tagExhibitionist & VoyeurWannabe Exhibitionist Ch. 05

Wannabe Exhibitionist Ch. 05

bysecret_admirer72116©

Yes, the guilt hit after my cam show on that cam site (be sure to read chapter 1-4 first). It really took me by surprise. Over 600 guys watched me masturbate and cum, but what really got me was that I watched and talked to Bigcock34 while I did it.

It was an awesome time and an awesome orgasm, but I almost felt like I had cheated on Alex. I guess if I'm being totally honest, I was cheating on Alex because Alex didn't know I had done it. He didn't know I had bought a camera with the expressed purpose to do what I did.

Should I tell Alex? No, I don't think I can. I just won't do that again, I promised myself. Like stripping for those guys, a fantasy that I lived out and that we wouldn't repeat, masturbating on cam wouldn't happen again.

That night I had trouble looking Alex in the eye. But he didn't seem to notice. He's had a big project at work and he's been coming home very tired.

I made sure I got in bed before he did. I didn't want him to see my pussy. I thought he might see it red and swollen. I faked being asleep when he came to bed.

And I kept my promise about not getting on that cam site again...for three whole days. Alex and I had not made love in three days, a rare period, and I was horny. I tried, I really tried to stay away from that cam site, but I SO wanted to get back on there. Plus that c2c was haunting me. What WAS that?

So I Googled it. A musical group? Coups2Cross? No, that can't be what he was talking about. Coast to coast? I wonder where he lives? Can't be that.

Then I put in c2c camera. The Urban Dictionary had it. "Cam-to-cam. Online interaction where both parties are visible to each other via webcam. Sometimes used for simple conversations, but most often for exhibitionistic/voyeuristic remote sex. Usually seen in terms of a proposition in a chat room.

My webcam is on, any horny ladies want to join me for c2c?

Um, yeah, that's it. So I already c2c-ed with Bigcock, Peter...and 600 other guys. Wait, no, I just watched one. And it was GREAT!

I'm sorry, I couldn't help it. I logged on to that cam site. It said I had messages. 28 messages! Wow!

I read through them. Most of them were very complimentary about my show. Some were very graphic, some truly nice. But almost all of them left they're Yahoo or Skype addresses. And there was Peter's.

"Anastasia, I want to tell you how much I enjoyed our time together on that cam site. You are a truly beautiful and sexy woman. I noticed a ring on your hand"

Oh SHOOT! I forgot about that!

"I take it you're married. You have a lucky guy. I would like to do what we did again if you're game. Maybe we can c2c sometime too. My Skype is BC34. I hope I hear from you and "see" you again. Say Hi if you see me on that cam site.

Peter"

Whew, all of a sudden I'm horny again. All those promises just went out the window.

I answered him. "Thank you for the compliments. You are extremely handsome and most certainly sexy. I've been watching you for a while and I'm sure you've seen some of my comments. You have an awesome cock and while I've love it when you cum, I REALLY loved it when you came for me. It makes me very happy knowing my body made you cum.

Yes, I am married, very happily, but I have found out that I am an exhibitionist and love to be seen naked. But, Peter, I don't think I'll be doing any of that anymore. After I came down off that awesome orgasm I was hit with tremendous guilt. I have never kept anything from my husband...until now. I can't live like that. I'm sorry.

Anastasia"

I felt so bad. I really WANTED to do that again, but somehow I would need to let Alex in on it and if he wasn't for it, I couldn't ever do that again.

But it WAS an awesome experience. 600 guys watching me cum. Me making Peter, Bigcock, cum like that. I logged off.

That night I made sure that Alex and I made love. I so wanted to tell him what I did, but I just couldn't. Would he understand? I didn't think so, especially since I did it behind his back.

The next day I was back. "Just to see" if Peter wrote me back. He did. "I understand, Anastasia. I would never try to get you in trouble with your hubby. I am also married and my wife would never understand what I do on that cam site. We have a good marriage, but our sex life is lacking. I have convinced myself that c2c-ing with someone is not really cheating. I know, yes it is, but it's safe sex. And I can't seem to stop. But I understand. I just think you are SO beautiful and I know we will never get together , but thought that c2c is the next best thing. I'm sorry I brought it up."

He's NICE! I couldn't help it. I answered him back. "How does c2c work?"

After I hit SEND, I got that guilty feeling again. But it didn't last as long. I JUST asked a question!

And of course, the next day I checked again. "With c2c we would hook up straight from computer to computer, no cam site, just your address and my address. There's a number of ways to do it but the most popular is Yahoo Messenger and Skype. I like Skype the best because it's got a much better picture and sound. I talk to my mom and dad in Vermont (using another logon, of course, lol). It's easy and free."

