Stranded Ch. 06

I woke the next morning feeling groggy, my eyelids heavy, with a severe case of cottonmouth. I knew instantly he must have sedated me. Was he always going to do that when I became unmanageable? I was certain the lack of oxygen and blood flow to my brain couldn't be good for me. I could hear birds chirping as the sun poured in through the window behind the dining room table. It was bright, and I squinted against the glare from the picture frames on the wall. As I took in my surroundings I nearly screamed when I came face to face with Eliza. She was standing beside the pull-out mattress, staring down at me, her face only inches away. She had a deep look of contemplation and it wasn't until she took a step back, did I notice the giant meat cleaver in her hand. I opened my mouth, but she moved fast, pressing it against my throat, a small trickle of blood made its way down my chest. My heart nearly stopped and for a moment I couldn't breathe. I could feel Sam curled against me, his arm wrapped passively around my waist and I willed him to wake up. I didn't want to give her reason to kill me, so I didn't dare move.

"Big brother said you tried to leave us...He said you promised him you wouldn't, then you hit him over the head and ran away. You're a dirty liar and a bad wife." My heart seemed to freeze in my chest, she had killed his first wife, so I knew that she was more than capable of slicing open my jugular if she truly wanted to. Had she killed Megan with the same knife? It took me several tries to speak, my lips stuck together, and my tongue felt like sandpaper rubbing against the roof of my mouth and my voice came out raspy

"You are right, I am a terrible wife. But I want to be a better one. I am done with lying. He was right, I did run away, and I learned my lesson when he sent the dogs after me. I understand now that my place is here; with Sam, with Arioch...even with you and Skye."

"They must really like you if they left you in one piece."

"Every time it pulls or twinges, I am reminded I belong here, with my new family." She gave me a small smile, but the blade didn't budge.

"That's what the first one said too! Pretty words from a poisoned mouth. Megan promised me we would be sisters. She said we could even have a girl's night...but she was a nasty little fibber too." She glanced at Sam who slept beside me, blissfully unaware that he was on the verge of losing his second wife, and her eyes softened. She cared about him, that much was obvious; she loved him...was possibly even in love with him.

"We could make it a spa night, I even know how to French braid hair! We do need to get Sam's permission, it may take me some time to earn enough trust." Her eyes lit up, before slanting with suspicion.

"Do you swear it?" she demanded.

"Of course! I've never had a sister before; I think we could have lots of fun." The pressure of the blade was gone, and I let out a long-bated breath. Did I sound convincing enough? Was my smile displaying excitement?

"You have to pinky promise, that if big brother allows it, we will have a girls night." She extended her pinky to me, I slowly curled mine around it and she shook up and down vigorously smiling as she did.

"Remember, if you break a pinky promise, that means I get to keep your pinky." She curled her finger for emphasis in a goodbye wave and giggled. I wasn't sure if it was a joke or threat, but I wanted to bring the suggestion up to Sam and at least try to give her a 'girls' night. I was convinced she was much more frightening than Arioch or Sam. At least Arioch had some logic when he threatened to kill me, broken logic, mind you. But Eliza wanted to kill me for the actions of a woman I'd never even met and maybe some misplaced jealousy. We both heard Skye bustling about in her room and with a finger to her lips, Eliza skipped backward into her room. Just as she closed her door, Skye opened hers and I let out a shaky breath as my hand moved to my neck. She had only nicked the skin and it thankfully had already stopped bleeding. Did I tell Sam? What would happen to Eliza then? Would he punish her, effectively turning her against me? Would she tell him? Sam nuzzled his face into my neck as his mother made her way into the kitchen and wordlessly began cooking breakfast.

"Good morning, my beautiful wife," he greeted warmly, and I relaxed ever so slightly. I opened my mouth to greet him good morning but ended up choking on the words. I muttered an mmhm, hoping that would appease him; the last thing I wanted was for him to think I was purposefully being rude.

I could feel his morning wood poking against my back as he began slowly rocking his hips and I froze, body going stiff in his arms. He wouldn't dare fuck me in front of his mother, would he? Or was he fucking her too? If I fought him, that might awaken Arioch. I didn't want to have sex with him, especially not after what I had witnessed the previous night. Incest or murder were not his only choices and I believed deep down he had to know that. He had been born and raised in the free world, with us 'heathens', he didn't have to continue living with his family or living his life by their distorted rules.

