Second Thoughts

I was about to reply to Mary's question and say to her that we weren't interested but Leah replied before I had a chance.

"Do you mean like going out to dance and talk to a few men?"

Mary got really excited as she replied. "Yeah. We could go out to this club I heard about in Clearwater and maybe get a couple rooms for the weekend and find a few guys to pay for our drinks and food and have a really good time."

I just sat listening to Mary's suggestion knowing Leah wouldn't approve until she surprised me with her answer.

"I suppose that would be fun. We could have men buy us drinks and maybe take us out to dinner and the weekend wouldn't cost us any more than the rooms."

Lisa raised up on her lounge chair and smiled back at Leah as she said. "Yeah. Maybe if we got lucky, we could make them pay for the rooms."

They both laughed out loud as I tried to smile along with them. They talked next about going out shopping for clothes to wear.

We went shopping that evening in the mall and Leah was in a dressing room changing into a dress while Mary and I waited for her. Mary had picked out a hot looking red dress off the rack that she wanted Leah to try on.

Leah walked out and hesitantly walked toward us holding her hands near her chest and smiling. Mary had a thrilled expression on her face as she replied first.

"Honey. Put your hands down so I can see those boobs."

Leah lowered her hands and half her tits were exposed along with a deep plunge in the center leaving hardly anything to the imagination.

Mary clapped her hands together. "I love it! That's the one you need to buy!"

"I don't know, Mary. Do you think its too short?"

"No. Not at all! You look so adorable in it. I hope I can find something just as hot!"

My thoughts were on the comment my wife just said about the dress being too short. Her tits were almost fully exposed and she was worrying about the dress being too short. There I go again referring to Leah as my wife!

Mary did find a white dress that clung to every curve on her slim body. Her legs appeared as if they were a mile long once she wore her high heels with it. Mary had a figure that resembled a Barbie doll!

The girls helped me pick out a dress and Leah settled on a green one she found at a different store. I hadn't really dressed in something that was this sexy since my operation.

Mary had her hand in selecting a dress that revealed my breasts as the one she helped pick out for Leah. I felt like a slut but also excited. I remembered trying on a revealing dress back when I would cross dress and had to fill in the empty area's with a breast form. This certainly wasn't the case now!

Mary had called and booked a suite. Leah and I would share a room with two large beds and Mary would have the adjoining room with a single large bed. We were going to stay for three nights and Leah was excited about doing something different. The expense of my operation kept us from going anywhere for a long time.

The hotel was marvelous and there were plenty of single guys walking around. Mary kept making comments about everyone she found attractive. We were having lunch at an outdoor café when Mary spotted these three guys having lunch not far from us.

"Listen. Ladies. This could be our meal ticket sitting right over there."

Leah and I just glanced at the three men and waited to see what Mary was going to do next.

"Wait right here while I go and introduce myself."

Leah and I glanced at each other as we sat and watched Mary talking to the three men. They were all handsome and very muscular. I found that my heart was beating faster as I watched Mary talk to the men.

I was bothered by the fact that one of the men was black. I mean he was jet black! I hoped that he was the guy that Mary was attracted to but we couldn't tell because she seemed to be talking and laughing with all three of the men.

We were all dressed in shorts and sleeveless blouses and tennis shoes so we weren't dressed to impress, I might say but we all were attractive in what we wore.

Mary stayed at their table for almost ten minutes until she finally pointed toward our table and they all starred at Leah and me. Mary stood up and walked quickly back to our table.

"OK. I've got it all set. They want to meet you two so follow me back to their table and I'll introduce you."

Leah and I both stood up at the same time and started to follow Mary back to their table when she stopped dead in her tracks and turned around and whispered to us.

"OK. You see the blonde guy on the left? He's mine! You guys are going to have to fight over who gets the other two."

I felt my heart falling as we walked closer to that table. That meant that there were only two men we could pick from, the black guy or the man with the dark hair and mustache. I really wanted to discuss this over with Leah but we were walking fast to keep up with Mary.

