Oh, Daniel!

Chapter 15

Leah was first in many ways with his one of a kind sexual explorations. One was their steamy phone sex. He made it sure that when they talked, May already left home for work while he was preparing to sleep as the kids were with his mom in the eatery.

Leah's cellphone was ringing.

"Hello, Leah!"

"Hi, Dan! You just got home?"

"Yeah, just few minutes ago. I miss you."

"Oh? We just had our breakfast an hour ago!"

"I know. How I wish you're here with me so we can sleep together."

"Hahaha! In your dreams! You make me laugh!"

"I mean it."

"Where's May?"

"She already left for work a while ago. Listen. I have something to tell you. I hope this is just between you and me."

"What's that? Another joke?"

"This is serious. Promise me first. You won't tell anyone about this. Ok?"

"I don't know. It depends."

"Well, if I can't trust you...then I won't tell you this."

"Ok, ok! What is it? You're making me tense!"

"I want to express what I honestly feel about you."

"Hah?"

"You're getting into my mind...and into my heart which I can't stop. I've been thinking about this and I realize you've become a special part of my life."

"What do you mean?"

"What I'm trying to say is...I've fallen in love with you, Leah."

"What?? I'm nice to you, Dan, because you're my supervisor and besides, you're a good person."

"I'm sorry if I've told you this. I'm just being honest and I can't pretend anymore. You see, there's something in you which makes me fall for you. You make me happy and inspired when I'm in the office. The demands and stress, working at night, is bearable because you're there with me. Most of all, you give me value when you listen to me...to my problems at work and you never judge me. Instead, you show concern in so many ways."

"Dan, I can't think straight with what you're saying"

"Leah, I love you."

"You can't say that! What about May?"

"That's why, just please keep it between the two of us. Someday, she will understand. I'm not saying, I'm leaving her. She always stays with me but this doesn't keep me away from you because if I do, I'm like denying half of my happiness."

"Please don't do this to me."

"What do you mean?

"With the way you feel towards me, I'm afraid, I might also fall for you."

"So tell me that you also love me."

"What's the difference of telling you, I like you or I love you as a friend?"

"I wanna know because if you don't, then we can stop talking right now and I might as well not see you anymore."

"What? Why are you like that? Can't we be just friends? Why do we have to love each other?"

"Just tell me what you feel for me. If you have no love for me, I can walk away and ask my manager if I can be transferred to another account so I don't see you anymore. I can't be hurt just to see a person who has denied my love for her."

"You're making it hard for me! Why do I have to love you when I can continue to do what I'm currently doing for you? We can always have lunch and breakfast. We're enjoying each others' company. I can always be there for you at work. I can always listen to your problems and sincerely make you feel important to me."

"I need your love, Leah, so I can take it to the next level."

"Isn't what we have, not enough? What do you really want from me, Dan?"

"I want you to love me so I can be assured I can have you for long. I can't get enough of you, Leah. This is the cry of my heart and I can't stop it! I can't feel the depth inside of you if I can't touch you and embrace you."

"Ohh, Dan..."

"I'll forever be restless if I can't kiss your lips and breathe the air you breathe."

"Stop saying those words!"

"Whisper to me that you love me. Please, my love..."

"I can't say it."

"What are you wearing right now?"

"Huh?"

"Tell me."

"Why?

"Just tell me."

"Sando and shorts."

"Are you wearing your bra and panty?"

"Huh? Why do you wanna know?"

"Just tell me."

"Just my panty."

"Take off your sando and shorts.."

"Huh?? Why are you doing this to me?"

"I said, take them off!!"

"Dan!?"

"Take them off!"

"Ok!"

"Put your phone down and do as I say. When you're back, make sure you're using your headset. Ok?

"Ok. (after a few seconds) Here I am."

"You can't say you love me? So do this for me so at least I feel your love."

"But I love you, Dan!"

"That's very good, Leah. That's very good... Say it one more time as I touch my penis."

"Aahh, Dan... I do love you!"

"That's my girl... Now squeeze your breasts very gently."

"Uuoohh!"

"That's my love... Feel your nipples, erecting and hardening..."

"Ohhh, Dan..."

