Our Little Secret

He was wearing a blue short sleeve button down shirt, two buttons loose, tucked into dark jeans that were fabulously tight, with grey converse on his feet. He looked so cute, so desirable and I let out of the breath I had been holding in and moved aside so he could enter.

"Hi Nathan," I managed to get out, trying to hide my nervousness but he was able to read my facial expressions so well that I knew I would not be able to fool him. He looked nervous too, but also happy and that made it easier for me. His hair was done nicely and his eyes were bright and shining, he looked great, fantastic actually.

"Hi Jess...you look amazing!" He said, and I blushed, turning my already rosy cheeks even more red. I had worn a pretty tight black skirt, just for him, with a lacy purple top that hugged my breasts, and black shoes with a slight heel. I had put my hair back into a loose pony and had carefully applied a bit of makeup.

"Thanks...you look great too." I said a bit shyly, suddenly not sure how to act. This was someone I had spent so much time with and with whom I had never really had much of a problem being myself. Now, so much expectation was clouding my mind, making feel less confident than I normally did. I shook my head slightly to clear it and moved to sit on the leather couch.

I sat down on the soft couch and Nathan sat next to me, close, but not too close and I flipped on the TV to find somewhat of a distraction and felt his hand come to rest on my bare leg, right below the hem of my skirt. I took a deep breath and looked over at him. He looked at me at the same time and we both smiled.

"You okay Jess?" He asked, and I nodded, still smiling, probably like an idiot, and giggled.

"Yes, Nathan, just kinda processing this..." I answered, putting my hand on his leg to reassure him that I wanted this and felt him tense up, just slightly, and I realized that, as usual, we were on the same page.

"Just so you know, we don't have to do anything, we can just hang out, I am just happy to be able to spend time with you," he said, looking at me and it was pretty much exactly what I wanted to hear.

Fuck the hesitation, I thought, looking at his face, and I kissed him. He seemed surprised, but in a good way, and he kissed me back, his hand grasping my leg a bit more firmly as our tongues danced and our bodies adjusted to each other, to this new way of us being together.

"Same to you," I whispered when we finally separated, and he laughed, the awkwardness evaporating by the second. Not that my feelings for him were merely sexual, not even close, but I had waited so long for an opportunity to get closer to him and I wanted to take full advantage. Let the fluidness between us take over and see where it led.

Apparently he felt the same way, because he immediately kissed me again, slowly and seductively, letting his hand crawl up my leg a bit more as my hands moved to his back. My fingers were pulling at his shirt, bringing it up and out of his pants. I wanted to touch his bare skin, and his hand on my thigh was making me so hot! When his shirt was out of his pants, I put my hands on his back and he pulled back from kissing me to kiss my neck, oh, that was such a trigger for me and I moaned softly and rubbed his back.

His hand was so close to my thong and his tongue was back in my mouth, I could feel myself getting wetter. I moved one of my hands down to the front of his pants where I could feel his erection growing and I wanted to touch him. I felt his hand come off of my thigh to move to the bottom of my shirt and I cried out a little in pleasure when his cool hands grazed my skin. He hesitated a second before they came to rub my breasts over my bra as my hands started to manipulate the buckle on his belt.

All doubts disappeared as lust and desire took over, both of us hungrily taking from the other what we wanted. I managed to get his belt unbuckled as he went back to kissing my neck and working the clasp on the back of my bra. I unbuttoned his jeans just as his hands hit my bare breasts, my nipples immediately reacting, hardening to his touch, and sending major waves of pleasure to my brain. I could feel his cock clamoring to get out of his jeans and he moaned when I brought my hand to touch it through his black briefs.

His hands were working my nipples, softly rubbing them as his mouth found mine, again, as I snaked my hand into his underwear to touch his dick. He gasped and pulled his mouth back, breathing heavily and speeding up his fingers on my very hard nipples, arching his back with the sexiest fucking look on his face that I had ever seen.

"Can I suck your cock, Nathan?" I asked, looking at him, wanting him so much. I was softly and slowly rubbing his cock my hand as I waited for his response. It was twitching and growing in my hand, turning me on so much. His hands kept moving on my nipples as he eagerly nodded.

"Yes, please, Jessica, I would...like...that." he was stammering, so obviously aroused and ready. I did not want to tease him anymore, so I dropped to my knees in front of him, so happy to finally fulfill a fantasy I had had for so long. "Take your shirt off, please," he requested and I obliged, tossing it and my bra aside and letting my tits free as I slid his jeans and briefs to the floor.

"You look so hot like that..." he told me, and I smiled, as I started to again rub his cock with my hand. I brought my mouth down to his cock and looked him in the eye as I licked the tip.

