"If you use our names I'll be pissed." Shake my head.
"Not going there, do think I'll need to get Steph to sing it with me. Out of three bands there are two gals."
"You guys tend to have different sounds for each of your songs." Look over at cast guy and shrug.
"Not really, besides if all we do is one sound for our music we probably won't last long." Candice raises her hand and I point at her. "Leave them out of it, they are an exception that proves the rule. Besides them no other band has sounded the exact same album to album let alone song to song and lasted more than one album."
"Actually I was wondering if you are giving him sex again." Nod and grin.
"I want to, he wasn't the longest last last time. It was wonderful but I want him again." Cast guy snorts and grins.
"Good because you in that has me ready to do that again." I beam at him and our waiter comes back.
He wants to know if we want dessert, Candice and Melissa do so we have it. We all get cake, well almost all cast guy decides to have a sundae instead. Course I drool at the sundae since it came first, then the cake comes and well forget the sundae. All of us girls dive into the chocolate covered chocolate cake.
Plenty of moaning though I do manage to take more notes on the song. In a way I'm excited because it's the first time I did the lyrics. I will have Mark and probably Martin go over it later. Still though I am being a songwriter and it's pretty darn cool. Finally though we are heading for the car and back to the apartment.
Can't help being excited, cast guy will breed me again. I know this because he gets in the back seat with me and I lean on him. My hand resting on his cock and I can feel it, he's hard and wanting to fuck me. So I look up at him with a little smile because I want that hard cock buried in me again, he looks back with a smile of his own.
Reaching their parking spot cast guy grabs my hand and we practically run for the apartment. I'm eager for the night to continue in his bed with his cock spurting hot fluids inside of me. Finally we are inside of his apartment then in his bedroom. My hands move fast as they can to bare me to him so he can breed me.
Get picked up and pushed on the bed so get situated under the covers. Then I get to watch him get out of his clothes and I really want to be fucked again. He has a great body, little bit of muscle definition and not much in the way of padding. Then he gets in bed with me and slides up next to me to come down and lay in a hot kiss.
"Not feeling anything?" Sigh and shake my head.
"I am eager to be bred, I like getting you inside of me. After that though I'm still on pause. It bothers me I mean at this point I would think I should be able to love again. The only thing that hasn't happened is simply he hasn't been caught. I'll only know when they catch him, if they know his name I won't be told. Well also also not pregnant yet but that can change in eleven days or so. Take longer to know but well that is about when I go fertile." I get pulled closer for a hug.
"If you could choose how love comes back what would you choose?" Look up at him and smile.
"I would choose to love my band, Carl, and you. It is wonderful to be the band slut, and I get plenty of sex. I didn't know all it took was a little kissing and fondling to get me horny and on my back."
"Are you sure it hasn't come back?" Nod since I don't really feel anything beyond a desire to be bred.
"When it comes back I will know, it may not make me much different than right now, but I will feel love again. All I feel is a desire for you to breed me right now. It bothers me to be like this but I also can't force it, I have to relax and let it come on it's own." He nods and kisses me again.
"I guess I'll just take delight in having my own little slut."
Moan then because he's moving on top of me and he came down to kiss. My legs part to give him access to my unprotected pussy. He doesn't leave me entirely empty for long, in no time he is atop me and his cock is rubbing against my hot lips. I so want him inside of me but also don't want to stop feeling him resting atop me there.
Then he is dry humping me and that feels great. His hard cock is rubbing up and down on my pussy stimulating my clit and I can't do much but move a little with him. Feels so good to have that breeding cock rubbing on me like that. Perhaps he wants to last longer inside of me this time. Hell maybe he wants me to guide him inside of me where he should be.
I so want him inside of me, even try to get a hand in there to guide him. He shakes his head and grabs my hand to pull it out. Looking at me he grabs both hands and puts them above my head to hold with one hand. Not tight and the free hand goes down to pinch on a nipple. Oh man that feels good and I surrender myself to the pleasure of the dry humping.
