The Struggle Ch. 05a

Rob just shook his head and said, "Every day I hear new things."

"Not really dear. You were perfectly aware what I was and how I felt towards the Sapphic love. I have told you I am bi-sexual."

"OK. You have told me. So you really like to see me in a dress."

"You know I do. I never told you otherwise. I even encouraged you - at the beginning of our relationship I told you to wear a dress for the weekend, while the staff was not present. Somehow you didn't do what I asked. Maybe because every couple of hours you have to go out with Inca and Nicky. I think we will discuss that rule again. Maybe you and I will go out together - with the dogs - and maybe you will were a skirt then."

Rob preferred not to continue discussion about that subject right now and he asked Michelle, "You mentioned Friday as a training day?"

"Yes, but not just for you. Helena will be here, and probably Cathy and Marion, too. And guess who will be the training dummy?"

Helena and Michelle both chuckled at the face Rob made.

"Mmmm, I see someone with a nice pink arse in my fantasy," Helena mocked him.

"Be assured, Rob. You will indeed be the training dummy, but do not fear, you have your safeword and I'll be there watching you and the apprentices. Believe me, the corporal session that we will do next

Wednesday will be much more difficult for you."

"That doesn't sound very promising," Rob answered agitated.

Both Helena and Michelle didn't bother to answer.

"It's getting late. Shall we have dinner? I have everything prepared, I just have to heat it in the stove, and we can eat," Michelle said.

They all stood up and walked towards the black door, through which Rob had come in. He wanted to pick up his clothes and walked to the white door, but Michelle said to him: "Please stay dressed the way you are. I like it when you are dressed like this. If it bothers you, that you are the only one who is naked, I will take off my panties." She dropped them and put it on the chair in the waiting room. Helena did the same thing and now they all three had their genitals exposed. Rob had seen Michelle the day before, so her bare pussy was no surprise. Helena always shaved her pussy and she insisted that he shaved the hair around his dick too, so for an outsider it would have been a spectacular sight. Then they walked upstairs into the living room and took a seat in the easy chairs, looking at each other, in lingerie, everything revealed. Michelle had poured them all some wine, she already had opened a bottle of red wine

beforehand. It tasted fruity and wasn't heavy.

"Rob, when we are finished with our diner, are you sure I cannot convince you to do some mild play? And if Helena is OK with it, maybe we can go afterwards to my bedroom?"

"Do you mind if I think it over first?" Rob answered, looking at Helena.

Helena just touched her pussy, she was horny all day and the sight of the almost naked man of hers, in combination with Michelle, who she also liked very much and wanted to try as well, was almost too much for her. She was really wet between her legs.

Michelle stood up, looked down upon her and went on her knees, spread Helena's legs and brought her head between her thighs. She smelled delicious, and Michelle started to lick her. Within moments Helena started to moan, and while Michelle licked her, her own cunt was in full display to Rob. He saw the muscles of her thighs move, and while doing so, her cuntlips widened and narrowed, the pink flesh in between was fully on display, and he saw a white drop slowly coming out, rolling out of her shaven pussy, where it kept hanging for a while; and then slowly dripped on her thighs where it slowly went down again. Rob was fascinated by the view of the two horny women, and the drop of love-juice was the finest he had seen. He couldn't stand it any longer, and he too went on his knees and he started licking Michelle's exquisite pussy. The only sounds that could be heard were the sighs and moans of Helena, and now

and then a shriek of pleasure from Michelle. First Helena came - she moaned loudly and relaxed, she was cupping her own breasts and pinched her nipples. When she climaxed she pushed her pelvis up, while Michelle kept on licking. Then Michelle also came, long sighs and soft moans, and while she herself was still positioned between Helena's thighs, she couldn't withstand the furious licks Rob gave, inside her cunt and then licking her outer lips, moving on to her clit, sucking, circling and pushing the little knob. The fluids were gushing now out of her cunt, and Rob had to divide his attention between her clit and her cunt. He licked all the drops and at the end, like Helena, she pushed her cunt into Rob's

face, her hands moving backwards had a firm grip on his hair and she pulled him into her groin. "Oh yesss, yess," she hissed and finally she bowed her head and sighed deeply.