"What's wrong Kitty Kat?" Sam suddenly stopped, concern in his voice. Tears filled my eyes, but I widened them, trying to suck them back in with my will alone. I didn't want to cry dammit! Crying wasn't going to help, it was only going to make me look weak. He rolled me over so that I was facing him and finally took in the complete sight of me. I hadn't really glanced in the mirror since the day he'd drowned me, apart from right before our ceremony, but I was sure I was quite a sight. He frowned, his thumb gently grazing my discolored cheek and I remembered the last thing Sam probably remembered was a fight with Marcus. Did he know that Arioch and I had spent the previous day burying them? Should I tell him? Did Sam even need to know? Maybe it was better if he didn't, it was obvious that he couldn't handle stress well; as evidenced by his alter ego.

"Did they do this to you?" Sam asked. I focused my gaze on his chin, trying to count each individual hair in his stubble as I shrugged. His stubble was starting to get a little scruffy and I found that it suited him.

"When I ask you something, I expect an answer out loud."

I patted the middle of my throat, indicating that wasn't going to happen. I was pretty sure I could talk if I really wanted to, but my throat was already raw from the few sentences I had spoken to his sister. Sam scowled, the look making his face age a couple years as he sighed.

"Then nod or shake your head; I want answers. Did my cousins do this!?" I could feel my lower lip quiver as the tears threatened to spill once more and I shook my head as I tried to control my breathing. If I could keep my breathing calm, then I could keep the tears at bay. Sam tucked a strand of hair behind my ear, hand cupping my face and for a second, I relished the feel of its comfort. I hadn't realized how hard the whole ordeal had really been until I was faced with someone who seemed to care about my well-being, about what I was feeling. Or he was at least very good at pretending. I didn't have anybody on my side, not really; Sam was the closest thing I had to an ally and I knew I couldn't trust him as far as I could throw him. I found myself missing his softer side when Arioch was in charge. He kissed my forehead and I prayed he didn't insist on seeing all of me; there were just too many marks and I was in no condition to explain them all. He pulled me against his chest, wrapping me into a warm embrace; the hug a little tighter than it needed to be. I wasn't sure if that was for me or for himself. Did he feel guilty? He had given in after all; he allowed Arioch to take over rather than keep fighting. Maybe I didn't mean as much to him as he thought I did.

"They are going to pay for what they have done, I swear it." he whispered as he released me.

"They did" I croaked, my voice raspy.

"What do you mean?" I shook my head and motioned to my throat again, it was just too painful. Sam pulled himself into a sitting position, then turned towards the kitchen where his mother was mixing pancake batter.

"I need paper and something to write with," he announced. No polite request, just a loud statement that had Skye immediately stop what she was doing, open a drawer and bring him the items as though she were nothing more than a trained slave; and maybe she was. He handed them to me and I begrudgingly pulled myself up to sit beside him. My hand shook a little, but I managed to write my reply anyways.

Arioch took care of it. They are no longer a problem. Sam looked at the note and his frown only deepened. He tapped the paper and shook his head.

"What the hell does this mean, he took care of them? Tell me what happened."

I'm too scared,

"You should fear what I'm gonna do to you if you don't tell me. I will find out one way or another, do not make me wait." I sighed and began writing down exactly what happened, leaving out a few of the minor details and when he finally finished reading it, he was angry. He crumpled the paper as he climbed out of bed and began pacing.

"What about their truck?" he asked.

Not sure, I've spent a lot of time unconscious. It was unfortunate sarcasm didn't translate over print. Between him choking me out and drowning me it was amazing I wasn't permanently brain damaged already.

"What the hell was he thinking? Uncle Dale is going to find out...he always finds out; how could he be so fucking stupid!?" I shrugged as he paced some more, running his hand through his hair. Arioch blamed him, so whose fault was it really? Sam had told me where to run, hadn't he? Or had Arioch pretended to be Sam, and to what end? Was he trying to confuse me, or had he been trying to confuse them? So many questions but I voiced none of them.

