Sex, Cheating and Romance Ch. 05

This is the fifth of six chapters. You may want to read the previous chapters before reading this one. Thank you to all the readers who are still with me, and to my copy editor, Estragon.

DG Hear

Chapter 5

"Randy I always thought a lot of you. You know that. I was always hoping you would find the right woman. When you first started dating Sheila it bothered me. I wanted to tell you that I thought she was cheating on you.

"One night I saw it with my own eyes. It was when you went to see your sister in Ohio. It was Saturday night and she came to the bar. I asked Carlos to take me home and he told me to go home myself, he would see me in a couple of hours.

"I stayed for a while, and Sheila went to the back room with Carlos, Bob and Ray. It didn't take a rocket scientist to know what they were doing. After an hour I went home. I wanted to tell you but you didn't come by the bar for weeks. When I did finally see you, you told everyone that you and Sheila were getting married."

"Sharon, it's over and done now. There's not much I can do about it. Sheila and Carlos are dead. Some day if I ever see Bob and Ray I'll pay my respects, if you know what I mean. Right now I have a little girl that needs her daddy."

"After your daughter was born I heard Carlos, Bob and Ray say that it could be their kid and they laughed about it. Carlos told me if I ever told you he would leave me. I didn't know what to do. I thought since Carlos is now dead that I should let it go but you deserve to know the truth.

"Believe me, I've thought long and hard about telling you this after you got married. I thought that maybe Sheila would change her ways and you would all have a good life together. She's been back to the bar twice that I know of since the baby was born and the last time she was heading to the cottage with Carlos. I know he gave her drugs but she knew what she was taking.

"Bob and Ray were suppose to meet them at the cottage. At least that's what Bob said. I'm really sorry, but I believe you should know the truth." Sharon started crying.

I knew it was hard for her to tell me. I almost wished she wouldn't have. I sat there at the restaurant after she left wondering if Victoria was my daughter. I loved her so much, but what if she wasn't mine?

It had been a couple of months since Sheila's death and the police said they weren't any closer to knowing who used my truck that fateful night. There just wasn't any evidence to prove who could have been driving. Sharon's kids told the police that their mother had gotten home when she said she did.

They did talk to Bob and Ray and they both did go to the cottage on their bikes but Carlos and Sheila never showed up. They didn't take Route 39 but went there another way so they didn't know about the accident till sometime Sunday.

I headed home and called the Whites' house. I asked Carol if she could keep Vicky for the night. I had somewhere I had to go and wouldn't be back till the next day.

"Is there something wrong, Randy? Is there something we can do for you?" I knew she could see the tone in my voice was different.

"No, it's just something I have to do. I'll be back tomorrow; just watch Vicky for me."

I hung up and headed on my cycle to a biker bar forty miles away. It was pretty much out in the middle of nowhere. I had heard that was where Bob and Ray hung out now since they were banned from Butch's place.

When I got there I recognized Bob's cycle. I cut his fuel line and knew he wouldn't make it much farther than a block or two before he would be out of gas. I sat back and waited till I saw him come out. He had a bar whore with him. They got on his cycle, made it about two blocks before the cycle stopped.

The broad was pissed and told him to go to hell and walked back to the bar. I pulled up on my bike. He stood there without a helmet cussing when he saw his fuel line was cut. I took off my helmet and when he saw who it was he froze. I hit him hard across the face with my helmet. He fell to the ground.

"Please, no more Randy!" He was bleeding from his mouth and the side of his face was starting to swell.

"Did you fuck my wife, you bastard? If I find out you're lying to me I'll fuckin' kill you!"

"Yes, you know we did the first time she came to the bar."

I reared back with my helmet to hit him again. "Ok, ok, yes we did it a few other times. Please don't hit me again."

"Did she say one of you three assholes might be the father of my kid?"

"Yes, she's the one that said it. We just laughed." I kicked him in the side.

"Did you fuck her the night she was killed and were you invited to Carlos's cottage?"

"Oh God, yes, I'm sorry. Please don't kill me."

I took out a rag and wiped some of the blood off his face and put it in a plastic baggie. "If I find out you're lying to me I'll come back and kill you. You tell the cops I smacked you around, I'll kill you. Do you understand?"