"Thank you, that was wonderful," she told him.

"And thank you, Michelle" Helena said.

The two women sat next to one another on the couch, while Rob stood before them, he was aroused too, his dick was throbbing and he needed relief. He took his penis in his hand and pressed the shaft, moving his

hand in the direction of the knob.

"He, he!" Michelle warned him. "Before your session in my dungeon, you may not come yet!"

This was very upsetting to Rob, he had expected to fuck them, but he had to do a session first?

The blood rose to his head, and his hard-on disappeared almost immediately. He turned on his feet and walked towards the door. "Where are you going to?" Helena asked cheerfully. She thought she had him where she wanted him to be: aroused and willing.

"I'm going to the toilet," he sneered.

"Don't you dare to jerk off in secret," Michelle laughed at him and both women giggled to each other. They were not really convinced that Rob would play tonight with them in the dungeon, but expected now that he would. He had that horny look into his eyes...

"He is so stubborn," Helena sighed when Rob closed the door behind him.

"I know. Don't judge him too hard. Maybe we are going too fast; let him chew on it a bit."

"I hope it was not a mistake to bring him here today. He had a rough day yesterday and he almost lost it. You were there and you saw what happened. Somehow my surprises seem to go wrong..."

"You did your best. Really Helena, don't blame yourself. We only have to get him used to this idea, and he will be ours," Michelle blushed. "Sorry, I mean yours, you know what I mean."

Helena just smiled. "It's OK. I know you are fond of him too, that's why I know he is in good hands with you. You will go slowly and won't do anything to scare him. But - I have to admit - it isn't easy for

me. Cathy and Kim want a contract too - and they have every right - especially Cathy. But I don't plan on giving a party like yesterday anymore, I can't really bring it up again, seeing him go with all those

women who want him. I don't think he likes it anymore, either. It was fun, but now the party is over."

Michelle had offered her another glass of red wine and Helena stared into it, before taking a nip.

"Helena, I know you want me to keep a distance from him; I too can play the game tease and denial. So he won't have sex with me."

"Yes. But I don't think he is the type to accept that kind of game very likely. He is proud and that's why I'm attracted to him. He plays along, but on his terms. I don't think you can change him. Be careful."

"I am certain you are right. The moment I mentioned it I thought the same thing. I have so many men who are willing to do all I demand and the one that we are truly wanting to submit to us, is not giving in. He isn't a real submissive, we have to face it."

"I know. I've already told him. He didn't deny it. He does some things to make Marion or me happy, but if I would say to him to submit or else I will deny him the admittance to the playroom he will just say 'Go ahead' and he doesn't care one bit."

"For a Mistress that's almost blasphemy," Michelle softly smiled.

Rob had other plans than they thought. He almost ran to the room with the white door, grabbed his clothes, put them on over his lingerie, then his shoes, fetched his coat and went back to the hall. Silently he unlocked the front door and he was outside, holding the door and softly let it slide into the lock. A very soft 'click' was the only sound he heard. With firm steps he walked from Michelle's house. Once in the street he soon discovered a cab and was able to stop it. Within ten minutes he was back at the estate.

The departure.

Once inside, he hurried up the stairs, went to his room and started packing. Just ordinary, warm clothes, a bag of food for his dogs, a drinking bowl, then he went downstairs and put all the baggage in his car. Since he went out pretty often with Nicky and Inca and sometimes came back with his very dirty dogs, he had sold his old car and now he had possession of a 4x4 terrain-wagon, with enough space at the back for the dogs, while he also could bring down the seats and even sleep in it. Maybe, when he bought this car he always had expected something like this to happen, to be on the run again, but now better prepared. The thought came to him while he stuffed his belongings in the back seat. He went back into the house, Inca and Nicky were in the kitchen, nobody else was there, and without any problems he got his dogs, let them jump in the back of his car and drove off.

This time he didn't let go his emotions on the run: he spoke to himself 'think - where to go - think!' and finally he got an idea. He drove his car towards the highway and within 20 minutes he was on the

motorway towards Scotland. Originally he would have asked Helena to join him, but she had chosen sides against him with Michelle and he felt betrayed. Despite all efforts, all promises and all the talking they had done, they seemed to think that they could corner him, by denying sex and other tricks. Well, to hell with them.

