Rachel Doesn't Do 'Normal' Pt. 03

"Well I would stay and chat, but a girl can't have too much spice in one sitting. It can upset the stomach." She giggled, before kissing him briefly on the lips and then hopped out of the cab.

Kadir watched in amazement as she tottered away, pulling her dress back into place as she went. He knew he should get going himself, but couldn't move a muscle, not yet at least.

Rachel exited the lift and slipped off her heels to avoid making a sound. She crept back along the corridor and turned the key in the lock as quietly as she could. She was still on cloud nine after that incredible fuck, so the last thing she needed was for someone to be awake inside.

Fortunately it seemed like there wasn't. The lights were all off and she could hear snoring coming from her bedroom. She couldn't see much but it looked like Brendan was fast asleep too. She could just about make out a human shaped mound under the duvet on the sofa bed.

Careful not to make a sound, she closed the front door and tip toed into her bedroom. She knew she should probably take a shower, but exhaustion was beginning to overwhelm her. So instead she stripped off completely, stuffing her clothes into the bottom of the laundry basket, along with the soiled sheets from earlier, then pulled on a long t-shirt and quietly snuggled into bed.

Brendan had raised his middle finger to her door as soon as Rachel had closed it behind her. As nice as she was to him earlier and as much as he didn't want her to hate him, like so many other people seemed to. His mind was made up now. He knew that no women fancied him. At this rate he was never going to lose his virginity. Rachel clearly didn't care about cheating on his mean older brother anyway. He didn't like the idea of blackmailing someone, but he knew that it was the only way to get what he wanted and oh did he want her badly. He never knew girls like Rachel even existed. How could a girl who looked as incredible as she did, get off on having sex with ugly old men?

His cock sprang into life again just thinking about it. Slowly he drifted off to sleep, dreaming about what it would feel like to have her luscious plump lips wrapped around his hard cock for once. He would know by tomorrow, at least he hoped beyond hope that he would.

Rachel twisted and turned in the bed trying to get comfortable. Apparently sleep wasn't going to be so easy to come by. Her conscience seemed to forbid it. She couldn't stop thinking about what she was doing and hated herself for prolonging her relationship any further.

With a sigh, she opened her eyes and stared up at the dark ceiling. She knew she was going to have to break up with Aaron soon, but what would happen then? Would she have to move back home? Five months ago her life had seemed so rosy. A new job, a new flat, a new boyfriend and a new city. Now it all seemed to be crumbling around her and it was her fault that it was. Her inability to control her darker urges were stopping her from having any semblance of a normal life.

Moving home might not be the worst thing in the world, she thought. Sure it would be a backwards step, but she knew she needed some time to get her life in order.

Maybe she could do a bit of modelling? It wouldn't hurt to try?

She turned to look at Aaron through the darkness. He was snoring peacefully, unaware that she was about to turn his world upside down. It was going to be hard, but as soon as his brother went home on Sunday, she knew she'd have to pluck up the courage to tell him it was over.

A tear rolled down her cheek, which she wiped away. The thought of hurting someone so kind was a horrible one, but what she was doing behind his back was worse. It wasn't fair on him. Until she could sort her head out, she knew she shouldn't be in a relationship anymore. He was in love with her, but she had never been able to say the same back. She liked him a lot, but love? What was that anyway?

Rachel stroked Aaron's hair and whispered "I'm sorry." Before turning over and closing her eyes to all the troubles of the world. A few minutes later she was sound asleep.

To be continued... (Soon I promise)

A special thank you to Bambigirl44 for reading and sharing their thoughts on this story. They were most helpful.