The Choice - Rachel's Story Ch. 02

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I know that I have written to you before. Mistress Stephanie asked me to write to you, but now I am writing on my own. I told you about the trip to Canada, the plane crash and how Sir died. Now it is time I write to you again to tell you about my death. I hope you understand that I want to live, but my time has come and I am going to die in a few days. I will let you know how I feel and what I feel. I am prepared to die. I will miss everyone.

I am at the hospital...for the last time. Tomorrow my husband, Skip will take me home and the wait for my death will begin. I have decided that I do not want any more drugs. I am tired. My body and my mind want to go, but Skip keeps holding on.

I cannot do any more for him. I know he understands this subconsciously, but reality hasn't really set in. He is praying for a miracle but there is not going to be one.

I want to fuck him one more time, but I do not know if he will want to. He thinks I am breakable. Maybe I am, but I need to feel my Master inside me. I need to feel his body on mine. I need to feel that he still loves and wants me.

I wish I could have given him a child, but I cannot so instead I have a plan to give him my sister. She has fallen in love with him. Skip does not see it because he is so intense about me, but I have spoken to her about it. At first, Abigail didn't want to admit it, but I got it out of her.

She cries. I hold her and tell her it was all right. He needs her and tonight I'm going to make it happen. You see I bought a collar a few days ago on one of my good days. I am going to give Abigail to him as my final gift. He won't refuse me. Maybe he will fuck me and then I will die in peace.

I asked Mistress Stephanie and Anna to come and visit me. Mistress Stephanie is huge with child. She looks so beautiful. I am so happy for her. She has had several miscarriages and given birth to a stillborn baby now she is carrying Brian's twins and I am overjoyed.

She tells me that one of her daughter's will be named after me. I am honored by this. I already feel as if the child is mine. I hope I live long enough to see her.

I tell them my plan. Mistress asks me if I am sure. I tell her yes. I do not want my husband/Master to be alone. Abigail and Rebecca are here too. Rebecca is very happy these days. She has a new relationship with Basil. He is a very nice man. She brought him to see me on one of my good days. I wish them every happiness.

My parents are here but I've asked them not to come to the house until later in the day, I want this time to mostly say goodbye to my close friends who are really my family and to my sister who will be with Skip after I'm gone.

I tell her all his likes and dislikes. With Anna's help I show her positions he will ask her to be in. I give her the key to the chest where the toys are kept.

We have lunch and talk of how we all met. I tell Anna how proud I am of her, how much she has grown and how happy I am that she has found love. She tells me how much she loves me, how happy I have made Skip and how much she will miss our sisterhood. I give her a scarf that she has admired and a diamond bracelet that Sir had given me.

Rebecca has been my rock. She will make an outstanding doctor. She has been like a mother to me. When we were at Sir Richard's she helped me learn and taught me all about art and wine. When we lived at Mistress Stephanie's she took me in the playroom and disciplined me. I learned my limits with her. Since I have been ill, Rebecca has been by my side. She explained everything to me as we have gone along and taken me to every doctor's appointment.

She and Abigail have catered to my every need and every wish and she will be the one to talk to Skip and present Abigail to him tonight, as I am too weak to stand.

To Rebecca I give part of the money that Sir left to me and a pair of diamond earrings that Sir Richard gave to me as a gift for being chosen by Sir and Mistress Stone.

My dear sweet sister Abigail. I gave her the rest of the money that Sir left to me and a letter to give to Skip. The rest of everything I have will go to her including my husband. I love her. She hugs me gently. She has been a godsend.

Finally, I ask to speak with Mistress Stephanie alone. Everyone leaves. "Mistress," I hesitate trying to get my words together. "Mistress I need you to speak to Skip after. He may fight this, but it is for his best. You know him better than anyone."

She nods and says seriously, "I do and he might fight it, but in time he will realize you did this out of love."

"I hope it works out between them. Abigail is a great girl. Please give this to Marlene for Lucia." I say handing her a box. Inside is a bracelet and earrings for Lucia when she is older. I also hand her a note for Marlene. I didn't ask her to be here because she is Skip's stepmother and needs to help Dominic deal with this so he can help Skip.

I know this reminds my father-in-law of when he lost his wife. I am trying to make my death easier on everyone.

