"No but we have talked a few times where you have mentioned liking the idea of being naked outside"
"Yes but not in public! I love dressing up, or down, for you but thats just for you."
"Well this is still just for me, no one here knows you and not many people will see you."
"That's true. Alright come on then."
We walked slowly back to the car from the sea. With each step I felt more and more anxious about my appearance. I felt so naked despite being dressed in as much as many other women on the beach, but this was different. This was my first time wearing a bikini and it wasn't even a bikini it was a white patterned bra with some ribbons for decoration and then some small black panties that left half my ass exposed due to their Brazilian cut design.
Every person we saw made my heart race but the nearer we got to the part of the beach where most people sat the more comfortable I began to feel. I realised if anyone was looking at me they didn't seem to care what I was or wasn't wearing. I realised something else too, I was beginning to really enjoy it and found myself daydreaming of new ways to turn Ben on.
We finally walked through the car park and put my dress inside it with my shoes. As we locked the car I realised I now had no choice but spend the rest of my time there wearing just my underwear, no matter where we went I knew Ben wouldn't let me cover up more.
"Nice bra." Ben commented a little sarcastically.
"What? I love this bra?"
"Yeah it is very nice. Very clearly a bra though, that little loop dangling down between your boobs.. definitely wouldn't see that in a bikini. Or the damask patterns in the material." Ben continued, making me doubt everything I was beginning to feel comfortable with.
We began to walk back out onto the beach, past the people sat enjoying the sun out toward the water again. Once again the further we got the less and less people we saw.
"How you feeling now?" Ben asked sincerely.
"I'm ok. I was doing just fine but you made me doubt everything now with the comments about my bra!"
"Oh c'mon no one really cares!"
"Maybe not but I do." I said grumpily. "I might just have to take it off.." I then suggested playfully, looping my fingers in the shoulder straps and pulling them down so they fell onto my arms. I winked at Ben who stood silent and stunned. "What do you think?" I teased, pausing for a second.
"I think... Theres people over there." Ben replied with doubt in his voice, he seemed reluctant and almost worried.
"What happened to no one cares?" I rebuked with a laugh.
"Well. No one cares if you're wearing a bra, they might care if you aren't!"
"Shall we find out?" I pushed as I reached behind my back and released the clasp of my bra, almost surprising myself with my own actions fuelled by his fear and the yearning desire inside me to turn him on to new high levels. Ben gulped and kept looking around, no one was near to us but we could see people in the distance in all directions. I bit my lower lip seductively and tilted my head to one side.
"Go on then." Ben hesitantly agreed. "If you.."
Before he could finish I let my bra drop off my shoulders, catching it in my right hand and letting it sway down at my legs from my fingers. I stood looking at Ben firmly, staring him up and down as if to make him feel small, as if he were a stranger on my territory. He looked back at me wide eyed gazing intently at my pert breasts. My nipples stood up from my areola's firmly and I stroke my left hand up and down my body a few times tingling my senses and giving myself goosebumps.
Ben stood stunned, rigidly staring at my exposed body. I loved the way he looked at me and felt my heart pounding in my chest, excited by the bravery of my actions and the way Ben was reacting. I looked around and felt a little better about the situation, no one was that close and nothing seemed any different despite me being stood out in the open wearing nothing but some small panties. I don't know what I had expected to happen, a search light from the sky pointing down at me, an alarm in the air, or just people to all appear out of no where and scream but whatever I expected was irrational and the reaction to my toplessness was simply silence. And the silence was liberating.
Ben and I walked out to the waters edge and I began to paddle. I still held my bra in one hand swinging it around playfully. As we paddled Ben began to splash me, I splashed back and before we knew it we were in a fully fledged water fight throwing the water at each other as if our lives depended on it. I couldn't stop Ben so decided to grapple him and we both lost balance falling into the water in hysterics. Just as we regained some composure and sat up in the water we heard two voices.
"Ben, Becky!! Hi! We've been shouting you for ages!"
"Oh sorry! We were... we didn't notice you!" Ben awkwardly replied looking up with some confusion that anyone knew us.