Just moan and move under him as he slides up and down on me. Can feel an orgasm approaching and stretch up to be kissed more. He doesn't oblige at first, just moves his head away so I'm whimpering and wanting. Also not really trying to get a kiss, I guess now I know what it is like to submit to a man.
Have to say this isn't bad, and it feels good. He is smiling down on me as he keeps dry humping. I'm whimpering more because I'm close to orgasm and I want to move more, get him inside, or get a kiss but I seem to have just submitted completely to his desires. I don't know why but I don't want to change things either.
Lips come down to mine and I'm being kissed so moan because I'm going to get off. I'm going to reach that orgasm finally. Maybe he will even let me feel him deep inside of my unprotected pussy again. Then I'm moaning with the orgasm brought on by his cock rubbing against my pussy. Followed almost immediately after with a yelp because he pulled back and filled my spasming pussy.
Can't do anything but clench on his cock as he slowly moves in me. I can't find myself wanting to even move anymore. I just want him to take his pleasure inside of me. A thought comes up, maybe he wants to be called master. Thought dies again, he hasn't said he's just taking control of the sex and I'm enjoying that.
Probably best if I don't ask any questions just let him do what he wants. Then he's pulling back and telling me to fuck myself. He stopped moving and I want him to breed me, need movement for that so I move. Just follow his directions to get what I need, his hot fluids surging inside of me. Also feels good to breed myself, I enjoyed doing that with Carl under me and Mark behind.
Feels so good like this, my pussy pumping him in and out of me, not moving far but I am enjoying. I know he is enjoying because he is smiling then coming down to kiss me again. Just surrender myself to him and keep pumping away. Then he is pumping back and oh it feels so good like this.
Got a cock buried in me humping away at me with me humping back. We both want the same thing, my unprotected pussy filled with his fluids. I even moan it out a time or two while we both fuck me. Then my head is nudged to the side and he is sucking on my neck and nibbling. That feels really fucking good, I mean better than getting a sucked on hicky from Paul.
Orgasm washes over me now and since he isn't kissing me I can voice it. Boy do I voice it, I practically scream with the moan and I even add in a yes breed me. He falters a moment then stops giving me a hicky to come and kiss me again. I guess I'm not supposed to talk, I can deal with that since he's still fucking me.
So want to be bred and he is doing an incredible job of it. That cock surging in and out of me feels so good. I already surrendered to him so can't do any more but do find myself wanting to surrender more. Remembering what my therapist said I find myself thinking maybe my love came back and I'll be his slave.
Would think I'd not like the idea, it being more or less what happened in that alley. I do actually like the idea a little, I mean surrendering my body to cast guy is incredibly good feeling. I don't want to do anything but let him breed me. Then I am moaning into the kiss because I reached orgasm again, I like the idea of my love coming back.
Dancing hips, clenching insides, seem to set him off because he stiffens right on up and floods me. Whimper and moan into the kiss more than I was because he is breeding me. Get to lie under him getting filled up with his fluids and I'm happy, I got what I came for twice. Silly thought but maybe I'm pregnant now.
Roll after when he rolls off and snuggle right on up to him and realize I'm a little scared. I gave up control of my body and I need to be held. He puts his arms around me as I snuggle up tight and tremble a little.
"Did you enjoy it as much as it felt like you did?" Nod my head, don't look up I'm not sure I want to see his face at the moment.
"It was really good." Stop and think about it then sigh because my love didn't come back so I won't just be his slave. "While we were fucking I couldn't help but think that I submitted to you and it was nice. I didn't know you were into that."
"I'm not, I didn't want you to put me in yet so put your hands above your head. Left you like that because you shuddered and had a big smile." Look up at him then, I had relaxed a little anyway.
"I don't remember, it just felt really good to be like that. I mean your breeding cock rubbing along on the outside of me and then you took control but not really since your grip was light on my hands."
"I remembered that you had been raped and that is taking complete control of you. I didn't want you to freak out on me. I've looked it up, honestly it's surprising what can be found online when you look. Found a place that had tips for lovers of rape victims. Would you like to do that again?" Nod and smile up at him.