"Breakfast is ready," Skye called softly from the kitchen and I perked up at the idea of a distraction. I didn't want to think about his cousins or the things they had done to me; I also didn't want to think about how they were all buried together somewhere nearby, food for the worms.

I need the bathroom please. Sam waved me towards the bathroom and I didn't wait for him to change his mind. I closed the door behind me, not pushing my luck by daring to lock the door. I quickly relieved myself and washed my hands, grateful for the moment of privacy. I glanced at the small window, contemplating if I could fit through it or not. But even if I did get outside, I had no idea how to get back to the house, and I wasn't sure which way Dale lived, so I abandoned the idea and I walked back out. My next escape attempt had to be more planned out than that, I certainly didn't want to be chased by the hounds again. Eliza and Sam were both already at the table, plates dished up, she looked almost as grumpy as he did. Neither made any eye contact with the other; it was clear she was still upset over the events of the night before. She managed to smile up at me as I walked by and sat down beside Sam. I waited for prayers before digging in, I'd even managed to mutter an Amen. Skye had made us pancakes, eggs, bacon and hash browns along with a small bowl of fruit. I dished myself without any argument and the four of us ate in silence while the rays of sunshine warmed my back. I only managed half of my plate; no matter how small I cut the pieces or how much syrup I soaked them in, swallowing involved a lot of work and my throat was still quite bruised. I could feel every single piece of food as it made its way down and felt as though I was swallowing a handful of sharp rocks.

"The truck is gone sweetheart, you have nothing to worry about." Skye announced suddenly, placing her hand over Sam's in a comforting gesture.

"Gone? Where?"

"Into the swamp. Everything has been taken care of dear."

"So, they're really dead?"

"They were vicious boys; rotten, down to the core. Arioch did what was best, he always protects you, doesn't he?" Sam held his mother's palm to his cheek and leaned into it wistfully; much the same way I had leaned into him.

"Well, he's definitely a better big brother than you." Eliza spat. Sam scowled.

"That is a terrible thing to say, you apologize right this minute young lady," Skye demanded.

"No, I won't! I am going to tell Uncle Dale everything," she announced bravely, standing up, crossing her arms over her chest. Sam stood and leaned across the table towards her. I wondered how much longer it would be Sam in control.

"You will do no such thing, it would mean death for all of us!" Her eyes filled with tears and her chin trembled.

"All I did was eliminate that nasty bitch, and you punished me for it! Megan wasn't going to stop trying to leave and you are too soft to do what is necessary, big brother even said so. We protect the family, no matter what. Now that you have her you'll stop visiting and you'll forget all about us, just like you did when you married Megan. Mother may be broken, but I am not! You cannot continue to deny me my god given right to bear children. I can't live like this anymore! I'd rather be dead than continue feeling so lonely." Seeing her so emotionally raw made my heart ache; she was a little psychotic, but I knew it wasn't her fault. She was doomed from the moment she was conceived. There was a long period of silence, Eliza was in tears, and Sam made his way around the table. She flinched when he raised his hands, but he only embraced her, petting her head as she rested it on his chest, tears soaking his shirt.

"I never meant to make you feel like I forgot about you, little sister. Shhh, it's alright now. You are very right, you do have the right to start a family, even if you are "dead"; I have been mourning and neglecting my duties dear sister and so you will have a husband by Christmas, I pinky promise." Eliza pulled away, wiping her tear stained face as she sniffled and looked up at him.

"You really mean it!?" He held up his pinky and she smiled as she took it, shaking it as hard as she had mine. She wrapped him in a bear hug as she jumped up and down in excitement.

"I'm gonna get a husband!!" she squealed in delight.

"You know what? Come with me and I'll show you who I already have in mind."

"What about her?" Eliza jerked her head in my direction. Sam looked to his mother

"I am going to leave her here with you and we will return shortly." I took comfort in the fact he said 'we' will return. Maybe he wasn't going to kill her after all. I tried to look at him, really look at him. Was it still Sam we were talking to? Eliza quickly scarfed down the rest of her meal and ran to get dressed while her brother began to wind the cold metal chains around my ankles and one wrist, leaving the other free so that I could finish my meal.

