Summer Solstice Dedication

Once a man has relinquished his seminal rights his sexual powers are transferred to his mistress. All resistance is lost and he must submit to his mistress superiority. When a male slave can no longer maintain an erection or have a seminal discharge he is reduced to a submissive slave of his mistress crawling to her for another release.

The use of a dildo for fellatio brings back the very first instinct of a baby to suck the nipple. This method of humiliation using the nurturing reflex reprograms the subconscious mind to think that the female gives the male all his sustenance. Only through her can he be fed. The male slave is willing to do anything for her to be fed again. When a male slave willingly and obediently takes her cock in his mouth he honors his mistress superiority reinforcing his subjugation to her.

Once a male slave has accepted his submissive role and has relinquished his desire to deposit his semen into his mistress. She no longer is seen as a vessel of deposit for her male slaves lusts and desires. A male slave with empty balls has no desire to rid his body from semen and is ready to be disciplined and trained by his mistress. A male slave freed of his penile duties is free to serve his mistress desires instead, which is a far superior motive rather than taking a few moments of selfish pleasure from ejaculating inside your mistresses orifices. The feelings and pleasures of a woman are not based upon a male's ability to ejaculate semen into her being. Semen is used as a cleansing of character by the mistress to rid her slaves body of unwanted pent up lustful desires and to imprint superior desires in his mind and body to use him to serve his mistress wishes, needs, desires, and pleasures. His semen will be seen as a way of cleansing his unwanted desires so he can serve her will rather than emotionally waiting for his mistress to give him a chance to fill her orifices with his lustful desires to use her as a depository. The mistress frees her slave of those lustful desires and frees her slaves will to serve her real needs and pleasures. A male slave has to be trained not to think that when his semen is taken in ritual that he no longer is a man or has desires to serve his mistress needs. Being free from lust makes him on the level that his mistress wants to have her desires fulfilled.

The final act of submission and humiliation is to submit to a strap-on dildo screwing from your mistress. As a man your desires are changed to serve your mistress as her lesbian slave rather than a stud semen depositor. Your own cock is limp and milked so you have no lustful desires to waste your seed in the orifices of your mistress. The male cock has been relinquished to your mistress. This is her act of superiority to prove to you that a female can produce pleasure in a man and make him come like a woman with her superior cock that stays hard and never gets soft. Mistress is using dildo discipline to teach me to release my semen while impaled on a dildo. She has forbidden me to come any other way except while I have her dildo up my ass. She has already trained me to pee for her at will while on her cock. Something I thought I could never do. Mistress wants me to learn how to come on a dildo so when she starts fucking me regularly with a strap-on dildo I will come for her this way rather that lust for her orifices to fill.

Golden showers are a tool used by my mistress as an intimate way to wash away my disobedience like an s/m baptism after a whipping making me fill a vessel for her with my own pee so she can wash me with it. Mistress likes to test my welts in the bath by pouring fresh warm urine on them to soothe the burning pain of the lashes. It is mistress way of saying that the whipping is over and now it is time for healing to begin again. Mistress J uses her own urine to wash me in her scent to mark me as hers in an ownership ritual marking me for punishment. This is done before a whipping as a warning to me that the ritual has begun and I have to endure the entire ritual as agreed to the end. Mistress uses the drinking of urine as a submission exercise giving me drink during a session when I thirst from the intense whipping. Making a man drink himself during a whipping is symbolic of his forfeiture of all ejaculatory rights! The only bodily substance his mistress allows him to excrete from his cock is the last resort survival liquid a man desperately drinks before he dies of thirst, drinking urine!

I dedicate this real life ritual to Mistress J for without her I would not have been disciplined!

Thank you Mistress J!

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