The Saint of Carleton Estates

Author's Note: Someone far smarter than I once said: "Every love story is a ghost story, and vice versa."

This is a long, slow piece without a much sex, and what sex there is, isn't very explicit. So, please stop here if that's what you're looking for.

The idea here came to me during a very dark time, and the humor of it was exactly what I needed then. I got out of that bad space and thought I would share this here. I hope you find that this is worth the time it takes you to read it. All sex is very straight forward "vanilla" and all people engaging in sex in the story are represented to be over 18 years of age.

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Bobby O'Malley was never going to impress anyone on the first meeting. Or maybe even the second, either.

He was modest in all measures of a man and, in a few of those measures, even modest might've been a stretch. Pale, chalky skin, a slight slouch in his shoulders which made him stand a few inches below the six-foot-even he rose to when Doc Bannion told him to "stand up straight so I can getcher height, Bobby". Mousy brownish hair that was thinning when he was in his early twenties. He couldn't grow much of a beard either. Kind of a big nose. The eyes were the thing, though. Pale blue, with a light hazel ring on the inner edge of the pupil. People who knew him would remember the eyes and then say how they kinda made all the other features a bit more handsome.

Athletically, he was decent. He played baseball as a kid but stopped when pitchers started throwing curveballs. Basketball and football never interested him. Later in life, he was pretty good at horseshoes and could occasionally sink a few consecutive balls in an eight-ball game down at the Frederickton Pub once in a blue moon. But sports weren't Bobby's forte.

Academics passed him by at well. He graduated high school, somewhere near the bottom of the class, but he wasn't dumb. College just wasn't in his stars. The tuition money wasn't there, anyways, so that was something left for the other kids born in better circumstances.

He had a funny tick in his heart - an extra, quiet but infrequent 'lub' added to the 'lub-dub' so the Army wouldn't take him either. After graduation, Bobby just did some odd jobs around town, working in an oil change place before getting on with a crew which was building houses in one of the half dozen developments that had popped up over the previous five years. The developers did most of the training, and Bobby was a young, relatively strong back and was actually pretty reliable. Not the first one chosen for the work team, but he was chosen nonetheless.

His folks were decent people but they were, like Bobby, seemingly on the left-side of the Bell-curve for most of the parts of life where "good things" are measured, somewhere in that "lesser" pile of things. They weren't bad people at all; they loved their son, went to church on Sundays, paid their bills when they could. There just wasn't a lot left over for things beyond the bare minimum.

Overall, Bobby wasn't a loser. He just wasn't one of life's winners.

But Bobby was a saint, and on the day the final trumpet sounds, he will be there, taking humanity's inventory alongside the angels.

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While he worked hard and lived his life, Bobby lived in an area of town called Carleton Estates. Despite the somewhat grand-nature of the name, it was what most folks would call a trailer park. Cheap, throwdown homes with minimal actual real estate space or amenities. The bare minimum for living, with neighbors up close and personal.

For Bobby, it was enough. Most folks living there were like him - good people who were just playing the hand that they'd been dealt. Sure, there were some rough characters that took up quarters occasionally, but they tended to flare up fast and then burn out. The people that stayed - weren't they all just trying to get along?

There was a quiet inertia in those kinds of places that kept people in line. That same inertia tended to keep people in places like that.

The geography of the Estates was such that it bordered on a river. Well, it was more a stream most times, only a few yards across, but when wetter weather came through, it got a bit of a current before it widened a little further past the Estates, where it opened back up and the waters slowed. At this point of widening, the river also deepened more, to about twenty feet or so. Bobby's place was one of those along the small bluff above the river and a little rusted out fence across the back of his lot set the border to the Estates.

Bobby saw it as having his own place and a bit of independence. He worked, saw his friends and generally lived the life of a young man in his twenties. There was play time and there was work time. Time in the Estates was spent in his own little corner, as well as a few of his friends who also lived there after getting out of school; they held similar jobs and lived similar lives. In summer time, there were get-togethers, with small wading pools turned into makeshift coolers. Snacks and music brought out the neighbors and there was a general good time had by most.

