True Confessions of a Swinger #01

### DebbieDearDebbie ###

Being that he was a man and she was a woman, they were seldom on the same page when it came to sex anyway, especially when it came to sex. With her wanting love, romance, and a baby, he just wanted sex. He just wanted her to suck him after she fucked him. He just wanted to cum. Whether they were friends, acquaintances, strangers, or celebrities, he just wanted to get off while telling her about all of the other women he'd like to fuck and have them suck him. Wrapping it all up in seemingly innocent pillow talk, he defended his nasty thoughts as just his harmless, sexual fantasies. Only, they both knew that his nasty thoughts were much more than just harmless, sexual fantasies.

With her wanting a committed, loving husband, he more wanted a wife who was a whore, a nasty whore, and a swinging lifestyle of a whore. Just as he wanted her to have sex with all of his friends, he wanted to have sex with all of her friends too. Just as he wanted to have sex with her mother and her best friend, he wanted her to have sex with his father and his brother too. He'd love nothing more than for them to participate in the swinging lifestyle with them having wild, hot sex with different couples every weekend.

Even though he was married, as if he was still single, he wanted to continue playing the field. A way for him to still have his cake and eat it too was to get his wife on board with what he sexually wanted and what he sexually wanted was to fuck her mother, have her best friend blow him, and to participate in the swinging lifestyle. In his line of work, he was tempted nearly every night by some whore of a woman who wanted to suck and/or fuck him to avoid arrest. Most times, just as he didn't say no to fucking a woman, he'd never say no to a blowjob.

With him the dominate one, Liz was the submissive one. Yet, hardly submissive, she was a wildcat in bed and a fighter when angered. Nonetheless, happy in her submissive role with him, as long as he didn't disrespect her, which is what he was about to do right now, she was okay with him taking the lead. Only, by his sexual preoccupation with her mother and her best friend, it was obvious that he didn't appreciate the woman that he had in bed with him now. It was obvious that he didn't respect her, value her, and/or even love her enough to curb his disrespect by telling her about all the other women that he sexually lusted over, desired, and sexually wanted.

In the way that he continued to look at and have sex with other women behind her back, obviously he was incapable of loving any woman and/or anyone other than himself. Unable to be trusted, obviously he was a philanderer, a liar, and a cheater and would always be those. The last time he mentioned what he was thinking and what he was about to mention now, she didn't speak to him for three days. The last time he openly confessed his sexual fantasies of having sex with her mother and/or her best friend, she looked at him as if he was a deranged pervert. If only she knew he'd like for her to participate in the swinging lifestyle too, she'd have a hissy fit that would culminate in her throwing him out of the house or in her leaving him.

For him to say what he was thinking and was about to say, no doubt, he was a deranged pervert indeed. For him to say what he was thinking and was about to say, especially now when she was just about to have her orgasm, he didn't care about her sexual feelings. He only cared about his own sexual feelings. Maybe if he laid off the alcohol, he'd be able to think more clearly. Maybe if he saw someone to talk to about the rage he had and to deal with the post-traumatic stress he was always experiencing, he'd feel better about his life, about his wife, and about himself. If nothing else, he had plenty of excuses to justify his bad behavior.

Yet, taking a chance again that this time would be different and that she'd suddenly and miraculously embrace his sexual fantasy as her own, he persevered in wanting his wife to discuss him having sex with her mother and/or her best friend. How dare he? He wanted her to discuss them participating in the swinging lifestyle. Again, how dare he? What the Hell was he thinking to even try to initiate having such a disrespectful conversation, especially now while having sex with his wife? With his cock still inside of Liz, how dare he bring up having sex with other women, especially with her mother and best friend? What the Hell is wrong with him?

To be continued...

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