"Yes, yes, I won't tell anyone!" Bob cried.

"Where's your fucking buddy Ray?" I asked.

"He left town. He was afraid you might come after us. He went out west somewhere. Honest Randy, I don't know where he is."

"You tell that mother fucker if he ever comes back to Michigan, he's a dead man. Can you pass that along for me?"

"Yes, I'll tell him if I ever hear from him but I haven't heard from him since Carlos's funeral."

I got on my bike and headed back home. I called off work for the next day. I let Carol know I was back home and asked her if she could ask Olivia to bring Vicky home after she got home from work. She said she would do it.

I made some spaghetti the way that Olivia had showed me and a couple of pieces of Texas Toast. She arrived shortly after six with Vicky. I took my little girl and hugged her. Olivia told me that Carol had already fed Vicky but I put her in her high chair so she could play with her spaghetti. She loved to do that.

"Randy, are you all right? I'm worried about you," said Olivia.

"I'm fine but I need a big favor from you," I replied. "I'll explain it after we finish our spaghetti."

We ate and Vicky had sauce all over her face. She looked happy. In a way it was sad that she never seemed to miss her mother. Thank God for Carol and Olivia.

"Are you ready to hear my favor?" I asked.

"I'd do anything for you Randy, what do you need?"

I told her about the talk I had with Sharon and even told her I looked up Bob to get the story verified. She was shocked when I told her Vicky might not be my daughter.

"Oh my God! I don't believe it. She's your daughter, Randy, I truly believe it."

"She looks more like you then she does me with the red hair." It made Olivia smile.

"What do you want me to do, Randy?"

I pulled out the baggie with the bloody rag with Bob's blood on it. I then took a knife and made a cut on my hand and it started to bleed.

"Randy, what are you doing?" screamed Olivia. She got up and wrapped a clean rag around my hand.

"Olivia, I need to know if I am Victoria's biological father. The rag in the baggy is Bob's blood. You now have mine on the rag when it's done bleeding. I was hoping you could get Carlos's DNA from the hospital results. I know Sharon will allow it if there is a problem.

"I want you to have the DNA's run and you can get a sample from Vicky. I love her with all my heart and no one is going to take her from me but I need to know who the sperm donor is."

Olivia was crying. She knew this meant a lot to me. She did tell me it wasn't like TV, it would take at least two weeks to get the results.

Olivia took the cloth of my hand and put a bandage on it. She put the sample in another baggie. She went and got a couple of cotton swabs and swabbed Vicky's mouth after wiping off the spaghetti sauce. I had to smile at the way she took care of her niece.

With the three samples in hand she walked to the door. She turned to look at me and I don't know what made me do it but I leaned forward and kissed her. I backed away and she stared at me.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry," was all I could say. She looked at me like a deer caught in headlights.

"I'll see you tomorrow," was all she said and left. God, what did I do? My mind was a real mess. I just hoped I didn't ruin our relationship. It's the first time I had ever kissed her on the lips. It may seem trivial to some people but I knew it wasn't to Olivia.

Vicky was acting up a little and wanted out of her highchair. I took her out and cleaned her up. I couldn't help wondering if she was really mine. I didn't know anything about parental rights law and even wondered if anyone could legally take her away from me.

The following morning when I dropped off Vicky at the Whites', Carol told me she wanted to talk to me after work if I had the time. I told her I would see her when I came to pick up Vicky and we could talk.

I was a mess the whole day. I had to wonder if she knew something I didn't. I know she loved Victoria and was hoping there wasn't a problem there. As soon as I left work I went to talk to Carol.

"Randy, I'm not sure how to bring this up. Sheila was my wild daughter, which we both know. We tried hard to raise her right but she was her own person. We tried to give her everything and hoped she would grow up and be more responsible.

"We knew her wild side and even though we hated it we tried to keep the lines of communications open with her. Once the two of you got married we thought she was finally maturing. We hoped she would finally settle down when Victoria was born. We love Victoria more than anyone. She's our only grandchild."

I wasn't sure were this was going but I listened to Carol talk. She seemed a bit nervous but at the same time rather calm about what she was saying.

