They Are A-OK Ch. 34

"Well, it is hard to say. It is definitely bigger than any I have seen that were not aroused. But, I have noticed that cocks do not all grow the same. I have a friend who is smaller even than me when he is damn, I never can remember that word, anyway when he is engaged in sexual play he is among the largest of my friends."

"I think the word you are trying to recall is flaccid. My cock grows a fair amount when I am aroused. Do you want to see me aroused?"

"I am very curious."

"Well I have just had sex and my cock may not grow to its usual full erect size. But if you would let me see you naked now, I promise that very soon I will seek you out and let you see my hard cock."

"I would be embarrassed to show my cock, John. I am very small, even when aroused. When my cock is f...fla...flaccid it is very tiny."

"You should not be embarrassed and now I am most curious and interested to see your cock. I promise I will not laugh or berate you."

He smiled and started to undress without another word. His statement about being tiny was not an exaggeration. His uncut cock looked like little more than an inch or so of skin hanging above his smooth, walnut sized balls. Without asking, I walked over and began to fondle his tiny member. He didn't object to my handling of his cock and balls. From the reaction of his dick I assumed he was enjoying being touched. When fully erect his cock was a bit over three inches.

"Do the other boys make fun of you?" I asked with genuine concern for his feelings.

"No, small cocks are not a thing of shame for islanders. Though I am amongst the smallest, not many are that much larger than I am. Would I be ridiculed in your home?"

"Not by me certainly, but I suppose that you would have been teased some. I actually like it because it is different and I think it would be fun to suck."

"The females I have fucked seem to agree with your thinking. I have spent much time working on orally pleasing women. I know this will be necessary to keep my wife happy."

"There is something I have never asked anyone here; do island women ever use dildos?"

"I do not know what that is."

"A dildo is a fake cock made out of rubber or the like. I was thinking that you could use one with a woman while you licked her and she sucked you. I think it would make your wife very happy." I said as I stroked his small cock with my thumb and two fingers.

"It is a thought, but I do not know where I would get a thing like that."

"I will get you one, if you want to try the idea. But I think you should save it for a special girl."

"I have a special girl. We will likely be formally engaged soon. She is understanding about my size and I work very hard to give her pleasure. Maybe, a dildo would be the final thing that would convince her that I could satisfy her as my wife."

"Then I will see that you get one very soon. But right now I am going to suck your cock," I said and took his hand in mine.

As I led him to the bed, I saw a look of trepidation in his eyes. When we reached the bedside he spoke his concern.

"Please, remember that I am not like my brother," He said in a soft plaintive voice.

I remembered the things I was told about normal male to male sex play on the island. I knew his concern was that I would want to do things that he was not comfortable with.

"Do not worry, Nateal. All I want for now is to suck your cock. Another day when I have more time, I would like to talk more about your sexual life, if that is ok."

"I am happy to talk to you anytime about sex and playing and sucking each other is desirable to me as long as you understand," He informed me as I sat on the bed in front of him.

"Shhhhhhhhh, you have no worries with me," I assured him.

Then I put my hands on his ass and pulled him to me. He was only five-seven, which meant that I had to bend down from my sitting position to take his cock into my mouth. He was barely a mouthful for me. However, I found the feeling of having such a small cock in my mouth exhilarating. His size allowed me to do things that I could not easily do with a larger cock. I could suck him like a kid sucks his thumb which he seemed to like. I could lick his balls while having his entire cock in my mouth. At one point I had both his dick and one of his balls in my mouth. I could easily slide my tongue all the way around his little dick with the whole thing in my mouth. One notable thing about his cock was the pronounced head. As soon as I had started playing with him, his head emerged from its shroud and made it look almost like he was circumcised. I soon discovered that his flare and cum hole were extremely sensitive.

His moans were intoxicating to me. His cries of joy when he came were like a beautiful symphony. His cum was plentiful and like ambrosia to my taste buds. As I took the last of his oozing nectar he swooned and fell to knees in front of me.

