Time Out

At 9:35 David walked into my room, closed the door, and sat down in front of my desk.

"What's going on Claire? We are still on for tonight aren't we?"

"I don't know David, I'm having some second thoughts. JJ is taking this pretty hard. He looked really hurt this morning when I left. Maybe this isn't a good idea."

"You know Claire I was the same way when my wife Laura told me about her first Time Out. She came home one evening and told me all about how it worked. Then she informed me that she would be taking a Time Out with a guy she met at work. It wasn't a co-worker, but a client. I was devastated.

She finally convinced me it would be really good for our marriage."

"So you decided to let her go?"

"Not exactly. She just flat told me she was going, but not to worry. She still loved me very much, and promised a lot of good would come from her Time Out."

"So what happened next?" I asked.

"Laura left that evening, and didn't come back until late the next afternoon. I decided that it was best that I didn't think about it. When she got home she sat me down and told me everything, even though one of the rules of the Time Out is that you don't have to. I won't go into details, but it turned me on like you wouldn't believe. It turned her on telling me. We had the most incredible sex of our lives all night long."

"How long was it before you did a Time Out?"

"It was two weeks later. It was an incredible experience. We had great sex, then I went home and told Laura everything. We had another night of mind blowing sex."

"How long has this been going on David?"

"It has been over a year now. We are not swingers Claire. We have done this maybe four or five times each. It has made our marriage, our sex life, and our outlook on life so much better. We are very secure in our marriage, and our relationship. I am telling you this will change you and your husband's life."

"Ok David, I'm in. JJ is just going to have to accept this. I love him so much, and I'm doing this for us, but I am also doing this for me. JJ is the only man I have ever experienced. I am curious what it will be like with someone other than my husband. I think your right. On Saturday I will sit JJ down and tell him everything we did. It has to turn him on to think about someone else going down on his wife."

"It will Claire. I know it really turned me on when Laura described what that guy did to her. You won't regret this Claire. I can tell you that I am very good at sex. I will make you feel like a woman. I will meet you at the hotel at 6:30. Our dinner reservation is at 7:00 in the hotel dining room. It is supposed to be a great place for gourmet food."

"Sounds good David."

He got up to leave, but first he came over and put his arms around my neck. He kissed me with an open mouth, letting his tongue probe against mine. Damn what a great kiss. It's a good thing the door was closed. I hope no one was peeking through the glass in the door.

I got home around 4:45. I had an hour and fifteen minutes to get ready. JJ was not home yet. I spent about 25 minutes in the shower enjoying the hot water all over my body. I trimmed up my pussy, then thoroughly washed my ass, tits, and pussy. I was getting horny just thinking about the night ahead.

I heard JJ downstairs watching TV, so he must have come in while I was in the shower. He did not come up to the bedroom to see me. I sat down at my dresser and applied my full array of make up. I made sure to also use plenty of perfume.

I picked out a nice dress that made me look sexy. It was sexy, but not slutty. It showed off my body pretty well. It was JJ's favorite dress. He usually couldn't keep his hands off me when I wore it. I wasn't wearing it to hurt JJ, I just wanted to be sure I would turn David on tonight.

It was now 5:50. I had to leave by 6:00. I took one last look in my mirror. I had to admit that I looked pretty damn hot.

"Ok Claire, let's do this." I said out loud.

I walked downstairs to find JJ sitting in his chair watching TV. He took one look at me, then all the color drained from his face. He just sat there and stared like the world was about to end. Then I noticed tears start to roll down his face. I felt awful. I knew I had to get out of there, or I would lose my resolve.

I walked over and kneeled down in front of JJ. I put my hands on top and his legs and looked up at him.

"JJ, please try to understand what I'm doing here. I love you so much, ut I really want this. You have to trust me, and understand that this is going to make our love, and our marriage that much better. I want this experience so I can love and appreciate you even more. I guarantee you are going to benefit sexually from this. I also want you to consider doing a Time Out also."

I stood up, leaned in, and kissed him on the lips. He didn't kiss back. He just sat there with more tears coming down. I tasted his salty tears when I kissed him. I grabbed my overnight bag, purse, and walked out the door.