I looked up at the two people, it was a couple called Hannah and Matt who had been at our friends party the day before and we had chatted too for a while. Ben and I stood up and it was at this moment the reality of the situation dawned on me, I was topless and these two people could see my breasts in all their glory. What should I do? I could hear them asking Ben how long we had been there and a few other pleasantries but I could also see them both keep glancing at me while I stood in silence assessing the situation. If I became embarrassed I'd end up staying embarrassed and it would be likely that we would all end up that way and the whole situation would be uncomfortable. If i tried to make an excuse as though my bra had fallen off or something then the lies would have shown and again It would seem odd if I wasn't then embarrassed and then again we all end up embarrassed. So I concluded not to even mention it, not to think anything was abnormal. With this I suddenly thought about how it would look carrying my bra around but realised It wasn't in my hand or within view. I tried to look around the water wondering where it may be but without looking so frantically that it would draw further attention.
"How're you enjoying the beach here Becky?" I heard Matt ask me directly. He seemed a nice guy and was obviously also trying to remove any tension from the situation.
"Its very nice, I like sandy beaches and its very warm today while there aren't not too many people down near the water." I replied as calmly as I could. Ben looked over my way with an alarmed expression but he managed to keep it to himself.
"Yeah we weren't sure it was you guys from a distance but as you started splashing each other we recognised your voices and came closer."
"Ah ok, makes sense." I responded a little unsure how to react.
"Have you got any stuff anywhere nearby?" Matt then asked, alluding to my toplessness and our lack of towels for our wet bodies. I looked at the water briefly and finally saw my bra floating quite far from the shoreline, with each small wave bouncing it further and further away. I had to make a quick decision, dash after it and face embarrassment, or leave it and face walking back to the car completely topless. Before I could even think my mouth had made up my mind for me.
"No nothing."
"Really?" Hannah, Matt's tall blonde girlfriend reacted dubiously. She was pretty enough but seemed a bit two faced, like she was always saying one thing but meaning another. It seemed harsh but my first impressions were that I didn't really like her.
"What were your plans? You staying out here or going for a walk?" Matt asked sincerely as he clearly wanted to move on from this strange situation.
"Well, we fancied seeing the sea and having a stroll as we were so near to it for the party but we do need to head off soon. We were going to go for a short walk on the way back to the car." Ben answered sounding a little unsure but confident enough that it sounded like our real plan however vague he was.
"If you have time you have to try the fish and chip bar on the promenade. Its lunch time now are you hungry?"
"I could eat.." my mouth replied, again before my mind could think things through. I found in the space of about 30 seconds that I had denied having a bra or any other belongings with me and now made out I was happy to go to the much busier part of the beach and get food - topless! "But we haven't got any money with us.." I quickly realised and stated out loud.
"Oh don't worry we know the owner we will get them for you no problem." Hannah responded kindly and yet daringly at the same time. She was both lovely and horrible at the exact same moment and clearly wanted to test my resolve, this challenge brought a fire to me that would rise to the occasion and not be phased.
We found ourselves walking along the beach talking, all I was really thinking about was the increasing number of people within site of me. By now several people would have seen me topless and as we got nearer and nearer the promenade along the beach where all the shops and cafe's where I felt incredibly exposed, but I had to just deal with it and not let on how nervous I was. Ben looked over at me several times with wide worried eyes.
"I always feel a bit funny walking around this busy stretch of the beach in just my bikini. How about you Becky?" Hannah commented and asked rather obviously pointing to my toplessness as directly as anyone was likely too.
"Can't say I was really thinking about it." I sighed, lying to Hannah and myself. It was indeed the most pressing thing on my mind.
"Good grief!" An older man commented as he walked past.
"Blimey love! nice pair!" Another coughed. I smiled at him as I tried to carry on regardless, however I was beginning to feel really insecure.
"Don't worry about them dear you look lovely." An older lady said kindly. "If I had your body I would show it off too." She continued, I saw Hannah look over with a raging fire in her eyes.