I answered. "And you get naked on there and...do what we did?"

I had to wait two days before he answered. And yes, I did watch some guys get off. "Oh no, Anastasia. One of the nice things about Skyping is that you don't have others bothering you. You can get to know each other. I have a lot of very good friends on Skype, and while some of them started out as masturbation buddies, a lot have turned into just friends. We'll see each other on Skype and just talk...WITH CLOTHES ON, lol.

So let me just share with you how it tends to go. We get on Skype together, mostly fully clothed, and even though we might have already seen each other naked, we're kinda nervous. Strange, huh? But most of the time this is the first time they have seen my face...and visa versa. We talk, we kid, we tease (and your tease was awesome!), and maybe start taking off clothes until we're naked. But it is NOT take of your clothes, masturbate, and leave. Even when weren't naked we might talk about all kinds of things before we get serious. Then we might cum and talk some more.

Hey, why don't you email me instead of trying to go through that cam site. My email is BigC34@yahoo"

I answered back, "OK, my email Is"...oops...I can't give him my real one! I got on Yahoo and registered for a new one, wanna24 and gave him that one.

"One of the things about that cam site that I liked" I wrote back, "is that no one saw my face. I don't know if I could...or should let someone see my face. Believe it or not, until that day on that cam site only five guys had ever seen me naked, my husband and...four other guys, but that's a different story, lol. But, like I said, I don't think I'm gonna do that again."

He wrote back. "I understand. I would just like to be your friend. You are a beautiful woman and you seem very nice. Do you think we can just communicate from time to time?

And you GOTTA tell me that "different story".

So I did, the whole story, from being naked at home as a young lady, to my first time getting naked for my husband to stripping and masturbating for my four guys. In fact, writing about it to him got me started writing these stories.

"Wow!" he wrote back. "That is SO hot! I wish I coulda been one of the four.

But see, Anastasia, this is what it would be like talking on skype. Just two people talking, like on the phone...but cheaper...in fact, free."

Well, that wouldn't be so bad. Nothing wrong with talking to a friend, I tried to convince myself. I really would like to see his face. And he seems safe. It wouldn't hurt for him to see me,

"Peter, where do you live?"

"Chicago"

Hmmm...same time zone. But far away.

"Have you ever met anyone you...cammed with."

"Yes, two. They also lived in Chicago."

"Did you...um..."

"Did I have sex with them. I'm ashamed to say I did."

I knew I was going to get on cam with him...eventually. And honestly, I knew we would get naked and masturbate with each other. I knew I shouldn't, but I knew it was going to happen. I checked out Skype and signed on. Same name, same email address. I tried it out and made sure I knew how to work all the options.

We talked back and forth via email for almost a week and finally I asked him "What's your Skype address?"

"You forgot! I already gave it to you. It's BC34. What's yours (wink)? Are you going to contact me?"

"You never know," I teased back.

"I'll be on my Skype at 2:00 tomorrow (hint, hint)"

So now I had a decision to make. Do I do this? I struggled all evening. Alex seemed to notice something.

"What's wrong?"

"Oh, I just don't feel too good," I lied.

The next morning I was nervous. "I'm just going to talk." I tried to convince myself. But I shaved my pussy and put on the same outfit I used for "my four guys." Just in case, I tried to convince myself some more.

By 2:00 I was a nervous wreck. I primped myself beautiful and typed his name and hit video call. I nervously waited as it tried to find Peter and then all of a sudden his face popped up.

"Hello, Anastasia."

"Hello, Peter. How did you know it was me?"

"Who else at 2:00 named Wanna24."

"Oh, yeah," I laughed. He was beautiful! Longish black hair, a George Michael stubble. Wonderful deep blue eyes. I could tell he was checking me out also.

"You are beautiful!," he finally said.

"So are you."

He laughed. "I prefer handsome to beautiful."

"You are that too. Both."

We settled into a nice conversation. He asked where I lived, what I did for a living. How long had I been married. I asked the same things. A work-from-home engineer.

He was a wonderful guy and we got along great. The conversation finally got around to that cam site.

"Can you believe the ugly people that get on there and show it all?" he laughed.

"And can you believe that they ALL have people tell them how great they look," I countered.

"Some people don't need to be seen naked."

I paused for a bit. "But you're not one of them," I said quietly.

He was quiet. "I think you were the most beautiful of all the women on that cam site."

"You're just trying to get me to take off my clothes," I laughed.

"No, really. I know where you stand and I'm just enjoying talking to you."

"Me too. You're easy to talk to."