Finally, I hand Mistress Stephanie another box. Inside is a First Edition of "A Christmas Carol.", a diamond and emerald necklace, a book of poetry and a pair of onyx cufflinks.

Mistress looks at the cufflinks. I grin, a Cheshire cat grin. "I stole them from Sir and wore them with one of his shirts. I meant to give them back, but after he died, I kept them."

She smiles and hugs me. All of the other things in the box came from Sir. "You still miss him." She says.

I nod. "He'll be waiting for you." She says and strokes my face.

I smile. "I know and I can't wait to see him."

I can see that she is fighting back tears. Finally I tell her that I'd like my namesake to have my wedding ring which I have left to her in my will. Mistress cries and hugs me.

We have a lovely visit after that. Mistress Stephanie hugs me tightly and kisses my cheek before she leaves. I know that I will not see her again.

Skip arrives home about seven and we have dinner in our bedroom. He looks so handsome, but tired. He also looks older. I have loved him so much. After dinner, I ask him to bring me into the living room. Skip picks me up in his strong arms where I lay my head on his chest and hear his heartbeat.

When we get there, he sees that all the furniture has been moved out of the way. Abigail is kneeling, her eyes lowered, her arms outstretched. She is naked and looks stunning. Skip stops and looks at me. "What is going on?"

I look up at him. "Please put me on the couch and just watch. Please."

His face is like stone, his lips in a thin line. He is annooyed, but does as I ask. He sits down next to me. Rebecca is standing behind Abigail with a small whip in her hand. Looking at Skip she says, "Rachel has asked me to act as her surrogate. I will do as she asks."

I look at my husband. I am very tired and want to sleep, but this has to happen now. "I am dying. I will be dead soon, but I do not want you to be alone. I also know that my sister loves you. You might not love her, but I am giving her to you. All the anger and pain you have been feeling we ask that you use her. You are now her Master."

Rebecca hits Abigail on the back with the whip and she moans. She crawls forward. Skip is still silent. Rebecca hands him a box and he opens it. It is the collar that says 'property of Master Skip.'

Tears prick Skip's eyes and he finally speaks, "Rachel, I can't."

Wearily I put my finger to his lips, "You must. You need her and I want to watch, then I am hoping you fuck me one last time."

The tears fall from his eyes, as they widen, "I don't want to hurt you."

"You won't and besides, it is what I want. My last dying wish. You cannot refuse me. Abigail will after I'm gone be your submissive. She loves you and if you fall in love with her, you have my blessing to marry and have the children I could not give you."

Skip is crying freely now and Rebecca hands him tissues. My heart is breaking, but I have to finish this. I nod at Rebecca and she begins to whip Abigail. I stare at Skip and say, "She is being punished because she is taking my husband and my life. I am angry because I am dying. I am angry because Abigail will have my life. I am angry because I will miss you." Tears fall from my eyes and I just let them.

Abigail is moaning, "Please more please punish me. I am sorry that my sister is dying. I am sorry that I am taking her life." She crawls forward until she is before Skip.

Rebecca strikes her hard on the buttocks. "Please Master may your unworthy sub, suck your cock." Abigail says kissing Skip's shoe.

He wipes his face and again looks at me. I nod slowly. It is up to him now. Taking a deep breath he says, "You want to be my sub or my slave!"

Abigail does not look at him but says clearly and loudly, "I want to be what my Master wants me to be, but if given a choice, I want to be his slave."

Skip grabs Abigail's hair forcing her face up. With his other hand, he unzips his pants and pulls out his hard cock. My mouth waters. I love his cock in my throat. Pulling out his dick, he slams Abigail's face into his cock and she takes him. He fucks her hard, brutally. "You want to be my slave, then my slave you will be."

I watch as he fucks my sister's mouth. I watch as Rebecca whips her. I hear Abigail moaning. She is enjoying every minute of this. She looks into my eyes and I see the tears. I am so happy for her. I can also see how wet she is because her juices are running down her legs.

Skip cums hard and Abigail holds his semen in her mouth. His head is back as he screams my name. Abigail comes over to me and kisses me, opening her mouth to share Skip's semen with me. I lick her tongue and taste all of him.

"In the bedroom." I order Rebecca and Abigail. Rebecca whips Abigail as she crawls into the bedroom. Skip stares at me. "Rachel, I don't know if I can do this."