After a lot of different looks from strangers, some lustful, others loath-fully, many just with sheer surprise we finally reached the fish and chip place and Matt began to speak to the man behind the counter.
"They're with you? Well if you eat here I won't charge you hows that?" I heard the man comment.
"That's very kind, does he usually do that?" I turned and asked Matt after we sat down on the outdoor tabling they had at this small restaurant.
"No but I think he's hoping we will bring him some more business if we sit here."
"Oh yeah why's that?" I asked very directly, widening my eyes flirtatiously at Matt.
"Can't imagine he has too many topless patrons. Well not female ones anyway."
"Ah I see." I replied a little awkwardly, unsure what else to say.
Conversation soon moved away from the toplessness and we sat there for probably half an hour chatting while many other people came and sat nearby eating their own fish and chips. After a while Ben and I thanked Matt and Hannah and decided to head back to the car. I enjoyed the looks and comments a lot more than I had at first but that turned out to be the last time in a while I did anything so bold out in public."
"So was that the last time you did anything daring before your engagement party?" Mark asked me, reaching across the table of the cafe in the gym.
"No there were others."
"So what do you think made you want to go out wearing just your coat? What lead directly into it?"
"I think it was a natural progression really. I remember Ben's parents were away one weekend, it was a good few months after the beach and due to my busy uni schedule and Ben needing to work lots we didn't see each other much for a while. But throughout this time Ben and I had been chatting about things to get a better understanding of what turned each other on. We talked of clothes I might wear and places we might go. Despite still not having full sex yet, we had only really dry humped and I'd still never taken my panties off in front of him though now that was more because I hadn't seen him than a lack of wanting too.
But I loved the idea of having sex outdoors and Ben did too, so when it came to this particular weekend Ben had joked about spending most of it naked and I had really liked the idea and thought it may finally be the time. I referred to it as our dirty weekend together though wasn't entirely sure what Ben had in mind. The week before it I went to a beauty parlour and had a few facial treatments, had my nails and hair done and endured the pain of a wax on almost every hair follicle on my body. I left early on a Saturday morning having spent a lot of time on my hair and makeup, I wanted to look as good as possible for Ben.
When Ben greeted me from the station his face was a picture. So full of love but also so full of lust.
"I missed you!" He sighed heavily in my ear as we hugged.
"I missed you too." I replied excitedly as we headed off to Ben's car and back to his parents home.
Ben and I kept looking at each other and smiling. It had been so long since we talked face to face it seemed almost surreal. We had chatted online many times and been very direct in our thoughts and actions but in person we felt giggly and shy. I wanted to press on from that and my heart began to race as I realised the weekend was upon us and very soon we could be doing all manner of things to one another.
"What's the plan then?" I asked with a smile.
"I thought this afternoon we would go for a drive somewhere. Then perhaps a walk."
"Did you find somewhere? Somewhere we wont be seen?" I excitedly replied thinking back to our various conversations of places we could go and potentially be naked without anyone bothering us.
"Yeah I found somewhere that hardly anyone goes. I think we should try it out."
"Great!" I squealed. "What do you think I should wear?"
"Well, whatever you wear, I plan on taking it off." Ben answered calmly yet assertively, making my heart pound heavily for a moment.
"So don't wear anything?" I asked sounding both worried yet excited.
"If you want, I mean it though. Whatever you wear I plan to take off. So I wouldn't bother wearing too much."
I spent the rest of the journey wondering what to do. I'd brought some sexy underwear but apart from that not much out the ordinary. I thought of just wearing my coat but it was too short and didn't go below my waistline. When we got back to Ben's I continued to think about it over lunch, even asking him if he thought certain things would work. My mind toyed between just wearing my normal jeans and t-shirt or going almost completely the other way and travelling in just my bra and panties.
"Shall I just wear my underwear?"
"Thats up to you." Ben answered with a snigger. He was enjoying my indecision.
"Do you have a shirt I could borrow?"
"I do if that's what you want."
"Oh.. I don't know!"