"Oh yes that was really nice. A little while during I was thinking my love came back, my therapist was telling me about how sometimes the love comes back really strong and the gal becomes a slave to a guy because he means so much to her. I wanted that to happen because it would mean I'm not paused anymore." He nods and pulls me up for a kiss.
"I can see how being paused emotionally would suck." Sigh and shake my head.
"It doesn't suck, it's worse than that. In a way I suppose it's like I'm being raped all over again because I can't love, I can't care about my parents or the guys that are trying to breed me. Feels really good and I enjoy being near all of them but there's no love. I'll know when it comes back and it hasn't."
"Does it matter? I mean you are getting bred often like you want, they are enjoying it and you. I mean don't think I don't like being around you. You have a good head on your shoulders, you have a great sense of humor and you didn't snap at my sister while she was talking about her case." Look up and frown at that.
"People snap at your sister for talking about her case?"
"Yeah not often, why I'm not with the last girlfriend. We were eating dinner and my sister was talking about her case, not that one but more or less the same thing though reversed position, and the girl said holy fuck stop talking about that shit."
"Reversed position?"
"Oh shoot sorry, for that case my sister is defending the company. An employee wants them to cover something they really shouldn't. I can see it from the employee position as well but the insurance contract only covers the problem in a very broad sense." Nod and giggle.
"You know, lawyers get more action than I thought. I thought they just sat around waiting for cases besides those that do criminal or accident." Cast guy snorts and shakes his head.
"Oh no it's lots more cases than most realize. When my sister decided she wanted to be a lawyer I laughed. I mean all I knew on it was the shows and those the lawyer is always not doing much of anything until the case is given to them. The more she talks about it though the more I realize the legal system is backlogged because there are always cases that need lawyers on both sides. Most of the cases are not done by the criminal justice system either."
"Feel a little sorry for the judges now. Though there is a question, what was the girlfriend into?"
"You are going to laugh, she was a cosmetologist. Which to her is a funny way of saying she cuts hair." Just stare at him for a second.
"Not much upstairs?" He shrugs.
"She seemed smart enough, I mean not walking into doors or anything like that. Just knows what she does and doesn't want to know anything else. Watched the reality shows mostly because there's no thinking needed." Nod and settle down a little more, I'm a little tired and got what I came for leaking out of me.
"Hey I'm not that tired, want to watch TV or sleep?" Sigh and look up at him.
"TV until you go to bed, I want to cuddle. Also carry me, and mind those little pebbles this time."
He snorts and pulls the covers off then moves us around so he can stand up. I'm in his arms at the time so that is really nice. Being thin because my body says I am has perks, I'm light enough most anybody can pick me up. Heading for the TV we can hear Candice and Melissa fucking still as we pass her room.
At the TV sitting takes a little moving around but then we are and I'm curled up in his lap. I like this and pass over the remote so he doesn't lean forward. He turns the TV on and I snuggle closer so I can maybe take a little nap. Perhaps not nap but I'm feeling nice like this so I'm not adjusting unless I have to do so and I'd really rather not.
Just sit there curled up in his lap feeling him leak a little out of me when he turns to a music channel. Then he shouts for his sister and turns the sound up. Just the guy talking so I don't pay it any mind and Candice comes out with Melissa, both nude. They are sitting down when I hear Andrea's Story.
Look at the TV now, and see it fading to black. Then it comes up with the song title in the corner before fading back in to me crying and adjusting on the double bass. This was after the third time through the song I think. Then the music comes on and it has all of the emotion I could put into it, also get to watch what the cameraman was doing.
Well not so much the cameraman but what he was looking at. See the guys sitting there with their heads down, was a suggestion for the second time through. The camera keeps going back to me, catching tears streaming down my face. I see little flinches in my face because I remember the night when I sing the song.
Each time I mention a punch or the pumping I flinch a little because I can feel it again. At the very end when I'm screaming the end of the lyrics I look pissed. A bit like I'm saying bring it on you fuckers try and do it again I'm not letting you.
"That was beautiful." Rub on Candice with my foot since she is the closest and crying.
"Thanks, only reason why I am leaking your brother at the moment, doing that song opened me up. Before we decided to do the song I was still fragile as anything, didn't want to be touched or alone with a guy." They both look this way and start to giggle.