I arrived at the Marriott parking lot at 6:25. I parked my car, then walked into the lobby. David was sitting in a chair waiting on me. He was dressed in an Armani suit. He looked really good. He walked over and gave me a hug.

"I have already checked in and put my bag in the room. Let's go put your bag in the room, have a glass of champagne, then it will be about time for our dinner reservation.

We took the elevator up to our room on the 10th floor. David opened the door and I walked in first. I walked over and put my bag on the bed. David came up behind me and put his hands on my shoulder. He then pulled my ass into his crotch. He massaged my shoulders as he kissed my neck.

He then turned me around and put his arms around me kissing me very hard. In fact, he pressed his lips so hard against mine that it felt uncomfortable. He broke the kiss and pulled my body tight against his. I could feel his boner pushing against me. His hands went down to my ass at which point he kissed again. It was more comfortable this time. I guess he sensed I didn't like the hard kiss. I could feel myself starting to get wet.

His next moved was to move his hand to the front, and inside my dress. He quickly went up to my panties, then inside my panties, and before I knew it he had a finger in my pussy.

I pushed him away and said, "Not so fast David. We will have plenty of time for that later. I need some alcohol to relax me. I am very nervous. Remember, I have only had sex with one man, my husband."

"Sorry Claire. You're right. It's just that you are so beautiful, and so sexy. I guess I got a little carried away. Let's have some champagne, then we will go to dinner."

We had a glass of champagne, then headed down to the restaurant. We were seated, at which point I sort of looked around to see if there was anyone there I knew. Fortunately, I didn't see anyone.

We ordered a nice bottle of red wine, and an appetizer. We talked, drank wine, and ate a wonderful meal. I was thinking of JJ, but after a couple of glasses of wine, I was starting to relax. I ordered another glass of wine, and David ordered a scotch. We finished with dessert, at which point we had now been there a couple of hours.

After David paid the check I was feeling pretty good, but not quite ready to go to our room. I suggested we have another drink, and maybe a dance or two in the bar. I had some more wine, and David had another scotch.

We danced a few dances, which was a lot of fun. JJ didn't really like dancing. I guess it was about 10:45 that we decided to go to our room. I was feeling no pain, but I was still nervous about it.

After we walked into the room David was all over me. He immediately started kissing me as his hands started grabbing. First he squeezed my ass cheeks pretty hard, then he went for my tits. He squeezed them harder than I like. He then told me to get my clothes off.

I started undressing slowly, while he was quickly getting out of his suit. After he was undressed, he started peeling off what clothes I had left. He had a huge hard on, but his dick wasn't as big as JJ's. The way he talked, I thought it would be a lot bigger.

While we stood there he put his hands on top of my shoulder to push me down on my knees. He grabbed the back of my head and pushed his dick in my mouth.

"Come on Claire, suck my dick like I know you have been wanting to."

He then started pumping his dick in and out, fucking my mouth if you will. He was being pretty rough. At one point he pushed his dick as far down my throat as he could go, then grabbing my hair, he held me down on it until I started to gag. This was not going like I had imagined it would.

He pulled out, lifted me up, then laid me on the bed with my legs spread out. His head went between my legs. I felt his tongue on my pussy. He started giving me oral with his tongue. He was going to hard. He practically had his whole face in my pussy. Not only did it not feel good, it hurt. I tried to pull him back a little, but he kept going.

He looked up and said, "I bet that feels good, don't it?"

He then went back at it harder than before. I figured my best bet was to fake an orgasm to get him to stop, so that is what I did. After he was convinced I had come, he stood up, grinned, and said, "you're welcome bitch."

He then crawled up and placed his hard dick in my face. "Suck it again my little whore."

Without waiting for me to do anything, he slammed his dick inside my mouth again. Once again he started fucking my mouth. He was being so rough. I hated what he was doing.

He grabbed my tits and squeezed them hard. He was very rough. His idea of foreplay sucked. I was almost ready to cry. I wanted to be home with my husband.

The next thing I know he had crawled into the missionary position, and was fucking me as hard as he could.