Bobby made some money. The thing was, he'd never known a life different than what he'd had. His folks were a touch better off, but not much, and they'd always been careful with money. There had never been luxuries for him when he was growing up, so once Bobby had the basic necessities, he didn't think he was missing anything. Besides buying a few rounds at The Fred, and maybe a nice meal in town and a repair or two on his car, there wasn't much to spend it on, so he did what his folks recommended, he saved. Bobby's dad had taught his son a few things about turning a wrench, so Bobby was pretty handy about keeping things running without a lot of cash.

For a while, this was his world. His friends, his folks and every now and then, a little bit of fun. In the scheme of things, that was the world for him, and that was all right.

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The construction crew moved around as new jobs popped up. Soon, they were building in adjacent towns around the county. Bobby stayed with them, doing his job and living his life. There were a few nights out in those other places, with friends like Brett and Coy, friends who also lived in the Estates and also worked on the construction crews that were needed to build the houses for those on the right-hand side of the American Dream.

Brett was two years older than Bobby, and while they were acquaintances in school, they hadn't been all that close during those years. Coy was a year younger and had moved into town after school from the next county over. The three wound up together working for the developers and began a solid friendship. There was teasing and roughhousing, as men that age are prone to engage in, but nothing ever got too serious. There was more than a bit of respect within the group as three young guys just trying to get by in life when all of the breaks in life don't go your way.

One of those nights out, Bobby had driven the carpool to work that day, so he was taking his drinks in iced tea, rather than beer. Bobby was good about that; he never once tried to sneak in a beer or two on the sly. Coy, Brett and anyone else in the carpool that day were his friends, and Bobby was grateful to his friends. He'd never do anything that would endanger or hurt them. He was raised to respect his friends.

They were in a gin mill called Nell's, though as far as anyone could tell, there was no Nell involved with the place. The shaved gorilla behind the bar was Benny, and he looked like he had always been there and that they had built Nell's around him. There was nothing fancy about the place, it was about men enjoying their drinks, but truth be told, they may have been enjoying the waitress a little more.

Emmeline Brown waited tables at Nell's and took classes at the community college during the day. She was a solid woman with broad hips and big legs. Not fat, but robust and curvy. Her chest was commensurate with the rest of her. Not oversized but her last boyfriend described her as "a handful and a pinch". She had been at Nell's for a few years; her dad had known Benny, or maybe he had carved Benny from some large stone that was too big to move.

Regardless, by the time Bobby and the boys were spending time in Nell's, she knew the drill. Drinks, fast and cheap, tolerate the occasional hand on the ass and more frequent leers and flirting of the regulars. For that, they tipped and made it possible for her to go to school so she could get out of Nell's and onto a better life. Emmy was good about it; a good-natured lady could do well at Nell's. The regulars didn't mean anything by the groping and to the outsiders, she was a pleasant and forgettable distraction while they were having their drink.

Emmy dropped off the round as Coy was laughing about a rookie on his painting crew who, on orders from Coy, had spent the day trying to get the local Home Depot to mix up a can of spotted paint for a customer's special request. As they were laughing, Emmy set the round down and presented the bill.

"Get that, will ya Bobby?" Coy asked.

Bobby didn't even think. He reached in his wallet and paid Emmy. She looked at him a little funny, but took the cash. The laughter continued as they planned the next prank on the new guy.

Emmy brought the change back, but hesitated before presenting the billfold back to Bobby. The guys were laughing, Bobby along with them. Emmy bent over and whispered. "Here's your change, Bobby." He stopped laughing, but held a smile.

"Thank you, Emmy," he said, his voice quiet but clear.

"Why d'you let them do that to you, Bobby?" Her voice was low, as she didn't want to cause a scene at the table.

"Huh?" He leaned away from the table, understanding her need to keep their conversation away from the boys.

"You're not drinking and they are. Why are you paying for the round? I didn't even get you another ice tea."

He looked at her for a second with those pale, watery eyes. He wasn't sure of what she was asking, although it was a fairly simple question.

