One More Time Ch. 10

We spent the next few hours cuddled together naked on the couch and watching bad horror flicks on the television. I only half watched the movies, instead rehashing in my mind the things that had been said earlier. The closeness and intimacy we had was what I had craved from Derek, but never found. Even though Jeremy and I had decided on a new beginning, there was a nagging in my head that wouldn't let me free Derek fully from my memories, and that worried me.

I didn't comprehend just how strong the hold was until I was laying in bed later with my legs spread wide and my ass being prepped for fucking by a talented tongue. My eyes were pinched shut enjoying the foreplay but I damn near lost all desire, when I opened them and realized that I had been fantasizing that it was Derek between my thighs eating my butt. At that moment, I fully accepted that Jeremy had been right...I wasn't ready at all for anything more serious more than committed fuck buddies.