"Are you ok?" I asked worried that he had suffered some injury.

"Oh yes," He panted. "Perfect!"

I pulled his head into my lap and caressed him gently. After a few minutes he looked up at me.

"I do not know how you learned to give so much pleasure. It is no wonder my brother speaks so excitedly of being with you. May I try to return the favor?"

My cock was maybe half erect from the excitement of tasting Nateal. But I did not think I was ready. In addition, my encounter with my young friend had delayed my seeing Alicia even longer.

"I think we should save that for another day. Will you come to me if I call for you?"

"I will if you will agree to teach me to give pleasure like you give."

"I bet you don't really need as much teaching as you think. I will be looking forward to the next time we play and will give you any instruction I can."

"Thank you, John."

We both got dressed and left the Yacht. He went back to his duties and I headed up the trail toward Alicia's little village. At a normal pace the walk through the woods and up the hill might take no more than fifteen minutes. That day my feet were like lead and my damaged leg was giving me fits. . It would have been easy to say it was nervousness over facing Alicia that slowed me. But there were other things weighing on me also. My last couple of hours aboard the yacht had been unusually eventful. I contemplated the meaning of my encounters with Paul and Nateal.

I had trouble reckoning with my extreme treatment of the captain. I knew he had enjoyed it and even in a way encouraged it. Fact is I was certain that he enjoyed it more than I. But still the severity of the beating I gave his ass troubled me. I decided that it had little to due with the sexy Greek and much to do with my guilt. I had wronged both Alicia and her brother. In a way I was in the process of atoning for those wrongs. My atonement began in earnest when I submitted to Hector and allowed him to beat me. At the time I somehow knew I needed to be subjected to that treatment. With Paul it was still me atoning. I was just using his ass and my pain was the guilt of being so brutal.

Nateal was a totally different matter. I had sucked his tiny little dick like a lustful whore and enjoyed every minute. I also took a special pride in knowing I had perhaps given him the best orgasm of his young life. But there was guilt over that also. I knew that I was leading him down a path that would ultimately cause him to question his beliefs about sexuality. I would summon him and he would come. There was no doubt about that future. I did not know how many visits we would have. But I did know at some point I would coax him into doing things that he thought he would never do with another man; at least not one like me. I already questioned whether he had gone further than he would admit with his friend. If he had at some point I knew I would convince him to admit that too. What I had done physically to Paul I would likely do mentally to Nateal.

When I reached the top of the hill, I stood on the edge of the clearing that contained Alicia's small village. I don't know why I had expected it to have changed. Although my last visit seemed a lifetime ago, I had not really been away so long in terms of island life. That village likely had changed little in 50 years. It was nearly midday so I knew most people would be out of the village at work. It was a good time to see Alicia, who I assumed would be home waiting for me. When I stepped from the tree line the first person I saw was Greg. He was out side the family cottage practicing his old trade of gardening. His smile told me that it was a trade he missed. I silently vowed to find a way to get him off the yacht and back to the gardens. I wanted to fix all that I had ruined. That would be my true atonement. I called to him from about 50 yards away. He jumped to his feet and ran to me.

"Is it time already?" He asked instead of a greeting.

"If you mean for me to speak to Alicia, it is well past time for that, my friend."

"John, she is so excited to see you. She has been preparing herself since I came up to the house. Honestly, it is one reason I am out here. She has made herself so beautiful for you, it aroused desires I should not have."

"I do not know what you should or should not feel, Greg. But I believe you and Alicia should be together."

"That can't be. Please do not do anything to encourage such a thing."

"It is a sad thing for two who love each other so to remain apart over false propriety. It would be easy to explain your parent's deception and fix this mess."

"It would cause them much shame and nothing is worth that to me," He said sadly.

"Then I will let it stay as you wish."

"John, you know that Alicia will expect you to fuck her as soon as she sees you."

"What is your point?"

"I do not know. I just wanted you to be prepared for what you will find inside. Our parents are off at work for hours. Alicia has not been with a man since returning to the island. She has limited herself to only two close female friends and her own fingers, John."

