The Demons Within Sydney Ch. 01

My name is Sydney Grant and I'm a 36-year-old mother of two. My life up to this point had been nothing to write about having married young due to my becoming pregnant. My husband divorced me five years ago leaving me to tend to our kids as they grew older. Since then I immersed myself in their lives hoping to avoid the heartache that still lingered within me (I had not been with a man since my divorce five years ago). My children are now in college leaving me with more time on my hands than I know what to do with. I keep myself busy at work as a high school teacher, but the nights and weekends tend to be long and lonely. I was so looking forward to the summer, as I knew both my kids would be home from school.

Early in April as another school year was winding down I received a phone call from my son that shook my world as I knew it. My son Michael called to let me know that both he and his sister were planning on spending their summer break traveling in Europe with their dad. Much to my surprise I encouraged them to enjoy themselves exploring new cultures. I spent that night sobbing in bed, feeling sorry for myself, wondering how I would pass the time away.

The last month of the school year drug on for what seemed an eternity. I was ruing the last day of school unsure of how I would hold up both physically and emotionally. This past year alone had been so difficult for me spending most of my time wallowing in my own self-pity. I did not have any close friends that I could confide in so I was left alone to deal with my feelings.

Needless to say I spent a lot of time at the health club working off my "frustrations". It seemed to help me deal with my feelings and it did keep me looking trim and fit. I have to say that even though I was nearing my 37th birthday I felt good about the way I looked. I am 5'8" and weigh 120lbs. My breasts for the most part have kept their roundness and my legs were still long and shapely. I am a 36C-24-37 though it was hard to tell since I didn't seem to care much about my appearance.

It was the third weekend in May when I began to awake from my self-induced coma. It was a warm lovely spring day and I decided to soak up some sun in my backyard. I was on my stomach reading a book when I heard a familiar voice call out, "Hey Mrs. G. how are you?"

I glanced up and saw my son's best friend from high school Ty standing outside the gate sporting a big grin. I jumped up and walked toward the gate beaming, so glad to see a friendly face once again, "Ty it's so nice to see you again. I thought you were still at school?"

"Come on Mrs G. schools over. I'm home for the summer. Is Mike back yet?" I frowned as those words brought me back to reality. Ty must have sensed something was wrong as he inquired, "Mrs G is everything OK?" I looked at him as I forced a smile and replied, "Ty everything is fine. I'm sorry but Mike and Meg won't be home this summer. They'll be with their dad in Europe and I'm just feeling a little sorry for myself."

Ty smiled and said, "Gosh I'm sorry to hear that Mrs G. but don't feel bad. I'll be around all summer if you need anything." Hearing him say that lifted my spirits a little, knowing I would at least have a friendly face nearby. I've always liked Ty, as he was very polite and friendly. I asked, "So Ty sit down and tell me how school went?"

As Ty sat it suddenly dawned on me how much he had changed in the year he was away. He was no longer the skinny kid that I had known all these years but rather a handsome well built young man. "I'll tell you what Mrs G. college was everything I expected and more. I had so much fun this past year I almost felt like staying there during the summer break."

I smiled and said, "Well with all the fun did you manage to get any studying done?" He roared back, "Mrs G come on this is me Ty. You know my parents. They'd kill me if my grades weren't up to their expectations. I just meant it was fun to be away and independent. I mean I was responsible for everything. It was kinda neat. Plus I met a whole bunch of new friends."

It felt nice to talk with Ty. I felt alive again. Suddenly my problems weren't that important. Listening and looking at Ty I found myself wishing I were young again. Wishing I could relive some of my youth. Experience anew what I had forgotten over the years.

I asked, "Ty tell me about your girlfriend? Is she nice? What does she look like?"

Ty smirked back at me, "Mrs G what makes you think I have a girlfriend."

"I'm sorry Ty. I just thought that a handsome young man would have his pick of anyone as his girlfriend."

Ty laughed out loud as he rose, "Mrs G I'm glad you like the way I look because I think you look pretty damn nice as well. I have to go now but it was nice seeing you again. Remember I'll be around if you need anything. If you talk to Mike tell him I said hello. See ya."