My mind was racing. I wanted this to be sexy, I wanted to enjoy every second as much as I could and I wanted to tease Ben, but I couldn't think what to wear. I stood in the room I always stayed in when at his parents staring into my bag for inspiration. I tried a few combinations but nothing worked. I didn't have any skirts or dresses with me and didn't want to go in just my underwear because I wasn't entirely sure where Ben was going to take me. I thought about wrapping a towel around me like I had when he had first looked at me so lustfully and then considered going in just a bath robe. After standing naked for some time I threw on a plain black woolly jumper so I could quickly go back to Ben and ask for a shirt or try other things of his. It was a very baggy sweater sitting widely and loose on my shoulders while the hemline went down way past my ass halfway down my thighs.
"Ready?" He asked, looking me up and down.
"I was going to ask if you had anything else. Do you want me to go like this?" I asked feeling surprised he thought what I was wearing was adequate.
"Looks as good as anything to me."
"Really?... Do you think its ok?" I paused. "Shall I wear my underwear?" I continued to fret, asking every thought that came to mind.
"I don't care but lets just go, whatever you have on now will have to do." Ben answered firmly.
My heart skipped a beat. "Do I need my bag? What about my shoes!" I asked as he took my hand and began to lead me out the house without even any footwear. I took his silence as a "no" and stood realising there was a chill in the air and my feet were already cold as he locked up the house. We got into Ben's car, buckled up and began to drive. Ben looked over at me smirking as my jumper rose up my legs revealing most of my thighs.
"Where are we going?" I asked, now feeling anxious.
"I had thought of going down this old rural road and down some public footpaths out into some farmers fields and having some fun there..."
"That sounds great." I beamed, feeling slightly relieved because my jumper should be enough for such a drive and walk.
"But I wasn't sure what you would wear or what you would prefer and now we are here Im thinking we could go a bit further to to the country park we went to a couple of times and find a quiet place to put our blanket down there."
This idea made my eyes pop wide open. My heart raced and Ben smiled at my reaction meaning it was most likely he would take me there. I loved the idea but it terrified me because I was wearing so little, never before had I left the house wearing only one item of clothing.
The park was a lot busier than the rural road sounded and even if we went in search of quieter areas it would mean walking around some large ponds on paths a lot of people like to visit. I felt woefully under dressed.
"I'm not really dressed for either of those. Especially the country park!" I hesitantly stated.
"Its fine! Do you remember when we went to that picnic area near your home and you spilled juice on your top and ended up taking off your tank top and bra with just your zipped hoody to cover your top? - its just like the walk back from there really!"
"No that's not the same because I still had trousers and when I did up the hoody no one would know there wasn't anything else underneath!"
"Ok so you aren't wearing trousers, but no one will know what you are wearing underneath!"
I looked sceptically at Ben, he didn't seem to realise the difference and that ultimately I wasn't wearing anything else underneath. I think when I asked if I should wear my underwear he thought I was asking if I should take it off not put it on again. I didn't think he realised underneath my jumper I was completely naked because so far in our relationship he had never seen me completely naked and I'd never been without at least my panties in front of him - but because he didn't know this I loved this little plan all the more and son began to look forward to our afternoon.
After a twenty minute drive we pulled up at the car park for the country park. As I climbed out Ben's car I had to be careful not to flash anyone while opening my legs with just my jumper to cover me. Ben and I walked away from the car and he embraced me and kissed me gently yet passionately. His hands moved sensually up and down my sides but he didn't quite make it down to my legs. So far so good I thought to myself.
We began to walk and decided to get a light lunch at a little cafe on the water front of the river that fed the large ponds of the park. We sat opposite one another on some park benches and Ben was very complimentary of my hair, makeup and nails.
"I had a wax too."
"Oh yeah, how was that?"
"My word was it painful. I am smoother than a baby's bottom all over though!"
"What -ALL- over?" Ben gulped.
"Yes -ALL- over!" I laughed. Ben had still never seen me completely naked and my heart raced knowing this could well be the day, not long from now.