We finally arrived at the table and all three men stood up. They were all huge and at least six-five or taller in height. Mary introduced them as Dan, the guy with the blonde hair that she liked. Phil was the guy with dark hair and a mustache and Sam was the black guy.

They were very polite and scooted chairs around so we could join them. Mary wasted no time sitting in the chair next to Dan. Leah took a step closer and sat down next to the black guy, Sam. I felt that she was doing me a favor by sitting next to the black guy because she didn't want to stick me with him.

I sat down next to Phil and smiled as he held the chair for me. I took a quick peek without trying to stare at Leah to see how she was doing but Sam began talking to her intensely and had her full attention. Phil was very polite to me as we talked and learned that they were there for a weight lifting convention.

We also learned that Phil and Dan were from out of town but Sam lived in the Tampa area. These men had muscles everywhere. Sam was wearing a white shirt which contrasted with his coal black skin. His large chest and arms looked as if they were going to rip apart that shirt at any moment.

I had a very nice conversation with Phil as we ordered drinks and had lunch. Guess what? The guys paid for everything! Leah and Sam were chatting away actually more than I expected and couldn't wait to hear what he said to her later.

I'd never really had an attraction to men before but found Phil very pleasant and easy on the eyes if I might say. I kept reminding myself that all this was a ploy to have them pay our way for the weekend and nothing more. We wouldn't even see these guys again after the weekend so I didn't mind it so much.

Two hours had passed and we all finally agreed we would meet later at the club for dinner and dancing afterward. We all stood at the same time and Phil gave me a little peck on my cheek. It was my first kiss from a man of any kind even though it was on the cheek.

I kept an eye on Leah who was busy talking to Sam than saw him reach out and hold her waist as he lowered his head down and gave her a little kiss on her lips! Yes. He kissed her on the lips! That was enough of a shock to me but I also took note on how she held onto his beefy arms with her dainty white hands.

Her fingers seemed to grasp his skin as if she felt secure holding such a large man. Yes. It bothered me that Leah was showing attraction to Sam but I tried to imagine that she was only trying to lure him in to pay for our weekend.

Yes. That's all. Leah was just putting on the charm like any typical woman would do when she wanted to get something from him. I turned and saw Mary deep throating Dan's tongue in her mouth and rolled my eyes. It wasn't any wonder why her marriage didn't last!

We got back to our suite and Mary said she was going to take a nap. She wanted to have energy for that evening and Leah suggested we should do the same thing. Once I was alone with Leah, we stripped naked and jumped into bed and wrapped out legs around each other as we cuddled and hugged.

"Honey. I saw you putting on the old charm to Sam this afternoon."

"Yeah. He's a really nice guy. He only lived in Tampa for a few months and hasn't been dating anyone for a while."

"Oh. He mentioned about his love life to you?"

Leah laughed as she thought back to what Sam said to her.

"Yeah. He said he lived in New York for five years and broke up with a girlfriend he had dated while he was there. I guess he wanted to move to Florida and get married and start a family but she was trying to make it big as an actress and wanted to stay behind."

I wanted to make a joke out of it as I replied with a smirk on my face. "Oh. That's too bad!"

Leah didn't catch the way I smirked. I think her mind was still on Sam's muscles. She seriously answered me back!

"Yeah. He seems like such a nice guy and said she broke his heart when she said she was staying. I really felt sorry for him. Here he is living in another city all by himself, alone in that apartment with nothing to keep his mind occupied but to think about her."

"You sound as if you really feel sorry for him?"

"Well. I do because he seemed to be a very sweat guy and she built up his hopes that they were going to get married and she broke his heart! That blonde, bitch!"

"Oh. Sam told you she was white?"

"Yes. Sam told me he grew up living in a white neighborhood and all he dated were white women."

I didn't mention anything else. Not even the little kiss on the lips. We soon fell asleep and woke up later that afternoon feeling like we had energy again!

Mary came over and said she talked to Dan on the phone and said they would have a booth for us at the club and would meet us around seven. We all showered and shaved our legs and Leah fixed my hair. She helped me pull the dress over my hips as I wiggled back and forth. I pulled the straps around my shoulders and Leah adjusted the cups to hold my breasts.