"Olivia, on the other hand, was our baby girl. She was quite the opposite of Sheila. She was quiet and always helpful. A lot of people thought she sat in the shadows of Sheila but it's not true. She loved learning and often helped Sheila with her homework, even though she was younger.

"She never dated much. I think it was because of the way her sister was. Olivia and I are very close. She came home last night and told me that you kissed her."

"Carol, I'm so sorry. It was wrong of me and I don't know what made me do it. I don't know how to make up for it."

"Randy, Olivia has been infatuated with you since she first met you. She told me she loves you last night and asked me what she should do. She knows this is a very awkward situation and is not sure how you feel. It's only been a few months since Sheila's funeral."

"Carol, it's very hard for me too. I honestly really care for Olivia. I wanted to ask her out but since she is Sheila's sister and it's only been a few months I didn't know how to act either. You and John are almost like parents to me. There is no way I would want to hurt either of you.

"Did Olivia tell you about the DNA tests?"

"Yes she did. No matter who the sperm donor Victoria is still my granddaughter..." I interrupted her.

"No matter who the sperm donor she is still my daughter. I don't want to lose her." I know I had tears in my eyes.

"You're not going to lose her Randy, I promise," said Carol. Being the grandparents, they would be the only ones who could ask for custody if I wasn't the father. No one else would know of the DNA test results.

Carlos was dead, Bob was scared shitless of me and Ray was gone out west somewhere.

"Carol, do you foresee any problem with me dating Olivia? I understand it's strange but I really care for her and she is so good with Vicky. Would John think it's ok? I really don't want to be with any other woman."

"Let's leave it up to Olivia. She's a very smart woman and I'm sure can make her own decision."

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Carol asked me to stay for dinner. She got up and was doing her cooking and I was playing with Vicky when Olivia came home. She looked at me but didn't say anything. Finally I spoke.

"Your Mom and I had a talk. It was mostly about you. I was wondering if you would have a problem dating me? I asked her opinion and she said you can speak for yourself. Olivia, I know I shouldn't say this since I was married to your sister and she passed away but I always had special feelings for you."

Before she could answer Mr. White, John, came home. Olivia gave him a kiss on the cheek and told him hi. He said hello to me and then went to greet his wife. I know Carol wouldn't mind if Olivia and I dated but I wasn't sure how her dad felt.

I thought I would test the waters seeing we were all at the table eating. I mentioned there was a movie playing at the theatre that I remember Olivia said she wanted to see it.

"Would you like to go see the movie tonight? Of course, that is. , if your mom wouldn't mind watching Vicky." Now as I waited for an answer, I knew that broke the ice as everyone including John looked at me.

"I don't mind watching Vicky if you want to go," said Carol to Olivia. She must be on my side. John looked over at his wife but still didn't say anything.

"Sure, I want to see that movie," she said to me. She then looked over at her father. "Dad, do you have a problem with me going to the movies with Randy?"

"Ok, what's going on?" said John. "Do you two want to start dating and need my blessing or something?" John was far from a stupid person.

"Mr. White, I know this is awkward since I was married to Sheila. I like Olivia a lot but I know this is a highly unusual circumstance. If you or Mrs. White have reservations about Olivia and I dating I will back away even though I really care for her a lot."

Olivia spoke. "Dad, you should know I care for him also. I'm not Sheila and you know I haven't dated much. I really like Randy, a lot. We have never done anything inappropriate. He has always been respectful of me and of you and Mom."

Mr. White spoke. "Randy, you were a good husband to Sheila even though she cheated on you. You are a good father to my granddaughter. Needless to say I have mixed emotions as probably all of you do. I want to see my daughter happy. If being with you makes her happy then you two have my blessing.

"Take good care of her, she is the only daughter I have left." I could see him tear up a little. Olivia got up and hugged her father.

We finished dinner and headed off to the movies. For the next two weeks we saw each other most every day. We hugged and kissed but didn't push the envelope. That was until a couple of weeks later.

I had worked late, it was a Friday night and Olivia brought Vicky home. She sat down and said she had the DNA results. "Before I show them to you I will tell you one of the three is the biological father of Victoria. I need you to promise me that no matter who it is, that your feelings toward Victoria won't change."

