaahhhhhhh." Her orgasm made her body shudder. After she had calmed, I crawled back up to her and kissed her gently before resting my head on her shoulder, Sophie holding me close.

"Love you Sophie, sweet dreams."

"Love you too Amy, and I will." And with that we slept with not a care in the world.

The next morning I awoke alone I lifted my head up and spotted Sophie rocking on a chair in the corner she seemed really upset.

"Sophie what's the matter?"

"You hate me now, I ruined it."

"Ruined what?"

"Us, our relationship."

"No you didn't, I love you, I do not regret what we did last night, and in fact I loved it so much I want you back in this bed to continue where we left off." She stopped and looked at me seriously.

"What, do you mean you want to have sex with me again?"

"Yes, well I would rather call it making love, but yes I would like to do more of it, with you, now." And I patted the bed beside me. She undressed and got in bed with me, then kissed me hard, wrapping me tightly in her arms. "Baby I am not going any where, so don't worry." And returned her kiss gently as I moved on top of her. I slid my hands down her body and dipped them into her pussy, she was not quite wet as last night but I would get her dripping soon enough. She moaned into my mouth as my fingers moved in and out, as she became more aroused and wetter, I slipped a third finger in. She moved me to my side and removed her lips from mine as she looked in my eyes.

"I want you to see me cum, I want you to watch what you do to me. I want to see you as well." Her hand moved between ours bodies as her fingers found the inside of my pussy, her palm rubbing my clit; I did the same to her as we built into a rhythm. Soon my eyes were trying to close, but we both tried hard to keep them open. I watched the expressions on her face as we both built closer and closer to the edge, until we both screamed each others name. Then we rested and share a sweet kiss.

"So maybe I should get dressed and see about getting us some clothes."

"No, I think I have a better idea. Let's go to my office first and file for divorce, adding that we were both too scared to go home and had to stay in a hotel for the night, dressed like this. Then we will head home, your dad should be at work getting fired right about now."

"Ok, but you want to take a shower first?"

"Ok, you want to go first?"

"Actually I was thinking that we might have one together?"

"I have never done that before."

"Well let me tell you, that you will love to share a shower with someone who really, really loves you." And I did.

I got my divorce and even though it did not matter, Harry got proof of the affair, security camera in his home. So I got a nice little settlement, nothing much but enough to pay for a deposit on a new house. He and Bob Jnr were both sacked. One for improper behaviour the other for stealing. Because Sophie had decided to study to be a doctor, she had many years of study, so I moved us both to live about 5 miles from her college. A nice little 2 bedroom apartment.

Five years later, we are still together. We originally decided after the first few months, just before Sophie started her second year of college, that it would be wrong for us to not find real suitable partners. We each tried several times and no matter who or how long we stayed with someone, we realised more and more each time, that we loved each other too much that it hurt us both to be with other people. I was worried because I was 20 years older than Sophie, but she did not mind at all about that, she loved me for who I am, my age was not even a consideration, just the person. Even with the circumstances, that we were mother and daughter, nobody knew or guessed, so people accepted us as a proper couple. I got a job as a lawyer easily so I had something to do while Sophie studied. I don't know what will happen to us once Sophie finally becomes a full doctor, or whether what we have will end or if we find someone else. But I am happy, the sex is great, I love sharing toys with her and I have learnt a lot about life from her and about just living it. So I just say, what the hell, as long as you are happy, who gives a fuck, it's not up to anyone else how we live. I love my little Angel.