That First Night Ch. 00a

Author's Note: Welcome back around everyone for another chapter of That First Night. I've decided to go ahead with writing the prequel series to the main story, so this is the first of what will probably be a few. Being as the prequels take place before our first time having sex and the loss of my virginity, there is no sex in these prequels.

If you want to skip prequels for that reason, don't let me stop you... However they do contain a fair bit of backstory that I left out in the first few chapters of the main story, so here it is for those of you who wanted that.

With that in mind, I'll shut up so we can get on with the story.

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My parents and I were standing at the arrival gates at the airport, waiting for Ashley to deplane. Waiting for her to get off her plane coming from San Diego.

Ashley was my cousin and my mother's niece.

I was happy to see Ashley again. It had felt like so long since our meeting over Thanksgiving, and even then she was only in town for a day.

Yep, seeing Ashley would be just about perfect, were it not for a little problem...

I was in love with her. Not just in love with her... But I also wanted her sexually.

It had all started when she still lived in Texas and we saw each other once a week.

It was during my early childhood that she would come over to play with me. She was 7 years older than me, so she had her own life to deal with. But somehow she would always make time for little old me.

I remember how sometimes she used to scoop me up in her arms and carry me everywhere around the house. It was just perfect and I loved being close to her.

When I was 10, she told me about her new boyfriend... Her first. That's when I realized... I minded.

For a while I tried to come up with some other explanation for how I felt, but I kept coming back to the same thing... I had a crush on my cousin.

Back then, I didn't know what both society and the law had to say about things like that, so it seemed normal to me.

Years later, I learned that it was a normal thing for children my age. It was supposed to just be a phase that I would go through.

I dismissed it and tried to ignore my little crush. It was supposed to resolve itself... But mine never did. It simply evolved.

For 6 years, every time I saw her, I just kept coming up with more reasons to love her. Her blond hair, her beautiful blue eyes, her cheerful personally, a really pretty smile, and a laugh that always proved infectious... At least to me.

When I was 15, I started looking at soft-core porn. I thought I was doing something wrong at the time... How naive I was that I once thought porn itself was illegal.

I didn't know it at the time, but in retrospect, that was probably what drove me to start watching incest porn.

All this time later, and I still wanted her, just as much as I did years ago.

Last I heard, she had a steady boyfriend for a few months. I wasn't the kind of guy to do something shady like be involved in cheating, so I knew I wouldn't do anything, I couldn't do anything.

Aside from that, even if she didn't have a boyfriend, there's always that huge bundle of nerves that prevented me from telling her that I wanted her... You see, I had never had a girlfriend, and I had never had sex.

A guy like me, a computer nerd, is always going to have a difficult time with women, and even more so when said woman is your cousin.

On that thought, I saw her approaching us from the gate. She just looked so beautiful, just as beautiful as I always remembered her.

I knew I was biased... but I didn't really care.

She was wearing casual clothes, a pink tank top and blue jeans.

She reached us and said hello to my mother and father before moving on to me.

"And hello, my favorite cousin. How are- Wow... You've really changed since the last time I really saw you."

It was true. About a year and a half ago, I started martial arts training and it certainly had its benefiter physically. I wasn't ripped or anything, but you could tell I worked out.

Ashley confirmed this by reaching out and feeling the muscles in my arms.

"Thanks Ashley, I've really filled out over the last few years."

"Yep, I can tell." she said. "You looking to impress any girls around?"

"Hope to." I responded.

Technically true... While it wasn't the main reason I started training, I certainly hoped to impress Ashley.

"Well you're looking good." she said with an odd looking smirk on her face.

We then left the gate to go to baggage claim where I saw that Ashley had brought along a truly impressive number of bags. It got to the point that we had to push all but the needed four seats in our minivan down in order to make room for all her luggage.

When we got home, we got all settled in for the evening... and Ashley was not looking forward to tomorrow.

She didn't just come for the Christmas holiday, but she also came to Dallas to see her favorite dentist, Dr. Wilson.

She was having her wisdom teeth taken out... And if she was like how I knew she was last time she had to be put under, she was going to be all loopy afterwards from the laughing gas or whatever they were going to use. That was going to be interesting.

As we attempted to set up her sleeping accommodations for her stay over at my humble abode, we noticed that the air mattress had a big gaping hole in it... How convenient.

Being a gentleman, I offered to share my bed with her. And while my parents had some reservations about us sharing a bed, she agreed rather quickly.

During our dinner of Chicken Fried Steak with mashed potatoes, we all caught up with each other until I made the mistake of asking about her boyfriend.

"So Ashley, how's Jeff doing?"

"Gee... Um... We broke up about a week ago."

"Oh no... What happened?"

"I caught him cheating on me."

"Oh Jesus... I'm so sorry Ashley."

"It... It's fine... Thank you." She responded in a tone of voice that told me she didn't want to talk about it.

After we all had dinner, I took a shower and wondered how the hell I was going to prevent from getting a hard on once Ashley and I were in the same bed... I hadn't really thought that far.

After I showered, I went to my room and moved my pillow over to the side of the bed where I was going to be sleeping.

Ashley was going to take her shower in a few minutes, and then she would be ready for bed, so I decided to get on my computer and watch some YouTube videos.

I saw the porn that was in my private bookmarks folder and I almost clicked on it... almost.

"You can't do this... Not with her here." I whispered to myself.

It was in this moment that I heard the shower turn on... and knowing that I was probably going to lose the battle anyway, I clicked on the bookmark and started watching a porno where the actress looked a lot like Ashley.

I dropped my boxers that I was going to be sleeping in and started working away, teasing my cock.