"Using your other hand, touch your panty and slide your fingers up and down...slowly and gently. Feel the smoothness of your panty concentrating on the area where your vagina is getting wet. Ok, Leah?"

"Ohkhey!"

"You like it, my love?

"Yeaahh... Aahh!"

"Now put your fingers inside your panty and very slowly...and very gently, rub your vagina."

"I'm sooo wet, Dan! Aaahhh!"

"That's beautiful, my love! That's beautiful. Now, take off your panty. Let me take off my brief and masturbate for you. Ok?"

"Ohkhey... Aaahhh!"

"Masturbate for me, my love."

"Yhess, my love! Uuuohh!"

"That's good! That's very good, my love. My cock is now getting so big and erect. You wanna hear the sound of my hand sliding back and forth against the oil surrounding my penis?"

"Aahhh! Ohh, please, Dan! I wanna hear it!"

(He put his cell phone near his penis with his right hand masturbating.)

"Fuck! Dan, you're making me so horny!"

(After two minutes, he put the phone back to his ear.) "Leah, I'm now coming!! Aaahhh!!"

"Oohh, yes, Dan, me as well!"

"Let's do it together!"

"Ohkhey!"

"Here it is, my love! Here it is! Ooohhh, my God!"

"Dan, I'm coming! I'm coming!! Aaahhh!! Aahh! Ahhh..."

They were both gasping for breath. It was one of a kind, highly unique erotic pleasure. Even after many years, Daniel still reminisce that unforgettable experience. Sometimes in the present, when he's missing Leah badly on a certain day, he relives that phone sex in his mind and masturbate. Still, his climax is satisfying, however, afterwards, the more he misses her and desperately longs to see just a glimpse of her face.

Chapter 16

Something changed when he got to see her in the office after a day of their mutual masturbation through the airwaves. She seemed to be staying away from him when he tried to come near at her workstation. She then acted to be busy typing something in her computer. It could be the notes she had to put in the account of a customer since she just closed a sale. But the time was unusually long. He sensed, she must have been ashamed of what they did on the phone.

On his part, he even felt closer to her more than ever before that he wanted to openly discuss what they did so she'd understand and feel that he wasn't using her to quench his lust. It was all part of his psychological penetration on her heart that he was really serious when he said that he loves her. It was his way of making her under his virtual possession.

He then noticed he was beginning to develop that heavy emotion of jealousy. Whenever he saw her talking to a guy for more than, let's say 5 minutes, he started to be uneasy that he had the urge to tell the man to stay away from her. Good thing, he was able to control himself. Imagine...Daniel confronting any male conversing with Leah! Others on the floor would surely think that their team leader has crazily fallen in love with his agent.

He didn't want to cause any commotion that he was trying hard to avoid getting the attention of the management. According to the company's code of conduct, it's not allowed to have a special romantic relationship between a superior and a subject. This is an offense which could lead to termination.

Daniel sent Leah an email, asking her that they talk about what happened on the phone. She replied that they could go out for a breakfast after their shift.

"Hey, Leah! How's your calls?"

"Not much, TL. I wasn't able to make a sale. Something's bothering me. You know what I mean."

"I understand. So where would you like to eat?"

"Anywhere, far away from our office."

"Ok then. We can go for a walk and let's look for a nice place."

"Let's go."

They crossed the street. He wanted to hold her hand but he couldn't. He already accepted the fact that people could already be speculating about their being together frequently during breaks and after work.

Gossiping, backbiting or spreading rumors is one of our pastimes. This is not to say that most people have this kind of attitude but this is observed to be a practice of those who are in the lower level of intelligence.

They found a food shoppe where their specialty was an express fried chicken. He opened the door for her like a gentleman would do to any fine lady. Then they ordered their main dish.

"Leah, all the words I said on the phone...I really mean it."

"I'm ashamed of what I did."

"But you like it. Right?"

She giggled and replied, "Hhmm... First time."

"Me too! That was so good! I want you to know, it was something special and private for just the two of us. I'll treasure it forever."

"Yeah. Same here."

He glanced at the people besides their table. No one looked familiar from their company. He stared at her face and gently touched her hand. In a pensive mood, her eyes were gazing at her iced tea.

"You said you love me on the phone. Do you really love me?"