I was red with embarrassment hearing Ty say those words about me. I felt guilty knowing that an 18-year-old was thinking about me that way. All I could sheepishly muster as he left was "Bye." As I sat watching Ty leave I felt a sudden warm glow inside me, a warmth that had not stirred within me in quite sometime. I savored the feeling as it permeated through my body. I was torn inside. How could I be attracted to my son's best friend? How do I know Ty wasn't just being nice? How could I be so perverted as to seemingly lust for an 18-year-old?

It was at this point that I made the decision to change my life around. So what if my husband left me. That was years ago. I need to feel again, love again. I still look fairly nice after all an 18-year-old just complimented me on my looks. It's time that I pampered myself, time that I thought of me first, time to live again.

I went inside and set up a time at the salon for a styling and manicure. I realized that not only was I acting like I was dead but I was dressing that way as well. That needed to change as well. I couldn't get over how giddy I felt. It had been so long since my body had tingled with passion. I lay down on my bed and savored the pleasures darting through my body. They were so strange yet so wonderfully decadent.

I closed my eyes and wondered how Ty's cock would feel inside me. My hand slowly reached for my breast and gently squeezed it sending forgotten sensations through my body. I scooped one of my breasts out of my top and pulled on my nipple. I pinched and rolled my nipple biting my lip as I waded in these forgotten pleasures. Soon little moans and whimpers were escaping from my lips as my body began to respond to my soft caresses.

My hand moved down over the flat of my tummy toward the growing warmth between my legs. I started breathing heavier as I first touched my pussy through the swimsuit. The sensations rippled through my body. I started rubbing my pussy in little circles at first through the swimsuit material until an insatiable desire burned deep inside me.

I pulled my swimsuit off my hips and slid it down my legs. I spread my legs wide and rubbed my pussy until I could see it glistening with its wetness. I closed my eyes and imagined Ty's young manhood entering my throbbing pussy filling me with his mass. I kept rubbing my now soaked pussy in little circles. My breasts heaving with each breath I became lost in a sea of pleasures that began to rock my body with spasms of electricity that I had not experienced in such a long time. "mmmmmmmmm" I gasped as I continued to caress my breasts while fondling my pussy.

I lifted my hips off the bed and spread my pussy lips open so that my hand would find my swollen clit. As soon as my finger started flicking at my clit I knew an orgasm was near. "Oh Oh Oh my God…" I moaned as I began to feel wisps of pleasure rip through my insides. It had been so long since I had cummed that I had forgotten how wonderful and intense the sensations were. I felt my body begin to tense deep inside as the first waves of my orgasm cascaded through my inner loins. I screamed in pleasure, "oooooohhhh yesssss ohoh oh." as my orgasm tore through my body. I pushed three fingers inside my pussy and held myself tight as my body shook and convulsed wildly on my bed.

I savored every little wisp until my orgasm had subsided. I felt so incredibly alive again. So horny, so wickedly sexy as I lay there exhausted fantasizing about my knight in shining armor. I wanted so much to feel him inside me but knew that I couldn't. I could only imagine his mass in me. I would never allow myself to be so sick and perverted to let that fantasy come true. I don't remember when I fell asleep I just remember waking up with a smile and a warm glow.

TY

Man I could not believe how glad I was to get home from school. I mean all I can say was that my first year at college sucked the big burrito. I hated going to class and the people I met there were so fucking cliquish. I couldn't wait to see my buds back home. I wanted everyone back home to see how different I was. When I left for school I was barely 5'10" and weighed 150lbs soaking wet. However after a year of hitting the weights I was up to 185lbs and I had also grown to 6'2". I looked good and I knew it. I couldn't wait to see Mike's mom. I had always wanted to fuck her hot body but she had never given me the time of day. I couldn't wait for her to see me now.

I headed over to Mike's house Saturday afternoon to see if he was back home yet. When no one answered the front door I went to the back to see if anyone was around. I found Mrs G catching rays wearing this conservative 1 piece suit. Her ass and legs looked mighty fine especially when you think that she had to be at least 40 years old. It doesn't take much to get my attention and I instantly felt the familiar twitch of my cock springing to life. Oh man I am going to fuck her this summer if it's the last thing I do.

I shouted, "Hey Mrs. G how are you?" I startled her at first but then she broke into a big smile and said, "Ty it's so nice to see you. I thought you were still at school?"

