No Thank You Ch. 07

I woke the next morning to what sounded like trash bags being' rustled through. I turned over on the bed and and tried to focus my eyes; sitting on the floor cross-legged in front of the closet filling a trash bag with clothes was Sarah. I wasn't' sure what she was doing, but I sat up further and ran a hand through my hair tiredly.

"You're awake," she said noticing me sitting up now.

"Yeah...what are you doing?"

"Throwing out all of Bryan's clothes,"

I hesitated for a moment and got out of bed, walking over and standing next to her. The trash bag was sure enough' filled with all of Bryan's shirts and pants and a few other things that belonged to him.

"You okay? I mean...what's' the point of this. I'll back your plan I just want to know what's going on."

She smiled up at me and and pushed herself to her feet, pulling me into a hug and kissing me on the cheek.

"I'm moving on," she whispered to me. I looked into her eyes and for the first time in a long time, I saw how happy she really looked.

"I'm not letting them hold me back anymore; what they did to me last night was the final straw. I deserve to be happy, and if they can't see that I'm happy as a woman and I'm happy with you as my boyfriend, then' fuck them."

I was shocked to say the least, at her new' found sense of confidence but I was impressed and also very proud of her. This was the start of a new beginning, I could tell, and she knew it too; she could be happy. She did deserve to be happy, and her parents could not hold her back from that forever. I was just glad she was' finally understanding that after all she had been through with everything.

"Did you mean what you said last night," I asked referring to when she asked me to take her away from Philadelphia.

"I did," she replied.

"Then so did I'; if you want to leave, we'll leave. So I was thinking we could start discussing everything today."

"Sounds great," she smiled resuming her activity.

"Where do you think we should go?"

I thought about it a few seconds and decided to bring up the idea of heading out to New Jersey. We could afford a nice apartment together out there and save up for a few years until we had enough to buy an actual house. We were both only twenty' six, by the time we were about thirty we should have enough for a home instead of an apartment; it was worth the effort I figured.

"How about Jersey,"

"Hmm...sounds good to me. What part though?"

"I don't know," I said. "Somewhere far from Philly I think. I'm thinking South Jersey and we shouldn't' list ourselves in the phone book or anything either. We'll' tell only those close to us that are on our side in this situation. And we'll' make sure they understand not to pass out our information to anyone that may have a problem with us being together."

"I like it," she said tying the trash bag and standing up again. "I just want to forget about this place; as far as I'm concerned, Bryan is dead. I'm going full-time."

Sarah took a shower and' I got dressed and when we were ready, we packed the trash bags into the car and drove them to the Salvation Army to donate them instead of just throwing them away. Afterwards, we decided to go to lunch and talk more about our future' plans for what we were going to do. I took her to a nice diner not far from where we lived and as we sat and waited for our food' we continued talking about everything.

"I'm proud of you," I told her. "For going full-time,"

"Thanks," she smiled. "I want to see a doctor too; see if I can get on hormones."

I had to ask one question though, and I felt like it was a perfectly normal question for me to ask in this situation seeing as we were dating.

"Are you planning on having the surgery?"

"What, SRS? No, I don't think so; I kind of like my penis," she laughed and so did I. "If I can get on the hormones, I want it to be a low dose so that it has very little effect on my genitals and my ability to use them as well. I just want something strong enough to give me some more curves and maybe help me develop some breasts."

Breasts would be nice; there was only so much you could do with yourself to make it appear like' you had them, when you really did not. Sarah always did her best to make it look real, but it didn't' compare to the true real thing. Aside from her cock' I would be happy to have a nice pair of boobs to suck on while having sex with her and I was sure it would make her happy as well.

"I'm going to wait until we move though," she continued. "No sense in finding a doctor out here in Philly when we're leaving as soon as we can. Then I'd have to travel back and forth just to make my appointments."

"Yeah, I understand; but we still have to figure all of' this out anyway. Like what part of Jersey we are going to and how much we want to spend on rent each month. Why don't' we grab like a paper or something for apartment advertisements and start looking now."

She agreed and lucky us the diner had a rack full of magazines and news papers up in the front. I ran up real quick and grabbed one, returning with it to the table and we began shifting through the pages together as we ate our lunch. As expected, the price ranges in New Jersey were pretty' high but there were quite a few places to my own surprise that we could easily afford with our income combined.

There was one place in particular located in Maple Shade Township; it had one and two bedroom apartments as well as two bedroom townhomes, an in ground swimming pool during the spring and summer time, and plenty of other nice features as well.

It was around $2100 a month. After we ate, we got in the car and I pulled out my phone dialing the number as we sat there in the car. I set up an appointment for the next morning and after I hung up Sarah and I decided to stop by my parent's house to tell them what we were planning on doing. When we got to my parents house it was nice to see that my brother Nick was also there; I could tell them all together that meant.

"Mom, dad, Sarah and I are moving to New Jersey. We're in the process of looking for an apartment out there right now and when we move Sarah is going to go full-time."

"Full-time," my dad repeated. "What's that mean; full-time work?"

"No, it means full-time woman. She won't just be a cross-dresser anymore she'll be living as a woman 24/7."

My mom was the first to react and to my relief she reacted with happiness, offering a big hug to Sarah and telling her that she was very happy to see her living life. I had told my mom about the situation with Sarah's parents; in all honesty' it had broken her heart to hear that we were going through so much trouble with her mother and father. She had been a very big source of support and comfort towards Sarah ever since all of this started. I was lucky and grateful to have such accepting parents as I did.

"If you guys need help with the move, I'm more than happy to lend a hand," Nick offered.

"Thanks little bro," I said. He smiled and shook my hand.

"Just so you know; I'm as okay with you two being together as mom and dad' are. There's no shame in loving who you want to love."