"Dan, you know I do. What do you think is the meaning of all these things?

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, I wouldn't have done it...you know, the phone sex and my being with you so often even you have May in your life...if I don't love you."

"Then that's all I needed to know right now. That's all that matters to me. The joy I feel from you is something deep which gives me a beautiful meaning with my life."

"You just don't know...every time I'm with you, my spirit is lifted. I can't explain it fully. I just feel different when I'm with you. It's a combination of fear and love but I rather have both than not loving you at all."

He was struck. Fear and love... He was silent as he reflected on its meaning. Fear and love, it was. She rather have both than not loving me at all.

She's a profound person who stimulated not just his penis but most importantly, his mind. The way she delivered her statements had a sharp way in piercing his heart. Somehow, she made him stronger to overcome life's challenges in one way or the other.

Chapter 17

He decided to take their relationship to a higher level. Weeks passed when they agreed to meet in one sunny afternoon, traveling by a tinted car. They went up to a hill where there were trees to provide shade. The sight gave them an overlooking scene of the busy city life below. At first, they were talking about their families which led to a discussion of some deep spiritual thoughts. It wasn't comfortable as you can imagine, they were just inside the car, with the aircon not in good condition, conversing for more than an hour. Anyway, the pure close sight of their sensuous love made it all worthwhile.

"I don't know if you'll believe on what I'm about to say to you, Leah."

"What is it?"

"Right now, as I'm looking at your eyes, flashes of memory hit me. Then all of a sudden, I mysteriously felt like I've known you before in my past life. You know, déjà vu or that reincarnation type of thing?"

"That's thinking way beyond on what's going on between the two of us."

"I know. It's hard to believe but I'm just sharing and you need to know this because you're a big part of my life now. You don't have to accept it as the truth."

"You're cute, Dan, when you try to make your point."

She smiled sweetly at him with her hands touching his face. He was moved in a childlike amusement with how she responded to his serious claim. He gently kissed her hand, scented with a perfume and he went on...

"What I'm saying, in my vision a while ago, you were my wife in my previous life."

"Hahahaha! Dan, you're a damn serious joker as you've always been!"

"Of course, naturally, you won't believe me because it's not you who have seen this. Put yourself in my shoes, Leah."

"I'd rather put myself in your..."

She was giggling while she was covering her mouth. He knew what she was about to say but he controlled himself in actualizing his plan.

"We'll get into that."

"What? I didn't say anything!"

"Going back... In my metaphysical vision, I saw you...your exact face though a little bit blurred. You were looking at me exactly the way you look at me right now. It's weird because the word, WIFE, just popped up in my head! I couldn't explain enough to let you know that you could really be my wife prior to our present existence."

"Ok, go on. Keep talking. I'm listening."

"If we don't believe in reincarnation, it's very hard to understand the things which are happening around us especially those situations which we have less control. For example, I don't know if you remember this but the moment our eyes first met each other in the office, I didn't pay attention much on you. Besides, there are a lot of beautiful girls in our account."

"Hehehe! I'm beautiful, Dan. Very beautiful. Am I not?"

"You are, my love. May I continue?"

"Yes, please, dear..."

"Dear?! Hhhmm... I like that word! I can feel it more personally coming from you."

"Ok, dear..."

She touched his hand, smoothly sliding back and forth. He closed his eyes and breathed deeply, trying to internalize the word, dear. Indeed, he could feel more her love for him.

"Where was I, dear?"

"Oh! The part that I'm not beautiful!"

"Again, you are...dear. Going back. What I'm trying to say...I wanted to focus on my job and I didn't want to get involved with women anymore. I think I've told you before, May caught me having an affair with this girl in our eatery."

"Yeah, I remember."

"So no matter how I wanted to go straight, if there's a person whom you encounter that you had special unfinished relationship in the past life, the universe will work to get you to meet that person together in the present lifetime in order to resolve what needs to be resolved. So even if you're married, another party will arrive not to interfere but to come into terms. That's why I told you before that sooner or later, May will understand...