"I still got my iced tea. I don't need another one," he said

"I know that Bobby, but these boys are taking advantage of you, of your good nature. Why d'ya let them do that?"

Bobby got it now. He smiled at Emmy, a relaxed, appreciative grin, showing his chipped incisor. That smile and those eyes gave Emmy a warm, welcome feeling she'd never really had when serving the boys before. "They're my friends, Emmy. I'll always help my friends."

It seemed hokey to Emmy. She had waited on the boys before, and while they were careful with their hands, their eyes did wander at times. They tipped enough but weren't overly generous. Conversations were mostly about cars or work. All in all, they didn't seem like the best guys in the world; not the deepest conversations or the most welcoming. But they were OK by Bobby apparently. She just hated to see people get used.

Bobby tipped her 30% on the round. Emmy grinned, "Would you like another iced tea Bobby?"

"Nah, but thank you Emmy," he grinned. "You look very nice tonight." There was that grin and the warm feeling again.

When they left, Bobby made sure that a better tip than usual was left for Emmy and Benny. He waved at her as he walked out the door.

The visits to Nell's continued, sometimes twice a week. It seemed Bobby was designated driver more often than not. Likewise, it seemed that Bobby would pick up a few rounds as the boys drank their beers. This still rubbed Emmy the wrong way, but he never complained about it, he just helped his friends as they asked.

So, with Benny's approval, Emmy made sure his tea was freshened up regularly. There seemed to be times when she noticed Bobby looking at her with his crooked smile and his blue eyes. Her tips from the boys had also improved. She could sense Bobby was behind that, too.

One week, as the weather warmed and then days got longer, Nell's put some tables outside. They called it 'al fresco seating' but sitting in cheap patio furniture in a parking lot was more like it. Still, warmer, longer days were nice and made the beers go down easier. The boys were close to finishing up their work on this particular development, and there would be a time in the near future where they might not be back to Nell's. Bobby paid for a round, again, and left the table to give the billfold to Emmy. He looked a bit nervous; the grin was a little thinner and the eyes were a bit more open. She'd seen men squaring up their courage before and she'd had this conversation.

"Hey Emmy," Bobby's head was tilted down a little, and he was looking at her through the hair hanging down in his eyes. "I was wondering if you'd be interested in maybe getting a tea with me or going out someplace."

"I can't date customers, Bobby," she sighed. "It's bad for business."

He actually relaxed and the grin broadened. "Oh, that's OK, we're finished with our contract at the end of the month. We won't be coming back here anymore."

This news hit Emmy a little harder than she expected. "You won't be coming back here after that?"

"Nope. We're off to Chesterburg when we're done. New townhouses going in there. Should be close to a year's work there." Chesterburg was in the opposite direction from where Bobby and the boys were commuting from now. They wouldn't be back.

Emmy had grown to like the boys. They were simple, but they had become good customers and she liked Bobby and his quiet looks at her even more; his generosity and charm had grown on Emmy. She realized she was going to miss him.

Now it was her turn to look nervous. "Well, what would you and I do?"

"Does that mean you'd go out with me? Jeez, well, it depends on you, but I'd like to show you what we built. They're nice houses, and I'm proud of the we've work done. Then I'd take you to the boardwalk by the river. Get something to eat. But mostly, I'd like to talk to you."

Emmy thought about it for a few seconds; it wasn't a super exciting plan, but Bobby was sweet and he had grown on her a bit. So, she agreed to bend her rule of not dating customers, and gave Bobby her phone number. The following Tuesday, they did just what Bobby had said he'd do.

Emmy's expectations were low, but Bobby actually impressed her. He had found a place to shower at the jobsite and changed his clothes so looked a bit more presentable when he picked her up. He was right, the new development the boys had crewed was a few miles away, up on the bluff. The view from there opened up on the valley below, and in the late spring sunset, the view was one Emmy had never seen before, despite living in the area for the last several years. It was beautiful.

Bobby took her to the Boardwalk, which was about halfway between Nell's and Bobby's home in the Estates. Once there, they walked for a while along the river, which flowed on timelessly past them towards some distant ocean. Bobby surprised her with reservations at a very nice Italian place, where they had seats in an actual terraced al fresco area. He signaled the waiter that he would pull out her chair.