He was planning to do some thinking, while taking long walks in the highlands. The cold and fresh air would do him good, clear his mind and he would decide this time whether he would file for divorce. He had had enough of it. Right now he wanted to make an end to the marriage and contracts and whatever. He thanked God that Cathy wasn't pregnant yet, that would have bound him to them for the rest of his life, at least to her.

He passed the Scottish border and took the first road that headed into a small village. He stopped near a large pub, it seemed cozy from the outside, took Inca and Nicky on the leash and stepped in. The locals

didn't seem surprised the see him coming in with his two large dogs, the advantage of a village he thought. They are used to dogs. He asked the barkeeper if they rented rooms and pointed at his dogs, declaring they came along. He had to pay some extra, but it was not a real problem, then ordered some food and took his dogs and the food upstairs to his room. The room was at the back of the pub, he couldn't hear much noise, ate his long delayed dinner, pulled his clothing off - including his lingerie, and was asleep within minutes. His dogs kept guard.

At Michelle's, Helena and Michelle prepared the food and when it was all heated and ready, placed it all on the table.

Michelle remarked: "He is taking his time at the toilet, would he jack off?" she grinned. "If so then I would have a real reason for punishing him."

Helena suddenly became pale, something that Michelle immediately noticed.

"What is it honey?"

"Rob is not in the toilet, he is gone. I know him, I could read his face when you told him that you would fuck him after he had done a session with you in the dungeon. I should have interceded. Oh God, nooo...."

She started crying. Michelle was flabbergasted, she went into the hall, opened the door to the toilet and noticed that nobody was in it, in fact, not a trace that somebody had been in there for a long time. She went into the room with the white door and saw that that his clothes were gone.

With a sour face she walked back to Helena, who was on the phone.

"Cathy, have you seen Rob?" She listened, then answered "Check if Nicky and Inca are still there!"

She waited a few moments and then started crying again. She let the phone drop from her hand and collapsed on the floor, tears streaming over her face.

Michelle picked up the phone and talked to Cathy "Yes, hi Cathy. His car is gone - and his dogs? What else did he take with him?"

The answer gave her some relief and she hung up.

"Apparently he has taken some food for his dogs and some warm clothing with him. I think he is gone to a hotel or something, and will not be back for a couple of days. He only took some warm clothes - so I

reckon he is gone somewhere where he can walk with his ladies - and where it probably will be cold. Knowing him, I guess the Lake District or Scotland. It will be however a search like finding a needle in a haystack. He will come back, Helena. I think he is having a short holiday, and to think things over. Don't you worry."

Uncertain, Helena looked at Michelle. "Do you dare to swear that?"

The look Michelle then gave Helena wasn't promising, Helena burst into tears again and Michelle couldn't keep her eyes dry either...

The pub.

The next morning Rob had no idea where he was for a moment. It smelled strange, and the light in his room was not the same either. He heard a soft knock on the door and someone said "Breakfast is ready!"

He shouted back "Thank you!", stood up and opened the curtains. The weather had improved, he saw some fog hanging over the fields but the sun would soon dissolve the white mass. It promised to become a much better day than yesterday. In more than one way, he mused. He didn't feel guilty at all that he left them without a warning, but he would give them a call to say that he would take some days of to be by himself.

He picked up his mobile phone and contacted Helena.

"Hi, it's me."

"Ohh honey. I'm so glad to hear you. Why did you run off from me again? Why didn't you let me know where you were going to? Where are you? Are you OK?" Helena fired the questions one after another - she wanted to hear his voice - to know he was doing well, to find out if he still loved her. She sounded desperate. For a moment Rob felt guilty.

"Helena, I was mad at the both of you. I still am. I want to be away from you and the house and everything that you had planned for me. I will decide for myself what to do. In order to do so, I will need some rest and time to think. I'm in Scotland, I will take long walks with Inca and Nicky and clear my head. When I'm back I will let you know what I'm going to do."

"What do you mean by that?"

"I will decide whether I want to go on living life with you and everything else. I need to think."

"You are not thinking of leaving me?" Helena sounded lost.