Again, I thanked my brother and the topic changed to what part of Jersey we were going too. I told them we had an appointment set up to visit a place in Maple Shade tomorrow morning and they wished us good luck and made me promise to let them know how it went. We stayed for dinner and afterwards made our way home. Nick came with us to hang out for a few extra hours. He left around eleven o'clock that night and half an hour later Sarah and I were in bed together arms wrapped around each other.

As I lay there holding her close to me I knew this was the right decision; I loved her and nothing could stop me from doing everything in my power to make her happy. I would stand up for her no matter what the situation and I would fight for her until I died.

I was also very happy to see her letting go of the problem with her parents; it was best if we left this city anyway before the harassing phone calls started coming in from other family members.

Their argument the night before when they tried to tell her to go to a gay camp had been an early warning that others in the family knew already.

"It was the worse night of my life," she had told me earlier that day when I asked her about the dinner with her parents the night before.

"They tried to act so calm, such fake smiles the whole fucking time. Like' I didn't' know they were up to something. I told them right away I wasn't' going and that there was no way they could make me. They knew I was right because I'm' over eighteen obviously, so they told me that they had already told everyone else about me and' that the entire family was against me doing what I'm' doing. That if I did not go they' were all going to cut me out without hesitation; so I said fuck it and I left. Went to a bar and got trashed,"

Hearing about the event detail by detail pissed me off more than I had thought it would, but it was Sarah who needed to be comforted so I did my' best to let go of the anger and just be there for her.

She had her phone number changed while we were out earlier in the day, so that her family could no longer contact her in case they decided to try and' start any kind of drama. We just wanted to live our lives, and we wanted to do it happily. The next morning we were up early, showered, dressed' and out the door heading to the apartment complex in Maple Shade, New Jersey. The people there seemed friendly enough and someone from the main office took us on a tour around the property and showed us the room that was currently available.

Inside the room was a nice size living room with plenty of space for at least two couches and maybe a recliner. The kitchen was set up with a marble floor and granite counter tops. The master bedroom, the only bedroom in the apartment, was huge with two big closets and a bathroom as well.

I was definitely interested, and just looking at her I could tell Sarah was also. When the tour was finished, we told the woman that we would take it and she led us down to the main office where we filled out a bunch of paper work and made certain arrangements.

We were' allowed to move in no sooner than the 1st' of the coming month, plenty of time to get our stuff together before moving.

We left the apartment complex happy to have chosen it, and made our way back to home in Philadelphia. On the way, Sarah could not stop smiling the entire car ride; I had made her as happy as could be and that was good enough for me.

"I love you," she said smiling over at me.

"Love you too," I smiled back. She had a sexy grin on her face and I knew she was planning something in her mind as we sat in the car driving. Finally, my suspicions were confirmed when she leaned over and kissed me on the cheek before starting to fumble with my belt and zipper.

"What are you doing," I asked a little confused. We were driving, on the road, and here she was trying to undo my pants to give me a blowjob?

"Relax," she said. "No one will notice. Just act normal; otherwise someone might realize if your to fidgety."

I sighed and leaned back against the driver's seat as she pulled my flaccid cock out from my boxers and leaned in real close giving the head a lick. I groaned as she teased it with her wet tongue, flicking it a few times before running her tongue up and down the length and then down to my balls. She licked and sucked on my balls for a few moments and then finally, wrapped her lips around the head of my shaft swallowing me whole.

I tried to focus on the task at' hand; keeping my hands trained to the steering wheel and my eyes relaxed on the road ahead of me. But' we were coming up on the bridge that led from Jersey into Philadelphia which meant we would be approaching a toll' booth in a few minutes. I started to panic a little, worried that whoever was in the booth would notice Sarah sucking my cock while I was driving.

I kept meaning to tell her to stop, but I was so lost in the feel of her lips wrapped around me and' her tongue moving back and forth over the head of my shaft, that I just couldn't bring myself to stop her.

As we pulled up to the booth, I felt my heart in my chest; it was too late to stop her now I realized. I opened the window to hand the person in the booth the two' dollar fair and sighed in relief when I realized this was one of the bridges where the booths did not have an actual person inside of them. There were however security camera's but I figured they were not angled right to see into the car, at least not at an angle to see what Sarah was doing.

The booth had a net attached to it where you just threw the toll money into and it slid down into a box. They probably had a maintenance man that would stop by every morning, afternoon and night to pick up the money in all the boxes. Hey, no complaints here; my ass was saved thanks to that set up,

I dropped the money in the net, closed the window and drove through the gate onto the bridge, still a little nervous that someone might notice what was going on. But' I relaxed as Sarah started sucking with more passion and applying more suction; it was too hard to focus on the idea that someone might see, when she was doing such a good fucking job at sucking my dick.

I was about halfway across the bridge when I started to feel my cock swelling up in her mouth and I felt that old familiar feeling of tension building up real fast. I was getting ready to pop at any second...I latched my hands onto the steering wheel gripping it so tight my hands were burning. Finally, with a grunt and a moan, I thrust my hips up forcing my cock down her throat and she forced her mouth down further over it, taking me as deep as she could go.

I erupted, shooting several streams of cum down her gullet; she choked a little, but swallowed it all.

Groaning and moaning, Sarah licked the head of my shaft clean and released me from her lips, smiling up at me as she slipped my cock back into my boxers and fixed my pants for me.

"That felt great," I whispered as my full attention returned to the road now.

"I'm glad; I took quite a risk there didn't I,"

"Yeah...but to be honest it was kind of sexy."

"Ha-ha, I was thinking the same thing."

We both laughed for a few minutes joking around about it, then' decided to stop off at a McDonalds to get something to eat before heading over to my parents so we could tell my mom we got the apartment.