"Reincarnation is based on the premise that we're always given by God countless chances in order to make things better. If you were not able to successfully achieve it, then, you don't have to worry, because you'll be born again literally in your next life. Although, the default setting is you don't remember your past life. Can you imagine, if you remember everything about your previous life, you could be bothered all the time in the present especially if you did a lot of bad things! The essence of reincarnation is renewal. But the key is just to be aware on the people whom you encounter along the way."

"Dear, what if you don't recognize the person at all?"

"There are people whose awareness is more developed than others. It's because they have practiced such spiritual disciplines like yoga or meditation which can open your eyes to the larger truths in the universe including reincarnation or even predicting the future. Study the lives of Jesus Christ, Paramahansa Yogananda or Edgar Cayce."

"Is that so? I don't know all these things."

"Dear, you might ask me... So what's our issue which wasn't resolved in our previous lives?"

"Yeah, I'm about to ask you that."

"The answer is...I honestly don't know."

"You don't know?"

"We have to figure this out, dear. That's why, we're in this relationship even against all odds. You know, I can't be with you not only because I have May but also I'm your supervisor yet still, I'm somehow magnetically drawn to you."

"Do you think, in our previous lives, you died of heart of attack when you fucked me hard during our honeymoon? Hahahaha!"

"And you committed suicide, realizing you'd never ever have that kind of great sex from any man other than me? Hah!?"

"Possibly, dear!"

They laughed together. She just made him laugh so good. They paused to catch their breath and continued to laugh out loud. Her cheeks were getting red, subsiding to chuckles.

"Whew! What a story! Can I ask you something?" Daniel then held her hand.

"What? You just interrupted our rare moment of laughing!"

"Can I kiss you?"

"Huhh?"

Giggling...she couldn't look at him straight in the eye. Silence entered her mouth. He touched her face and lips. She closed her eyes and kissed sensuously his fingers. He then slid his hand to her neck, feeling her soft skin. Her trademark perfume got into his breathing, down to his soul, making his penis progressively standing up. Then he went on to her bra and gently squeeze the little volcano inside...climbing up and landing on to her breast, finding her nipple, lightly pinching it. She started to moan in a whisper-like sound...passionately kissing each other with their lips and tongue intertwined. Finally, this awaited moment materialized.

He looked outside and still the surrounding was empty of passers by. Only the branches and its leaves of the trees were moving being swayed by the breeze through the hills.

He then unbuttoned her shirt and unlock the back gate of her flesh silky bra. He massaged her breasts as he noticed her nipples were filled with hardened volume. She began to moan audibly with her voice begging for more seduction. He was kissing her neck, licking and leaving it with his saliva.

Proceeding to the next step was to fuck her without further delay. Awkwardly, he transferred to her seat. The heat in him was increasing in intensity when his body was pressed against her chest. Her heartbeat was like drumming to the beat of a house music as he tried to unbutton her jeans.

"Oohh, dear! Noohh!" she resisted.

"Let's make love, dear."

"No, I can't! No one has done this to me except my hubby."

She grabbed his hand and forcibly took it away but he kept his post and maintained his position. There was no word from him in reply to what she just said as if he didn't seem to hear her. He couldn't stop but to allow the raging flow of his semen from his mind to his whole body, coming out through his urethra. He was already sweating. The aircon couldn't handle anymore the steamy hot scene.

In a hurry, he was able to open her pants but still her hand was strongly guarding the castle. He tried to take it off but she wouldn't let him. He could sense she badly desired to be fucked with the hunger for mating as expressed indirectly shown in her face. While working to break down the great wall, he was able to read her mind how she wanted to prove herself that she tried to keep her commitment with his husband to the last line. Danny loves her truly where he wanted to give her some respect in that area.

He changed gear, planning to back off but the eros in him wouldn't give up. With the guidance of his remaining sanity but overpowered by lust, he took the route of fingering her vagina which was already so wet. Still being shielded by her hand, he insisted to penetrate, successfully passing through her black panty. There she ecstatically enjoyed to be masturbated as if she felt it was worth it...to bring down her defenses.

Her hand was in real tense where her strength was still there but this time, she was then guiding his fingers on where it was more pleasurable. She was obviously enjoying it after all, until she reached her orgasm, showing to him it was all that she was craving for...for so long. She embraced him tightly and bit his neck out of pure satisfaction.