He yelled out, "Does that feel good Claire. I'm a hell of a lover. Didn't I tell you that this would be a great time."

Once again I decided my best bet was to fake an orgasm so he would finish. I gave a good performance at which point he shot his load inside me. As he started to come he started to yell something, then banged the headboard with his fist.

He rolled off me then said, "Damn Claire, that was great. I bet you haven't been fucked like that by your husband."

He was right about that. JJ was ten times the lover David was. JJ was slow, gentle, and very loving. His foreplay usually drove me crazy with anticipation of an orgasm. JJ knew just what buttons to push and when. I was missing my husband so much right now. This was a huge mistake.

JJ was right, David was just using this Time Out thing to fuck me. I was such a fool.

The next thing I knew David was snoring away. He was out like a light. I started to cry softly. I cried myself to sleep. The alcohol and rough sex had taken its toll on me.

I was awakened the next morning with David right behind me. I was laying on my side, and he was fucking me from behind. He must have put some oil on his dick, then stuck it in. He was fucking me fast and furious. His hand had reached over and he was using his fingers to pinch my nipple. It was awful, plus it hurt.

It didn't take him long to finish, at which point he was back to snoring again. I had a hangover headache, but most of all I felt so guilty about what I had done. I decided I needed to get home and beg JJ to forgive me?

I took a shower to clean myself up. David was still asleep when I left. I left him a note basically saying this whole thing was a big mistake, and not to call me.

I arrived home at around 10:45. JJ's car was gone. He usually doesn't work on Saturdays so I wondered where he could be? I walked into the house calling out his name. I did not see him in the house, or in the backyard.

All of a sudden I noticed some things I had not noticed at first. All the pictures of JJ and I were missing. Our wedding pictures were gone. I ran back into our bedroom. I checked his closet. All of his clothes were gone. His dresser drawers were empty. His toiletries were all gone. This is not something I planned on. I had no idea JJ would be this way. I didn't think he would move out. What the fuck have I done?

I tried to call JJ, but it went straight to voice mail. I left him a message to call me. I let him know that I had really fucked up, and he had been right all along.

At this point I just sat down and cried. I was afraid I may have lost my husband.

I kept trying to call, but no answer. It was the worst day of my life. At 7:00 that evening, the door opened, and in walked JJ. I ran to him crying and threw my arms around him. He did not respond back. In fact, he pushed me away.

"Sit down Claire, I have some things to say, then I will be leaving. Because of what you did to me, I can no longer stay married to you."

"No JJ, no. I know now you were right. David was feeding me a bunch of bullshit, and using me. It was awful. He was rough, uncaring, and did not know how to please a woman. I am so sorry JJ. He is no where near the man, or lover you are. Please give me another chance baby. I love you so much, and will never do anything like this again."

"Sorry Claire, I can't chance it. You hurt me pretty bad. I pleaded with you, warned you, and tried to convince you not to do this. When you left me last night looking so hot and sexy for another man, I knew that I could not live with that. You will be served divorce papers on Monday. We are splitting everything 50/50. You can keep the house, but you pay the bills on it. I have already split up our bank accounts equally. You keep your retirement, and I keep mine."

"Im begging you JJ. Please don't do this. I do not want a divorce. I will do anything, just don't leave me."

"My mind is made up Claire. You did this even though I objected. You had no respect for what I thought about this so called marriage Time Out. I told you it was a crock of shit, but you didn't listen. I know you probably had good intentions, but I also think that deep down it was an excuse for you to see at least one time what it would be like to have sex with someone else. It makes me think that I was inadequate, or no longer able to satisfy you. I'm sorry Claire, I just have to do this."

"Oh JJ. I promise you that the feeling that you were inadequate, or did not satisfy me anymore, is certainly not true. In fact, I know now that I have the best husband and lover any woman could ever hope for. I promise you my intentions were good. I truly thought it would make us even better. I was convinced everything that David told me was true."

"Tell me something Claire. The fact that you were about to sleep with someone else did excite you? It did turn you on? Just look how you dressed and presented yourself to him. You looked like a million bucks when you walked out of here. I cried for hours Claire."