Taking his face in my hands, which he turns his head and kisses my palm, I say to him, "It's what I want. Please bring the collar and take me to bed."

He nods and lifts me. In the bedroom, he sets me down on the bed and undresses me. Rebecca and Abigail suck on my breasts. My body is so thin. I am beginning to be embarrassed; maybe he won't still want me.

They move out of the way, as Skip who has undressed himself gets into the bed. Abigail kisses his back, down his spine and his buttocks. She asks his permission to suck his cock again and he agrees. He kisses me gently and tenderly, then more deeply. Skip's dick starts to rise as Abigail sucks. Rebecca joins him and soon he is very hard.

Very carefully, he gets on top of my body, keeping all his weight on his elbows. Abigail inserts his penis into my body as I manage to bend my knees. He inches into me. There is pain, but I relish it. I want to feel everything.

Skip fucks into me. He is taking his time and he is being very careful. "Harder." I say, "Fuck me harder."

"I don't want to hurt you." He whispers.

I whisper back, "I want you to hurt me."

He does as I ask and the pain is exquisite. I will savor this pain unto death. He fucks me harder and harder as Rebecca whips his buttocks and Abigail watches.

"I love you Rachel. I will always love you." He says kissing me.

"I want you to pull out before you come. I want to watch you fuck Abigail and come in her pussy." I say.

He just nods and continues fucking me. Before too long he says,

"Honey I'm close."

Abigail lies down next to me. There are tears in her eyes and I kiss her. "I love you my sister and I thank you deeply for giving yourself."

Skip gets on top of her and begins fucking her. He is rough with her and I can see that she is enjoying it. He squeezes and pinches her nipples roughly, "You belong to me now." He growls as he thrusts inside her. "I will whip you and flog you and you will take it all. You are my slave now."

He fucks her harder and harder. Abigail says to him, "Yes Master I am your slave. My body belongs to you."

He fucks into her and I know he is close. Rebecca comes to my side and kisses my cheek. I smile at her as the tears fall. I can die now in peace because I know my Master, my husband will be fine. He will be in pain, he will mourn, but Abigail will help him heal.

As he cums, he screams, "Rachel I love you."

Abigail wraps her legs around him. Skip turns to me and kisses my lips. He kneels up and comes to me. I open my mouth and take his dick into my mouth. I lick and suck his dick clean, tasting and savoring their joint juices. As I lick, Rebecca hands him the collar. He puts it around Abigail's neck and bends down to kiss her. "Get out! Leave me with my wife." He says as I continue to suck him.

Rebecca and Abigail leave and he lies down next to me holding me. Skip strokes my face, "I know that you are doing this for me and I will accept this as your gift because I love you."

"Abigail loves you too. I just ask for you to give her a chance." I kiss him and he holds me as I fall asleep.

I am not writing this part because I am in a coma, but you are reading it because I gave the words to Abigail. I fell asleep and have not awakened. I saw my body in the bed with Skip and I knew that it would not be long.

I kiss his cheek, then find myself in Abigail's room. She is asleep her hand touching the collar around her neck, a smile on her face. Whispering in her ear, I say. "You will write down my story. I love you sister. Thank you for everything."

I find myself at the hotel where my parents are staying. I see her in bed with my father her head on his chest. I am grateful to them for understanding. It could not have been easy knowing not one but both of their daughters are submissive, but they have understood and even ventured into our world and now fully realize this was our destiny.

I kiss my mother and she stirs. She senses me as only a mother can do. "Rachel" She moans. I whisper, "You were the best mother ever and I love you. I know you will weep, but please, not for long. Take care of Abigail. She will be happy with my Skip."

My father is holding my mother in his arms and I can see the stubble of his facial hair. I rub my cheek across it imagining the rough feel then kiss his chin. "Goodbye papa. I will always think of you. You were a good father and always made me feel loved."

I'm back at home in Rebecca's room. She is still awake. Something is troubling her. I whisper in her ear, "In the morning I will be in a coma. Get Skip out of the house before he notices. Don't tell him until later in the day. Thank you for being with me. You will be a wonderful doctor, now sleep. You will need all your energy in the next few days."

Rebecca shivers and get's into bed. I know she has heard me.