Within a minute, the action had started on my computer screen and I was busy stroking my cock.

It didn't occur to me that I forgot to lock the bedroom door before I started... and the fates could not find it in their heart to be kind to me tonight.

As such... careless mistakes like this are how awkward moments are born and some cheesy porn movies start.

I heard the bedroom door open... but it was too late.

"Hey, do you know where-"

It was Ashley... And I had just been literally caught with my pants down.

I went into panic mode. I closed the web browser window and covered my lower half as I turned my head to her.

"Oh shit!"

She had her mouth open wide and her eyes wide open in shock.

"Uh... I... I'm sorry!"

With that, she closed the door and made a hasty retreat.

'Fuck' I thought. 'This isn't going to end well for me.'

After a few minutes to let my cock go down and process what just happened, I decided I should go talk to her, make sure everything was okay between us.

"Ashley, I don't know what to say... I'm sorry you had to see that."

"No, it was my fault. I should have knocked."

"If anything, it was probably both our faults really... I thought I had enough time since you were showering."

"Well, not to worry. I guess I can understand it... You're just a regular guy with needs, just like everyone else. Hell, I know I watch porn too sometimes."

So... it didn't look like she was going to get mad at me like I thought she might. I wonder... did she notice that the actress looked like her?

"We'll just forget this ever happened... okay?"

"Yeah, it's forgotten."

"Good, good. Now shall we go to bed?"

"Whoa! Buy me a drink first!" she replied.

"You know what I meant, you little..." I replied sarcastically.

She let out that infectious laugh of hers and I knew everything was right with the world.

We went upstairs to my room, I deleted my internet history, shut the computer down, and got in bed.

Ashley followed a minute after and got into bed next to me.

"Mmm... Your bed is so comfy."

"Thanks."

"There's just one thing that I want to ask you about before we go to bed."

"What's that?"

"Do I have to worry about you raping me tonight or something? I noticed that porn star kind of looked like me."

'Oh fuck, she saw.' I thought. '...Better think fast.'

Taking a breath to make sure I was calm, I responded.

"No, uh... That wasn't it."

"How do you mean?"

"...Promise you won't tell anyone?"

"Um... okay." she responded with a bit of a nervous tremor in her voice.

"It's that the porn star kind of looked like Taylor Swift."

Not entirely false... Ashley did look a fair bit like Taylor Swift... And I did kind of have a thing for Taylor Swift at one point. Hell, I even got to meet her once... But that's a story for another day.

"Oh." she replied, her voice relaxing. "...I can see that... Taylor does look a bit like me."

I shrugged to show that it didn't make a difference to me.

"So you have a thing for...?"

"...Yeah." I replied sheepishly.

"Oh. Well that's not bad."

"So... yeah. That's why-"

"No, I get it."

"Good."

I then decided to throw her a little bit of a curveball.

"Besides that, if I did... you know, want to have sex with you... I would intend to have your full consent. I wouldn't rape my cousin." I said as I tried for a humorous tone of voice.

This got her laughing again and it wasn't long before I was laughing too.

"I'll keep that in mind."

After our laughter died down, we then closed our eyes and actually went to bed.

My alarm went off at 6:30, awaking me from a blissful sleep. Man, I wish I didn't have to get up so early today for Ashley's appointment.

I was dreaming about Ashley again... Most of the time the dreams I had about her weren't dirty... They were about our possible life together.

This was not one of those dreams... In this dream, she professed her love and her lust for me and we started to have mind blowing sex.

'Confessions like that only happen in cheesy erotic literature.' I thought.

Although, it did have the effect of giving me morning wood... But I felt something else there too.

I opened my eyes to find Ashley snuggled up to me with her back to me... And my cock poking her clothed ass.

'Well... This is a problem.' I thought as I slowly tried to creep out of bed.

My movement must have woken her, because she turned over and opened her eyes.

"Good morning." She said.

"Uh... Good morning to you too."

She flashed me a smile that told me she was thinking about something funny.

"Hey... Remember when I used tickle you when we were younger?"

"Yeah, why?" I said and instantly realized my mistake.

She got close to me in a flurry of motion and started to tickle me.

"Stop!" I exclaimed as I failed to keep from laughing.

"Or what?" She said with a laugh.

She moved closer to me and suddenly stopped tickling me. It only took my a second to figure out why.

"Um... Is that what I think it is?"

"I woke up like that Ashley. That's why I didn't want you-"

"Yeah, I understand." She said with a sharp tone of voice.

"Now, I've got to go get ready for the day." I said as I stood up and started walking out of the bedroom.

Did I catch her staring while I was walking out? No, it was all in my head.

After walking out, I went to the bathroom to shower... Okay, I didn't really shower, I just let the hot water run over my body.

When I found that my hard on continued, I reached out and locked the bathroom door.

I then turned my attention to my cock, itself standing at attention, and got to work.

Phrases like "Oh Ashley.", endearments towards her, and encouragements to keep doing what I imagined her doing were my mantra. Escaping my mouth with no more than whispers, it took me all of a few minutes before I came, gasping at how intense it felt.

After a minute to calm down from my high and steady my shaking body, I noticed my essence spewed all over the shower.

'Well... Guess I need to clean it up.' I thought.

After cleaning, I turned the water off, stepped out of the shower, and dried off.

As I started to leave the bathroom, I did a quick sniff and smelled no evidence of what I just did.

I then got dressed and informed Ashley that the bathroom was hers.

She met me in the hallway and I swear I saw her looking down at my crotch for a second before catching herself and moving her eyes up to my face.

"Uh... You have a glow." She said.

"Oh... Probably just the heat from the shower." I said as I passed her.