As she walked over to let me in I couldn't help but notice her nice round tits confined as they were in that ugly 1 piece suit. I became a little self-conscious of my growing bulge as I was wearing a loose pair of shorts. Man I wonder how those gorgeous tits would feel cupped in my hands.

We sat down for awhile and chatted about college. I made up some bullshit about how I enjoyed it so fucking much. Throughout our chat my eyes kept admiring her body, undressing her in my mind, fucking her nice and hard. She sure did have a kick ass body, I bet she would look absolutely delicious dressed up in something nice and sexy. She's going to crave my cock after I'm done with her.

I don't know if it was my imagination but I felt like she was checking me out. Nah it couldn't be she is not that type of person. But you know every once in awhile I would spot her eyes wandering a little more than normal. Mrs G always looked at me as a skinny little kid but now that I sprouted she seemed more aware of me almost as if she wanted to fuck me. Nah not yet.

She let me know that Mike and Meg were going to be away all summer in Europe which was music to my ears as I now had her all to myself for the summer. Mrs G surprised me by prying into my love life, "Ty tell me about your girlfriend? Is she nice? What does she look like?"

I smiled and said "Mrs G what makes you think I have a girlfriend?" I could tell that my answer must have surprised her because she quickly said, "I'm sorry Ty. I just thought that a handsome young man would have his pick of anyone as his girlfriend." Wow I could not believe what I had heard "a handsome young man" maybe she has been checking me out. Maybe she wanted me to rip her swimsuit off and fuck her hard.

My mind was definitely spinning out of control with wild thoughts so I knew I had better leave before my growing bulge became too obvious. I needed to take this slow. I wanted her to beg for my cock. Before I left I wanted to begin the flirting process with her.

As I rose I laughed out loud, "Mrs G I'm glad you like the way I look because I think you look pretty damn nice as well. I have to go now but it was nice seeing you again. Remember I'll be around if you need anything. If you talk to Mike tell him I said hello. See ya."

I looked at her closely to try and gauge her reaction. She looked startled and embarrassed at my off-handed compliment but she didn't admonish me. She squirmed a little and said good bye but she definitely felt something that pleased her. Yeah baby you soon will be mine. I went straight home and raced to the bathroom. Once inside I dropped my shorts and wrapped my fingers around my hard cock.

I closed my eyes and began to slowly stroke my cock up and down imagining Mrs. G's working my cock in her hands. I stroked my cock harder dreaming about sucking her nipples as I played with her cunt. I was so fucking hard. I couldn't believe how turned on I was thinking about fucking Mrs. G. It took me only a few more strokes before I squirted my hot cum all over the toilet.

I stood holding my cock in my hand for a few more moments fantasizing about Mrs G. Man I need to make this fantasy come true and I had all summer to do so.

SYDNEY

The last week in May actually seemed to fly by for me at school. I felt warm and vibrant again. I kept thinking of Ty and his muscular body. Wondering, fantasizing how he would feel inside me. I kept pushing these thoughts away as I felt guilty and perverse but my mind would eventually return to them. I pleasured myself to orgasm every night before bed always pretending it was Ty and not my hand that was making me cum.

I decided last weekend that I needed to take care of me first so I spent several nights shopping for new clothes, getting new makeup, and getting a new hairstyle. Things that I should have done years ago if I had not been so busy feeling so sorry for myself. I spent that Friday night at home alone and I could not stop from thinking about TY as I read my novel. I kept telling myself that these thoughts were bad and immoral, that I'm a grown woman, a mother at that! It had been so long since I had enjoyed and savored these feeling that my inner urges were overpowering any rational thoughts I had.

I hesitantly picked up the phone and dialed Ty's number. I don't know where I got the courage. I didn't know what I would say if he was home. It seemed to ring for an eternity although it probably only rang 3 or 4 times before I heard Ty, "Hello." I was so scared that I almost hung up but instead I just froze on the line not knowing what to do or say. "Hello is any one there" I heard Ty say. After a few seconds I finally mustered up the courage to say,

"Oh Ty hi this is Mrs. G. how are you." (Oh God how obvious was I).

"Hey Mrs G how's it going. Is everything okay?"

"Everything's fine Ty. I was calling hoping that you might be able to help me out tomorrow?"

