The Love I Made Ch. 01

Forgive my bad grammar. English is my third language. I had fun making this, another part may come out in the future.

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For the past week I've been visiting my childhood friend, Dawn. She's been having a tough fever, and I live nearby so why not visit her. My parents have traveled overseas, so it doesn't matter what time of the day I visit Dawn. So long it's not so late at night.

I've been visiting Dawn every time she was sick since elementary school, and so, her mother, Johanna, treats me as if I were her son. And her older sister, Jena, also warmed up to me, and treats me like her little brother.

Dawn and I both go to the same university nearby, but since it's holidays, she isn't missing out on anything important. Just minor details the university sends via email.

Today, I visited Dawn and gave her and her family a gift. I gave Dawn a best friends forever necklace, I gave Jena a key chain that has her favorite food on it, she thought it was cute. And mainly, I gave Johanna earrings. They were not expensive, but not cheap. This family has helped me through so much hard times, it's only natural I bought them gifts.

The next day I visited, apparently Jena took Dawn to the hospital to do a check up. Johanna talked with Jena on the phone, and apparently she will be discharged after an hour. I was going to leave, but before leaving I noticed Johanna was wearing the same earrings I bought her yesterday. I won't lie, I blushed a little as I looked at her.

I over stayed for a second, and then Johanna caught grasp of me. She invited me to sit down at the living room, and she made us some tea. I've never really been the type of guy to stare and check out women. But Johanna was BANGING.

She was very sexy. I knew she was sexy before, but after paying attention. The size of her breasts, the length of her hair, the sexy way her ass arcs when she stands up or sits down. There wasn't much cleavage, but I sure as hell was satisfied. Heck, I even got a boner.

In the way I was sitting, it was ok. I could hide my boner. Johanna and I were having a flowing conversation about tea. People might say it's stupid, but I guess I had fun talking about tea. The one thing I didn't get was, why isn't my boner dying off? I've sat for thirty minutes and my boner hasn't soften one single bit. After I finished my cup of tea, Johanna got up right in front of me.

The way her heart ass arced, I can't believe it. Blind men would take pictures and somehow be able to cherish it, this was beyond arousing. I got very hard my dick was hurting me like a hammer over my head.

I got up and went to the bathroom, tried silencing my dick using my wettest fantasies. But it wasn't effective, I wanted Johanna, the real Johanna. I adjusted my dick, washed my hand, and left the bathroom.

Johanna was on the phone, apparently Dawn was feeling better, but still, doctors taking their time as usual. After the phone call, Johanna suggested we play Yu-Gi-Oh! Together.

I know it seems stupid, but Jena was a really good Yu-Gi-Oh! Player back in her days, and her influence reached Dawn, she got interested and we started playing. Eventually Dawn had to stop for a while, and so I've been playing with Jena. One day, I visited, but Jena and Dawn weren't home, but then Johanna asked if I wanted to play Yu-Gi-Oh! As she noticed we were playing a lot. I taught her the rules, and it's been fun playing with her.

The only actual games I play with Johanna are Chess and Yu-Gi-Oh! But she feels like my actual mother.

We had clutch games but I won two of the best of three's we played. Eventually Jena and Dawn came back home, and everything was all good.

I returned home late that night, however, I couldn't keep Johanna off my mind. My boner has been hard for a long while, I masturbated for hours thinking about Johanna. Thing is, I wasn't even imagining her naked. Her small cleavage and scent was enough for me.

The next day, I didn't visit Dawn because she got well. However, Dawn, Jena, and Johanna had a plan to go to the beach for three days and two nights. They said that they wanted a man around, so they invited me. And so started my adventure.

We didn't take long to arrive, and I was mainly unpacking my stuff for the beginning of the day. I got out and started swimming a bit, eventually Dawn joined me. After swimming around and playing, Johanna called Dawn over, she told her to rest. And I won't lie, seeing Johanna wearing a Blue swim suit. That gave me a strong boner I acted as if I was going to back to my room.

I couldn't let her see my hard on. I was gonna masturbate in the bathroom since maybe there was a chance that Dawn was gonna follow me and enter my room, except I ran into Jena, which made it extremely hard to pass without getting noticed. So once again, I acted as if I were going somewhere else, and surely enough, I acted as if I were picking up a water bottle, and headed out. I walked back to Johanna and Dawn and gave them both a water bottle and sat on the side next to Johanna.