Leah didn't need much help being much more experienced than me getting into a tight dress. Her dress fit like a glove and she was gorgeous as she flipped her long red hair back until it draped across her back. She gave each cup a gentle tug and looked into the mirror to check and see if they were straight.

I slipped on my spike heeled shoes and watched as Leah put on her shoes and expertly buckled the tiny strap on each shoe. I fumbled with mine a few more seconds but smiled and took a deep breath as I got the buckled.

Leah laughed. "You'll learn to get those things on a little faster once you do it a few times."

She helped with my makeup after she finished. I hadn't seen her looking this hot in years! She seemed to be enjoying getting dressed up again. I could see the sparkle in her eyes. I was waiting for Leah to start making comments about how revealing her dress was but she didn't mention it. Instead, she seemed to be making sure that every little curve was in the right place.

Once Leah was satisfied about her appearance, she turned to me and said. "Well. How do I look?"

"Hot!"

Leah smiled at me as she squirted a few short shots of perfume onto her body. She put the bottle into her purse and turned and smiled at me.

"You're the one that's hot looking to night! Just look at you in that dress!"

Leah playfully pointed her finger at me and laughed as she said. "You better behave yourself tonight! Phil is going to be looking to get under that dress if you're not careful."

I felt embarrassed even thinking about having a man touch me. I guess I was looking for some kind of encouragement from her. I wanted her to tell me how to handle Phil if he wanted to kiss me. Perhaps she could tell me what to do if his hands traveled somewhere where they weren't supposed to be. I finally got enough nerve to ask her that question.

"What if Phil or Sam decides to touch one of us or possibly want more than we want to give."

Leah began to reply but was interrupted when Mary hollered out from the other room.

"Hey. We're going to be late if you don't get a move-on!"

I never got a chance to hear Leah's reply as we walked out to met her and saw Mary in the white dress. Mary was hot! I guess you could say we were all hot that evening.

We arrived at the club and began by ordering dinner. The guys ordered big steaks and we were all thinking the same way as we ordered our salads. Mary was cozy with Dan sitting right next to him on the far end of the booth with Sam and Leah in the center and Phil and me on the opposite end.

We ordered wine with our dinner and sat around talking. I learned a great deal about Phil. I found out he was divorced and the father of a little girl. He said his work caused him to travel all around the country and that had a lot to do with the breakup of his marriage.

I tried to listen to Leah's conversation with Sam but tried to keep focused on Phil who sat on my opposite side. Mary's loud laughter filled the area and it was hard even hearing Phil talk let alone someone else.

Shortly there after, the music began to play and the men invited us out on the dance floor. The first several songs were fast and I was just about ready to drop in those heels when the DJ played a slow song. Phil practically held me up against his chest as we danced. I know my boobs were pressing into his chest but I didn't think he minded it much. He was at least a gentleman as he held his arms around my waist as we danced. This was another first for me, dancing with a man. Mary had moved back in the corner of the dance floor with Dan. Her arms were wrapped tightly around the big man as he rested his chin on top of her head.

There were several couples to my right and I searched around for Leah and finally saw that she was dancing to my extreme right. Sam was still talking and she was deeply listening to whatever he was telling her. We danced for another song before sitting back down in the booth.

We ordered drinks again only this time we didn't order wine. I heard Leah order a drink with pineapple in it and decided to order one myself and told the waitress. We must have all chatted for an hour before Phil asked me to dance again. Another round of drinks was ordered as I was leaving to dance with Phil.

It was a slow song and I think Phil actually wanted to talk to me alone. He whispered in my ear and told me how attractively he thought I was and how he would like to see me again. I knew this weekend would only be the one and only time we would see any of these guys but allowed him to give me his phone number anyway.

I gave him my cell phone number too. Yes. I gave Phil the real number but hoped he wasn't serous about calling me. Yes. I found him to be attractive and he had a very nice personality. I did think that if I were ever looking for a man than Phil would be a good one to start with. I wanted to tell him the truth.