"We can see you and he is leaking." Sigh and shrug.
"Just don't lick me. Nude like this isn't that big a deal but I don't like women."
"Can barely see you anyway, it's like looking at the girlie mags." Look up at cast guy and he has a grin.
"My sister swiped them out of Dad's closet more often than I did."
"I like the stories, pictures don't really do anything for me. Seeing the guy nude excites me, but a picture is just a picture." Melissa nods and smiles.
"I'm the same way though don't like men in that way."
"You should leak him with me so you are related." Candice snorts and giggles with Melissa.
"Rather not, though if we do look to be staying together it would be nice. Think for that though we would have him deposit at the sperm bank and do it that way. No offense you just don't excite me." Cast guy shrugs.
"I don't really want to be that guy anyway." I put my hand up.
"I was that girl once. Night I met him he had that groupy all over him so figured girlfriend and found a guy to fuck, lasted three weeks then heard him talking to a girl and saying fiance. As in he had one and it wasn't me."
"I wish she hadn't been all over me, I would have liked to take you out for a fucking then. Also think you looked better with the long hair." Sigh and shrug, still not trimmed it, debating on trimming or not.
"I had to put space between me and when it happened. Why I have pink hair, why it is shorter. Though I haven't trimmed in a while and debating it. I think I look better with it down to the small of my back as well." Candice and Melissa swat my foot.
"We can't let our hair grow that long, it's unmanageable. Oh heck come on let's go back to bed, maybe we can remember where we were." Melissa snorts and hops up with Candice right behind and they dash to her room.
Giggle a little and settle against cast guy and have him turn it down. I want to see if I can take a nap since I am tired. Just sit there for a while and I do manage to sleep I think. Next thing I know we are getting up with the TV off and heading for bed. I like this idea, not sure if I want him to breed me again or sleep.
Wake up to an alarm and cast guy moving to turn it off. I just roll over, I'm still tired and swat at him when I get poked. Wake up again when he's trying to pull me out of the bed. I don't think he's trying very hard but I am awake. He points to the clock and I'm cursing since I'm supposed to be at the studio in like thirty minutes.
Dressed quickly enough, in the new outfit that got me bred a second time last night. Pretty sure I can't be bred at the studio but waiting to go home worked well on twice yesterday. Then I'm following him out the door to his car while I check my purse to make sure I got everything. Get in and we get going in no time so I settle back and watch traffic a little.
"I wanted to breed you again in the shower." Sigh and look over at him.
"Sorry I was tired still. I think twice being bred makes me tired and you know I really think I'm a little too fixated on the breed me thing." He snorts and shrugs.
"Don't worry about it, it is fun to have you saying that during and just fun to say anyway. Here let's pick up some breakfast."
Nod and we get off the highway and go to drive through. Fast trip through there wasn't anybody there. Slightly odd but then again breakfast menu is going away shortly so most every person has already gotten. At least in theory anyway, then we are pulling up to the window and I rather want to die now.
"I'm not sure which of us wants food more, me or her since this whole breeding thing demands plenty of food." The clerk is laughing and I get looked at so wave at him and really want to either die now or sink into the earth.
"I can't believe you did that. I'm embarrassed about the breed me thing." He snorts and grins.
"The guy laughed and was smiling. Like I said, breed me is perfectly fine to be saying during sex and other times it's a joke." Sigh and pull out a sandwich.
"That's just it, it's not a joke to me. When I'm getting kissed and excited I'll just say it, come on and breed me. I wasn't sure if I would want Carl to fuck me so I set up a trial fucking. You know come over and we can find out if I can let you ride me or not. He kissed me and had a little wood, I was instantly horny and asking him to breed me."
"Well that is a little excessive but then again you were horny. I can't think of a better phrase to say to a guy to get him excited and fucking you. Hell if you want open the window find a guy with his window open then lean out and say to him I want you to breed me right now. Most guys would follow us with a hard on." Just stare at him for a bit.
"You know I knew you guys were sluts but fuck." We just laugh for a bit there.