I looked down and said, "Yes, I will admit to that. You are the only man I had ever had sex with. It did excite me, but in the end it turned out to be a horrible experience. I wish I could turn back the clock. Please JJ, maybe we could see a marriage counselor or something? I will do anything to save our marriage."

"No Claire, my mind is made up. I will tell you this. Right now I am hurtling, and I am going to divorce you. However, if somewhere down the road I can come to grips with this, and neither one of us has found someone else, I might be of a mind to at least ask you out for a date."

"Ok JJ. If that is how it is going to be, then I accept my fate. This is all my fault, so I accept the responsibility. I will bide my time and wait. I will not date, or have anything to do with another man. I will wait for a call from you asking me out. If you do not call after one year, then I will assume you have not forgiven me, and will not be willing to give us another try. I guess I'm lucky getting this much hope. I pray that you will not find someone else in the meantime."

"Fair enough Claire. You can get a lawyer if you want, but the divorce is exactly as I said. We will also share Hanna's college expenses. By the way, I did call her this morning and explained everything. She does not want to talk to you right now, but she will come around."

"I don't blame her. I will call her and explain like I did to you. Hopefully she won't hate me for too long."

"She still needs you Claire. We will work out where she stays when she is home. We can share her time with us. I have a Townhouse near the lake. You can reach me on my cell. I think I have most of my stuff. I have to get going Claire but I do want you to know one thing."

"What is that JJ?"

"I love you Claire."

I started to cry as I said, "I love you too, JJ. More than you will ever know."

I was served divorce papers Monday evening at home. JJ has such a heart. He didn't want to embarrass me at work. We signed the papers a few days later in his lawyer's office. Two months later, we were officially divorced. JJ and I never talked during that two month period.

You may wonder about that asshole David. He tried to talk to me Monday morning. I gave him a verbal undressing you would not believe. I told him what I thought of him and his fucking marriage Time Out bullshit. I also told him it cost me my marriage. I even hinted at the fact that he didn't know shit about how to please a woman in bed. He doesn't come near me anymore.

In fact, about a month after our Time Out, he resigned and moved. Rumor has it that his wife Laura left him for some hot guy she had a Time Out with. Touché motherfucker.

Six Months Later

I was excited because Hanna was home for the weekend. She spent last night with her Dad, tonight she is staying with me. It's a Saturday afternoon and she should be here around 4:00. We have plans to go out for dinner, then have some drinks at this bar I know. Hanna turned 21 here recently.

The past six months have been pretty hard on me. After I was finally able to explain everything to Hanna, we made peace, and have gotten along pretty well. She still blames me for what happened, and she is right to do so.

JJ has not called or talked to me since our divorce became final. I am still holding out hope that he may call. I have not dated or been with anyone since he and I split. I have been out to bars with my friends, and I have been hit on, but I don't have anything to do with them.

Hanna and I had a nice dinner at a pretty nice restaurant. We shared a bottle of wine and talked.

"How is your Dad doing honey? We haven't talked since the divorce was final."

"Well, if you want to know the truth, I don't think he is doing so well. He is not happy. Oh, he looks great. He has been going to the gym about six days a week. You should see him mom. He has lost weight, and gained in muscles."

"Your father is a very striking man whether he works out or not."

"Yea, but he looks good, and I must say that your looking pretty hot yourself Mom. You have been working out also haven't you?"

"Yes I have. I pretty much work, eat, sleep, and go to the gym. I will occasionally go out with some friends, but that is about it."

"Are you dating, or seeing anyone?"

"No. I told your father I would not do that with the hope that he might someday call me. Is your father seeing anyone?"

"No. He has not dated or been with anyone either. Mom? I have to tell you that he misses you so much. He is still head over heals in love with you. All he wanted to talk about last night was you."

"Well, I promise you I'm still head over heals in love with him. I would give anything if he would just call and talk to me. I miss him so much."

"He wanted me to kind of feel you out to see if maybe you might agree to go out with him. He said he wasn't sure if you had found someone else?"

"As I told you, no, there isn't someone else, and yes, I would go out with him in a heartbeat. Do you think he might call me?"