I knew what he was trying to say. I didn't need to hear more. For an island woman she had done the equivalent of keeping herself pure for me. She had made clear to me that she did not get much satisfaction from sex with other women. I did not know her feelings on masturbation, but I had the impression that masturbation was not as widely indulged in the open sexuality of the island culture as it was in my world. The only question I had was whether to give her a last session of love making before I broke her heart or to fuck her after.

"What would you do if you were me, Greg? Would you talk first or fuck first?"

"I do not think I could resist her. But I still love her and I don't think you do anymore."

"I care for her and I want to do the right thing."

His answer was stopped when Alicia opened the door to the cottage and called to me. She was dressed in a simple shift made of sheer fabric that was not suited for wearing in public. As I walked toward her I could see the nipples of her heaving breasts and her dark pubic bush through the translucent fabric. When I reached the doorway she jumped into my arms. My resolve to do the right thing melted as our lips met. I carried her into the cottage and kicked the door shut behind us. I purposely did not turn back toward Greg. I did not want to see the look in his eyes. I knew there would be concern for Alicia, but even more so there would be jealousy. By all appearances I was about to get what he so desperately desired.

"Oh my god, John, I am so happy that you're well again. I have been so worried for you. I wanted to stay with you and help nurse you and see you recover. I was distraught when the boss made me return home," She blurted out when I set her down.

"I know and I am sorry to have caused so much distress. But our separation was for the best. I think we needed time to contemplate things and our future."

I could see from her expression that I didn't really have to say any more. She knew as well as I did that it was over between us as far as marriage anyway. It was odd. I saw sadness to be sure, but I also saw relief.

"John, you do not have to be so gentle. I think we have both come to the same conclusion. If I am wrong you should know that I will honor you and our commitment."

"You're not wrong, our marriage would be wrong. But I am puzzled. Greg tells me that you have remained pure for me and denied yourself. Why would you do this if you believe as I do that we should not marry?"

"John, I still love you. I wanted a special time with you before things end. I want the next man I fuck to be you. I know that our marriage will not work, but that does not erase my desire for you."

"Nor mine for you. I am sorry; I set us on a foolish course."

"Shhhh let us talk no more of it. We have this afternoon and whatever other times we want in future. My only need is for you to speak with my father and explain. That is proper. He has suffered much over Greg's admissions. Please help him get past this and do not worry for me. I am going to go to college in America for a year and then work as a secretary for the boss. I will have prestige and be able to easily find a good husband. Also know that I will always be available to fuck you."

Her declaration that she would cheat on her husband with me surprised me greatly.

"I will not ask you to go against your ways once you are married, Alicia. Until your husband determines that you have born him enough children and allows you to be with others I will not fuck you after you're married. Before your marriage I hope we will be together many times."

"Thank you, John. You're wise and stronger than me. I too hope we can be together many more times before I marry. I also hope that I can carry your seed in my belly to my marriage bed."

"I would not miss your wedding for anything."

She ended our talk by pulling her sheer dress over her head. As she stood there naked clearly wanting me to take her, I marveled at how easy she had made things for me. Then I lifted her in my arms and carried to the same small bed where we had first made love. She lay there and watched as I stripped off my clothes. Then she rose to her knees and used her lips and tongue to show me how much she wanted me. When I reached the point where I was near to losing control, I stopped her and had her lay back down. I got on my knees and caressed her soft supple breasts before moving my mouth to her pussy. She willingly spread her legs wide for me and I gently opened her pussy lips to expose her wet, quivering, pink flesh.

She squealed when my tongue entered her sweet pussy. I felt her fingers on my head as I slid my tongue up between the hot folds of flesh that formed a trail to her clit. Her button was engorged and prominent. She pulled at my hair as I swirled my tongue around her clit. Her first orgasm came fast. It clearly jolted her senses and she screamed loudly. I was certain that Greg and anyone else near the house could hear her carnal wailing. She ground her cunt into my face as I licked her through a second and then a third orgasm. After her fourth climax she pleaded for me to fuck her. I was happy to accommodate her desire.