I feel a pull and I find myself at the hospital. I see the twin girls being born. I see Anna and Brian and then I see the terror in their eyes. I hear Anna scream and see Brian fighting to stay in the room.

Mistress Stephanie is by my side. I know what I must do. I take her hand and we go to a beautiful garden. It is even more beautiful than I remember. I stayed in this place with my parents in England when I was a child. However, the clothes I am wearing are of the 1800's. I laugh, my favorite period of time. How I wish I could dress like that now.

We sit on a bench and start to talk. I tell her about growing up. My parents are wonderful people. My family read a great deal. "Do you know Mistress that I play piano and saxophone?"

She looks at me astonished, "No, I didn't know that. I laugh and hold her hand. "Skip is holding me to this earth. I need you to get him to let me go."

"I will try but how." I ask.

"You are like a mother to him and he will listen to you. Go to the house in two days and talk to him. He will let me go. You will know what to say. I am in a coma. I am dying. He has to let me go."

We sit for a while. "I grew up on a very wonderful Jewish household. I knew I was a submissive from the age of fourteen. I was an obedient child, always wanted to please. I didn't know it then, but I wanted someone to tell me what to do and discipline me when I was naughty.

My first boyfriend was a jock and he would order me to do his homework and suck his cock. I enjoyed being on my knees. He would spank me. My panties would get wet.

I looked for men that would dominate me. A few hurt me physically and one especially used me for his pleasure and other men. He would humiliate me and use me mentally. He almost destroyed me before I left him, but then I met a man who really cared about me. He was the one who told me about Sir Richard and let me go so that he could train me.

When I went to Sir Richard, it was as if my entire world opened up. I was with him for three years before I met you and Sir. He taught me everything and I am deeply grateful to him. Please tell him for me that I could not have had a better teacher. He and Mistress Diana made sure no one would hurt me. I met real Masters who knew what my limits were and pushed me just a little further.

I learned that humiliation did not work with me, but serving did. I was taught so much about myself that I knew I wanted nothing more than to have a master who would let me worship him. You gave me that when you gave me to Sir. He was the ultimate Master.

I never told you this, but when he died, I was lost. I felt as if a part of me had been wrenched away. I grieved for him and a part of me still does. I know he was your husband, but he was my Master." I continue my discussion with Mistress, I tell her about what happened tonight with Abigail, and she says I did the right thing. From far away I can hear Anna calling her. I can hear Brian lashing out in frustration.

I must send her back. I hug her and say, "My life has been much fuller and richer because of the choices you made. You chose me, Anna, Brian, Rebecca and Marlene to be a part of your life. You chose to marry Anna and Brian and now you have three children. You chose Marlene to meet Dominic and look how happy they are with their daughter, Lucia. You chose to give me to Sir. You are the most wonderful person and I am honored to have been a part of your life."

Mistress says to me, "You are very special Rachel. We have shared our lives and our loves. I will miss you."

I hug her. "It is time you went back. Your time is not yet. Anna and Brian are frantic. Give my namesake and her sister a big kiss for me. Tell them all about me. I love you Mistress and I thank you most of all for Skip. He is the love of my life. Take good care of him and my wonderful sister Abigail who loves him."

Mistress Stephanie can now hear Anna and Brian calling her. She hears the crying of her babies and knows she must go back. It is not yet her time. Hugging me again, she disappears.

I sit in the garden for a while, but know this is just a way station. My journey is not yet complete. I return to my home, Skip is just getting up. He kisses me, but I do not stir. He goes to shower as Rebecca comes into the room. She sees my body and knows I am in a coma. She takes my vitals.

Abigail comes into the room and Rebecca takes her outside. "After Skip leaves for work, call Dr. Heart. We need him here."

Abigail looks questioningly at her, "Don't you want to tell Skip?"

"No, not yet. Rachel wouldn't want him here just yet. Also, phone your parents. They should be here after the doctor. Skip we will tell later. She's not gone yet and he will get to say his goodbye, but for now, let's get him out of here."

Skip comes out and eats breakfast. "She's still asleep. Is she all right?" He says to Rebecca.

Rebecca forces a smile, "I just checked on her, she was very tired after last night. She will awaken soon. Why don't you go to work and if anything changes I will call you. Also, you need to let us know if Mistress and the girls are all right. I know that Brian and Anna will have news."