I tried acting relaxed. But because of my boner, it was a bit hard to sit properly and hide it.

"Dawn, my dear, can you put some sun cream on my back?" Johanna asked Dawn.

"Sorry but I'm going to take a leak." Dawn went to the bathroom.

"Oh my. Then can you help me Lucas?" Johanna asked me.

I looked around, there weren't much people. This is a private beach after all. I quickly nodded as a way to not look disrespectful.

Johanna then gave me the sun cream and gave me her back. I rubbed the sun cream around her back for a bit. She then lied down against the mat and opened the upper part of her bikini. As a way to rub the sun cream better.

Which I won't lie, it made my head spin. But I guess she can't see me.

"This is so relaxing, you have good hands." Johanna made a cute relaxed sound.

After rubbing the sun cream, right as I was about to stop.

"Lucas. Mhm. You have very good hands, would you please massage my back." Johanna seemed relaxed.

"Sure." I responded as I looked if Jena and Dawn were around.

I massaged her back till she eventually told me to massage her feet. Which I won't lie, it made my heart race.

After that I looked around yet again, Jena and Dawn were playing together outside, which means I can finally masturbate.

Before leaving, Johanna stood up and her ass arc'd once again, giving me the biggest boner in my entire life. I ran to my room and masturbated till I ejaculated once. I looked by the window, Jena, Dawn, and Johanna were walking around, not sure what they were doing, but then two men approached them. It was obvious that they were going for a sexual harassment.

I got a little mad and went to them, glaring at those two men from afar. I don't usually have big muscles, but this time, by pure instincts my muscles were out, ready to fight. They weren't that big but it was enough to scare them off.

After they left us alone, Jena and Dawn started laughing, however Johanna kissed me by the cheek and said "Thank you."

Somehow, this time, I didn't get a boner. Although I was admiring Johanna's beauty, I skipped a beat and started walking with her and her daughters. Before Jena and Dawn left us they pushed me and Johanna dangerously close, as if I was Johanna's husband. Johanna's hands were on my back. And her big breasts were rubbing against my back. I got excited my dick had to react a little bit.

Johanna blushed as she did notice that she was too close, she told Dawn and Jena to go away.

"I'm going to prepare the grill for tonight." Johanna left me alone.

I'm not sure what that meant, but I sure as hell have masturbating material for this year.

After that, we ate some hamburgers from the grill, had a quick chit chat, and all of us went to our rooms.

I locked my room to masturbate in peace, making no sound whatsoever. And eventually I slept.

Since I slept early I woke up early, I went to grab a water bottle to drink, but on my way I found some underwear lying on the ground. I looked around me and made sure no one was around. I took the biggest bra assuming it's Johanna's and starting sniffing. It smelled really nice, just something I would expect from Johanna.

I got a hard on immediately and masturbated in the bathroom. After that I went outside and took a quick walk outside. It didn't take a minute but Johanna spotted me and we started walking together.

She was surprised that I woke up really early in the morning. It's something her daughters never do.

After an hour we went to the open shack nearby and got us some breakfast, we ordered a few sandwiches for Dawn and Jena and headed back. We sat and ate together.

"The breeze feels so good." Johanna left a remark.

She got the mat and lied on the ground, she then called me and I sat next to her. We were at a place no one could see us, so I eventually lied down.

We were silent for a bit, I wanted to start a conversation, but then I noticed that Johanna had already fell asleep. And so, I eventually slept.

We slept for an hour or two and woke up around the same time. I checked if Jena and Dawn woke up, but they were still asleep.

Johanna got her sun cream and asked me if it was ok to rub it from her back to her feet. She lied on the ground and gave me her back. I was rubbing the sun cream or her back a bit slow because I was too nervous to go down, slowly but surely I reached her ass.

"Yeah. Do it slowly that way." Johanna grunted.

Well damn, I'm very turned on yet again. It's very hard to believe I wasn't caught, I'm sure someone at least noticed I had an erection. Eventually I reached her thighs and legs and I thought that was the end of that.

"Your hands are good, your massage yesterday was really nice." Johanna smiled at me.

"Do you want me to massage you now?" I asked.

"No, no. Later." Johanna closed her eyes clearly relaxed.

"Ok." I stood up and stretched a bit.

I don't know how long I've been standing but all I know is a moment later I heard Dawn screaming.

