Self Humiliation

I'm guessing that you saw some of the additions to my profile. Yes, I had some kinky time this weekend that was fun. Saturday I spent the entire day locked into my Pico. So, the Pico has 17 silicone "spikes" in the glans area of the device. Over time they start to inflict good pain on the head of my cock. My balls are stretched and separated. The entire package is constricted but engorged. Erections are impossible and painful, in a good way. ;) To make matters "worse" I was doing strenuous yard work and mowing the lawn, getting some new aspen in place, and weeding the back yard. I was kneeling down and bending over and generally causing a ruckus "down there." From the outside I simply had on my work pants and shirt. I get a psychological and emotional rush from that. The plastic retention strap that holds the whole thing in place broke so now I use a metal hose clamp. Then, on Sunday, I did the ten-pound testicle torture. I was going to play for a couple hours; stretching, nipple torture, and estim. But, the stretching was so arousing. Here's what happened:

Simple enough, I got out the parachute stretcher, the 10-pound weight, and some electrical tape. I always get a little nervous when I'm snapping the parachute around my balls. But, I snapped it on, rigged the weight to hang tight from my balls, then connected the weight to the parachute. I have this fantasy of dropping the weight but 10 pounds is way too much. So, I lowered it down and felt the stretch. The parachute slid down my scrotum until it was just hanging from my tight balls. I then let the entire ten pounds down onto my balls. As you can see, it was pulling and stretching exactly as planned. I tried a couple of times to straighten my legs but it was pretty painful. So I squatted a little bit and started to rock the weight back and forth. (I took video of that). Well, to give myself some comfort from my suffering, I had to give myself a little pleasure. As I rock the weight I stroked my cock. Of course, the two sensations were amazing. But one thing was missing.

My mouth is an erogenous zone for me. I love to kiss. I love to lick pussy. And I enjoy gags. I'd been looking at images of deep and somewhat humiliating pictures of tape cleave gags. They distort a person's face and, if done a way, promote drooling. So, putting the 10 pounds up on the bathroom sink for a quick respite, I created a deep take cleave gag by wrapping tape into my mouth and around the back of my head many times. Honestly, it doesn't look on me the way it does on those lovely damsels in distress, but it had the desired effect. In a couple minutes I was drooling. I put the weight back in place - by the way, I'm hanging it as I walk from room to room, it's part of the challenge ;) - and carry it up and over the edge of the tub.

By now I know there will not be anymore play going on and I seem to be driven towards orgasm. I'm stroking my cock, drooling, hanging this weight, and I'm filming the whole seen so it's a little bit humiliating. I start to moan and breath heavy and drool onto my cock. The bathroom window is open and I wonder if people can hear me doing my little soul work out. I'm not stroking fast but rather long strokes from head to base. And my orgasm rises. But stretching my balls like that there's tension between my rising orgasm and stretched balls. The moaning comes without effort and my orgasm hits me full on. My muscles and prostate all contract and cum shoots from my cock in a really powerful orgasm.

My balls are purple from the strain. Now, just like that, I need OUT of this setup. I'm sure I could enjoy the predicament longer but that little scene was just fine. So I hoist the weight back over the tub edge and put it back on the counter. Sweet relief. I pull the tape off my head and it stings occasionally pulling my hair. Marks are there on my cheeks from the deep pull of the gag. Then, in a little humorous moment, I can't get the weight off the parachute. Shit. So I unsnap the parachute to release those purple nuts. It's such a relief. I clean up and put all the toys away a little bummed I didn't estim but overall very satisfied.

Later that day I barbecued hamburgers and grilled veggies. :)