"When she is finished, perhaps you could teach her to sew on some buttons. She has a lot of work when we return home."

"I'll get my kit!" Skye moved excitedly to her room and Sam smiled as he watched her go.

"You really love them, don't you?" I kept viewing him as this cold, heartless monster; it made it easier for me to hate him, to keep him as the enemy. But seeing the way he looked at them, it was clear he was capable of feelings.

"Of course, I do! It is my duty to look after them and ensure their souls make it to heaven. Sometimes, that means I must be a little harsh, but it's for their own good. And you should feel lucky you have been chosen KitKat, I am saving you from an eternity of hellfire, you ought to feel blessed! "I scoffed, and he reached between my legs, gripping the seat of my chair and pulled it closer.

"'He who finds a wife finds a good thing and obtains favor from the Lord' Proverbs 18:22" he quoted. Since I wasn't very familiar with the bible, I wasn't sure if that was even a real verse or something his crazy family had made up. I opened my mouth to reply but was saved by Skye's return. She had what looked like a giant picnic basket, but inside was a pin cushion, buttons, several colors of thread and some scraps of fabric.

"Have you sewn before?" she asked eagerly.

"No." I never had any reason to. Sam and his mother exchanged looks and she began handing me materials.

"Then we will start with the basics." Eliza came out in a light pink dress, then with a quick kiss to my forehead, Sam and his sister were gone.

"Why don't you just use a sewing machine?" I asked Skye. I mean, they were invented for a reason, I didn't see why it had to be done the hard way.

"That is something that is earned with time. They tend not to let us have modern things, or things we can easily turn into weapons. My Sammy got me one, however, I'm afraid my hands aren't what they used to be. Besides, hard work is good for the soul."

"And the TV?" That seemed quite modern to me. Sam had kept his hidden like some dirty secret.

"I don't get out much, so he gave me a TV; now I have my soaps to keep me company." I sighed, setting down the fabric and button.

"Why don't you leave this place? You're not chained down." Skye shook her head sadly.

"Oh Sweetie, nobody ever leaves this family. Once you are chosen, there is nothing you can do I'm afraid. Besides, where would I go? It's a tough adjustment, but if you keep the mind and hands busy, you'll hardly notice after a while."

"I don't want to adjust, I want to go home." I replied, eyes threatening to fill with tears.

"It's alright dear, you got lucky, my boy is one of the good ones. Arioch isn't his fault, that boy has poisoned blood running through his veins."

"But they're the same person!" I argued through gritted teeth. If Sam was one of the good ones, I dreaded meeting one of the bad ones. Although maybe I had already in hindsight, I preferred Sam to his cousins.

"No, you see, the Lord sent Sammy a spirit to guide us down the righteous path, and he simply shares Samson's body. You will come to understand it all in time." Nothing she said was going to convince me that Arioch had been sent by the Lord, maybe the Lord of Darkness.

"Emily told me you escaped once." A small soft smile lit up her face before she gave a small sigh.

"That was a very long time ago. Tell me, how is she doing? Did she look healthy? Maybe even happy?"

"She was maid of honor and her son was the ring bearer at the ceremony. I don't know if she's happy or healthy, but her face lights up anytime she looks at her son."

"I always knew she'd be a good mother. You know, if it wasn't for her, Samson might have never been born; she's the one who convinced me to keep him." Skye announced, looking suddenly lost in nostalgia. Great, another thing to thank her for.

"She said you saved them." Skye snorted in laughter and shook her head.

"No, she saved us. She went against her entire upbringing, betrayed her own family, even killed one of her brothers. I am not the same young woman I once was, this my home now."

"What happened to you?" I demanded, Emily had spoken as if Skye were some hero; but all I saw was a coward, how disappointed would Emily be if she knew the truth?

"Oh, I died." Clearly that wasn't the case; she was sitting right in front of me.

"So, I was told, but then how are you here?"

"Because I am a ghost, my dear." Skye had lost it, suffered brain damage or spent too much time isolated; she was officially crazy.

"Alright then, how did you die?"

"Samson killed me, the same night I killed his father. When I came to, Arioch told me I was a ghost now and nobody could know I existed. I was only allowed to stay behind on earth to help my son because he still needs me."