"Thank you, Nathan..." I said, before slowly sliding my mouth down the shaft of his cock, watching his face contort in pleasure. I wanted to take my time with him, make sure he felt every inch of pleasure possible before he let go in my mouth. He scooted forward on the couch, shoving his cock further into my mouth and brought his fingers to my nipples. He began slowly turning them in his hands, making me cry out as his dick worked slowly in and out of my mouth.

He was very slowly taking control of the situation and I did not mind a bit. I used one hand to stroke the length of his cock as I started moving my mouth faster and faster, getting worked up and hornier as I felt him grow harder in my mouth. He kept one hand on my nipple and brought the other to the back of my neck, guiding his shaft deeper and deeper into my throat.

"Fuck Jess...that...feels...amazing! He muttered as he forced himself even deeper, releasing my nipple and grabbing my head with both hands. I gagged and felt my eyes water. He stopped, held my head in place and told me to "Drop your hands please..."

I moved them to his strong legs, stroking them slowly, and he started to fuck my face, seemingly stepping outside himself as he took me, he felt so large and swollen in my mouth. I was sucking so hard on his cock and moaning around him, using my tongue to stimulate him, loving how this felt and anticipating feeling his semen filling my mouth as he came. He thrusted forward a few hard times, then looked me in the eyes, his eyes aglow with lust and passion.

"Oh, oh, oh, my god, Jessica, I am going to come in your mouth, can I come in your mouth, I need to come in your mooouuutttthhhhh..." he finished as I felt him lose control, gripping hard on the back of my head, pulling my hair as he started pumping his hot cum into my mouth. I took all that he gave me, swallowing and loving how fucking hot he looked as he came, face flushed and sweat on his forehead.

He stayed put, my mouth still suckling his softening cock, licking all of the cum off of him as he recovered, now softly stroking my hair and lightly trembling. I was methodically rubbing his thighs with my hands, feeling his hairs rise and watching his face, lost in him, in the moment. He seemed paralyzed, dazed, eyes shut as he recovered from his orgasm. I was half afraid that now the spell would be broken, that doubts and guilty feelings would surface and poison the pleasure.

My fears were allayed when he opened his eyes and looked at me with a new gaze that bared into my soul. So many unsaid words and emotions flowed between us. The intensity that had merely existed before seemed to have to come life in a whole new way. I swallowed and tried not to let myself be overcome by the moment and the way I was feeling, but looking at him, I knew we were in deep.

He came towards me, pushing me onto my back as he came off the couch to lay on top of me on the soft carpet. He didn't seem to have an exact plan, but he was using his hands to rub my body and his mouth to kiss my neck and mouth. I used my fingers to unbutton and remove his shirt, wanting to feel his skin directly next to mine, and rubbed his back, lightly using my fingernails to graze his skin.

The feel of his rapid heartbeat so near to mine was intoxicating. So freeing to finally be able to express how good he made me feel in the way I had always wanted but had been so afraid of. "I love you, Nathan," I whispered into his ear and felt tears come into my eyes. Not sadness, but completely a side effect of the pure emotion I was feeling.

He stopped moving and looked again into my eyes, "I love you too, Jess," he whispered back and wiped the tears from my eyes. My heart surged and my stomach flipped a million times. This was insane. He rolled over to the side to lay next to me, kissing my mouth passionately, his hands forcing my skirt down my legs. When it was off, he brought two fingers to my thong, taking his time to slide the string aside before they found my very wet pussy.

"Fuck, Jess, you're so wet..."

I was so caught up in the moment that I was unable to respond. I felt like I could cum just from the light rubbing of his fingers on the lips of my pussy. I wanted to draw out the moment, to hold back and make it last but the way he was making me feel was so intense that I was unsure how long I could wait. He was kissing my mouth, and then my neck, one hand in my hair, the other slowly working its way towards my clit.

"Oh my god, Nathan, oh my god," was all I could manage to get out between moans, completely breathless and at his mercy. When his mouth reached my tits, his tongue came out to flick my nipple, I cried out so loudly and I tried to move my hips against his finger but he held me in place. His finger was sitting just on my clit, very slowly moving around as he began to suck on my nipple, getting it so hard, then switching to the other one, still barely moving his finger.

"Do you like that, Jessica?" He asked me, stopping his mouth briefly but slightly speeding up his finger and watching my face as my eyes closed and moaned and squirmed, so fucking turned on.