Johanna and I got up and went to her, she was in Johanna's room for whatever reason.

"Dawn what's wrong dear?" Johanna entered the room.

"I-it's there!" Dawn was shaking apart at the corner of the room.

"What is there?" I looked around the room.

"It's a spider!" Dawn looked at the floor.

"It's a tiny spider. Hold up I'll get it out of here." I took a step closer.

"WAIT!" Dawn ran away toward me like her life depended on it.

Dawn is very scared from spiders, it terrifies her to the core. So she pushed me and Johanna against the wall, which was not very good ideally.

I was going to try calming Dawn down using some words, but she kept pushing me I accidentally smooched Johanna and my tongue was sliding in her. Immediately I tried pushing Dawn away, but gosh darn she's too afraid she even overpowered me. My hands were going to slam against the wall, they were gonna hurt a lot so I tried stopping them. I ended up hugging Johanna strongly, making my tongue go even deeper in her, and my dick was now grinding against her belly. I was trying hard to get away from Johanna, she was not my woman. She has two daughters.

I tried moving my hands away, but Dawn made it hard. First I tried taking away my right hand, which slid down and wide spread her ass. Johanna moaned there and her eyes popped. She was blushing hardly, and I was crying a bit. Because I was violating someone I love dearly. I then tried as hard as I can to take away my other arm. But it got raised to her head and made us kiss even harder which made Johanna moan a bit harder.

A second later Dawn dashed out of the room, and I fell on the ground in front of Johanna.

I couldn't face her, tears were going down my eyes. I saw Johanna as she slid from the wall to the ground. I violated her.

I got up as fast as I can to my room and locked the door behind me. I stayed inside my room for hours, till nightfall. I ignored every door knock.

Were they from Johanna? Dawn? Or Jena? Anyway, I wasn't gutsy enough to open the door.

It was late at night, I got up and went to Johanna's room and knocked the door slowly. I wanted to apologize.

"Come in." Johanna said from inside the room.

It took me a moment but I entered the room. Johanna looked at me with a surprised face, in a way I can't express it. Was she happy or sad? I wasn't sure at this point.

She studied my face as I closed to door behind me. I was crying most of the time, even after I washed my face, it was obvious I was crying. It was obvious I was sad.

"J-joh-" I tried speaking, but I was trembling so hard, my heart was beating hard.

"I-I- a-abo-!" I tried spelling out some words but it was impossible.

"What's wrong with you Lucas?" Johanna came to me with a concerned face.

She only put her hand on my shoulder, and she felt how hard my heart was beating, and how strongly I was trembling.

"I am-" I tried saying I am sorry, but it was too hard, my body wasn't allowing it.

"It's okay. I know you didn't mean it." Johanna hugged me all of a sudden.

"Huh?" My body trembled even harder, I was scared.

Of who? Johanna. She didn't do anything, but I am scared I might hurt her. Having this thought, it made me tremble more and more.

"I forgave you about today, besides, it wasn't intentional, was it?" Johanna patted my head.

"I told Dawn that she can my hair dryer, and she just happened to spot a spider. And as you know, Dawn is very scared from spiders." Johanna patted my head yet again.

"I am very sorry." I hugged Johanna back. But that only made me tremble more.

"It's okay." Johanna hugged me harder and patted my head.

"I'm very sorry." I repeated.

"It's okay." Johanna patted my head with a smile.

"I'm very sorry from the bottom of my heart." I said.

"It's okay." Johanna patted my head again and smiled.

We stayed like that for a while, I wasn't sure of what to say and do. To be honest, I was just happy and grateful that I haven't lost Johanna.

"To be honest Lucas." Johanna broke the silence.

"Ever since you've stopped those men yesterday, I don't know. I kind of noticed that you have become very manly over the years."

I looked at her in the eye to show that respect, and I stayed silent, not to interrupt her. I'm the guilty one here.

"When that happened." Johanna blushed a bit.

By "that", she probably meant what happened when Dawn was pushing me. It's hard to say, all of it happened so fast. On paper it seems like it was a minute or three. In reality however, it was nothing more than fifteen seconds.

"I didn't mind really." Johanna put her cheek on mine.

"Huh?" I was shocked and wasn't able to say anything.

"When your thing was grinding against my belly, I had mixed feelings. I was happy you found me arousing, since I like you. But seeing you cry, that was heart breaking."

"I'm sorry." I said.