"Sure thing Mrs G. what did you have in mind?"

Looking back on that night I remember standing with the phone in my hand thinking what now! What do I need besides a good fuck!!!!

"Eh well I was eh hoping that you might be able to eh do some work for me around the yard. Could you?"

"Hey no problem Mrs G I'd be happy to. What time should I come over tomorrow?"

"Let's say 10:00 and I'll make a nice lunch for you when you're done. How does that sound?"

"That'll work for me Mrs. G. I'll see ya then."

"Great Ty. Thanks so much. Good night."

My heart was racing and my body was tingling with warm pleasurable sensations as I hung up the phone. I could not believe that I was acting this way. I felt like a young girl again waiting to catch a glimpse of the hunk that she had a crush on. How could I allow myself to feel this way? I didn't sleep well that night as I struggled with what to do. When I awoke on Saturday I quickly made my mind up to act like the adult that I was when Ty came over. I told myself that I would show him what I needed done, make him lunch, and then thank him for his help as I sent home.

I showered and put on the new white shorts and matching cotton top. The shorts were rather cute and rather short but I really liked the way I looked in them. The top was a simple and fit snugly. I eyed myself and thought wow not bad for a 36-year-old. I was snapped out of my trance by the doorbell and I quickly scurried down the stairs.

When I opened the door I was greeted by Ty's warm smile, "Hey Mrs G wow you look nice. You got a new haircut." I almost melted into his arms when I heard those words. I smiled and thanked him as I led him into the backyard.

I told him what I needed done and said, "I'll be inside if you need anything." I watched him from my kitchen window as he worked. I was lost with forbidden lust. A burning fire raged inside me as I watched Ty remove his shirt. His chest was so marvelously ripped with muscles; muscles that I wanted to feel and touch so badly.

I kept telling myself these thoughts are bad they had to stop but my body ached with an overpowering desire. I could feel my pussy throbbing my love juices soaking into my panties. I moved my hand up to my breast and began to squeeze it through my shirt. I squeezed my legs together trying to stop the little wisps of pleasure shooting through my pussy. I felt like I was going to pass out as I watched Ty.

I broke away from my trance telling myself to get it together. I busied myself with making lunch staying as far away from the windows as possible. But it still persisted; that warm tingling sensation that sent mini waves of pleasure through the deepest depths of my body. It felt so wrong yet so good. How could that be I asked myself. Concentrate on making lunch and ignore the rest I chastised myself. But it was to no use as I soon found myself staring out the window my hand once again caressing my breasts.

I noticed the beads of hard work forming on his arms and chest as he labored with his assigned task. I thought how wonderful it would feel to have those sweaty arms wrapped around me at this moment. I went to the refrigerator and poured Ty a cold glass of lemonade. My legs felt weak and shaky as I went outside to offer Ty the glass of lemonade.

"Ty here is a cold glass of lemonade. It looks like you could use it."

"Thanks Mrs G. It's so hot out here today. Looks like we are going to have a great Memorial Day weekend."

"I know it's great to finally feel the warmth of summer."

"Mrs G. why don't you come outside and catch some rays I could use the company while I work."

"Ty you read my mind I'll be out in a little while. I want to finish making us lunch first. Let me know if you need some more lemonade."

As I went inside I felt my legs wobble with anticipation as it was getting harder to maintain my composure. I kept reminding myself over and over that I was a mother not a coed as I went upstairs to change into my swimsuit.

As I undressed I couldn't help but admire my body in front of the mirror. My breasts were full and rounded, my legs well toned, and my butt still round and firm even after all these years. I began to put on my one piece when I stopped and thought why the one piece, why not the new bikini.

I put the bikini on and looked at myself once again in the mirror. I looked wonderful but I felt a little embarrassed as it definitely covered less than the one piece. I put my robe on and trudged ahead.

Once downstairs I put our lunches on a tray and went outside to the patio. Ty saw me outside and stopped what he was doing to come over. We sat down and talked about old times as we ate our lunches. I had a hard time keeping my eyes off Ty's muscled torso but I managed to maintain my composure without drawing any attention.

I had to admit that try as I may to deal with the fact that he was only a boy I couldn't. I felt like a woman once again. It had been so long since my body quivered with heated lust that all I could see was a handsome rugged man sitting across from me.