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Click hereI lay there, amid a tangle of limbs, our bodies cooling and heartbeats slowing as I tried to figure out the rules to this never-before thing and which ones I wished desperately to break.
"Um," I started, trying for a casual tone, "do you have an early day tomorrow?"
"You're not leaving," he said, seeing right through me. I still hadn't decided how I felt about that. I stopped worrying about the night and settled down to worry about tomorrow.
He yawned, tightening his grip around my waist possessively where I lay against him, my head tucked under his chin. "No more trips to the restroom."
"Unless it's with me," he added as an after-thought.
"But I'm not your type," I said, wanting to wound. Or maybe wanting reassurance.
"That's ok, I'm not your's either," he said tenderly. I felt him grin as he nuzzled his face against mine. "We have years to change each-other's minds."
We lay in silence for a long time, his arms still tight around me. I fell asleep watching him smile widely to himself.
I have come back to your page for years hoping you would write another story. You are a beautiful writer. I won't give up on you. Thank you for making me smile with your story. Kate aka LadySugar xxx
I love this story and the emotional interplay in it so much. Matt is so used to winning approval through sex that he can't understand how someone who turned him down for sex could still be interested in him. And he's so angry and offended, and shaken up really, that he spends the rest of the story trying to convince himself and Mark that he doesn't need or want him. He tries to fill this restlessness he feels with anything besides Mark. Someone in the comments complained about the last bathroom scene, but I think it was important, because it was the night after Mark had kissed him, and he desperately wanted to prove once again that he didn't need him. It failed, he had no defenses left, and Mark knew he was ready. I think it was also telling that the only time you see Mark smile in the entire story, the only time Matt describes him as smiling or grinning, is at the end, when Matt is finally his.