The sexual tension was getting stronger. "You have a beautiful body," I ventured.

"Thank you. A lot of people have seen it," he laughed.

"I love watching you cum," I ventured again. Where was I going with this?

There was a pregnant pause here. Finally he asked "what do you want to see?"

I turned red and he laughed when he saw that.

"I'll ask you again. What do you want to see?"

I was fighting with myself. "YOU said you wouldn't get naked on cam anymore. I never did. So...I ask again. What do you want to see?"

I hesitate and said softly. "All of you...especially your...cock."

"Say please."

"Please."

He smiled real big and stood up and moved away from the camera so I could see his whole body and began to unbutton his shirt.

"You're smiling," he said.

I didn't realize I was. "That's 'cause you're so beautiful. Will I finally see all of you?"

"That's the plan."

I don't know why I did it, but I stood up and also walked away from the camera so he could see all of me and started matching what he did.

"Anastasia, what are you doing?"

"What does it look like I'm doing?"

"I thought you weren't going to do that."

"I changed my mind." It's funny what you'll do when you're horny.

Without saying a word, we matched each other until he was in his boxers and I was in my bra and panties. He had a huge bulge.

"Am I doing that?"

"Who else, girl," he smiled.

I looked at him for a while as he looked at me. He turned around, letting me see his whole body. I did the same. He was smiling. I was so excited.

He stood there for a while.

"Well?" I said.

"Well, what?"

"Is that all?"

"I'm ahead of you."

"Oh," I answered. Duh! How dumb am I? I reached for the front clasp of my bra. I wasn't nervous at all, not like when I stripped for "my guys." He had already seen me naked and I SO wanted to see his cock. I didn't tease. I just took it off and let him see my boobs. I turned sideways so he could see how they had very little sag.

"You have magnificent tits!"

"Thank you."

"Are you ready?"

"I'm ready to see your cock."

"And I'm ready to see your pussy...and your ass...and...everything! All together now."

And we both got naked. His cock popped out, hard as ever, pointing up, curved. Beautiful!

"Turn around, Anastasia. I would like to see all of you." I made a slow turning, caressing my body, lifting my boobs, squeezing them.

When I had my back to him he said "stop!".

I stopped. I knew he was taking in my ass. I wiggled it for him. "You have an awesome ass, Anastasia, perfect."

"Thank you." I completed my turn. "Now it's your turn".

He slowly turned, his cock lightly bouncing as he did. When his back was turned I told him to stop so I could take in his ass. So strong, so muscular. "Continue."

And there was his cock again, so proud, so hard. I wish I could touch it, suck it...fuck it?

"OK, Anastasia, let's just sit down and talk."

We readjusted out cams and sat down. His hand went to his cock and he slowly started to stroke it. My hand went to my right boob, the sensitive one and I pulled on my nipple.

"Tell me about your striptease for "your guys."

As I told him, my hand went to my pussy. I stroked my pussy lips in rhythm with his stroking.

"That must have been so awesome. I wish I had been there."

"I wish you had been too, only just like you are now."

We just watched each other for a bit.

"Tell me about the craziest thing YOU'VE ever done, Peter."

And he proceeded to tell me about stripping and masturbating for a group of women. They were all clothed. He called is CFNM. I'll have to look that up. As he talked I imagined I was one of those women and started to rub my clit.

"That HAD to be so hot, Peter. Tell me how you masturbated for them."

"I will, but I want you to really rub yourself and cum for me while I tell you."

"OK, I'll try." I don't know if I can cum on command, I thought, but as he talked, I got more and more excited. As he described all his feelings I felt my orgasms coming. I closed my eyes and imagined him squirting for me, all over the floor and it hit me. My orgasm took over my whole body. I shook and shook and shook. When I finally opened my eyes and he was still watching me and stroking his cock.

"That was awesome," he said.

"Yes it was," I laughed. "Now it's your turn to cum for me while I tell you about masturbating for my guys."

As I told him his stroking got faster and faster. He was really concentrating. I started rubbing my clit again and as I finished my story, we both came together. I managed to keep my eyes open so I could watch him cum. I swear his first shot went three feet in the air!

It took us a while to get our breath back. We sat for a while and just talked, sometimes touching ourselves, sometimes just being naked together.

Before I knew it we had spent three hours together. I had cum twice, him once, but it was a very satisfying time. I didn't feel much guilt this time but I promised myself I would not do that anymore.

But I didn't keep that promise either.

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Can I just say.......I'm completely convinced you captured 'her' well in this story! LOVE your writing, and can't believe more haven't responded to your story. Love how she grew in her naughty naturemore...

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