"It's nothing to be sorry about. When you hugged me, it felt like you were my man, and I was your woman." Johanna looked at me straight in the eye.

I remained silent.

"I want you to be honest. Lucas." Johanna stood in front of me.

"Do I look attractive?" She blushed without breaking eye contact.

"You're the most attractive woman I have ever seen." I said. And I really meant it.

"Thanks Lucas. That means a lot to me. Really." Johanna seemed so happy as she looked away.

We stayed like that for a bit. I wasn't sure what was going to happen, but, being around Johanna. I felt safe.

"You know. Throughout the day. I think of you a lot. You're such a kind man. Visiting my daughter daily when she's sick, helping her when she needs it. It's not Dawn only, but you've helped me and Jena. I don't think anyone understands how much we appreciate you." Johanna hugged me.

"Thank you." I said slowly as a I hugged Johanna back.

"I know it is wrong of me to say this." I said slowly.

"Huh?" Johanna looked at me as if I'm about to apologize for something yet again.

"Johanna. I love you." I said without realizing the situation I put myself in.

"Oh." Johanna smiled in a way I never saw her smile.

"If it's you. Then I guess it's okay." She took me to her bed and lied me next to her.

"Johanna." I said. Realizing the situation.

"What is it Lucas?" Johanna seemed very happy, waiting for my answer.

"Even if it's just for today. I want you to be my lover." I said.

"Yes!" Johanna answered ecstatically.

"Now. It's time for your real first kiss." Johanna hugged me.

"Yes." I hugged her harder. Getting as close as I can.

We smooched once, twice, thrice. It set the mood really well as I was really turned on by those kisses.

In one moment Johanna and I somehow understood each other, and we had a long mature kiss. I slid my Tongue in Johanna's mouth, and she slid hers in mine. We were playing with each other's tongues. That kiss was the longest kiss I've ever seen.

Johanna's saliva, it was great. It was turning me on so much. So much I raised my hands to her head, and pulled her even closer. I didn't want to let go, I never want to let go.

Eventually Johanna herself raised her hands and pulled me closer. She was hot, way too sexy that she would create a word beyond sexy.

By reflex my hand went down and I squeezes Johanna's boobs.

She was a bit surprised, I didn't notice what I did. But that turned her on more, she started kissing more intensely.

Eventually my second hand went down to her ass, and I squeezed it like my hands depended on it.

Each time Johanna let out a grunt or any form of moan. My dick kept getting harder and harder.

Johanna then threw away her clothes, and I threw away mine, including my underwear.

Seeing Johanna in her sexy blue bra and her sexy blue panties. I wanted to bury my face in both of them.

Johanna was amazed by how hard I was. She started licking the tip of my dick, and eventually she went and licked it all. She then licked my balls and sucked on them a bit.

After that she licked my dick a bit more and started sucking on it. Gosh, that felt real good.

She put her hand on my balls and squeezed them in a way that made me feel more stimulated.

"I'm about to cum!" Without warning I came in Johanna's mouth.

She kept my dick in her mouth, and after I fully finished the orgasm she swallowed my sperm whole and looked at me. She opened her mouth and made a really erotic sound, my dick got even harder than before. The way Johanna makes my sick erect more and more everyday is something beyond me.

"Let me pleasure you more eheh~" Johanna giggled as she took her bra off.

"Now I'll pleasure you with these." Johanna pressed her hands against her breasts and made a really erotic face.

She started giving me a tit fuck, which was really turning me on. She kept giggling and grunting, which made me even hornier.

"I. I am about to cum!" I orgasmed and shot my sperm.

The first few ropes went on Johanna's hair all the way down to her jaw line. The next few ropes fell on her neck, and the remainder fell on her breasts.

"For a second load, you've shot quite a lot." Johanna sucked my dick to take out the remaining sperm inside.

I looked at Johanna and her face banging, covered in MY sperm. I couldn't help myself.

"You're too sexy Johanna. I love you a lot, and this just makes it feel even better." My dick was recovered really fast while it was still in Johanna's mouth.

I held Johanna's hair from the behind and made her give me a deep throat. I orgasmed in a matter of seconds as it was too good to be true.

I'm not sure for how many seconds I let her deep throat me, but she was intensely at it. Trying to swallow my sperm, it turned me on, and it felt good. I let her go after I've fully orgasmed.

"You sure are energetic." Johanna looked up at me and swallowed the sperm.