I spun around and climbed atop my beautiful island ex-fiancée. My cock slid into her pussy like her body was custom made for sex with me. We instantly fell into a rhythm. When I drove my cock down into her she lifted her ass up so that her pussy met the advance. When I withdrew she relaxed and let her ass fall back upon the mat that served as her bed. Our coupling ended in an explosive mutual orgasm. My panting and deep moans mixed with her joyous squeals and the sounds of my cock plunging into her cunt to fill the small cottage with a cacophony of sexual sound. When it was done we lay side-by-side happily exhausted and fully sated. We stayed in her bed cuddling, kissing and talking until just before her parents returned from work.

We were dressed and outside waiting with Greg when Duarte arrived. After he greeted us I asked him to walk with me. I chose the path that led to the secluded beach where I had fucked Alicia. I was certain he knew the purpose of the walk and where I was taking him. I was less certain I would be able to give him sexual favors as Hector had suggested. At the beach we found a large rock and sat together. I explained as best I could why I did not believe it was right for either Alicia or me to go forward with the wedding.

"Duarte, I am ashamed and deeply sorry for having begun this thing. I want you to know it is all my doing. Alicia has been perfect and has done nothing to cause me to change my mind. There are some things that can not be helped. I should have given my feelings more time and considered things more carefully. I wish that I could somehow make up for the wrong I have done your family," I said and reached for his arm hopping to convey my availability to him.

He did not pull away from me as he replied, "Perhaps you acted foolishly. But that is the nature of youth. You have not wronged my family. You did a great thing for Alicia and me. I did not want her to be a whore. You made it possible for her to contribute without giving her body in service. I am grateful. If any wrong was committed it is I who made the mistake. I should have counseled you both on the haste of your decision. I had concerns about the union from the beginning. But I saw the freedom you were offering my daughter and the rest of the family and kept silent. There was no doubt of your love for each other. But I knew that it was likely not enough to overcome the obstacles."

I almost hadn't noticed that he had moved his hand to my thigh. I was still holding his arm and knew that we were close to engaging in some sort of sexual activity. My fears about being able to service him vanished in the knowledge that it would be as much him servicing me. In a way I wanted it as a sort of good bye to the Ortiz family that I had almost joined. But I could not let it happen so casually. I decided to tell him what I had been told by Hector.

"Duarte, I am not sure what is happening here. Clearly, I do not know all there is to know about your culture. But I know that your people value honesty. I brought you here to talk because I was made to believe that providing you sexual pleasure might ease the sting of the news I had to deliver. I would do anything to protect Alicia and will give you anything you need. She is truly blameless in this and I do not want you taking retribution for any shame you may have perceived she caused your family."

"I do not require anything of you and I assure that I do not blame Alicia for anything. I promise that I have no intention of punishing her. You need have no fears for her. As for custom and culture, some sexual matters are complicated for us as you likely are learning."

"I learn more with each new conversation."

"I have felt desire toward you for sometime, John. I found as I grew older that my desire to fuck was diminishing. When I indulged in some play with a younger man a few years ago something was rekindled. It had been a long time since my days of youthful sex play with my male friends. I had not allowed myself to recognize how much I missed it. Things began to happen with this man that I had never allowed to happen before. Feelings and desires that are somewhat taboo and always kept secret developed. Oddly, while this was happening my desire to fuck women was also rekindled. My wife is pleased as I believe is a widow I have spent some time with lately. At my age all this is acceptable. I have continued my relationship with this man and I have been with two other young men."

"Duarte, are you telling me that you want to be with me?"

"That is complicated also. I have never been with a man not of the island. I once fucked a woman from off the island. She was the daughter of a couple who worked for the previous boss. We fucked many times before she moved away. You're desirable and young and the idea of sex with a man not of the island has me curious. I am told it is far more taboo in your culture."