"I'm listed as her father on her birth certificate and that isn't going to change. I just have to know the truth. I hope you understand." I picked up Vicky and gave her a hug.

Olivia handed me the DNA results. She showed me how to compare them by holding up Bob's and Vicky's. They were not a match. I was getting nervous. I then took Carlos's DNA test and held it side by side to Vicky's. It also was not a match. I started to tear up. I remember Olivia telling me that one of the three was a match.

I held up my DNA and it showed I was the biological father of Vicky. I started crying. Vicky never saw me cry and she started crying. I told her nothing was wrong and that I was crying because I was happy. I took a tissue and wiped her tears.

Olivia leaned over and kissed me very gently but passionately. She called her mother and asked if she would watch Vicky because we wanted to go out and celebrate. Her mother knew about the test but not the results. She was overjoyed to find out I was Vicky's biological father.

Her dad was never aware of the tests. We decided he really didn't need to know unless he would ask. In that case we would tell him about me taking a DNA test.

Olivia packed an overnight bag for Vicky. I didn't know it at the time. When we got to her house she and Carol went in the other room and talked. I waited for her and played with Vicky. God, I loved my little girl.

Olivia changed clothes and came out with an overnight bag. She didn't say anything to me as she said goodbye to her mother. I asked Olivia where she wanted to go. We went to the Red Lobster for dinner and then to the Sheraton Motel where they had a band playing that night.

She asked me to carry her overnight bag and she took her purse. Instead of going into the lounge she went up to the counter and asked for a room for the night. She asked me for my credit card, which I handed to her. We got our key card and headed up to our room.

I hadn't said a word since we had dinner except for where we were going. I opened our door and after we went in Olivia looked at me and said, "Randy, I'm in love with you. I have been ever since I met you. Tonight we are going to make love. First we are going downstairs and dance a little and have a couple of drinks."

"I have loved you also but since I got your sister pregnant I wanted to do the right thing. Fate has brought us together. Tonight we won't have sex but we will make love." I kissed her and she went to freshen up; then we headed down to the lounge.

We were down in the lounge having a couple of drinks and she told me more about herself. She did tell me that she did have sex with one boy when she started college. Her sister convinced her to go to a party and she got drunk. She lost her virginity that night and blamed her sister.

She said Sheila was always calling her the goody-two-shoes and had set her up. She said she never forgave her sister for that. She wanted to save herself for the man she loved and up to that time hadn't met him.

"It was the only time that I ever had intercourse; I need you to know that. I don't have any experience but I love you and trust you. I am on the pill but you can use a condom if you want."

I told her enough talking for now and I wanted to hold her in my arms. We danced every slow dance and I could feel my heart beating as I held her close. I now realized that she was the one. The woman I dreamed about my whole life. She just felt so good. We kissed a number of times on the dance floor.

While we were dancing I saw a big difference between her and Sheila. Sheila was always looking for attention but Olivia was there for me. I saw other men look at her but she never looked back. It reminded me of that song, 'I only have eyes for you'.

After a while we went up to our room. "Olivia, are you sure about this? I don't want you to have any doubts."

"Just as long as you love me, that's all I ask," was her reply.

"I love you as much as I love Vicky. I've never loved any woman more." It was my way of telling her that I never loved Sheila the way I loved her. She was smart and I know she picked up on it.

She grabbed her overnight bag and went into the bathroom. She came out in silky red baby doll pajamas. She looked so beautiful and with her red hair she was sexy as can be. Her pj's didn't hide anything. I took her in my arms and kissed her passionately.

I stripped down to my briefs and we lay on the bed together. We spent the next hour doing nothing but necking and foreplay. I kissed and rubbed every inch of her body. I even rubbed her feet like she told me to for Sheila.

I undid her top and saw her perfect breasts. Before squeezing them I began to suck on her nipples and got them both hard. I then gently massaged her breasts. She kept telling me how good it felt and how much she loved me.

I worked my way down to her slim belly. I actually licked her belly. She tasted so good. She told me she often used a coconut oil on her skin. When I would kiss her belly she would pull it in. I started kissing her below her belly button. I loved the light fuzz of hair leading down to her red bush.