Yes. I wanted to tell Phil about my life and how Leah and I lived as sisters. I wanted to explain everything to him. I wanted to mostly tell him I wanted to remain faithful to Leah. I guess he wouldn't understand that part of it. I wouldn't expect anyone to understand our relationship.

We sat back down in the booth as the club announced that they were going to introduce a few of the men in town for the weight lifting convention so the guys all stood and walked out onto the floor with a few other men while the man called out their names.

Mary leaned close to us and tried to whisper as loud as she could while the men were out on the floor. Leah was touching up her makeup and was looking in her compact mirror as she dabbed her nose with the little pad.

"Listen, you two! Start getting a little romantic before we end up losing out on dinner the rest of the weekend."

Leah didn't react but just kept checking her makeup as I leaned closer and replied. "What do you suggest we do?"

"Kiss him or something! Try being more . . . intimate!"

Leah never replied as she closed the compact case and put it back inside her purse. I tried to answer her back until she stopped me by putting her finger to her lips.

"Hush! Here they come!"

I had to stand up to allow Sam to slip into the booth next to Leah. We ordered another drink which made my 5th after the wine and I was feeling fairly relaxed. Mary was kissing Dan again and Leah starred at me as I watched Mary kissing.

Leah had a look on her face as if she were trying to tell me something. Maybe she was reminding me of what Mary had said to us and put my hand on Phil's thigh and stroked it and smiled at him as he put his arm around me.

I guess that was a signal from her that she wanted me to be the first one to do something. Only moments later, Leah repeated what I did with Phil and placed the palm of her hand on Sam's thigh. He was holding onto her tight as Mary told a joke making us all laugh.

Leah was starring at me as Sam spoke to her and I wondered what she was thinking. It was clear to me that she was signaling me again to do something else. Phil was actually whispering into my ear and telling me how sexy I was as I turned my face toward him as we kissed.

Our kiss lasted for several minutes as we swapped spit and out tongues mingled together. Phil held me tight in his arms keeping me from turning around to see what Leah might be doing. I finally was able to turn just enough to see them locked together in a passionate kiss.

I felt jealous seeing Sam kissing my wife! OK. There I go again calling Leah my wife. I just kissed a man! Was that being unfaithful? It wasn't like having sex with him was it?

Dan ordered another round of drinks for us and than I finally got a glimpse of Leah after Sam pulled away from her face. Her lipstick was pretty much wiped off and she noticed it on his face and used a napkin to gently wipe off around his mouth.

Leah was drunk! Her body was swaying as she finished drinking that last drink. Sam finished his off and slapped the glass down on the table and got me and Mary's attention.

"Ladies. I think Leah and I are going out for a little fresh air and walk along the boardwalk."

Phil and I got up from the booth as Sam and Leah scooted out. Leah bumped into me as she passed by me and smiled and said. "I guess I had a little too much to drink I'll see you later."

Phil and I sat back down and talked about his daughter back in California. He brought out pictures and showed me at her birthday and Christmas. I knew he was proud of her and missed her and I felt sorry for him. I know that divorce wasn't a very nice thing to have to deal with. Especially when there are children involved.

Mary and Dan returned from the dance floor and said they were leaving and would see us in the morning. I had a very good idea where she was headed with Dan and hoped she didn't keep Leah and I awake all night with her howling!

I looked at my watch and realized it was getting very late. I figured Leah was wondering where I was and told Phil we better get going. Phil needed someone he could talk to about his problems and I was a good listener and sure heard enough of them for the past two hours since Leah and Sam said they were going for a walk.

Phil walked me back to the hotel which was only across the street. He and the other guys were staying in the hotel next to ours and I told him I'd see him in the morning. I gave him another kiss before telling Phil, good night and took the elevator up to the 8th floor and fumbled in my purse for the little card that would open the door.

I slipped it into the slot and gently opened the door in case Leah was asleep. I entered the room and it was still dark. Leah wasn't back yet and I was worried about her. The door to the adjoining room was open and I could hear Mary and Dan making love in the next room so I shut the door. I was exhausted and sat on the edge of the bed and took off my heels and stood and slipped the tight dress over my head.