"It has crossed my mind, I have to admit. But no, that is not an option. But I really have to reconsider things. I will phone you again tonight. Don't try to reach me, I will turn my phone off. Good bye honey." and Rob turned his phone off, without waiting for Helena to reply. 'Maybe she will really start to think as well, about us, instead of making plans for me' he thought. He felt better, now he had given her a serious warning about things to come and how miserable he was feeling.

He quickly took a shower in the small but modern shower stall, then dressed himself and went downstairs. His dogs followed and when he took a seat at a table near a window, they laid on the floor, next to him.

"Good morning, sir. Did you sleep well? Can I bring you our breakfast? Do you want coffee or tea?" an elderly lady with a friendly face and grayish hair stood behind the counter awaiting his answer.

Rob smiled at her. "Yes please. Coffee is fine. And I slept well, thank you for asking."

"One moment." She poured fresh coffee in a large coffee cup and brought it to him.

"I will bring you toast and eggs in a moment. Is there anything else you would like to have?" she asked him. The voice sounded familiar, she must have awakened him this morning.

"Do you have some water for my dogs?"

"Of course. I also have two dogs. It's nice that they keep quiet and calm. You have trained them well."

"Not really trained, but they behave." He smiled at her. "What kind of dogs do you have?"

"I have two sheepdogs. When you are finished, I will go out and take a walk with them."

"Hmm. Do you mind if I join you?"

"Of course not. Maybe we can talk a bit. It will be a welcome change to talk to a stranger. I've heard all the stories from the locals, I think it will be a pleasant change. Just tell me when you are ready to go, sir."

"Please, call me Rob. And I would love to walk with you. I don't know the surroundings, I'm sure you can show me some nice places."

"Sure, Rob. My name is Nell. I think I can bring you your breakfast now." Her husband shoved a large plate on the counter, which she placed on the tray and soon Rob was enjoying a solid breakfast.

When he was finished he got another cup of coffee and the friendly proprietor and his wife sat at his table, after they had asked him if it was OK.

"Somehow I'm thinking you are not on a holiday here," the proprietor started.

"No sir, I am not." He looked at the man and his wife who both looked expectantly at him. "I'm more or less on the run from my wife. I needed some time for myself to think; the rough landscape and the clear air, it is for me the perfect place to reflect."

The man looked at his wife and started lo laugh. "Yeah, I know precisely what you mean. Sometimes they are nagging us so much, that you can't hear yourself thinking anymore."

He got a poke from his wife, who just smiled at Rob. "Don't listen to him. As if I am such a bad wife. You should see some of the women who visit us... Then he knows again what a treasure he is married with."

They looked at each other and then kissed.

"Rob," she said, "I know it sounds corny, but remember: every house bears its cross."

"Yea, right. But some houses have more than one cross to bear." He stood up and his dogs followed immediately.

"Do you want some water for your dogs now?" she asked. Her husband had stayed at his table, but she had followed him.

"Yes, please." He waited until she filled a large metal trough. Nicky and Inca were thirsty and started drinking.

"I want to leave right now, otherwise my schedule will be messed up, as it will be another busy day." Nell watched his dogs and when they were finished she asked him "Will you come along?"

"Yes, right away, I'll fetch my coat."

Soon he was outside the pub, where the wife of the proprietor was waiting for him. Rob followed Nell, who went ahead. They walked fast, each with two dogs on the leash. All of a sudden they arrived at a path, which wandered through the fields, flanked by stone walls and covered by cobbles and grass. Rob would have passed it, if Nell hadn't shown him. The entrance to the path was somewhat hidden behind an old abandoned barn. Here they let go the dogs and they ran ahead.

"So, are you ready to tell me your troubles, or do I need to get you drunk tonight, before you tell me?" she mocked him.

"No, Nell, but, well, you live here so isolated, and I am afraid you will be shocked if you hear about my troubles."

"Try me. Been there, heard all, and have seen a lot. Although it's a small town, that doesn't mean we don't hear all kinds of problems. We are innkeepers, but above all we have a pub running. We hear all kinds of stories and we have had our share of troubles too." She watched him expectantly and for some reason, Rob was touched by her honest and open face. He could see the lines in her face, but her eyes twinkled and her mouth was strong. She was not handsome but for an elderly lady she was still pretty.