Their Deep Love Ch. 03

How he sees it

When he came in the door the war that is life fell off him and he saw her naked except for one of his T-shirts that she wore. She was in perfect position he went to her she could feel his attention like a warm breeze caressing her she had missed it all day. His command rise was quickly obeyed she loved this part of the day when he would Kiss her and she would feel his arms around her. His usual procedure was to take inventory as he would say caressing her tits. His hands would then drift to her ass and squeeze the cheeks igniting a warm wet flow to her cunt when his hand came around from her ass to her cunt she moaned slightly at his touch Just think this woman he met a short time ago who had bigger and stronger wall s then China.

She had built them with her heartbreaks and use anger and rejection as her mortar. She was fairly hard somewhat defiant and yet her inner self knew she wanted to be a sub she just wanted a Dom with the same set of goals in mind, but she tried to be hard he knew she was a romantic tender hearted woman that ached to be herself. She needed to find trust in a Dom that she could surrender to without worry about a sex only relationship, without worry that she would continue to wilt as she had been doing with the other fools in her life she needed his attention as much as any flower needs the sun, she needed a Dom that her surrender and submission would be his greatest treasure she would be with a Dom that used varied methods to discipline her, but did so to teach her where she fit in her life with him.

His goal was to instruct her on the requirements and when she achieved them her Sir was proud of her and made that known she felt an inner joyful sensation run through her the other men in her life were such assholes looking back now she wondered how she was ever involved with them, but when she would sit on his lap and just let it out running through her experiences he told her it was perfectly normal you wanted closeness with a man as I have with a woman, but sometimes we settled because we wanted it so much. This was not something to regret for each asshole brought her closer to her choose of him he understood her as much as anyone had and he wanted to somewhere inside she felt she was not alone anymore.

He realize every bit of this too he was more at peace happy and content than ever before because she fit the wounds of his heart were all covered by her heart joining his. This might sound strange to people who if they were inside their world would see him spank her like so was a child, they would see him command her to masturbate on the spot sometimes she got to finish, but mostly as she told him she was close he would command her to stop again and again. The outsider would see humiliation, but her submission was the greatest way a woman could proclaim to a man here in me is this love I give it and me to you. What he saw was a beautiful woman that was the essence of completion for what is a Dom without a submissive his attention and somewhat difficult methods of disciplining her were tough, but as with all submissive she could leave anytime she wanted, but what the outsider didn't see is her feeling fulfillment and her completion with him.

Yes she was resistive and frightened would this turnout bad with a betrayal of her feelings, but from him there was understanding for his heart was a male mirror image of her own. She had difficult times in her life one of the first things he said to her was if you ask me to be your Dom my promise you will never be put out with nowhere to go. I will always consider that my responsibility even if you decide to withdraw and leave me. Looking back on it now with the peace and yes real love she felt she was never going to ask to go.

They both couldn't because in this short time what was a frightened angry woman and him which was a frightened man concerned was she going to get close just to pull away like they others emotionally feeling like a bandage applied to a wound and ripped away reopening the wound he experienced that but her true tenderness and quiet submission filled his voids in his spirit. This is the kind of romance all others dream about and women if they knew her inner life with him would scorn and scold her yet they themselves if they could feel her peace and joy would beg on their knees for a love like she owned and earned from her Dom and his peace and pure untarnished sheer joy with her was equally something for other men to envy.

She was someone to talk with she was someone that appreciated him, she was someone who could fuck him better than any woman had ever done her inner slut burst out of her every time they had their private intimate moments. She was SOMEONE HE COULD TRUST she was a real lover and woman not a selfish self centered bitch or one of the many young trainees sent to him because their rich master wanted them trained, but they did not want to invest the time.

Whether they were the mate made for them before the beginning of time or whether their life's heartbreaks sculpted them to be a match that fit. It did not matter what mattered was they were each other's now and she had just about dropped every wall to him there was nothing he could ask that would not be her joy and there was nothing he could do except be swept away by the flood waters of her devotion and love. She was more woman than all the sluts he ever had put together this was a woman that he could talk to and plan things she understood his humor and she had a good sense of humor herself. She cared about him and for him.

She was all this and more although she often felt in her life she was never thought of as a woman, but just some meat to be fucked. Still she was a woman and she enjoyed letting her inner slut out she had dropped more walls in their sex life than anywhere else, but as she did her other walls crumbled as well it is hard to scream please finish me, fuck my cunt and not be able to tell him about some inner feeling.

She also found him inventive she as frightened to death one night when he asked her if she ever fantasized about getting fucked hard in both her holes this was a boundary and a hard limit he would never share her and then he explained because I want to make your fantasies come true as much as possible her heart was in her throat. She thought has he betrayed me this man that I have given everything to.

She was about to explode when he said in our next session I will strap on a dildo just above my cock and if I fuck you bent over your ass gets the dildo your cunt gats my cock if you want it with your legs on my shoulders your cunt gets the dildo and your ass gets my cock she asked please sir fuck your dirty fucking whore bent over with two cocks. He was always being inventive to keep the session from being boring there were some requirements he would deny her orgasm several times until she completely broke down begging to let his dirty fucking whore cum and then he would bring her to two at least before his finish he always seemed to enjoy her Cumming almost as much as his own orgasm.

She was inventive too one day that she was off and he was out she set up the camera and taped herself masturbating with a toy and talking like his dirty fucking whore saying how much she wanted him. She knew she needed to be wanted and needed and loved, but so did he they both expressed it in a way that sank into her heart.

She also learned spankings can make her cum, but when she has broke a rule there is trouble he spanks her to purely punish and she cries in the middle and gets angry and lets it all out telling him to stop or she will get him back that she is going to fight him when she gets up, but as he asks do you hear me know she gets to the stage of whimpering and she has all her anger drained out of her and she tells him respectfully she is sorry and she will do better and that she is his and she knows this What he must do for her she has a deep inner need for his discipline as he told her long ago? It had not been so long ago he told her you need to worry more if I spank you less because only someone that cares will discipline you.

She smiled as she shared her thoughts with him before she snuggled to his chest and slept feeling totally safe and protected he said maybe I should call you Alice because the way you feel your life has changed you sound like you have fallen down the rabbit hole. His thoughts were how lucky he had been because her coming into his life saved him when his soul and heart were next dead and then she came into his life and transformed it every bit as much as she expressed her life was changed by him. He was feeling all the old wounds and the broken back and broken neck it all was slowing him down now like Adam he had a companion she walked with him every day he dropped ten more pounds weight was coming off much slower before. He ate better and just was so happy he was overwhelmed with her surrender and her gift of love of herself to him.

When he thought about all the ugly parts of his life past betraying lying Bitches and his war experiences and his childhood a nightmare that Stephen king would get scared about and she and her surrender and love was like an unbelievable change love made him lighter in spirit he was at peace because of her healing love. Strange it may seem in a story like this, but he Thanked God for this woman, her surrender, and their love that was more than she and he could have ever expected.

Final word she found in him an honorable man a sanctuary and He found in her a precious delicate flower too beautiful to let it perish from the Earth a true masterpiece of God's her tender vulnerable heart and there was tremendous contrast in her with that vulnerable spirit that had been abused in the past there was also a volcano a sea of molten passion desire and lust that was building up in her that she desperately wanted to pour out into a relationship that would be a love that would be honored even in Heaven. When they found each other they found the one and when she submitted completely to him she found an ocean of love returned to her something she always wanted, but had never found except in books, movies, Art, history, and music and she found safety to be herself. He found peace a woman he could depend on her loyalty and love it was as firm and strong as his honor and he found a true mate.