"Yes, yes yes yes yes YES! Please don't stop Nathan, it feels so good..." I was rewarded when his soft lips returned to my nipples and his fingers started moving even faster and I was so close to cumming, my whole body was tensed up and every nerve on my clit was activated and flooding my brain with pleasure.

"Cum for me, Jessica, I want to feel you cum on my hand!" His words were all that I needed and when he brought a second finger to my clit and rubbed it in a hard circle, I let go. I screamed out and my hips rose off the floor repeatedly as the orgasm went through my body. He went back to sucking on my nipple as he brought his fingers to my drenched pussy. I was in total ecstasy, he knew exactly how to make me feel good and I fucking loved it.

He pushed up into my pussy with his fingers and moaned. "Fuck you're so sexy, Jess, I need you..." he said as he finger fucked my pussy and looked me in the eye. "Turnover...up on all fours.." I don't think this had been the plan, but nothing with US had never been planned.

I was in a lusty daze, wanting him in me so bad, so I eagerly did what he asked. "Are you going to fuck me, Nathan?" I asked, looking back over my shoulder at him, a smile plastered on both our faces.

He came near me and spanked my ass lightly with his hand. "Yes, Jessica. I am going to fuck your pussy and make sure you know who it belongs to, is that ok with you?" He asked, and I was both taken aback and further aroused by his words. He was fumbling through his jeans pockets, looking for a condom, I assumed, before tossing them aside and coming back near my ass.

"Yes, Nathan, please, please fuck me, please..." I begged as I felt his cock so near my pussy. His hard body was pressed up against mine and I don't think I had ever felt this turned on in my life.

"Oh God...Jess..." Nathan mumbled as he slid his cock into me so slowly. "Your pussy feels FUCKING amazing..." he whispered into my ear as he he plunged deeper into me. His hands were rubbing my hips and my ass as he started to fuck me harder and faster. I was still high from the orgasm he had just given me and the feelings were intensified as he filled me with his dick. He brought one hand down to manipulate my clit as he gave it to me, so hard and so good.

"Yes, Nathan, yes, you're fucking me so good!" I was crying out over and over and begging him to keep fucking me, I was squeezing my muscles with all my might, keeping him inside me as long as possible. I never wanted this feeling to end. I wanted him to stay next to me, keep fucking me, to never ever let me go. My mind was spinning, everything was blurry and electric. Better than I ever could have imagined. I felt myself let go and started cumming again as he hit my g-spot with his cock.

I could feel him getting bigger and bigger in my pussy as it spasmed repeatedly around his dick and he started fucking me harder and harder. He was panting, moaning loud for me and I could tell he was getting close. One hand was firmly grabbing my hips and he had reached up with the other to grab my hair near the base of my skull. He was lightly pulling on it, forcing me back even further onto his cock.

"I am going to cum in your pussy, Jessica, you are making me so hard and I have to cum in you...god I love you so much!" He said as he let out a final groan and started pumping his hot cum into me. I was no longer certain he was wearing a condom but I did not care in that moment. I was just enjoying feeling him release into me, how sexy his body felt as he was trembling and jerking against me.

He pulled back and out of me when he was finished and immediately came around to my face.

I understood what he wanted and I opened my mouth to let him slide in. I sucked in and licked his cock, tasting myself as I cleaned him off. Definitely no condom. I looked up at him questionably and he seem to understand what I was asking.

"I couldn't find it and I just needed to fuck you...please don't be mad...you're on the pill, aren't you"' he asked, sheepishly, and I wasn't but I figured we could talk about that later. I closed my eyes and kept sucking and licking his cock, savoring how he felt in my body.

I honestly had not thought things would go this far, but the electricity between us had taken over, pushed us to the brink of the ocean, allowed us to take things where we wanted them to go. "I'm not mad..." I said when he sat back, his cock reluctantly dislodging from my mouth. I smiled at him and and sat back, still dazed and sexually charged.

I crawled up onto the couch, the soft red blanket covering the leather welcoming my naked body. "Come lay with me, Nathan," I asked and he did, snuggled up behind me, his arm coming around to hug me tightly. I knew it was a matter of time before restlessness set in, for one or both of us, time running out and all. I wanted to savor the last moments of this, our first time together.

This was truly the moment I had been looking forward to the most. Lying, sexually spent, but so fulfilled, finding the deeper connection I had been lacking for so long. My mind, usually running non-stop, was calm and my heart was at peace. My eyes were heavy and all I could focus on was the beating of his heart. His body felt absolutely perfect next to mine and before I knew it he was sleeping, his breathing soft and even, lulling me along with him.

The perfect ending to the perfect day. "I love you, Nathan, I can't wait to do it again..." I whispered, just before falling asleep.