As she grinned, sitting she opened the menu. "Bobby!" she gasped. "These prices are crazy. There's no way I feel comfortable eating here if it costs this much!"

Bobby just smiled. "Emmy, just relax. I know you work hard. I do too. Let's just enjoy a wonderful night and see what happens." With that, Bobby ordered her a red wine and a water for himself, once he was told that iced tea wasn't served in that fine establishment.

And they talked. Talked about what to order, about her life at school and what she wanted to do, about the boys. When they were finished with the meal and the dessert, they talked about people walking by and the little side conversations that come up. Bobby, it turns out, was pretty clever in building up little stories about people walking by. About who was an escaped felon, who was secretly on a spy caper and even a wealthy heiress hiding out in a small-town boardwalk.

Emmy hadn't enjoyed herself that much in ages. Bobby was not only good company, he was a gentleman. After paying for the meal, he drove her home, and with a quick peck on the cheek at the doorstep of her home, he asked for a second date, and once she accepted, he bid her a good night.

Their courtship started, they got together when they could, which wasn't often as Bobby was up early, and Emmy was up late. They were able to sneak in a few dates here and there, and it always ended the same, a chaste kiss, a promise of another date and Bobby going home alone. The boys noted Bobby's success and happiness with Emmy and were proud for him.

After a few months of this, Emmy had enough. Bobby showed up at her place, to take her to the county seat fair, but she grabbed him at the doorstep and dragged him inside. "Bobby O'Malley, I'm tired of you being such a nice guy. I need you to be more. Now get in here and fuck me!" And, Bobby, true to form, did his best to show Emmy a good time.

Bobby had been with girls before. Backseat fumblings, the occasional groping in a dark corner of a party. He wasn't dumb or a virgin. But he did need some help in pleasuring a serious woman.

Emmy wasn't a slut, especially considering how often she was subjected to come-ons and sweet talk from some of the more handsome regulars and strangers at Nell's. But she knew what she wanted and she taught Bobby. He took her lessons to heart and did his best to please her. He wasn't the best she'd had, but he wasn't the worst. She taught him and his skills grew in both capability and competence. And the fact that it was Bobby made her so much happier.

This went on through the summer and well into autumn. Bobby and Emmy continued to enjoy each other's company. Both lived their lives and their time together; as little as their lives afforded them, these hours together were that much more special. They were boyfriend and girlfriend. Anything beyond that was just words, but they were committed to each other. They grew comfortable with each other enough and experimented with things in the bedroom to keep things fresh. Bobby was a sponge to try to keep his lady friend happy. She'd never been to the Estates, but Bobby gave her a key to his place. In return Emmy gave him a key to hers, since they spent so much time there.

If there was a happier time in Bobby's life, he couldn't remember it. That didn't mean that in his life that there was a lack of happiness, it's just that the moments he had were just that, moments. Added up over time, it was just on the lesser side of things. But since Emmy, this was a prolonged happiness which was unique and exquisite in itself. Although Bobby just bumbled along with a grin on his face which the boys made fun of, they too were a more than a bit jealous of their friend's happiness. Still, their teasing wasn't enough to remove the internal smile which burned inside him.

Emmy was in a new semester of school and with it came a challenge. She became close with one of her instructors, and the attraction became a mutual one. There were shared sessions in his office over the course work, which spread out into meeting for coffee. She never told Bobby about this, since it was all about school, or so she told herself.

Bobby and Emmy shared a nice Christmas together, where he got her a small diamond ring. It wasn't an engagement ring, he told her, but she was his shining heart, and he wanted her to know that.

"Bobby! How much did this cost you?"

"You don't need to worry about that," he said. "I love you and that's all that needs to be said."

The tears in Emmy's eyes were enough for Bobby, and he felt he was more than rewarded afterwards.

Moving into spring, a new work assignment for the boys was coming up. They were moving back into Bobby's town for a new development project. Bobby would be closer to Nell's and Emmy.